"What to do?" I muttered, and there was no backbone, as if I didn't know where I was going in the next moment.

"Lu Yan." I don't know, after a long time, I finally reacted and reopened the door to look out, where was Lu Yan's figure, the biggest disappointment flashed, and I finally took a deep breath.

Laughing self-deprecatingly, yes, where would anyone be waiting for you all the time? But it's just a test, if you don't find the next target right away, I shook my head, thinking about this, my heart is even more painful.

"Yes, Tang Haoxuan." Again, I thought of his name.

It's not that I don't have nowhere to go, and there is a Tang Haoxuan, that is my greatest comfort, I thought so, and frantically picked up the phone and dialed the number that I had already known by heart.

Who knew that it rang for a long time, but finally no one answered.

"What's going on?" I took the phone and looked at it strangely, obviously showing that it had been ringing over there, why no one answered it for so long, didn't I see it, I made excuses for him in my heart, and dialed it again after a while.

Actually, I'm not a pestering person at all, it's just that he gave me a really good feeling before, I don't want to give up this opportunity, and the two of them have been in an ambiguous state for so many days, so my attitude is a little tough.

But in the end, it still let me down.

After two calls in a row, there was no sound from there, and after a while I called again, the phone was turned off.

Even if I am stupid, and I am carried away by that so-called feeling, I also understand that I have met a liar, if that Tang Haoxuan guesses correctly, he must not be a good person?

I shuddered.

After thinking about it, I finally went to the hospital, anyway, Yiyao has been away from us for so long, and there are some procedures that should be done.

Who knew that I came to the door of the doctor's office and overheard their conversation.

"I don't know what's going on, the little girl in the second bed is already very stable, how could something like that happen suddenly? Alas, don't take it too seriously, Director, maybe. At this point, there was no sound in the room, but my eyes widened in disbelief.

If according to Lin Yuan's previous statement, although Yi Yao has woken up, it is already considered to be back to light, but if according to the doctors, it is obviously gradually improving, how can it suddenly be gone?

The night before Yi Yao left, I stayed there all night. There is no one in the past, I thought hard in my mind, and finally patted my head and remembered, Tang Haoxuan.

It's only him, I'm alone there at night, Lu Yan went back to the company to deal with some necessary things under my urging, Lin Yuan also had something to do on a business trip, only Tang Haohaoxuan, who came to see me at more than two o'clock in the morning that night.

At that time, my heart was still warm, I felt that I didn't see the wrong person, but I didn't expect to be slapped in the face in such a short time, maybe Yi Yao's death was directly related to him.

I shuddered at the thought of this.

"No, absolutely impossible." With that in mind, I pulled out my phone and dialed that number again.

"I'm sorry, the number you dialed is empty, please check before dialing." The voice of a polite and detached girl rang out, and I shuddered coldly, it turned out that I had encountered such a trap.

Ignoring my decency, I sat down on a bench outside my office.

Holding the phone, I couldn't imagine that Tang Haoxuan turned out to be a liar, if I guessed correctly, his target was Yi Yao.

Thinking of this, I clenched my fists fiercely, my Yiyao She is still so young, I don't know why I hurt her like this?

I was racing around my thoughts. "Is it a game? It shouldn't be, our ranking is relatively low, it can be said that no one has been offended, let alone others, I haven't appeared in the recent period, and it will not affect anyone's interests at all. "I thought about it, and in the end, there was only one person who could doubt it, and that was Su Wanyan.

Yes, she can harm my first child, Xuan Xuan, and she will shake her hand at me, why didn't I think of it before?

When I thought about it, I regretted it in my heart, if I had been a little more careful, if I had been a little more careful, maybe it would not have been the same as it is now, but now it is too late to say anything, he has already been put into that little box.

I couldn't stand this feeling anymore and took a deep breath and walked to the cemetery.

I brought a lollipop that Yiyao liked before, and I put it next to the photo.

