Text Chapter 165 Passerby A
"To be honest, I have some regrets. Just when I knew that my aunt had told you everything. Really, I've never had an easy life in the nearly 10 years since it all began. It feels good that I don't have secrets in my heart." Zhang Yang finally had the courage to look up at Shen Juntuo. It's the back that I have peeked at near the dormitory countless times, or every time I meet by chance, I secretly hide and dare not appear, and I don't even have the courage to play a passerby. Now, all my courage has finally returned.
The Shen Juntuo in front of her was the same as in her memories, just a little tired and vicissitudes, and Zhang Yang was a little distressed, but she knew that distress was not an emotion she should express.
Hearing Zhang Yang's words, Shen Juntuo finally relaxed his vigilance, he was really afraid that everything would be like in the bloody plot. Zhang Yang will kidnap Lin Xiaoxiao on the rooftop. Then threaten each other with death, and in the end everyone dies together, and the living do not have the courage to live, and finally martyrdom.
"You're the same as I thought. It's not the same. To be honest, this is the first time I've looked at you without a sense of distance. I feel a little tired. I've done so much and I don't ask you to forgive me. Because I can't forgive myself anymore. I've hurt your lover, I've broken you." In Zhang Yang's heart, none of this is what she wants. She wants her lover to be happy and happy every day.
She finally realized that the person who could be happy with Shen Juntuo was not herself, but Lin Xiaoxiao. Loving and being loved is a manifestation of happiness. But she knew she didn't have a chance to fight for her happiness anymore.
The feeling of relief made her feel so relieved. But I don't know why, I have a strong desire in my heart, I want to break through my skin, and I want to die with Shen Juntuo in this closed single ward.
"Something I can't reach. No one wants it." A voice that came from nowhere, kept echoing in the ears of the fan. Zhang Yang felt that he could no longer control the voice. It was as if she had received a prompt, an order. She can't control her limbs. But her consciousness was somewhat clear.
"No, I can't hurt my lover." Fight against yourself and yourself. That feeling of torment. It's like you're going to kill yourself, and you're saving yourself at the same time.
Shen Juntuo saw Zhang Yang so sad, and rushed out of the ward and called the nurse. There is no doubt that Zhang Yang no longer knows when he started to be a schizophrenic patient.
But she knew very well that the reason for her illness was because of Shen Juntuo, and if she couldn't see Shen Juntuo for the rest of her life, it would just be lovesick. That feeling of crush and morality fighting each other. Let Zhang Yang torture himself so much that he can't breathe anymore. Probably death is a relief.
"The patient needs to rest, I guess you better not bother her." The nurse pushed Shen Juntuo out of the door again. This time, Shen Juntuo was more sure of the harm he had brought to Zhang Yang.
Now everything is a love debt, why do people have seven emotions and six desires? Why are there emotions, there are happy and unhappy.
After tossing for a day, Shen Juntuo, who returned to the hotel, was already exhausted. I originally wanted to take a bath, but I thought that Lin Xiaoxiao's matter had not been resolved, and I didn't know how the old lady dealt with it. Seeing that it was still early, Shen Juntuo knocked on Lin Xiaoxiao's door.
"Something happened today, did you sleep in your room all day. Ame, what about them?" There was only Lin Xiaoxiao alone in the room, which made Shen Juntuo a little surprised. After all, Lin Xiaoxiao's mental state is very poor now. There is no shortage of people around you.
"I asked Ame to go back to the company. The aunt said that she was not used to living here, the consumption was too high, and she was ready to move to Mengmeng. In the morning, I told her about the cute house." Lin Xiaoxiao was obviously in a good state when he spoke, and Shen Juntuo hadn't seen such a sunny Lin Xiaoxiao for a long time.
"Oh. Such. Things are all settled. You're in a better mood too. Auntie said she didn't say when she would come back." Shen Juntuo was very curious about what method the old lady used to make Lin Xiaoxiao's mood change so much. According to Lin Xiaoxiao's character, if the house has not been transferred to the old lady, in Lin Xiaoxiao's heart, this matter is not finished, and of course he will not be at ease.
"Evening, Auntie is really a good person. Actually, I know you've all been suspicious of her before. She can also see everyone's thoughts, and we talked a lot last night." Lin Xiaoxiao's expression when she talked about her aunt was very kind, probably not as complicated as Shen Juntuo thought. He still wants to believe that this old lady is a person who does what he says.
"Actually, I also want to believe that there are good people in this world. You've also grown wise. Isn't what happened to Donna and Ah Yan last time an example." Shen Juntuo smiled, feeling that the girl in front of her was really cute, she would rather suffer a loss than believe that there are still good people in this world.
