As her thoughts drifted away, Lu Xingshuang's consciousness became more and more blurred, and she gradually fell asleep.

The next day, the sun shined on the window of the hotel, and the scenery outside was very beautiful, and Lu Xingshuang gradually woke up under the golden sun.

Seeing the sunshine all over the ground, Lu Xingshuang's originally dull mood suddenly improved a lot, she stretched her waist, and her lazy posture was now extremely relaxed.

Lu Xingshuang took a deep breath, and felt that her body and mind were very relaxed at this moment, she had not been in such a mood for a long time, since she and Gu Chenyan had completely fallen out, she had not slept so easily, but her good mood disappeared when she saw that there was no missed call on her mobile phone.

She hadn't been home all night, no one remembered him, and no one called to inquire about her safety, it was as if she had been forgotten, although she had already tasted the feeling of no one caring, but this time the feeling was particularly strong, and I don't know if it was the reason why she was drunk and squatted at the door of the house all night last night, she had just gotten up and felt some heart congestion, these emotions were not recent, she actually always knew that although they were all good to her on the surface, In fact, I didn't pay much attention to her in my heart, and even if she didn't go home at night now, no one cared about her, if she had changed before, her father would have asked the housekeeper to take her back, maybe she was really hurt to the heart, Lu Xingshuang actually felt a little happy now.

When she thought that no one would come back to take care of her affairs, she felt extremely smooth in her heart, and the previous unhappiness was suddenly gone.

Lu Xingshuang lay back on the bed, her eyes wide open, but empty.

Her mind was no longer in this room, she thought that she would really have to part ways with Gu Chenyan in the future, she didn't want to, she wanted to make some efforts, she wanted to take their relationship one step further, but there seemed to be no way to pull them in.

She remembered that when she kidnapped Wang Miaomiao before, Gu Chenyan's eyes seemed to be bloodshot, that look she could never forget for the rest of her life, she wanted to be like Wang Miaomiao, to be able to become a cherished person by others, but she felt that she was not qualified, although they were also children of rich families, but she and Wang Miaomiao were essentially different.

Wang Miaomiao has been pampered since she was a child, but her family education is very strict, Wang Miaomiao's temperament is from the inside and outside, not the kind of feeling that she pretends to be, Wang Miaomiao has a natural pride, she has no unforgettable memories at all, everything is like a smooth sail, except for the sudden death of her parents, even if Wang Miaomiao suffered such a blow, but there is also a grandmother who protects her wholeheartedly and does not let her be hurt at all, so Wang Miaomiao is very lucky in this life.

But Lu Xingshuang is different, their family was originally a poor family, although they have a beautiful appearance, but they still don't want to be so eye-catching in their bones, because their education since childhood is that they are mediocre, there is no need to spend so much effort to toss, and their education since childhood did not let them develop a confident attitude at all, and later, although the situation in the family improved, but in the end, they felt that they were not worthy of this change in their bones. And after being forcibly pushed to a position by the people in the family, their hearts are more nervous than anyone else, and this nervousness is mainly because they want to return to mediocrity, and they don't want to stand in this position that does not belong to them.

But their father, Mr. Lu, didn't allow his family to bring him criticism, so he asked them very numbly, and he didn't have the heart at all, what kind of harm would it bring to his children when he first arrived here.

Lu Xingchen, as the boss, was supposed to love the driver's sister, but due to various reasons, he finally parted ways with his sister who was pampered and protected before, and even saw that her sister was wrong, and she would be happy on the new road, which can't blame her later, after all, the grievances in her heart are not a day or two.

Lu Xingshuang has always been stubborn, and all her stubbornness comes from her unwillingness to admit defeat. I don't want to be arranged, although she obeys her father's arrangement on the surface, but in fact she is very rebellious in her heart, the obedience on the surface is only temporary, she actually wants to disobey them for a long time, obviously not such a person, but she wants him to live like this, with a hypocritical face, it is difficult to live well at all, this kind of life is a kind of torture for her, such torture is difficult to dissipate in a short time, it will always bother him, and the trouble has become a burden, So Lu Xingshuang's mood is sometimes good and bad, just because of the situation, she can obviously accept all the good intentions, but she has no way to really integrate into this environment, and this environment has no way to make Lu Xingshuang really like this city, some people say that falling in love with a city is only because it is a person who falls in love with this city, Lu Xingshuang's only attachment to this city now is probably to want to breathe the same air of the same land as Gu Chenyan, this requirement is not too much, and even a little humble, But she has no choice, Gu Chenyan can't like her at all, just when she kidnapped Wang Miaomiao that day, Lu Xingshuang had a vague answer in her heart, but this answer was not what she wanted, what she wanted was to follow her heart, which was what she wanted most.

This requirement is not too much for ordinary people, but for Lu Xingshuang, who was arranged, these requirements are too heavy, it is obviously an ordinary wish, but there is no way to realize it now, and he has to use a mask to face other masks, such a hypocritical world Lu Xingshuang has already acquired, especially on such a bleak morning, she doesn't know whether she wants to go home now, and there is no one in the family who cares about her, and she feels very sad when she thinks about it.

Lu Xingshuang didn't do anything wrong, but because she didn't obey their wishes, so now she is treated like this, and the sad feelings in her heart spurted out all of a sudden, making Lu Xingshuang a little unable to control her emotions, these emotions easily broke down Lu Xingshuang's defense, these emotions come and go quickly, so Lu Xingshuang came over for a while, calmed down for a while, she didn't have so many emotions, and now she just wants to do one thing, this thing is what she just thought of, This incident may change her fate.

Lu Xingshuang had a glimmer of hope in her eyes, her eyes began to become a little shiny, Lu Xingshuang got up and cleaned up her career, after all, she was going to meet someone and dress up well, so as not to be a little embarrassed when she got it, so she was mentally prepared to take it, so that she would not look extremely stiff at that time, Lu Xingshuang was a little nervous for some reason.