What a wonderful thing in the world, Adong Xiaohan can become friends in a foreign land. If Huaihai was still there, he wouldn't have thought that one day I would sit down and eat with Xiao Han, Gao Tiancheng, Ah Dong and that fake Zhang Ruolei.

I remember reading a saying: look at it for a long time. Looking at the time, there is no success or failure in the world. It's a pity that most of the people in this world are short-sighted.

The bureau is saved by Adong, a few people are easy to get together, they are not busy, the place to eat is set in Xiao Han's house, one bedroom and one living room, the rent is 900 yuan, and the space for four people to eat seems a little cramped, but it is very pyrotechnic. People say that they are rich and noble, but it is not easy for people to go from high to low. But I didn't see the slightest discomfort in Xiao Han. She is as sweet as a glutton, she can fry a good dish, and she is much more peaceful and cheerful. If...... It would be even more perfect for them to have another child. It's a pity that Xiao Han can't be reborn, not to mention that Ah Lei still has a fatal flaw. The ancestors of this silly boy never expected that his baby would have today, and his life experiences can often be unexpected.

Some smart people feel that they should go along with everything, but often they don't get as much as they expected. Some people feel as if they have no hope in this life, but they can accidentally hit it. When my mother was still alive, she didn't try to persuade people, but when I was in the most difficult time, she said something to me, which was very simple, and I thought it was a useless word at the time.

My mother said at the time: God is hungry and blind.

At first, it was inevitably embarrassing, but then everyone was happy and drank some wine, and no one held it on such an occasion, and no one cared that they would say the wrong thing when they drank too much, but they overdid it a little bit. Arley didn't drink, he had fun with Mason. The two of them can actually connect seamlessly.

What he said had nothing to do with business, and no one mentioned the rights and wrongs of past grievances. However, Xiao Han told me about our freshman year. She said how ugly and dirty she was at that time, and it was you and your aunt who always helped me. He also talked about the clubs we went to the university together, went out together to improve the food, saved money together to buy the pictorials of the stars we chased, and squeezed into a bunk to listen to the emotional radio in the middle of the night after the lights went out. I still loved to write something at that time, and Xiao Han was my first audience. Every time she shoots the case, she says that I am another new star who will rise in the literary world.

At that time, the time was really good, everything was good, there were no worries, the biggest worry was that I couldn't pass the fourth or sixth level of English, and I wouldn't fail the final exam. At that time, the popular test mantra was: Long live sixty points, one more point to suffer, one point less to sin. But Xiao Han gets a scholarship every year. This record was not broken until the second half of the junior year.

Now that we are all middle-aged, we can seriously recall the past as if it happened yesterday. Later, Xiao Han had tears in her eyes, and I smiled and waved at her.

There is no need to mention the past, life has been stormy. Who's right and who's wrong is in the past. People in the past, things in the past, mistakes made in the past, debts in the heart. These have become a muddled account of life, and no one should bother to think about it anymore.

Of course, we should also think of Huai at the same time

Flat. When Huai Ping was born, the nurse took him out of the delivery room, and Xiao Han was the first to pick him up. At that time, she often came, mixed rice to eat, and also helped me bring Huaiping, Huaiping was very good with her, when she was young, sometimes she would even call her "mother", and would bury her little mouth in her chest, trying to gnaw her breasts. House.

"It's cramped." At the end, Xiao Han staggered to his feet, "Otherwise, I will leave you in my house for the night." In my hometown, it's a habit that all the people who come are family members, so how can I let my family go out for the night?! ”

I picked up my bag and turned around and shouted that it was time for Mason to say goodbye, and the child was so energetic that he didn't feel tired or sleepy. Mason ran towards us, Xiao Han suddenly remembered something, turned back to the small bedroom, and came out with an extra red envelope in his hand.

"Mason, Auntie's greeting gift." Xiao Han said.

Mason looked up at me, and I nodded at Mason. "Take it, Aunt Xiao Han is my mother's college classmate."

So Mason took the red envelope and said sweetly, "Thank you, Aunt Xiao." ”

"Good!" Xiao Han reached out and touched Mason's head, thoughtfully. I saw tears in her eyes, and I wondered who she was thinking of. Who? Maybe it's his son, maybe it's Huaiping, maybe it's Su Hao, or maybe Huaihai, or Su Bai, Xiaoye, Kang Sheng...... Will she regret everything she has done? For the sake of a small setback in her life, her hands were covered with sin.

I don't know if she'll have nightmares, I don't know if these things will come to light one day, and I don't know if the law will be able to punish her without doing anything herself.

No, no, no. I don't even want to think about that right now.

Ah Lei followed, and Xiao Han took his hand smoothly. Let's say goodbye, Xiao Han insisted on sending us downstairs, the driver waited downstairs, Adong stopped the taxi, he hugged Mason again before getting into the car, the two didn't say "goodbye", and when the red light of the taxi was lit up, I saw Mason crying, what about the man in the car? I think he must be feeling bad too.

Xiao Han was reluctant to let me go, so he grabbed my two hands. Ah Lei was alone not far away, and Gao Tiancheng had already taken Mason to the car.

I pointed at Arei with my chin.

"That's all he does in this life?"

Xiao Han smiled, there was no helplessness on his face. She glanced back at Are, and her eyes were all tender. This woman, she finally knows how to look at the world with gentle eyes.

