Xiao Han's situation may be worse than mine, and her immediate boss is always afraid that Xiao Han will overpower her, so she will embarrass her with all the treasures.

Once I took my two children to look for her, went to her company, and saw Xiao Han's boss showing off his might, holding a cat, and Xiao Han was shoveling feces for the cat. But now what do you advocate and let yourself go, that's it. But employees are also human beings, they have a minimum of dignity, they sell their mental or physical strength, it does not mean that they offer their dignity at the same time, these such humble things, according to Xiao Han's previous temperament, how can they do it?

But Xiao Han did.

I couldn't see any ripples on her face.

"Xiao Han." I called out to her, and she looked back, saw me smiling, and opened the door to the company. When the little supervisor saw me, he had a disgusting face and a strange voice.

"Visitors are not allowed during working hours."

My temper, of course, will be bloody, and I don't have to fight in one place, and I just want to fight on the basis of reason, but Xiao Han gave me a look.

I looked at Xiao Han and knew that she was willing to work here, and that she was very different from before, and of course I knew that her decision should be respected. Her life is her own, she can take control of her life, and she knows what she is doing.

I exited her office with the two Mason brothers, and then told Xiao Han that we would wait for her in the lobby on the first floor, and it wouldn't be long before she got off work anyway. I remember Xiao Han told me that they got off work at half past five, so I waited in the hall with my two children, and people came down from the elevator one after another, group after group, every time the elevator opened the door, I would turn my neck to look that way, and every time the door opened, there was no Xiao Han.

The two children are really sensible, the two of them have company, and they have a lot of fun playing by themselves, and they won't ask me why Aunt Xiao Han hasn't gotten off work yet.

At six o'clock, I couldn't sit still, and besides, the two children were hungry, so I left the children with a knife face and went upstairs to find Xiao Han by myself.

only to find that the lights at the front desk of their company had been turned off, this was off work, Xiao Han left first? She's not such a senseless person.

I knocked through the glass door, "Xiao Han." I shouted.

Then I heard footsteps, and a woman's shrill voice. But I didn't hear much about what he was saying, but I could clearly identify it as the voice of Xiao Han's top boss.

This slut. If she knew what Xiao Han was in the past, it is estimated that she would not be like this.

Xiao Han came out, his face was anxious, and said to me, "Don't wait for me, arrange for the children to eat first." I don't necessarily have time to finish here. ”

I suppressed my anger and said to Xiao Han, "You can't fucking leave here and eat?" If you can't eat, I'll give it to you. ”

Xiao Han lowered his head and smiled, you don't know, there are some things you don't know. She said.

What the fuck I don't know?

I just can't stand it. If you don't know, there must be a limit, there must be a degree, there must be a bottom line.

I'm going to have to talk to her a few more words, and the woman inside is an octave taller

The voice burst out again.

"Her surname is Ye." Xiao Han said, and then looked at me. I was stunned. Remembering the leaflet, the leaflet.

I'm going to confirm something with her again, and Xiao Han has already turned around and gone in. I stood in front of the door for a long time. Leaflet? Surname Ye? What does it matter? It is said that Xiao Ye is an orphan, so she gave surrogacy to others, more precisely, to Xiao Han.

Xiao Han does owe Xiao Ye. That mystery has not been solved yet, I have imagined countless times who and what circumstances can make Xiao Ye walk so resolutely, and now I still don't know very well, but it seems that I can finally get a glimpse of the clue. I turned around and went downstairs, there were still a lot of people at this time, the elevator went up and down, and when I arrived on the first floor, there was a person who accumulated a tin box, and the elevator door opened, spitting out everyone's brains.

It seems that there is another person who touched me, I don't know what she is doing in a hurry, the person didn't turn around and said sorry to me, the two children came up, Mason asked me, said Mom, why Aunt Xiao Han hasn't gotten off work yet! Aunt Xiao Han works really hard.