"I'm sorry, Yiyao, it may be all my mother's fault, it was my mother's uselessness that made Huairen hurt you, do you hate me now," I muttered, looking up inadvertently, but meeting Yi's smiling face, a pair of eyes seemed to be able to speak, as if to say that I was not to blame at all.

But how can I forgive myself, it's not enough to kill a child, and now the second child is said to have no direct relationship with me, but if it weren't for my carelessness, how could she be what she is now?

As I thought about it, I sighed faintly.

I found Xuanxuan's bones again, and I was worried that the two of them had no partners, so I put them together.

"Xuanxuan, Yiyao, both of you are my children, now it seems that you are brothers and sisters, the two of you are about the same age, let's be companions together when you get there, and then your mother will come to see the two of you." Looking at the photos of the two of them being put together, I thought like this in my heart, but I unconsciously thought of the two of them, one is a jade tree in the wind, and the other is slim.

"It's a pity I don't see anything like this."

Although I was sad for a long time, the days went on, and after a week, I went back to work in good spirits.

I have already done a good job of psychological construction, in Luyan Company, although no one dares to talk about me blatantly, but they are still in high spirits when they see me, and finally they still start to mumble behind their backs.

"Look at that woman, two children died directly, tell me about these two children, why are they so pitiful." Although the sound was small, it still fell to my ears word for word.

"Ahem," I couldn't do anything with me for a long time, so although I knew they had bad intentions, I coughed a few times and walked straight out of the toilet cubicle.

His face was calm, as if he hadn't heard anything, and his head was even higher than before.

"Forget it, you." I joked with myself like this in my heart, but when I returned to my own actions, I finally couldn't help it, and my body began to tremble violently.

"Well, you'll never hear that gossip again, don't worry." Lu Yan didn't know when he walked up to my side, patted me on the shoulder and comforted me, "I've fired those who chewed the root of their tongues behind their backs." ”

"You don't have to." I took a deep breath and raised my head to look at Lu Yan with dead eyes, "Actually, they are not wrong, what is wrong is that Xuan Xuan and Yi Yao's lives are too bad." ”

At first, I was a little emotional, but then I became completely calm.

The name Tang Haoxuan still appears in my mind from time to time, but for me now, it is a momentary thing, not to mention love or even hate, I think, if I see him one day, try my best to be calm, and then smile and ask him what is going on.

I go to work normally every day, get off work normally, sometimes I am more leisurely, I will go to my own company to take a turn, last time because of the competition, the company did have more fans, and the orders also increased, in the face of such a situation, Lin Yuan is naturally too busy alone, but fortunately, there is Xiao Du, my previous assistant, how much can also help.

"Actually, if you can't be busy, it's okay to let Xiao Du help share some of it," I sighed slightly, sitting in my boss's chair and looking at Lin Yuan, "Otherwise, if you do this, your body will be unbearable." ”

I still remember that Lin Yuan's health was not much better, and such a toss was naturally not a long-term solution.

Lin Yuan just glanced at me, "I said that you will wake up almost immediately, Lu Yan's side, you really plan to do it, and the salary given to you is not high, besides, on our side, don't you earn more?" ”

I smiled wryly.

"Is it necessary for me to go to him if it's for the money?"

"If it's for Yi Yao, it's even more useless, after all, it's not the last person," At this point, Lin Yuan finally stopped, and she sighed slightly, "Forget it, if you want to, just treat it as if I didn't say anything just now." ”

The atmosphere became awkward for a while, but in the end, Xiao Du took a stack of documents for us to sign, which eased up a little.

"Sister Ruolin, I don't know when you will be able to come back to work, you don't know that we are really tired these days." may be the reason for familiarity, Xiao Du is also a little unobstructed when talking to us.

"Xiao Du," Lin Yuan turned around and looked at her deadly, "I'll say anything, don't say anything." Saying that, Lin Yuan turned his head and looked at me again, "What he said just now, you don't want me to go to that heart, he didn't mean that." ”

Saying that, he waved his hand, and Xiao Du stuck out his tongue before turning to leave.

"Actually, I didn't mean that just now, I know, the most important thing for people is to keep their promises, so,"