Wake up, hey. Wake up. Wake up, hey. Su Hao.

Xiao Han lowered his head and looked at me, and asked me, did you tell him how the died? You brought him to this hellish place, right? You slut! Are you satisfied?

Oh, yes! Am I satisfied?

I do not know.

Ah Dong dragged Xiao Han up, threw her out of the way, and then asked her and Zhang Ruolei to get out.

Zhang Ruolei looked at all this, I suspect that his heart is not made of meat now, and it may be stuffed with mercury by Xiao Han.

I wanted to cry, but all the tears were stuck in my throat. I walked over, the messy hair covered my eyes, I brushed them away, squatted down, lifted the thin blanket on Su Hao's body, he was still wearing his gray hoodie, which should still have the smell of the laundry detergent I used at home, because there was no maid the night before, I took a shower, and I helped him wash his clothes clean.

It is said that when he was found, he was leaning against a tombstone, with a knife in one hand, but it was already scattered on the ground, and he did not commit suicide by slitting his wrists, he cut his femoral artery.

He had a desperate heart for mortality. Blood soaked his clothes. His face was pale, and several crows hovered above his head, flapping their jet-black wings in the endless sky. The wind blew Su Hao's short hair, and I remembered taking him to cut his hair, and I praised him for being "so handsome." ”

"Su Hao!"

The voice was poignant enough.

I was heartbroken, I thought I could return Xiao Ye's favor. I thought-------

I probably shouldn't have brought him!

Ah Dong hugged me and called someone to deal with his funeral. For this reason, he vacated Xiaoye's original location and bought two adjacent cemeteries, and their mother and son were finally reunited. Maybe the world is really not worth it, so she wants to take him away. Maybe Xiao Ye wants to see her long-lost son, who has been properly collected, and wants to be with him, she asks for kindness.

Ah Dong said that Xiao Ye sold herself and her stomach for 100,000 yuan back then, and later she wanted to regret it, but everything was already moving forward. Life is indifferent, and no one can overturn it.

I finally fell ill and Mason comforted me and said he still had me. I smiled weakly at him and said will you miss your brother?

He shook his head and held one of my fingers, and he said Mom, I know what happened, I didn't miss my brother like that, because I really haven't seen him a few times, and we don't actually have too deep feelings, but before going home that day, Adong's father told me that if this special brother is happy, Mom will be happy. That's why I'm so close to him.

I looked at him, and suddenly it felt as if God had compensated me a lot at once.

"Let's go play." I say.

"Then you are not allowed to cry secretly." As I listened to him, Hur burst into tears. He stretched out his fat little fingers, and our fingers hooked together. However, I could not hear him being so loud and cheerful outside, and he was more mature than his peers. I once asked Ah Dong if it was because of the gap in his heart that affected him because he was so sensible, it is said that children are very sensitive, and he is sometimes more sensitive than adults about his environment and current situation

Door Qing'er.

But Ah Dong disagreed with me, saying that I was unfounded. He said that people in this world are divided into three, six, nine and so on, some people are ignorant all their lives, and those people are basically blocking or dragging their feet; Others, they knew early on what they wanted, and they came to redeem others. You see, from ancient times to the present, from home to abroad, there are people everywhere who have risen up, every dynasty has heroes and heroes, there are smart people, only smart people know how to redeem others. And being born as a smart person is like the story of the left hand and the right hand.

I was relieved that I knew the story of the left hand and the right hand. The right hand is naturally excellent, but it can't be praised, but even if there is a little improvement in the left hand, it will make the owner breathtaking, and the master will infinitely exaggerate and magnify the advantages or achievements of the left hand. Then the right hand complained, but God said, "The right hand can become the right hand, and this is already the best reward God has for the right hand."

So, let me be a little selfish and let Mason be the right hand. I'd rather see him become a lonely hero than live in ignorance all his life, and from time to time he has to put others at the bottom or drag him back.

I didn't want to go to the company for a long time, and suddenly I started to doubt my life and love sleep. Often Mason had gone to kindergarten, and I was still in bed, and sometimes I didn't go out for breakfast, so I asked Knifeface to help me into the bedroom. I wouldn't let her open the curtains, so I couldn't see the sun all day. People say that there is a crack in my heart, and that's where the sun shines in, and if there is no sunlight, I don't know if my heart will be moldy, covered with green spots, and eventually emit a rancid smell.

Ah Dong didn't force me, he really never seemed to force me to do anything. Mrs. Su didn't come to disturb, it is said that she guarded the gloomy old house of the Su family all day long, sometimes in the living room or at the door with two hands on crutches, often sitting for a day, with nowhere to put her eyes.

Kang Sheng often accompanies her and talks to her, but it is often Kang Sheng who talks to himself there. She never spoke, but sometimes she seemed to suddenly come from the depths of time, and then shook Kang Sheng with her old hands like withered vines: "Go, go, Bai is back." ”

She was talking about Su Bai. All that was left in this world was the warmth for her, she married Su Yuntian when she was a teenager, and Su Yuntian lost interest in her within a few days. refused to divorce her, she spent her life looking forward to this marriage finally giving her the warmth she had been looking forward to, but she didn't think that in the end, Su Yuntian would leave her first, oh no, in fact, it was Su Bai who left her first.