I smiled and touched his head with satisfaction, interpreting it positively for him. Mason never complains. I don't know what happened to Gao Tiancheng and them, how Wan Qian is, how Wan Huan is, Adong...... I hope they're all right and get things done over there as soon as possible.

"Let's go. I'll take you to dinner. I'm all hungry. ”

The two children said that they could wait a little longer, they came here to see Aunt Xiao Han, and they were close to each other when they ate together.

I reached out and plucked Chen Nian's hair again, and pulled his hair out of a mess, "It's okay, your Aunt Xiao Han won't pick on it, besides, she works overtime, I don't know when I will get off work." ”

Two children, one left and one right. Knife Face made fun of me, saying that I was so blessed, and the two eldest sons were better than Mr. Gao.

I tilted my head and asked.

"What's the matter?"

Blade's face smiled brighter than before.

"Your son's own flesh and blood will not betray you in any way. But the husband is different. ”

I also laughed and said, "Don't look at you who have never been married in your life, but you still know a lot." ”

I still remember the way she looked when she first had a knife face, and time flies. I still remember Xiao Ye's son, I once thought about protecting him, what does the above surnamed Ye have to do with Xiao Ye? Unlike sisters, Xiao Ye is so beautiful, and that woman is hateful.

The driver greeted us when he saw us coming out, and there were bodyguards, and the world was declining, so I had to guard against it, in fact, to be honest, people like us who do business really don't have much money in their hands. However, there are always people who take risks, and they have to be guarded against. The principal of New Oriental has been tied up several times, and he is really bold, he dares to take a suitcase and pull it home for millions, millions of tuition fees, but he was targeted, robbed three times, and almost died.

Sin can never be eradicated, just as the human heart never has a bottom.

didn't go far, the original meaning was to wait while eating, but Xiao Han didn't appear until a quarter past ten, and the two children were already very tired, Xiao Han saw it

I didn't have time to say more, she said that she would go back to take care of Arley first and let him sleep.

I thought, well, she has a son there! I wanted to ask her why she was so tired, but when the words came to her mouth, she decided to keep silent. Seeing her hurried figure disappear at the door, I remembered that I didn't let the driver take her home first. But when he saw her stop the car, the red car swallowed her in the stomach and took her home.

After I settled the children, Xiao Han rushed to the hotel where we were staying alone.

I made fun of her.

"Eldest sister, don't be so exaggerated, it's harder to see you now than to see me."

She actually smiled embarrassedly, to be honest, she hadn't seen Xiao Han for many years, embarrassed! For the rest of his life, he seems to have been reincarnated.

I saw her carrying a 24-hour convenience store shopping bag with buckets of instant noodles in her hand. So I took out the takeout I ordered in the hotel.

"I knew you were going to be like this, oh, I brought it back to you, what time is it, you can't stay up like this every day. How old are you? ”

I took the shopping bag in her hand, pushed the food in front of her, Xiao Han sat down, and I turned around and poured her a glass of warm water. She raised her head, and I found that Xiao Han was really a little old, or she was too well-groomed in the past, and she couldn't tell her age at all.

Xiao Han almost doesn't wear makeup now, she has a clear soup on her face, she doesn't wear lipstick, and her hair is very casual, just like that, with a black rubber band on the back of her head, I helped her call shrimp dumplings.

"Do you remember," I sat across from her, "when we were in college, we finally went to a restaurant in Guangzhou, and we ate shrimp dumplings for the first time, and you said that you would definitely go there to eat crab roe buns and shrimp dumplings for the first month of your salary in the future." You said that people's lives should be like Cantonese cuisine, exquisite. ”

"Really?" Xiao Han was busy filling his mouth with something, "I forgot everything in the past." She stroked her hair as she spoke.

I pouted.

"It's good that I forgot!"

Xiao Han chewed in his mouth while using the other end of the chopsticks to make a gesture.

"You're always like that, you don't say it, you don't say it, you don't say it."

I'll hide.

"My mother said that it was non-toxic."

Xiao Han lowered his eyelids.

"Actually, my aunt treats me very well."

