She looked at the key in her hand, she didn't know if she should open the door and go in now, no one in this family cared about her, all they cared about was the voice of the outside world, Lu Xingshuang thought about it outside the door for a long time, and finally decided to go outside to sleep.

She would rather live in a hotel than get along with them under the same roof, such days are too depressing, she is forced out of breath every day, and she doesn't know what she wants to do, because there is no way to change this situation in a short period of time, unless she changes herself, but she is more stubborn, the last thing she wants to do is to change herself, it is difficult for him to change herself, how difficult it is, her temper is sometimes stubborn and sometimes fragile, For example, sometimes when she feels that someone cares about her, she will become very fragile If no one wants to care about her, she can be extremely stubborn, stubborn into a King Kong indestructible body, sometimes she calms down, quietly thinks about some problems, she will sadly find that in fact, no one can understand her at all, and the person who understands her has not yet appeared, she just wants a warm harbor, this harbor is her safe haven, and it can also be a place for her to confide, but it's a pity, She thought she had found this person before, Gu Chenyan was a man she really wanted to be with him for a while, but the facts told her that she might not be able to get everything she wanted, and not everyone was willing to accommodate her.

The friends she usually makes are some who can only give her some advice at some time, but no one will come out after the real encounter, she has known these things for a long time, but she is unwilling to admit her failure.

This failure is like facing the ridicule of others in the end, but the strength of the fight back also needs to be well grasped by herself, if she is not careful, she will fall into a place of no return, after all, this place does not welcome them at all, these things have nothing to do with strength, all by their arrogance, they think that Lu Xingshuang They are outsiders who are not qualified to enter their circle at all, and to be honest in their circle, Lu Xingshuang did not think about entering, after all, they are a group of hypocritical people, I don't know how tiring it would be to deal with them, so Lu Xingshuang's idea now is to draw a line with them in essence, these people are not worth her time wasting on them at all.

Lu Xingshuang didn't understand that she didn't know why her sister was able to mix so well among them like a fish in water, she had never found out that her pick-up had this side she had never seen at home, so Lu Xingshuang didn't know who to trust now, she could live together well, and everyone was happy, but the result was that she was the only one struggling here, struggling to get up and resist these fates, and wanted to resist the injustice of the world to her, but the result seems that the world can't resist everything about her, and once she resists, it will be exchanged for a more serious blow, which is better than Gu Chenyan.

Lu Xingshuang felt that Gu Chenyan didn't accept him because of God's punishment for her, punishing her for disobedience, punishing her for not being happy, even if she could have some hope, Lu Xingshuang felt that this hope would not fall on her head.

Lu Xingshuang is now lying in the hotel, all of them began to fall asleep, she just didn't feel sleepy at all, she didn't drink so much wine, it stands to reason that she should be lying in bed now and falling asleep quickly, but the result is that she can't fall asleep for a long time, and she feels more and more like she sleeps in the back, and there is no way to sleep peacefully with such reason.

She put her hands on her forehead, her head was empty, she didn't know what she was doing, so the end was that she lost sleep.

Lu Xingshuang's thinking is scattered everywhere, and there is no fixed place, but this thinking doesn't seem to be thinking about the good side, all because her experience is too bloody, it stands to reason that if others encounter this kind of thing, they may lose extremely excited, after all, the strength of the family has increased greatly all of a sudden, it should be the ending that everyone wants, and she doesn't know how excited they will be, but as far as she is concerned, she feels that these are a tragedy for her, a particularly tragic tragedy.

Before this, her life was not like this, she even had a childhood sweetheart, their relationship was very deep, he, her, and Lu Xingchen had a good relationship since childhood, just because Dad suddenly came back to inform them that day.

"We're moving."

Lu Xingshuang didn't know what this meant at that time, she just felt that escaping from this small rental house was the happiest thing, but except for the small size of this house, she liked it in other aspects, especially when everyone in the family was sitting together and discussing, she could always feel extremely happy, and I don't know if it was because of the company of relatives at that time, everyone's atmosphere was still very good.

"I heard you're leaving here?"

A slightly young man stood in front of Lu Xingshuang, Lu Xingshuang at that time did not have such a thick makeup at all, she was still a young girl with no powder at that time, she was full of curiosity about the outside world, and she also had different expectations for others for the man in front of her.

Lu Xingshuang was still full of expectations for the young man in front of her at that time, and at that time she herself had realized that this young man who was half a head taller than her was a different existence for her, his existence was like a soul mate, they had always been together before, and they were inseparable no matter what they did.

Now facing such a teenager, Lu Xingshuang actually felt a trace of sadness, and didn't know what to say, although she was very happy to be able to change to a larger space at that time, at that time she didn't know how much the matter of moving would affect her, but she just felt that she was about to be separated from this teenager, which she didn't want to.

"Well, my dad said we're going to leave in a while."

Lu Xingshuang looked down at her worn-out shoes, these shoes looked very old, but this was Lu Xingshuang's best-looking pair of shoes at that time, just to see this young man, she changed into her favorite shoes, these shoes were still not wanted by relatives, so she wore them, the living conditions at that time were really very difficult, but Lu Xingshuang didn't feel the voice of the outside world at that time, but he just felt that they were very good, so there would be no gap between the rich and the poor.

Lu Xingshuang vaguely felt that she might have to say goodbye to this young man, and she didn't know why her family suddenly moved, and her father didn't say why, and she didn't know where to move.

She and her sister accepted this fact with a confused face, and it brought them some joy, and they felt that if they could change to a new environment, they might be happier, even if they were very happy now.