The storms of life should have passed long ago.

However, do you want to look for Zhang Ruolei? Where exactly is he? Is it life or death? Nothing is known. I secretly found a few private investigators, but his news is still like a yellow crane. I don't have to find him, and if I want to find him now, it's not because I love him or not. He doesn't have many relatives, no one cares about his life and death, and no one plans for his life and death, if I give up too, I'm afraid no one will remember Zhang Ruolei anymore.

Of course, there was another reason why I wanted to find him. I went to see Zhang Nian. Zhang Nian is eight years old this year and is in the third grade of primary school. Zhang Nian is the son of me and Zhang Ruolei.

Yes, nothing went wrong with that kid. When I gave birth to him, he was not small, and he cried loudly when he gave birth. It is said that such a child is full of temperament and is congenitally favored by fate.

In that situation, I didn't dare take him with me. rented a house in the local area and found a reliable woman to take care of him. Eight years have passed. I don't look at him much, I'm afraid that Huaiping's incident has become a shadow for my life. He is different from Mason, Mason has Adong, and later Gao Tiancheng.

So the same people don't have the same fate.

Lately I've seen Mason miss him a lot. I had another phone number to contact the woman, whose surname was Chen, her name was Chen Yu, and the version I told her at the time was: I was deceived by a man and had a big belly.

Women are always prone to sympathy for the same sex who have suffered like that, she has done her best with Zhang Nian over the years, Zhang Nian is also an excellent child, full marks in all his homework, life is thrifty, loves reading, music, sports, and life is quite comfortable.

I once thought about bringing him to Gao Tiancheng and Pantuo, Wan Qian knew about this, I mentioned it to Wan Qian, but Wan Qian didn't suggest that I take Zhang Nian over.

"You know what Mr. Gao was doing before, but it's better to be careful. Wait. ”

She had a point. But when will this wait?

Zhang Ruolei, where are you? If you had known that I had a son with you, would you have insisted on leaving?

Alas!

It's all gone.

Recently, a private detective had a clue and heard that he saw a man in a certain place who was suspected of being Zhang Ruolei. Fortunately, Gao Tiancheng sat in the Su clan, and I sat in the Zhang clan, so I didn't have to report my whereabouts to him during the day. So I made an appointment with the private investigator to see the picture he had taken, and if that person was real, I would recognize him at a glance. I loved him, and I believe it still comes back when it is enlightened. I want to see how he's doing now? I want to see if he has started a new life.

I drove there by myself, and the driver said, "Mr. Mei, I'll send you!" ”

I looked at the driver's face, but thought to myself: "If Zhang Ruolei is still here, he should be Zhang Ruolei's driver, not mine." This huge Zhang family, did he become mine by mistake? Or did I steal it? ”

"No need." I said to him.

I'm not good at driving, and I've never experienced any thrill or pleasure from it, but I don't know how to do it today

Holding the steering wheel in my hand, I realized that my palms were all sweaty, but fortunately, the material of the steering wheel was not slippery. I took off my heels and felt very strange to step on the gas pedal and clutch through my socks. And I didn't touch the car for a long time, and the car even hiccuped a few times before it officially hit the road.

I told myself to calm down and waited until I carefully drove the car to its destination, only to find that it was thirty minutes behind our agreed time. Fortunately, when I hired them, I didn't have a small hand, and money can increase people's patience. Sure enough, when I drove down, locked the door, and arrived at the designated place, he was greeted with a smile and respect.

"Mr. Mei!"

"I've kept you waiting! I'm sorry, I'm not familiar with the road. ”

He was very gentlemanly and helped me pull out the chair.

"What did you say? Waiting for you is what you should, and you have every opportunity. ”

Lao Jianghu always speaks without revealing a drop of water, knowing that it is polite and makes people feel comfortable. Place is also good.

The two sat down, the other party didn't have any extra nonsense, and directly took out the things and handed them over with both hands, I took it, and my heart couldn't help beating wildly. Seeing the person on the screen, he did look a little similar to Zhang Ruolei, but it wasn't him, there were a few video materials, and there was even a video of the two of them talking, the private detective pretended to bump into him, and the other party's things were scattered, and the private detective leaned down to help him pick it up while saying "I'm sorry", the man had a good temper and replied, "It's okay." ”

He returned his things and shook his head at the man.

"It's not him." The voice is not, the eyebrows and eyes and facial features are somewhat similar, but if you look closely, there are too many differences, of course, these details can only be felt by those who really understand.

"Then I won't waste your precious time."

He stood up and held out his hand, and I shook his hand.

"Why don't you keep looking?" He asked me.

"Go on. How can it not continue? Unless I find him, or, unless I can't afford you anymore. ”

He nodded respectfully, the expression on his face that I couldn't guess and didn't want to guess.

On the way back, I didn't bother to drive the car, so I called a substitute driver. When I saw the driver, I handed the key to the driver: "I still have to come, I can't." Driving a car for such a while is like fighting a war. ”

When I went to pick up Mason in the evening, the family of three didn't go home and had dinner directly. At the checkout, Gao Tiancheng asked me seemingly casually, saying, "Did you drive yourself today?" ”

I was stunned, I don't know who is so talkative. So I became vigilant, I always felt that Gao Tiancheng should love me, and the most important analysis between husband and wife is trust, at least, I know in my heart that I have no intention of betraying him or betraying him. Those who stayed in the Zhang family can't say that they are all their own people, but not long after Gao Tiancheng came back, I really can't think of someone who gave him the order to help him watch me.