Yes, I remember that my mother always asked me to bring good food, otherwise I would have invited her over for dinner on weekends, which made me sometimes depressed and protested with the old lady.

"Why? Am I your biological daughter or is she your biological daughter? ”

I still remember what my mother said at the time, she said, "You have always been my daughter, but Xiao Han has not, she has always been alone." Motherless children are miserable. ”

I didn't know how miserable it was for a child without a mother at that time, until I looked back at Huaiping many years later, and he had a mother like me, but it was better not to have one. I know he's going to forgive me, it's me who can't forgive myself.

"Who do you remember?" Xiao Han asked me.

"Why!" I lied. She's still so smart. The world is in her eyes

is transparent. To be honest, I didn't expect to have a day with Xiao Han, I thought that we wouldn't be able to eat at the same table in this life, but I didn't expect things to turn around, and life experiences can be interpreted by the word magic.

"Xiao Han, sometimes don't you think that Hongyan is really thin?"

I asked her.

One box of shrimp dumplings has reached the bottom, another box is soup dumplings, and another dish is choy sum.

"What is thin is not thin, how can man control his own destiny? The most important thing for me is to accept my fate. Recognize what is right, and admit what is wrong. As for the rest, everything is as it comes. ”

"So negatively." I went to the small table and poured myself a cup of tea, the tea leaves were brought by myself, Gao Tiancheng said that it was good tea, but it was really fragrant.

"Tea?" I asked. "Shall you come on?" I asked Xiao Han, "Gao Tiancheng said it was good tea." ”

Xiao Han shook his head, and I walked across from her with a cup.

"You can eat so much now?"

"I used to be able to eat, you remember when I was a freshman, I ate so many meals, and those girls laughed at me, only you didn't laugh at me."

She remembers. Also, who can truly forget the past?

"How old were we then? I was eighteen years old. "I said." You're two years older than all of us, twenty years old. The first time I entered the school, I thought you were very mature and looked different from us. ”

Xiao Han put down his chopsticks and habitually touched his stomach, the food was satisfying.

"What's the difference? But I am not happy without you, and if I had your past, maybe the future would be a little different. It's just that I've experienced more than you, and it's more complicated than you. ”

"That's right." I really remembered suddenly, "You said your supervisor's surname is Ye?" She ...... with Xiao Ye"

Xiao Han raised his head and smiled at me, then nodded.

"But Xiao Ye obviously has no family."

Xiao Han lowered his head and raised his head without tears. The gaze is calm.

"She is Xiao Ye's sister. Two years younger than Xiao Ye, when his parents had an accident at home, he left the two of them, and his relatives divided their compensation and sent them to an orphanage. This is also the reason why Xiao Ye will sell his uterus in submission. ”

There was a sudden silence, until Xiao Han got up again, I heard her go to the bathroom, and the faucet was boiling water, and I went into the room to see Chen Nian and Mason The two brothers, Xiao Han saw Chen Nian for the first time, and the first two people met in the video.

The two children slept really soundly, but they were really tired, and it was too late, the two brothers were used to going to bed early, I helped them pull the quilt, and saw that Mason was still holding his brother's arm when he fell asleep, I really hope that the two brothers can be so close forever.

I don't know when, Xiao Han appeared behind me, "Asleep?" She deliberately kept her voice down.

I nodded, and the two of them tiptoed out of the room, one after the other, and Xiao Han gently closed the door. When the two of them sat down in the living room of the hotel suite, Xiao Han looked at me with a light in his eyes.

"People say that fools are blessed with fools," she said, taking a sip of her tea, "I didn't believe it before, but now I do." Look at your two sons, I'm the biggest winner. ”

I leaned against the back of the couch

。

"What do I win? I married three times just by marrying. The first husband died, the second husband was missing, and he did not have a son. ”

I mean Huaiping, Xiao Han knows.

"Xiao Han," I said, "you ......."

