Chapter 51: Transformation

The academic proficiency test is over, and the three of us are back to our original daily routines.

It's just that something is quietly changing.

The first semester of the sophomore year of high school is coming to an end. We're also busier than ever.

Noon, or at night. After school, Lin Haiyuan and I quietly did our homework. After a while, President An came quietly, and then quietly picked up a book and waited. He didn't need to ask me any more questions, I didn't have anything to help him anymore.

Then, when the time came, we got up and walked out of the classroom together. And then, all the way, there was no word.

This has become the norm for the three of us today.

Of course, there are times when we can speak.

This is often the time when the president has a learning problem that needs to be discussed.

If he had any advanced problems—usually mathematical—that needed to be discussed, he would discuss them with Lin Haiyuan.

The questions they discussed were all questions that could only be made by a top student of their level, and questions like that were not at all readable by students of my level, so I couldn't interject at all.

Then, when the time comes, it's time for them to go to dinner or go back to the dorm.

On the way, if they haven't finished talking about the issue they just discussed, they will continue to talk as they go. Now that the president is no longer trying his best to lean on Lin Haiyuan, they can finally walk well. I, on the other hand, could only walk on the sidelines and silently watch them discuss.

Now that I think about it, such a scene, just like the one sung in the same song-

"The love you give has been quiet,

In exchange for the care you give occasionally.

It's obviously a movie of three people,

I never had a name. ”

- "It's Been Quiet".

An ordinary night, nothing to say all the way.

After saying goodbye to them, I set out on the road around the school on my own.

Thoughts go back to this time yesterday—

Last night, around this time, the three of us were walking through the large open space in front of the flag-raising stand.

No one spoke, and the three of us just walked forward together.

Suddenly, a classmate from Class 8 caught up with us from behind and said to us in a hurry-

"Attention! Tang Feng is now behind us, in the direction of eight o'clock! With that, he ran away.

What the? Director Tang?! How could he?

I didn't have time to confirm the accuracy of the message, and I didn't even think about which direction it was at eight o'clock, and the three of us immediately ran forward in unison.

They ran across the road around the school and into the dormitory, where they were safe.

At this moment, I also ran to the road around the school.

It's time for me to turn left and walk along the Ring Road. I turned.

At this turn, I saw that Director Tang was not far behind me!

I have nowhere to go.

What am I going to do?

He came over and saw me—

"Yi Yin Fei, what are you doing here? Why don't you go home yet? It was the tone of interrogation.

"My dad will come and pick me up." I'm not lying, it's the beginning of January, almost the coldest time of the year, and my father comes to pick me up these nights.

"Then why are you here? Did you tell him where to wait? ”

"Hmm...... I thought he would have driven in, but I saw that he hadn't come so late, so I walked out along the road to see if I could meet him. This sentence is complete nonsense, I told my father that he was waiting for me at the school gate.

At night, I was almost seen by Director Tang as a day student walking with a boy on the way to the dormitory, and now I am scared to death.

"Really? Say where you are, don't walk around! Come on, I'll give your dad a call! ”

As soon as I heard him say that he was going to call, I quickly took out my phone list -

"No, no, no! No more! I have a phone list and can call by myself! ”

He saw that I had a phone list, so he gave up—

"Then you can call yourself, you must call!"

"Good, good!"

When he finally left, I hurried out of the school gate and got into my father's car to go home. Along the way, there was no decision.

I almost saw it! Fortunately, someone reminded us, why don't we get caught?

Although he didn't "interrogate" anything, I knew that my behavior was obviously very suspicious. Even though I'm standing on the road around the school, why do I happen to be right at the entrance to the boys' dormitory?

Could Director Tang already doubt me?

Or did he already know that the three of us were together?

Thoughts back to the present -

Why did the three of us run at the same time? Why was I so scared when I saw Director Tang?

Because we know very well in our hearts that the behavior of the three of us, boys and girls, walking together like this every day is not recognized on this campus.

Although there is no order from prohibiting male and female students from walking together, they are still walking together in this big night, especially me, a day student, who is still walking on the road of a resident student, which is obviously a cat.

yes, we're actually doing it on the sly. And it's all because of me.

Lin Haiyuan and the president are both boys, and they are both boarding students. It's normal for the two of them to walk together at night. I'm the one who broke the problem.

From that point of view, I shouldn't have followed them in the first place.

What's more, now, between us, there is not much to talk about.

Originally, I followed them because then I could have happiness. But now, following them, I can only feel the loneliness of being separated from them.

Along the ring road, I looked up and looked at the moon in the sky.

"Acacia is in thousands of miles, and the bright moon is hanging alone."

I've never felt so far away from them since I've been with them. Even if it's nearby, it's like a thousand miles away.

Is it necessary to continue such a relationship?

I understand. But as I said, can the good memories of the three of us together be forgotten casually? Is the friendship between the three of us something that can be parted with casually? Is it possible to give up the habit of the three of us walking together?

I still want to capture the good things that were. This semester, my family was chaotic and my grades were dropping, and although they didn't care about me, the cheerful daily life with them still gave me comfort.

I don't want to give up just yet. There is always too much pain in life, and we need to grasp the beauty ourselves.

I'm still reluctant to let go.