Chapter 45 Finally married
Wang Huanting trembled, and after she paused, she didn't look back and walked out. ↙ At this time, even I couldn't help it, and ran two steps in front of her. She looked up at me, her expression not changing much, as if she had lost everything.
But her frowning brow, and her trembling shoulders, including on her pale countenance. I can see that no one knows the pain in her heart, and she can't help it, and she can't help it, and she can't help but never see Xu Aerospace and each other.
I smiled kindly, and then asked her: "Don't blame me for being a senior when I call you sister, after listening to Xu Hang tell your stories, I admire you very much." Seriously, you're the most powerful woman I've ever met. You gave up everything for the sake of your children, you have the courage to face hardship, you have the courage to choose to give up, but why don't you have the courage to face it? ”
"Face what?" Wang Huanting looked me in the eye and smiled bitterly. I don't know why, but at this moment I didn't dare to look at him, as if I was also a negative person.
To tell the truth, anyone with a little conscience will feel ashamed of himself in the face of such a great woman.
But now is not the time to think about this, so I changed the topic and asked her directly: "Let me ask you, do you love Xu Hang?" To be exact, is it love or love, is it the kind of love of family affection, or the kind of love of love? ”
"Love, the kind of love." Wang Huanting's answer was very calm, it was still so bland, but the tears slipped down again.
After listening to her answer, I was a little relieved, I didn't know if it was for Xu Hang or what. I smiled and said to her: "I'm very happy that you can say that, Sister Huanting, I think you misunderstood Xu Hang, and his hesitation is not that he doesn't love you." Everyone has only one life and he hasn't experienced it before, can't you see? Actually, he loves you, and you saw the reaction just now······"
Before I finished speaking, Wang Huanting also smiled, and the smile was so bitter. She sighed, "So what? Do you want to love him and get him? ”
She stopped me with this sentence, which was too philosophical. Is it going to tell me next that there is a kind of love called letting go?
I frowned at her for a long time and then said to her, "Do you want to say that he is still young and has the right to pursue a better life and meet better people?" Eldest sister, although you are older than me, your mental age is immature. Those are all nonsense in soap operas, how do you know that he will meet someone better than you? ”
"I don't know what the definition of good is, I just know that he's been with me for the rest of my life. Without me, he would have met young and energetic girls, and even if there was one bumpy ride, there would be the next. Shouldn't he have a wonderful life at such a young age? ”
When Wang Huanting said these words, she was so rational. From her tone, I was in a trance, as if she was not Xu Hang's lover, but Xu Hang's mother. I didn't think about myself, as if I was completely rational planning for the future of my child. 】,2√3¢o
After I was stunned for a long time, I asked her again suspiciously: "Sister Huanting, are you sure you really love Xu Hang?" Is it really the kind of love I'm talking about? Imagine that he will marry someone else and have children in the future, don't you feel pain in your heart? ”
"I know what you're going to say, hehe, that's fate. It's also a cruel joke made by God, maybe I'm used to it. While Wang Huanting answered, the corners of her mouth twitched involuntarily.
Hu Botao sighed at this time and said to me: "You don't understand women, especially women like her. It's not that she doesn't hurt, but she has experienced too much pain in her life, and the pain is so painful that she has become numb. She spent the first twenty years living for her father, and then for her dead mother. Later, she lived for Xu Hang. ”
"Why can she say so frankly that she loves Xu Hang? Have you thought about it? In fact, she has been a passive person all her life, and it was Xu Hang who aroused the fantasy of love in her heart. It was also Xu Hang who slowly disappointed her, she would be jealous and jealous, but she didn't want Xu Hang to be unhappy. ”
After Hu Botao finished speaking, Wang Huanting was already choked to the point of inertial convulsions, and Hu Botao moved a chair for her to sit down. My heart is a mess, this feeling, to be honest, has too many mixed things, and it feels a little sick.
After a long time, Wang Huanting finally stopped crying, and she stubbornly refused to make a sound during the whole process. When she put down the hand covering her mouth, I noticed that her lips had been bitten.
"Actually, the wrong person is not Xu Hang, but me." This was the first sentence Wang Huanting said, and then she said faintly as if talking to herself: "The tragedy of my parents made me think about it for many years, saying that love is not blocked by any foreign object, otherwise it is not real love, it is all." After all, we live in society, and may not be affected by external objects? ”
Wang Huanting wiped the blood from her lips and continued: "What did my father marry my mother on the basis of this? With my mother's obligation, he can't guarantee any future for my mother. Even in the face of my grandfather's opposition, he still tied the knot, didn't he rely on my mother's attachment to him? ”
"What is this? It's a kind of greed! It's not good to love someone, you don't know what you can give your lover, it's not selfishness! When Xu Hang confessed to me, I dreamed that we would have results, this is my greed! If I really marry him, wouldn't it be the same way my parents did? ”
When Wang Huanting said this, she was already choked up and couldn't say a complete sentence. The more I listened, the more uncomfortable I became, and at the same time I felt an indescribable feeling.
When Xu Hang told me about that past, I also felt that Wang Huanting and her father were too irresponsible. But after seeing Xu Hang's expression just now, I suddenly felt that it was not like that.