Probably people in the bustling metropolis always have some spiritual comfort, not only between men and women, but also family affection.
"My thoughts are very simple, I just think that if Meng Meng is alive, she will see her aunt's embarrassing life like me. And the aunt kept saying that the house should not be transferred, and that she should wait for the cute father to come back. She said she had been adrift all her life. I hope I have a companion when I get old. She also said. Halfway through speaking, Lin Xiaoxiao thought about it and was embarrassed to say the rest of the words.
"What does she say" Anyone will feel uncomfortable halfway through the words. Of course, Shen Juntuo wanted to ask further.
"She said you're a good husband." For the marriage relationship between the two, they naturally know each other, and they say this. It made Lin Xiaoxiao feel a little shy, afraid that Shen Juntuo would not have any response, which would make her feel very embarrassed.
"Haha, I deserve it." Shen Juntuo smiled, he knew that the old lady had done everything properly, and he was relieved. After all, these days, the wave has not subsided, and the wave of things has made Shen Juntuo feel that life is simply a mess. He saw Lin Xiaoxiao's happy appearance, and everything calmed down. Soon everything in life will be on track.
"You're so unashamed." Lin Xiaoxiao probably hasn't had this easy time for a long time. Zhang Yang will probably never be able to do so, and his willfulness has caused so much trouble in everyone's lives.
"Girl, I'm back. When I was sorting out her cute things, I found a lot of things from her childhood, and I remembered where her father's hometown was, and I thought I needed to go there." The old lady returned to the hotel with a red face, and when she saw Shen Juntuo in the room, the two of them nodded and signaled.
"Far away. Are you going alone? It's really romantic to find a husband for thousands of miles." Lin Xiaoxiao thought that the old lady told herself so many misunderstandings about the year, and the Chinese still like happy endings. If the aunt can find the cute biological father in the end, it must be a happy thing.
"Not far away, don't you young people like that kind of journey, and I'm going to try it this time. When I was young, I was too selfish, and I was always afraid that I would suffer a loss, but now I understand that this is how it is in this life." Probably all the people who came over will have this feeling, and after the matter has passed, there will not be so many worries.
"I really envy my aunt. With so much experience, I still feel like I'm very limited." Last night's long talk made the two seem to have a lot in common, although there is a big age gap. But it's all women. Naturally, there is an endless amount of things to say.
"Oh, this is a secret between the two of us." The old lady smiled and looked at Shen Juntuo, as if to hint at him that the matter had been done. Your agreement is to be fulfilled. But Shen Juntuo did not have the joy of success.
Lin Xiaoxiao, who proposed to go to the lake to eat food stalls, called Ah Mei and Ah Yan, Donna, and said that he was in a good mood today and wanted to get together. If you don't get drunk, you can't go home.
"Auntie, you wear a little thicker. It will be a little chilly by the lake at night. ”
"Nope. I won't go to you young people. I was just about to go back to see my son. It's been a long time since I've seen him, and there are some things that haven't been dealt with yet." The old lady glanced at Shen Juntuo.
Maybe the things between Gao Lei and Gao are not related to themselves, but everything has a beginning and an end, at least it is good to get together and disperse. Gao Lei and Zhang Yang have to have a saying. The old lady went out this time, and it can be regarded as a witness. Shen Juntuo didn't say much, he was very confident that this old lady could help him solve these troublesome things.
The reason is very simple, Zhang Yang is a scourge that harms her son in her eyes. She is also anxious to solve these problems, not to mention that things are profitable, and it is also because of the publicity that everyone is tied together.
"Auntie, I'll drive you." Lin Xiaoxiao insisted on keeping the old lady, after all, she didn't know anything about everything, and Shen Juntuo was really anxious to solve everything properly. Offered to drive the old lady home. Lin Xiaoxiao did not keep it repeatedly.
The two of them went to the underground parking lot and met Liu Dan who came back from errands." You know Gao Lei's residence, right?"I called Gao Lei all the way, but I couldn't get through, and the old lady didn't know where Gao Lei and Zhang Yang lived. Fortunately, Liu Dan and Amei also patronized this home of Daxian.
"Yes, remember." Liu Dan drove the way to Gao Lei's residence, and along the way, Shen Juntuo knew a lot of things about Gao Lei when he was a child from the old lady's mouth, in fact, everyone's growth environment had a great impact on his future. The reason why Gao Lei was able to accompany Zhang Yang with all his heart was that Zhang Yang gave her a full sense of security and a sense of home.