I want to say that even if you owe Xiao Ye, there is no need to sentence yourself to an indefinite term, it is almost enough, that Xiao Ye's sister is far less generous than Xiao Ye, why waste time on her! But when I thought of Xiao Ye's innocent death, the tomb of Xiao Ye's son in the cemetery, the child like a walking corpse in his last days, and the fact that he had been Xiao Han's puppet all his life, all the words only turned into a sigh, and he slipped into the quiet night without a word.

In this world, why can't you make mistakes, why should people be kind? Because of one carelessness, everything can't be started all over again. The most important thing is that we will regret almost all of them later.

If you knew this was the case, why bother in the first place. But at the beginning, we were all obsessed with what we were right, and none of us would think that we were wrong at the beginning, but as things passed, and when we look back, right and wrong have been blurred, and even completely reversed.

"Chen Nian really looks like Zhang Ruolei." Xiao Han's gaze was far away.

"yes, especially his eyes, sometimes I don't dare to look at his eyes, and his nose, his eyes, the sides of his mouth, and even his movements. When I see Chen Nian, I believe more and more in the power of genes, and in two years he will grow into a copy of Zhang Ruolei. ”

"You said that Zhang Ruolei has strong genes, but I think you have strong genes, and you haven't seen these two children? The appearance of a complete brother is carved out of a mold, not like two fathers. ”

Xiao Han was not afraid of my embarrassment, and said it extremely bluntly.

"Except for Mason, Huaiping and Chen Nian, I was immature myself when I was pregnant with them, so I could give them very little, Huaiping didn't say anything, Chen Nian just let me let me go for a few years."

"That's why I say you're a lucky woman, and both of your two children are dead set on you, and no one blames you. You say, if my son is now an adult, I don't know what he will become? Will it be nice to me? I should be able to have a girlfriend now, and I don't know if I'll be jealous. ”

I reached out and shook her hand, tightened, Xiao Han looked at me and smiled indifferently.

"Meizi," Xiao Han raised his head to look at me, "Do you want to know how Su Bai died?" ”

I was shocked, this was a taboo topic for me when I was with her, and she and I never took the initiative to bring it up. It was at this time that she took the initiative, and I was quite stunned.

"And Xiaoye. And Mr. Zhou, do you remember Mr. Zhou? One of your admirers. And ......"

"No!" I squeezed her hand and grabbed her hand in my palm, her hand was a little rough, now she was doing all the rough work by herself, and Arei could help with some of it, but after all, she was mentally deficient.

"It's all gone." I say. "I used to think I would never forgive you. Later I found out that you don't need anyone's forgiveness. ”

Xiao Han didn't think that I would give such an answer, the pink neck was lowered, and I could see the fine and soft hair of her hairline,

The lights weave gently inside.

When she looked up again, I saw tears in her eyes.

How can it not be emotional? Even though I'm counting, I don't feel good, but I've begun to get a glimpse of some of the truths in this world.

"Xiao Han, you owe everyone in the world, and you don't need forgiveness from others. All you have to do is forgiveness from yourself. Forgive yourself, stop torturing yourself. Arei is loyal to you again, he is ...... after all. Xiao Ye's sister is not Xiao Ye, everyone else has returned to dust, and the earth has returned to the earth, if they come back, they can only exist in the form of memories, and there can be no more concrete images. You're so smart, don't look away. Besides, Wan Qian has also made you suffer a lot, you have suffered a lot, from birth to the present, how much suffering you have in your heart, how much suffering others don't know. Before I came, a great monk said to me: All living beings are suffering, we are all puppets of fate, and we are all the hard labor of our own hearts. Forgive or not, it's only a hundred years, and after a hundred years, who will remember these grievances? On the other hand, they said that they went first and reincarnated first. Reincarnation in the next life may be better. ”

Xiao Han burst into tears, I let go of her hand, took out a tissue on the coffee table, and handed it over. Her tears seemed to open the floodgates, and she couldn't close them. For so many years, Xiao Han has been gritting her teeth, it's not that she has no tears, but she told herself that it was useless to cry.

(End of chapter)