"What's so bad? I don't know how satisfying I am. Xiao Han's hands were slightly cold, she was too thin, and now she was too tired, a woman to support her family.

"He's been nice to me and it's true. There are not so many utilitarian things. He never knew how good I was, nor how gloomy my past was. He is not like other men who can act, be hypocritical, calculate, get bored, dislike, and ---- enough to play with you. He won't. Some people say he's a fool, but I sometimes think I'm a fool in the past. The world of fools is simple and honest enough, but we are all greedy and greedy, and people walk in the world, who has not thought of the devil in their hearts?

But they really don't have it in their hearts. For example, we will never have a child, and he really doesn't mind, he doesn't have that concept. ”

Humanity always lets us down. Or, the dark side of human nature that disappoints us is nothing more than animal nature, not human nature.

"It's good if you're happy!" I squeezed her hand firmly. I think this scene is so late after all, if Goaray had appeared a few years earlier, maybe our lives would have been rewritten.

Xiao Han sent me to the car and helped me close the car door, and one hand was already occupied by Ah Lei. Think about the love or marriage of our so-called normal people, and after a few years, we are naturally tired of each other, don't talk about holding hands, lying on the bed with their own hearts, there is nothing to say, most of them are early and detached.

Who is happier than whom?

Who is really happy?

What is the truth of happiness?

I was a little dazed, Gao Tiancheng saw it, put his hand on my hand, and held it. There was Mason between the two of us, but Mason fell asleep when he got in the car.

"He's sleepy." I whispered.

"yes." Gao Tiancheng withdrew his hand, "His exercise in the past two days is too much, but if he continues to play, it is estimated that he can still hold up." ”

I let go of Gao Tiancheng's hand, "I'll sleep with him in my arms, so it's safer." ”

"What's the need for you!" Gao Tiancheng said, "I'm coming!" ”

"It's still me." I said I was worried that his other leg would be inconvenient when he got out of the car.

"I can." He brushed my hand off, "What's more, Xiao Wang can pick him up after getting out of the car." ”

Xiao Wang is our new driver. So I had to let him, Mason's eyebrows and eyes are not very similar to Gao Tiancheng, but his personality and temper are very similar. His facial features don't look very much like mine. I sometimes wonder if this child could have been held in the hospital by mistake! My hand touched his head, gently reached into his hair, and found that he was sweating thinly, and the sweat wet his hair, I reached out and pulled out a tissue, and kept wiping it for him.

"Will there be a calcium deficiency? He sweats as soon as he sleeps. ”

"No, it won't. Don't be like other mothers, get nervous. Children are like this, and it will be good to be a little older in two years. ”

I think men are too careless on this issue.

"Do you want to go to the hospital to check the trace element?"

Gao Tiancheng said that I made a big fuss, "Don't worry, our son, and it is not good for him if the child is raised too finely." ”

He agrees with me on that.

When I arrived at the hotel and took a shower, I felt tired, and Mason didn't know where to sleep. Gao Tiancheng and I were lying on the hotel bed.

"Will Adong go back with us?" I asked.

Gao Tiancheng grabbed my shoulder. "No, it won't."

yes, it won't. Maybe one day he will take root in this place, marry a little woman who admires him enough, two people of firewood, rice, oil and salt, or after a while he will no longer be a food delivery man, but use his savings to start a small business. Occasionally he would come to our city with his family to see us, and occasionally we would drive straight to them as a family of three. There's nothing wrong with that, after all, there's nothing wrong with the world

Scattered feast.

The next morning, before dawn, we had to leave because Mason was going to kindergarten. Originally, he didn't inform Ah Dong, but he was waiting in the hall on the first floor, and of course Mason had to pounce when he saw him. I knew that Mason wanted him to come back with us, but Mason didn't say anything, just hugged his neck tightly, and wanted to cry.

At this time, I felt that Ah Dong was a little cruel, but was Ah Dong really cruel?

Adong carried Mason all the way to the car, and Mason looked back after driving out for a long time. Adong's figure gradually turned into a small yellow dot in the distance. Gao Tiancheng patted his son's head and said, "Don't be sad, I'll bring you here when I have time, or your Uncle Adong will come to see you." ”

"Will he change cities? Just to not see us? Mason raised his little face and asked, it turned out that this was what he had been worried about. We didn't expect this layer.

"How so?" Gao Tiancheng's tone was very determined.

"Besides, you have to believe in Dad's ability, he has the ability to catch him back when he runs to the edge of the sky. Besides, it's too far away from you, do you think he's really willing? ”

The car sped all the way, swaying slightly, and the view of returning home had long since lost its appeal to Mason, who had risen too early, and soon fell asleep in the car, his long eyelashes covering his eyelids, and he slept peacefully. For fear of waking him up, everyone in the car was silent.

There will be an end to every ride the car, and I suddenly realized that maybe our story is almost at the end! Count it this way, the Su family has no descendants, all grievances have returned to dust, the earth has returned to the earth, the Zhang family has declined since then, Zhang Ruolei's whereabouts are unknown, Xiao Han washed his hands in a golden basin, and since then he has washed away the lead, Wan Qian took the child away from home, and Adong also took root in a different place. Everything seems to be starting to fall into place.

(End of chapter)