I locked the door before going to bed the next day, I couldn't sleep, I was staring at the ceiling with wide eyes alone, and suddenly I heard the door lock ring. I sat up, and Ah Dong stood in front of me like that. I looked at him, and then turned away.

"Why don't you sleep yet?" I asked.

Lonely behind you, the air is easy to cold. The air is unforgiving. I sighed, the gas that flowed out of my body had not warmed every cold night or soul.

"Let's go!" I lowered my chin in the darkness and saw my mottled silhouette cast on the opposite wall.

"When I was younger, there was a time when I wanted to be rich." I looked up, and my eyes could not penetrate the night, the long, narrow black night! "Now I have." As soon as I looked down, tears fell. "But ----- so lonely." I choked. "It's so lonely."

"There is -----"

"Adong." I interrupted him, "You go!" Go to sleep. Don't say anything. ”

I don't want to hear him tell me: with him, everything is still with him.

I don't want to hear it.

The night seems to go so fast that you can't hear its footsteps.

In recent days, he has not slept well, and it is said that Ah Dong is very busy, his cheeks are sunken, and the bones are pouring out from under the skin, as if they are about to puncture his skin, and Mason is getting more and more sticky to him.

In the blink of an eye, it has been half a year since Su Hao left, and Mrs. Su's body is still tough, but now she doesn't like to talk much, and she often sits alone at the door of the Su family's mansion. He sat at the door, and did not enter the garden, but sat like that, looking at the wide, lonely road in front of the empty door, which was not passed by many people all day. Sometimes she sat like that when the weather was bad, she asked the maid to help her get a blanket and spread it on her body. Once I went to see her, I sat there with her. Once she watched alone, then she and I, two generations of women sat side by side in the gate, like two fixed statues, their eyes focused on a certain point, refusing to move away for a long time.

When I said goodbye that night, Mrs. Su asked me, saying that if life can be reversed and reversed, what do you regret the most?

I paused, and let the evening wind blow my hair.

I opened my mouth, and was about to open my mouth but laughed, but I didn't know who I was laughing at. Who are you laughing at? Laughing granny? Or laugh at myself? How could she really care about my answer?!

I didn't want to get a call from Kang Sheng in the early morning of the next day, and Kang Sheng said that the old lady had gone.

I held the receiver as Adong walked over. Turning around, sunlight filtered through the floor-to-ceiling windows and filled the hall.

The funeral was not lively, a few familiar people who often came and went, the mourning hall only had a huge photo of her, and I don't know when it was taken, it seemed to be an art photo, the person in the photo was graceful and luxurious, his eyes were gentle, he looked at all beings levelly, there was no joy or sorrow, and nothing seemed to really put into her eyes.

Perhaps, she had already seen it.

Maybe.

Anyway, she's gone now.

Before she left, she relied on that little entangled love and hate to hang her life, and now love and hate have finally become a smoke. Maybe it's really put down.

The dust has settled. Kang Sheng took out the old lady's will, and the old lady kept everything

Give me. According to Kang Sheng's recounting, she said that she was most sorry for Meizi in this life. At that time, I didn't understand, I was young, and I dared to do anything.

She also told Kang Sheng that she dreamed of Lao Su at night, and Lao Su asked her, do you want to go with me? I "spit" him, so I won't go with him!

She said to Kang Sheng.

But a few days later, she held the photo of Su Yuntian when she was young in her hand and left. Whether he went with him or went his own way, no one knows.

At the end of the funeral, I came to the old house of the Su family again, the huge and luxurious mansion was empty and lonely, standing in the night, looking like a lonely old man, crying to the wind.

How prosperous it used to be! I remembered Su Bai, and I also remembered that I had a conflict with Su Bai when I was in college, her father had to put me to death, and what a beautiful scenery the Su family was in this city at that time, it was going to be windy and rainy.

It's really a decade of new personnel.

Kang Sheng was extremely haggard, and he lost a lot of weight, became silent, and spoke little. Ah Dong invited him over for a drink, and he didn't say yes or no, but the car followed behind our buttocks, and when Mason came in to greet him, he barely smiled a little.

The two stopped fighting, didn't fight anymore and then fought each other hard. They didn't even talk or drink, they just kept drinking. The wine is sorrowful, and the knife is cut off. I silently carried Mason into his room, and Mason curled up in my arms, sensibly fluttering his big eyes, which he didn't know how beautiful. "What's wrong with them? Are they sad? When a man is sad, he drinks? ”

I lowered my head and rested my chin on his soft hair, and I could smell that he still smelled of a child. I greedily lifted my nose and took a deep breath, but I didn't know what to say to him.

Does he mind my answer? I'd love to ask. The room was so quiet that only the sound of the night remained, and the silence of the night filled the room. Only the two of us could breathe clearly. In the middle of the night, Mason struggled out of my arms and staggered onto his cot.

"Go wash up!"

Mason had already undressed. Said as he took it off.

"Mom, what man spouts like a little girl all day? That wouldn't be manly! ”

I wrinkled my nose and thought to myself, it seems that I can't just let Mason just play with straight men of steel like Ah Dong and Kang Sheng.

"How young are you! Be hygienic. Beggars smell big, do they have a manly taste? ”

Mason's undressed little hands stopped in mid-air, and a pair of star-like dark and bright eyes looked at me, blinking and winking. He didn't seem to think of any reason to contradict me, so he jumped out of bed.