Moreover, I never asked him about his situation and whereabouts in the Su family.

I looked up at him, and no answer was the best answer. It was the first time I had an awkward encounter with him. Although he didn't ask again, I didn't seem to have any intention of hiding my grievances from the beginning, and I really didn't know how to explain it to him.

On the way back, he looked solemn,

Me too, Mason's sensitive child, felt the tension between me and his father, trying to reconcile our imminent outburst. But it didn't work out well.

Not long after I went back, Mason washed up and went to bed to rest, I said that I was also tired and wanted to rest early today, so I went back to the bedroom and went into the bathroom. The lotus canopy in the bathroom spilled water, and the self who had been tense for a day felt a little tired, and the tiredness seemed to come suddenly. I let the water flow from the top of my head to the soles of my feet, and then to merge into thousands of streams under my feet.

Until Gao Tiancheng knocked on the door outside.

"Have you washed it?" He asked me in a loud voice outside.

"Oh." I answered, then turned off the faucet, reached for a bath towel and wrapped myself in it. "Alright. Do you want to wash? I asked as I walked out.

Gao Tiancheng stretched out his hand and pulled my bath towel, I didn't have time to exclaim, he picked me up, the bed rose and fell, and I pulled the quilt to cover myself.

"What are you going to do?"

He burst out laughing.

"How many men have you been with?"

He asked me.

This question makes me feel embarrassed. I sat up on my feet, and the quilt slipped off of me, and I pulled it up again, covering it above my chest.

"What do you mean?"

"Don't look for him again." He told me. "You can bring Zhang Nian back."

I was stunned again, the quilt slid down again, I reached out and tugged, and it returned to its place.

"Tell Zhang Nian that I am his father."

My face began to flush.

"You -------" I want to ask him, how do you know? Could it be Wan Qian? No, no, no, Wan Qian couldn't betray me. So......

"You are my woman now, and Zhang Ruolei is an adult. Got it? Adult. He's an adult anymore. The child is not guilty, you are his mother, this can never change. Don't go to him again. ”

"Do you know his whereabouts?" I asked tentatively, I didn't understand why he cared so much about this, it didn't make any special sense for me to find Zhang Ruolei, it was enough to find him and confirm that he was safe and healthy.

"What can you do if you find him? How can you make sure he's safe? Can you do it all over again? He got involved with Xiao Han, and later almost sacrificed the child between you, do you think he still has the face to see you? He's also a good man, and he won't let you find him, maybe not because he's in danger, but he doesn't want you to find him, or maybe he doesn't know how to face you. Why are you clinging? ”

Gao Tiancheng climbed into bed, he hadn't applied this action for a long time, because of the other stump leg, he mostly sat on the edge of the bed first, put on a good posture, the good leg came up first, and then lifted the other leg up with the help of all body strength.

I stared at him with wide eyes and saw him head over me like a big bird. I could smell the scent of a man on him, and I was breathing a little heavily.

When consciousness was annihilated little by little, I heard Gao Tiancheng ask me fiercely.

"Say! Love me the most. ”

I clinged to his shoulders like a promontory on the rocks of the shore. Sweat dripped down his forehead and fell onto my skin.

I closed my eyes and remembered what he had just said to me.

Yes, even if Zhang Ruolei comes back now, can we really go back to the past? He didn't show up because he didn't know how to face me, how to face our past, how to face my past. At that time, we were both too young to do a lot of stupid things in Form 2 that were not commensurate with our age.

The night was deeper. Gao Tiancheng had one arm pillowed under my neck. I rolled over and looked at his nose and eyes, and he looked at me quietly, tamely, with a low brow and a smile.

"Zhang Nian's matter...... How do you know? ”

"Ah Dong also knows."

He said softly, his gaze gentle.

"You didn't answer the question. You cunning fellow. ”

He reached out his other hand and scratched my nose with his index finger. "Women are the gossipies. Curious about everything. ”

"Are you going to satisfy her curiosity, then?"

"Satisfied." He gasped heavily, "Aren't you satisfied?" Just now. ”

He wrapped his palms around the back of my head and pressed my face against his.

Wait, this feels familiar. Oh my God, there must be panic in my eyes, because at such a time I actually thought of Zhang Ruolei. I frowned and shook my head, trying to get rid of his face.

"What's wrong?" Gao Tiancheng's eyes are like those of an eagle, and Mason's sensitivity is due to his genes.

I rolled over and sat up and walked to the ground.

"I'll go to the bathroom." I say.

"Put on a little and don't catch a cold." Gao Tiancheng handed me his clothes, and I reached out to take them, and the skin on the soles of my feet was in close contact with the indoor floor, making a sticky sound.

Zhang Nian's matter, is he serious? If I take Zhang Nian over, will he treat him like Mason? And how should I explain to Zhang Nian? ran over out of thin air and said that he had an extra mother?

(End of chapter)