Fufeng and I are always the targets of bullying by the eunuchs and palace maids in charge here, and all the people in this labor service bureau are the palace maids, eunuchs and the wives and daughters of the prisoners, who have no dignity, no freedom, and some are silent labor.

On the first day I entered the palace, my two fathers-in-law took me to a torture room, which was dark with all kinds of torture instruments, which was the place where the eunuchs and maids in the palace committed wrongdoings, and the air was filled with the smell of decay and pungent acidity.

I stood in the corner, not daring to move, and then they brought in a brazier, some graphite, and silver pins, and I nervously tugged at the corner of my clothes.

The two eunuchs suddenly held me down from behind, and I couldn't react and was crushed on a bench, and I wanted to struggle, but the leading eunuch said in a sharp voice: "You don't have to be afraid, and I don't torture you, this is what all the children of the convicts have to do when they enter the palace." ”

He suddenly tore my clothes from behind, and my back was exposed to their eyes, and I asked in a panic, "What are you doing here?"

The father-in-law picked up a needle and roasted it on the fire, and said obscenely: "It's a pity to have such snow-white skin." ”

Then he stabbed the needle in my back, and then stabbed it in the back mercilessly like writing, and I was in excruciating pain, and my hand kept struggling.

He sprinkled the graphite in the basin on my wound and said, "Okay, let her go, it's just a slave word, don't blame us, blame you for not giving birth to a good family." The word "slave" with a large palm jumped on his back.

The hot pain on my back is not as painful as the pain in my heart, which means that I have stamped my life, and I will be a slave in this life.

I stumbled out of the torture chamber, trying to protect my naked place, and I pushed away the eunuch next to me, the only way to vent my shame.

I cried and rushed out, threw myself on the blue brick floor of the palace alley, raised my face and opened my eyes to see the rain fall on my face, and said in a terrible voice: "God, why is this?" What am I doing wrong to do this to me. ”

On a June day, the Forbidden City thundered, I got up and ran in the rain quickly, ignoring the master and servant who were hurrying in front of me, and the eunuchs behind saw me rushing over and stopped me, and I was knocked to the ground in a delicate way.

The umbrella in the eunuch's hand was knocked off, and he yelled at me: "Dog slave, your eyes fell to the ground, and you don't even pay attention to the second elder brother!" ”

The man in the silver python robe looked at me kneeling in the water, the clothes behind my back were torn apart, and a dark blue tattoo loomed. He said gently, "That's it, let's go." ”

I looked up suddenly, and he saw my bloodshot eyes, and I got up and walked away without thanksgiving, and he stood there and muttered, "Why are there such hateful eyes?" ”

Fufeng secretly wiped my tears and changed my clothes again, I sat in the corner of the wall outside, Fufeng also squatted next to me and I burst into tears, and said: "I am the daughter of a criminal minister, and my relatives have left me, compared with my father and brother who lost my head at the entrance of the vegetable market, I am fortunate to be able to survive here, and I am qualified to ask for anything, I just want to live plainly." “

Fufeng nodded and did not speak.

When Fufeng went back to open the door, the door had been locked inside, and no matter how Fufeng shouted, he didn't open the door, and Fufeng kicked the door twice.

I will never forget the appearance of my mother dying in front of me, every day in the palace is torment, I am forbearing, and I am also waiting for the opportunity.

Fufeng clenched his fists and said, "If one day we are powerful, they don't want to have a peaceful life!" I smiled at Fufeng, "We'll be fine." “

I looked at Fufeng's angry face and said to Fufeng in my heart, "I will definitely not let others bully us anymore." “

Fufeng was not as angry as just now, "Miss is beautiful, they are also jealous, although I haven't seen what the lady in the palace looks like, but in my opinion, Miss should be a lady," she said happily.

I was startled and hurriedly gagged her, "Don't you know what this sentence means?" “

Fufeng stuck out his tongue, and when I saw her like this, I said helplessly: "How could the emperor take a fancy to my inferior slave?" “

"Who said, the emperor is used to smelling balsam powder, and he should smell it too," Fufeng laughed when he finished speaking.

When I heard this, I joked with her, "You poor mouth, if my mother pulls out your tongue first,"

I looked up at the sky, and suddenly a meteor flashed. "Ah, Fufeng, there are shooting stars, make a wish........"

Fufeng's eyes were slightly closed and said: "My wish is very simple, as long as I don't wash the gong bucket here in the future, how good it is to serve Niangniang, I heard Fu Rui say that she used to serve the emperor's favorite concubine Wenzhen." ”

"It won't work if you say it, your wish is too small, and Meteor won't pay attention to you." I said with a smile.

"Then my wish is that our young lady can be a mother and never be bullied by others again." Fufeng changed his words.

"What's so good about being a mother, I hope we can both get out of the palace and then live the rest of our lives in peace," I said, holding my chin.

"Meteor, meteor, what I said before doesn't count, then I want my young lady to be the queen, the mother of the world, I will be the maid next to the queen, see who dares to bully me." Fufeng said sincerely.

We chatted happily and laughed, and I suddenly felt that it had been a long time since we had laughed so happily, the years in the palace had consumed all my joy, I lived like a numb puppet, I felt very warm, Fufu was already my relative.

I looked up at the sky, it was a little late, the night was hazy, and there were a few faint stars twinkling in the sky.

Fu Feng sank on my shoulder and fell asleep. I smiled and snuggled up to her, clinging to her in the cold wind of the night. I don't know how long I slept, but I was woken up by the sound of walking, and the people who walked back and forth in the yard walked on their own as if they didn't see us.

I rubbed my eyes, my limbs stiffened. I hurriedly called Fufeng, Fufeng was sleepy-eyed, and said, "Headache," and I pulled it away. As he walked, he said, "Don't you dare to be scolded again if you miss an errand." ”

It's still that day, it's been like this for more than two years, and today I feel that Fufeng is absent-minded, I asked, and Fufeng said sickly: "Probably I didn't sleep well last night, but I just felt a little cold, and it didn't get in the way." ”

I didn't feel at ease, so I walked up to her and touched my forehead, I was so frightened that I withdrew my hand, and said anxiously: "Why is it so hot, why don't you say it,"

Fu Feng said with a look of indifference: "How can I be so squeamish, I was born a slave, and the old genius will not let me die so early." ”

I was anxious and distressed, and said, "You go back and rest, I'll do it,"

Where is Fufeng willing to follow, persuaded for a long time to be willing to go back, I don't worry, when I go back to see, Fufeng has fallen asleep unconscious, like hot water.

I ran to my grandfather's place, where did my grandfather care, only said: "I only care about how you do your errands, whether you live or die, the imperial doctor of this hospital is to treat the emperor's ladies, how can I invite him, and besides, it's a cold." You really think that you are still a daughter, if you have the ability, go to the Tai Hospital to find it yourself. “

I was resentful in my heart, clenched my fists and said angrily: "What about the inferior slaves, they are all raised by their fathers and mothers, and their parents are exposed to the skin, and everyone can't be as unfilial as you." “

Grandpa Sun naturally understood my words, and his face turned red with anger, "You....... You ......"

"What are you, you heard what I said, you don't need me to repeat it, don't bother you, I'll ask for it myself."

He didn't expect that I, a little minion, would dare to say this, and he was speechless for a while.

"Oh, you slave, you, dare to talk to me like this, I'm so angry with our family, you wait for me!" Sun Gong stomped his feet angrily.

I ignored him and walked away.