They don't know that because of this move, their lives have changed dramatically, and this change is a lifetime.

"Will you ever come back? I heard my mother say, you seem to be going to a far place, can I go to this place? ”

Immature words, they were still very young at the time, and they also had the urge to be together forever, but at that time they were not aware of their true feelings, and at that time they thought it was just a simple separation, but they didn't expect that their lives would become two forks in the road in the future, and these two forks in the road made their lives begin to go in opposite directions.

Lu Xingshuang thought of the previous memories in her heart, and her heart was endlessly sentimental, all the memories of all things came rushing in at once, making people feel a feeling of suffocation.

Lu Xingshuang drank a lot of wine again, she didn't know why she was like this now, her life was too bad, it was not the life she wanted at all.

Memories began to strike, the two people who had no guesses at the beginning basically have no contact now, all contact has been severed since the move, Lu Xingshuang has always been worried about this matter, she grew up a little before she knew that it was because of some throbbing so she would be so good with him, obviously they had a lot of boys there to play with them, but Lu Xingshuang just wanted to play with the bamboo horse, she felt that except for this teenager, she might not have such a sense of dependence on others anymore, It's just a pity that everything is a pity, and it's a pity that they don't have a relationship anymore.

At the beginning, Lu Xingshuang also wanted to come back to find the person she wanted to see, but unfortunately the time was wrong, she was at home at that time and was just in the beginning of her career, her father put his mind on work all day long, and he was very dismissive of their affairs, and their affairs Lu Xingshuang's father was also about the world, he was a person who had experienced half a lifetime, and of course he knew these emotions about these things, but at that time he felt that his daughters were all materials that could be made, and they could also develop. I don't want them to bury themselves in that poor country, so when Lu Xingshuang proposed that he still wanted to live in his hometown, he refused, he knew what his daughter was thinking, and he knew why she was so eager to go back, but everything in this world is unfulfilled, if everyone can get what they want, then wouldn't everyone have no goal to strive for, so Lu Xingshuang is not hungry at all, you have a way to go back to the teenager, and her news about her is limited to their chat, knowing that the teenager was admitted to the school he liked and had excellent grades, he also left his hometown and went to a bigger city.

But every time Lu Xingshuang wanted to know something further, they said they didn't know, because he had been completely cut off from the outside world, and people like him have always had great ambitions in their hearts, and if they had the opportunity, they would definitely not be poor.

Lu Xingshuang wanted to know the situation of the young man, so she would pretend to ask casually, but in the end, there was no ending, she had always paid attention to him in her heart, but as time passed, her inner emotions had been suppressed by herself.

Later, she learned that the young man had come to look for her, and she also knew that he had been ruthlessly stopped, and this ruthless person was her father, who said that he loved her father.

She didn't know what kind of mood the boy had when he came to her, and she didn't know how sad the teenager's mood should have been after being driven away, as long as she thought of the teenager's efforts for the things between them, she felt very guilty in her heart, to be honest, this kind of feeling was extremely young and extremely happy when they were teenagers, they all enjoyed the whole process at that time, and they also knew that maybe there was no friendship between them, but they didn't say anything rough, After all, their minds were very simple at that time, and they didn't have any other thoughts, but they just felt that this situation would not be very clear to their age at that time.

Even if they realize it, they won't necessarily say it.,The two of them have always played together in the name of friends.,Even if there are some emotional changes in the relationship later.,They won't explain.,Because they always feel that if they say it.,Maybe the emotions between them will deteriorate.,Then they're not just feelings.,Once it's explained.,The atmosphere between them will become very weird., And everything between them will not become very purposeful, such a situation is something that Lu Xingshuang does not want to see.

Lu Xingshuang has always felt guilty about this young man, what he said and did when he was young now Lu Xingshuang doesn't remember much, and the feelings at that time will definitely be able to impress Lu Xingshuang now, and now a man like Gu Chenyan can attract her attention and make her have a desire to conquer, this girl is what Lu Xingshuang needs and pursues now.

Lu Xingshuang thought of Gu Chenyan, and the corners of her mouth unconsciously smiled bitterly, if the young man stood in front of her and asked her to choose between him and Gu Chenyan, she would not choose the ignorant partner of her youth, she would only feel that they were too simple at that time to know how realistic the outside world was, even if he was allowed to go back to the beginning, she could only indulge herself when she was young, and now she has learned a lot, such as the cruelty of society and the influence of public opinion.

These were all reasons for Lu Xingshuang's fear, and now she was able to tell for herself whether she was in love or some other impulse.

Lu Xingshuang didn't know why she suddenly thought of that young man, obviously she hadn't been in touch for a long time, probably because he had spent the best time with her in her youth, in fact, she hated her father at the beginning and thought that this matter had passed, but after a long time, she could understand, after all, they were destined to be people from two worlds, there was no need to force them together, and now if the time was to do it all over again, she would still make such a choice, although the first time he was forced, But the second time, she will make the same choice, this choice will determine her fate, she doesn't dare to fight, and she doesn't dare to bet that her current life is no longer able to fight, only by working hard can she change. She doesn't expect anyone to be her salvation, she just wants to be her own salvation, she only hopes that in the days to come, she won't live too miserably, although she once thought that she could be happy, but now she is not very sure, now she doesn't dare to think about these things anymore, she only hopes that the outside voice can be kinder.