Today, the president did not come all day.

"Lin Haiyuan, did you say that there was something wrong with the president?" When we left together in the evening, I asked Lin Haiyuan.

"Probably." He replied.

"What if he really doesn't plan to come back?"

"Whatever he wants."

"What do you say? Don't you care at all if the president comes or not? ”

"Habit is habit, but whether he comes or not is his own business."

"Let's go to Class 6 and have a look." I'm still hoping for a fluke, what if the president is there?

This time, Lin Haiyuan agreed, in fact, he also cared a little about it.

However, the door of Class 6 was locked.

"Let's go, maybe the president has something going on today?" Lin Haiyuan said.

Well, that's all I can do to comfort myself.

The president still didn't come all day.

It's definitely not because there's something going on. It's been more than once, and it is estimated that the president suddenly does not want to come.

No, I've just decided to go down with the three of them, and I can't just let the president go.

On the third night, as soon as I got out of school, I ran to Class 6. Fortunately, the president hasn't left yet.

"President! You can't just stop coming. "I got straight to the point and said to the president as soon as I came.

"President, we are together every day, can you really let go of our friendship like this?" Seeing that he didn't react, I continued, "There are so many good memories between us, have you forgotten them? ”

"I don't want the three of us to break up like this. If you leave, we will feel lost. ”

"Anyway, you must go up with me today!"

To put it mildly, I finally persuaded the president to come to our class. The daily routine of the three of them walking together has resumed for the time being.

However, it has to be said that the relationship between us is already in jeopardy.

I wanted to do something to save our relationship. At least, I don't want to be separated from Lin Haiyuan yet. What happens to the president in the future is not something I can control. Convincing him to come to our class like that was already the best I could do, and if one day that didn't work, maybe the president would never come back.

So what will happen to the three of us then? The three of them are scattered?

No, I want to continue like this with Lin Haiyuan. I still can't let go of those feelings and memories. I'm going to do something.

But what can I do? All I could do seemed to be to get closer to him.

At night, because I had to share a lamp, I sat at Lin Haiyuan's table. Ever since I got to the last row, I just sat in my seat and waited for him at noon. Now I have decided to sit at the same table as him at noon.

So, one noon, I made up my mind, went to him, and sat down.

He didn't say anything, still buried himself in his homework. I was happy in my heart, yes, that's it, now I don't want to talk to him much, as long as I can be around him, I'm satisfied.

But it wasn't long before he suddenly picked up his book without saying a word and left.

I was dumbfounded. Where did he go? Looking back, he walked over to an empty seat in the back row and sat down and went on with his homework.

I was stunned alone in Lin Haiyuan's position at the same table. What did he do all of a sudden running to the back? What does he mean by that? Avoid me? Maybe in the eyes of others, this meaning is already obvious, but I am obsessed, that is, I don't give up, and I still have a trace of luck: "We are so familiar, how can it be?" And we sit together every night. ”

I continued to sit at the same table as him, hesitating to follow.

After thinking about it, it's not a way for me to sit here all the time. I sat at Lin Haiyuan's table, but Lin Haiyuan sat in the back, what is this called. So I also picked up the book, walked to the back, and sat down at the same table as Lin Haiyuan sitting.

I asked him, "Lin Haiyuan, why are you here?" ”

He replied, "I don't like to sit with other people. ”

This answer can be said to be very straightforward. My little luck was shattered. The other party said "I don't like to sit with others", but in fact, what he expressed was "I don't like to sit with you", and by extension, "I don't like you".

Because he never liked me even the slightest, he didn't want me to get too close to him.

This time, there is no hope at all.

When you don't know him, you can comfort yourself: he doesn't like me because we don't know him yet. But now that we've been together for so long, he still doesn't have any feelings for me, that is, he really doesn't like me anymore.

It's not that I don't know about it, but I haven't been able to say it in the open, so I can always numb myself. Now that everything has come to light, I have to face up to it.

Even if the three of us walked together for so long, I still had nothing.

At noon on this day, I did not accompany Lin Haiyuan on a detour.

I walked up the main road in despair.

Today was a cloudy day, and the clouds were so thick that they looked like they were about to drip water. The wind was blowing, and I really wanted to be blown away by the wind like this, and never come back.

After all, I still didn't get their attention.

My illusions were shattered after all.

"The most poisonous hatred in the world,

It is fateful but undivided.

It's a pity that you've never felt distressed,

My stupidity. ”

"Modify again and again,

I admit it,

I have fantasized about eternity,

It's a pity that no one has ever acted with me in this script. ”

- "Year Rings"