I couldn't control it anymore, and said to Wang Huanting: "Fart! At that time, even if your dad didn't marry your mom, your mom would be able to let go? Besides, after they got married, did your dad fail her with his kindness? A disabled person who works several jobs at the same time. He went from work to repair his watches, and then went home to do manual work until midnight. Have you ever thought about how you walked with your hands along the way? ”
"Didn't he think it through? He wants everyone to see that your mother is not wrong in choosing him. And if he wants everyone to recognize your mother's vision, he needs to put in hundreds of times more effort than a normal person! In the same way, Xu Hang gave up the Harbin Institute of Technology for the sake of you recognizing him. In your eyes, he is still young, in fact, he is almost thirty, he only has you in his eyes, what has he paid to marry you in five years, do you know? ”
Wang Huanting didn't know it, which can be seen from her bloodless face. It's just that she has low self-esteem, and she stubbornly believes that Xu Hang has no good results with her. Both of them couldn't see their hearts clearly, one was immature hesitation, and the other began to secretly feel sad once he found this hesitation, and the two of them pulled like this for so many years.
I ignored Wang Huanting, who was already on the verge of collapse, and continued: "You are really inferior to your father in this regard, and your mother never regretted it before she died. She thinks it's worth being with your dad, and her only regret is that she didn't get to watch you grow up. She may not be so hard to marry someone with good legs and feet, but she may not feel so much love. Most women are only the pearl in their hands when they are around their parents. And after your mother is with your dad, she is still the pearl in the palm of her hand, which is why your mother loves your dad so much! ”
"It's just that your dad treats your mother's expectations as a heart disease, and you are the same, you don't want to think about what it would be like for your mother to see it in heaven when you torture yourself so much for so many years. Is your nightmare your mom scaring you? You are your own heart disease! Such a good mother, why do you want her to appear in your dreams with such a face? ”
Serious illness requires fierce medicine, although I know that Wang Huanting is very fragile now, but I have to do this, not to mention that I am telling the truth. Wang Huanting did collapse, crying and crying, no longer as calm and elegant as before. This is the most real her, it's good to vent, people have been depressed for a long time, and it's really easy to have problems.
I continued to intensify the offensive and said to her: "Your dad loves your mom, and he has the courage to accept it, and he has the courage to do it. What about you? What right do you have to decide feelings for others? Will Xu Hang be okay if he leaves? If that's the case, what did he do all that for? In other words, you are gone, and a few years later, you see a crazy and stupid Xu Hang, how can you bear it! ”
I was deeply touched by this, and I also had low self-esteem when I was with Bao'er, especially in the face of the crisis that I had always taught. Bao'er said to me at the beginning: "The most hateful thing in the world is that I love you clearly, but you ask me to find a better one." You are the best in my heart, why don't you know? ”
With a bang, the glass door opened, and it was Xu Hang who came in. The moment the two looked at each other, the air seemed to freeze. At this moment, I was a little nervous, and I didn't know what choice they would make. I don't know if Wang Huanting listened to my words, and I don't know what Xu Hang was thinking.
"You're back." Wang Huanting asked softly.
Xu Hang didn't answer, walked to Wang Huanting's side, stroked her hair, and then said with a smile: "From today on, I stay up late to surf the Internet, smoke and drink, sleep for up to two hours a day, and insist on overeating·········"
Xu Hang Rory told me all the ramblings, Wang Huanting frowned and asked him: "Crazy to go out?" ”
"I'm not crazy, I've been thinking a lot about it for a while. I'm sorry, I really love you, but I couldn't figure it out before. Sometimes it's like this, when you are about to lose, when you are most broken, you can understand your heart. You know, I just thought you were really going to disappear forever, I almost jumped off the building, and I came back to ask Tianci for help, to see if his immortal family could help me find you, and you were there. When Xu Hang said this, he always had a warm smile on his face.
Wang Huanting's face was a little red, but she still put on the expression of being a teacher before and asked Xu Hang: "I didn't ask you this, what did you just say about smoking and staying up late, what do you want to do?" ”
"Why don't you do it, I understand my own heart. You're still confused, aren't you just worried about being older than me, I'm going to accelerate aging, so that you don't want an old man who doesn't want me. Xu Hang began to say that his face was natural and quite improper, and suddenly he cried, grabbed Wang Huanting helplessly, and asked her: "Tell me, will you not want me anymore." ”
Seeing Xu Hang's frightened eyes, Wang Huanting also cried, laughed and scolded "fool" and then stretched out her arms, Xu Hang got into her arms and cried bitterly.
Watching the two hug each other and cry, I felt a lot of emotion in my heart. Fortunately, the ending is good, judging from the state of the two of them, they should be relieved. Especially Wang Huanting, she is now more like a little woman, and she has taken off her strong coat. I don't know if what I just said will make her completely open her heart knot in her mother's affairs, but it will help somewhat.
After the two of them cried for a long time, I punched Xu Hang and laughed: "It's almost there, don't teach us boys and girls badly." Take advantage of the winter vacation to hurry back to the wedding, I will send someone back with you to break the marriage. As for the restraint of yin and yang, remember my words and pay attention to moderation. ”
I deliberately lengthened the tone of the last four words, Wang Huanting blushed like an apple, but Xu Hang didn't care much, smiled and took the certificate and application in my hand, and said: "The money for the courtesy is free, plus I will give you an internship, just enough for you to do something for me, I don't need to make up the difference, right?" ”
"Make up for your sister." I laughed and scolded, and then said to Wang Huanting: "In the future, I have to call you sister-in-law, remember my words, and face life bravely." You can bear the pain, are you still afraid of happiness? I still have something to do in a few days, and I'm afraid I won't be able to drink your two wedding wine. But don't worry, I'll go to see you when I have time, if Xu Hang bullies you and tells my brother, you see if I can take him away. ”
Wang Huanting still didn't have so many words, but she was now full of femininity, and said thank you to me with a red face. 11
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