"Alright! Mom, you won. Adong's father said that you are right at any time. Because you're a woman, we have to protect you. ”

I pouted and found myself speechless.

It wasn't until his tiny figure disappeared at the bathroom door that I felt as if I had come back to my senses.

"Who wants you to protect? I can do it myself. What happened to the woman? ”

There was a sound of water coming from the bathroom, and I aimlessly cleaned up Mason's cot, and when it was done, he also washed it, fragrant

Squirt wet rolls in.

I opened my arms and tried to pick him up, but he slid down my armpit like a fish and then got into the covers like a fish.

I leaned down and lightly imprinted a kiss on his forehead.

"Good night mom."

He hooked my neck.

"Good night!"

I reached out and turned off the light. I sat silently at the head of his bed for a while, then got up, and walked straight to the dining room as I passed the drawing-room, where the two men heard my voice but did not look up, and I only heard the sound of the chatter.

mantime。

I decided to be invisible.

Alas!

I sighed and thought a lot about the old people, and a lot about the past. Do you want Su Bai, Mrs. Su, Xiao Ye, Su Hao, and Zhang Ruolei? What about Gao Tiancheng?

Seriously, when I met Huaihai, I thought that the two of us would live a lifetime, grow old together, and live forever. At that time, no man could enter my eyes, and he was in my eyes, in my heart, and in the whole world.

He mentioned divorce to me at that time, I felt that my whole life seemed to have come to an end, and I once felt that the whole world would collapse without him.

But I didn't want to meet Zhang Ruolei and Gao Tiancheng again.

Love, is there a lifetime?

I'm a little lost.

I suddenly remembered Mr. Zhou again, and I don't know what happened to him, I heard that he has been released from prison, but his whereabouts are unknown. Is it to seek revenge from someone? Or is it trying to make a comeback? Or, since then, he has retired to the rivers and lakes, and he is no longer willing to live such a bloody and bloody life?

I don't know.

Life is really a process of constant loss. Oh no, when we keep losing, we actually keep getting, between gains and losses, there are actually gains and losses in every moment of life.

Focusing on "gain" will make people feel that life is too victorious, and it is inevitable to be proud; It's hard to focus on "losing" and asking for trouble.

I felt so tired that I didn't turn on the light, just lying quietly in the dark, but I didn't know when I fell asleep, Ah Dong came in to help me cover the quilt, and I opened my eyes in a trance to look at him.

"Adong."

All he had was his back.

"Huh?"

He turned.

I sat up.

"How are you guys? What about Kang Sheng? Drunk? Drink too much and let him sleep in a room, and neither of you will catch a cold. ”

"You miss him?" He asked me and walked over and sat on the bedside stool with his face facing me.

I smiled weakly, not planning to discuss such a question with a drunken man on a night like this.

I pulled up the quilt.

"Adong, I'll sleep a little longer."

He paused for a moment, was silent, then staggered to his feet, and when he reached the door he turned back again, and I could only see his rough circle in the dark night.

"Plums." He said, "I like you." ”

"What?"

"I like you."

He repeated word for word.

"Ado ------"

Ah Dong waved at me.

"I'm just telling you."

He tilted his head, leaned his back heavily against the door, then turned and pulled the doorknob open.

"I didn't ask you to say yes."

The door closed behind him, and the lights in the hall were kept out. In just two seconds, the door was pushed open again, and Adong's figure sprinkled on the floor of the door, and the lights outside outlined his clear outline.

"Meizi, if you don't hate me. Let's be in this together. Gao Tiancheng will not come back. Zhang Ruolei, don't think about him. Who knows which will come first, tomorrow or the unexpected? I've been ----- for so many years, and I only have you as a woman in my heart. Once upon a time, Mr. Gao was here, and I knew that I couldn't fall in love with my sister-in-law. But feelings, who can say clearly! ”

I sat up, almost ready to say something, when he slammed the door shut.

I sat for a long time in the dark, telling myself that he was drunk, until I tried to convince myself, and then I lay down again, but I could not sleep at all.

That night's dream was chaotic, one moment was Zhang Ruolei, one moment was Gao Tiancheng, and then somehow, it became Adong, his face appeared in my dream seriously, and then said to me word by word, word by word: I like you!

I sat up, breaking out in a cold sweat.

But I saw that the hour hand was already pointing to a quarter past five, and it was almost dawn, but when I went out, I could meet Adong. It's going to be embarrassing!

Get up, open the curtains, the sun gets up early this season, the morning light is faint, the whole person is not in a particularly good state, tired, tired, older, from the inside to the outside are beginning to age, talk about love at this age...... Not to mention, it's really a bit exciting.

People are like that, what you once thought was terrible will one day make you calm.

After washing up and going out, Kang Sheng, Ah Dong, and Mason had already gotten up, and they had a hangover last night, and they were not in a good mood with each other, so the two of them also showed a decadence on their faces, and they looked extremely tired.

I thought I should be quiet, but I didn't want to see Adong, so I couldn't help but avoid it. The two of them deliberately pretended not to care, but in fact, who didn't know, this kind of deliberate pretending not to care suggested that each other had ghosts in their hearts.

(End of chapter)