She didn't know what she had left, but fortunately she still had hatred, otherwise she wouldn't have much hope for a real life.

"What happened to Xiao Han's little bitch?" She sometimes asked, too.

But it wasn't really a good answer.

Once, Kang Sheng came to Ah Dong and asked Ah Dong, how is Meizi?

Ah Dong didn't answer and asked her, saying how is the old lady?

The two big men were speechless at each other, and wine became the best companion at that time. has also become the best person to confide in, and all the things in his heart have turned into wine and followed the stomach, and no one knows what it is

Solve people's will, or people relieve the sorrow of drinking.

"I want to go back to the United States." Kang Sheng said.

Ah Dong replied, "Then I will go back." ”

So Kang Sheng cried, and the tears accumulated into a small pool on the table in front of him, "but I found that I couldn't go back." ”

Ah Dong turned his head to look at him, "Why can't you go back?" Buy a plane ticket and go back, never again. ”

"Men don't move their feelings, don't move any feelings, have you seen "Dream of Red Mansions"? In the end, Jia Baoyu became a monk at home, and the six roots were pure, why people should have six pure roots, I only understood it until today, and there was no connection. Now, people don't follow everywhere, they are not involved, and they are not clear. ”

Ah Dong didn't speak, only raised the beer bottle, and the brown bottlenecks of the two collided softly, making a crisp and moving sound, like broken jade.

Why bother to declare the hearts of men.

With Kang Sheng sitting in the formation, Xiao Han couldn't swallow Su Shi for a while, she might have to change her strategy and want to nibble, she originally expected that Kang Sheng was a half-baked businessman, but who knew that Kang Sheng was shrewd, and several times she and Zhang Ruolei wanted to do some tricks. was seen through by Kang Sheng at a glance, Kang Sheng was not aggressive, he only calmed things down, but he was not willing to be tense.

Zhang's family now has Adong, she has no chance to take advantage of it, fortunately, Xiao Han was originally a master who was unwilling to be lonely, and recently fell into the political and business circles of communication and is very active, this slut never fights uncertain battles, and never does useless work. But now I don't care what she's trying to do.

People, if you really want to mix the days, it's better to live, watch a drama, sleep for a whole day, watch a drama tomorrow, sleep again, eat a few more meals, and it's another whole day. Day after day, people say that life is difficult, but when it is really mixed, time is like a flying arrow, and it is easy to live tightly.

One night, Mason was asleep, and Ah Dong came and knocked on the door, and I didn't, pretending to be asleep, and he pushed the door in, and I heard his footsteps, and now I am familiar with his breath, and I know that it is him as long as he is in front of me, and I don't need to open my eyes. He gently moved a chair beside my bed, then sat down and asked me, "How long will it be?" ”

I shouldn't, the curtains are so tightly pulled that I can't squeeze in a moment of brilliance from the stars and moon. I fell asleep, in fact, I thought it would be good to sleep like this, and there would be no more worries in life.

Life is full of troubles, this is the essence of life.

I've tried to persuade myself countless times in my heart, but every time I end up with a feather in the end. I don't want to face those troubles, sadness, or partings anymore. Do I have the freedom or right to choose not to face it?

I have it, right?!

I want to ask Adong. I have it, right?!

But finally couldn't ask. I still pretended to be asleep, even though the tears were rolling to the pillow, I still tried to do my best to regulate my breathing, I didn't want him to see me living a life of mistakes and mistakes. I really don't want to.

"Mason looks at it every day." Adong whispered.

When I think of Mason, and then of Huaiping, my heart is like a knife. Everyone said that the person who went first was pitiful, lamentable and pathetic, but who knew that sometimes it was still there

The one who remains in the world is even more pitiful.

He sat quietly for a long time, leaving only a long sigh in my room.

After that, he came to my room every night. Sometimes he said two words, whispered softly, sometimes talked about things in the unit, today he signed a big order, or today Xiao Wang of the Administration Department and Xiao Liu Mei of the Business Department looked at each other and was caught by him. Otherwise, I will talk about Mason, saying that he did well in kindergarten, was promoted, and became a class leader. The teacher saw him and said that Mason was a very good leader.

"Who do you think he looks like?" Ah Dong asked me. "Like whom?" Ah Dong asked me repeatedly. "Like whom?" There was a choked up in Ah Dong's voice, "Like you? Or is it like Mr. Gao? He said. I put my back on him, I couldn't help crying, I thought of Gao Tiancheng, the second man in my life, I don't know if I love him, whether I have loved him, I don't know if he loves me, whether he has loved me, I want to ask him, but where is he.

I remembered the last time I saw him, he hurried back from the company to pick me up, and then I was hit in the leg, and then got into the ambulance and told me he was okay and he would come back.

A lot of people don't talk much. In the end, they didn't come back, Zhang Ruolei! Gao Tiancheng! Wan Qian! Leaflet! Su Bai! Zhang's mother! I thought about it and huddled into a small ball.

"Nothing will be like me, never will be like me." He seemed to mumble to himself, and I wondered why he said this, but he quietly withdrew from my bedroom.

(End of chapter)