Zhang Ruolei was stunned.

I laughed and leaned back into his arms, his heart beating rhythmically in his chest, sounding reassuring. But a dark cloud lingers in my heart at an inopportune time, and the community monitoring system is actually hacked, what a coincidence? Or does someone mean to go to great lengths?

Unknown.

If it was really Zhang Ruolei, then turn around and rush out and hit Su Bai's car......

I shook my head, this is not reasonable, God knows how Zhang Ruolei would know that Su Bai would appear on that road at that point, God knows the cat. It is said that cats are spiritual creatures that represent the underworld, and some people say that the reason why cats have nine lives is because cats have the spirits of nine dead women.

Mo is not a leaflet?

Xiao Ye was jealous that Zhang Ruolei was finally accepted by Su Bai?

The more I think about it, the more outrageous it becomes, and I'm afraid I'll be really stunned if it goes on like this.

In a few days, it will be Su Bai's first seventh, and no one will arrange Su Bai's funeral, because no one can convince Su Mu. Su Mu was imprisoned on the day I was beaten by her, but I was released on bail on the same day, Zhang Ruolei said that I was hurtful enough, and Su Mu had to be detained for at least a few days. The Su family will not let their head wife suffer that crime, at least they can't afford to lose that face, if she wants not to be treated like this, she will shake hands with me and make peace.

Zhang Ruolei has been planning for me, and these are things that I have never thought of. I am grateful to him, but at the same time, a heart is always hanging, I don't know where to hang people's hearts, it's just hanging like this, up and down.

Zhang Ruolei proposed to send me to the old lady's place tomorrow for a few days, firstly, someone would take care of him, he would rest assured, and secondly, he was afraid that the Su family would come to harass me frequently during this time.

I groaned, in fact, Zhang Ruolei's arrangement is quite comprehensive, I have seen Aunt Zhang who waits for Zhang's mother, and she is a relative of the Zhang family, trustworthy, and thoughtful, and can be trusted. It's no longer appropriate for her to take care of me. What's more, the environment where Mrs. Zhang lives is really good, it's a paradise. The only thing that is bad is that you can't see your lover often.

How can this little bit of my careful thinking escape Zhang Ruolei's eyes? He smiled and pushed me, saying don't worry, I'll go once a week, and I said no, it's too hard for you to run back and forth.

He hugged me tightly and rubbed his chin against my head: "It's not hard, it's me who is sorry for you." ”

I smiled and arched in his arms, and said nothing all night. I slept well for a few days in a row, and the next morning, Zhang Ruolei was about to see me off, when my phone rang, but it was Su's father, who said he wanted to talk to me. I took the phone and groaned, and gently clicked the speakerphone to Zhang Ruolei, he should be able to hear the voice of his father-in-law, Lao Taishan.

My face sank, my eyebrows twisted, and I hurriedly continued, saying that I was afraid that I would have to wait until my body was better, and it was not appropriate to meet now.

Father Su was not reluctant, and asked me to set a time and place that was convenient for me and then inform him. I took it down, held Zhang Ruolei's hand, and said, "Let's not go too far." ”

Zhang Ruolei's face sank, and he shook off my hand: "My son is gone, don't go too far!" ”

His tone was stiff, and I didn't expect him to be so angry. Our children are gone, but it's not like I can't have another child. What's more, the child was born different, has no name and no share? If Su Bai hadn't died, Su Bai wouldn't have allowed him, now that the society is civilized, but in this case, there will still be people who scold the child for being a wild seed, what will he do then?

I haven't figured out a Huaiping, my whereabouts are still unknown, and there is no news, so I'm worried enough. There is another one, I really don't dare to ask for it again, I can't stand the feeling of hanging my heart all the time.

Besides, Xiao Ye has also been pregnant with his child, and he has never seen him like this, the difference in Su Bai's belly is his species?

I was speechless for a while, I didn't know what to say, I used to be alone, I had to bear everything by myself, but now with him, I don't have to work hard for a lot of things, this is the life I've dreamed of for many years, forget it.

followed Zhang Ruolei out, he wrapped me like a zongzi, I laughed and said that people who have been abroad have never seen how foreign women are confined, and people are cold.

Zhang Ruolei said that we don't learn from them, they grew up eating raw meat.

I just laughed. Say it's okay.

He replied to me: "Why is it okay?" How can I fix it if I can't give birth after I get sick? ”

My heart moved, I used to be entangled, if I had him, I don't know how he would send us down. But I don't know how true his reaction is, he likes children so much, Xiao Ye and Su Bai didn't see where he was going.

Drive out of town, get on the highway, get off the sidewalk, and soon reach your destination. Aunt Zhang had been waiting for a long time, it turned out that he had already made arrangements, and then it was a discussion, it was simply a notice.

But I like the kind of notification he makes, it makes me feel like a woman with a master. Life is inevitably stormy, and he is always trying to shield me as much as possible. There is a husband, although he is not my husband in the legal sense, but if he can get him, it can be regarded as my surname Mei burned high incense.

All arrangements came to a halt, he hurried back to the city, I wanted to send him to the gate, but he refused, saying that the wind was cold, afraid of blowing me.

I don't insist, Aunt Zhang has three meals properly, and there is supper at night, cold and hot, cold and cold, and cold and taboo are taken care of, the old lady is still the same, sometimes sober, sometimes still sick, sometimes she will come to me to play, what a childish game comes to me, anyway, there is nothing to do, I am happy to entertain her.

More because she is a psychopath, living in her own world, simple and frank, I feel more relieved, at least, you will never be afraid that she will play some tricks with you and stab you in the back.

In those days, I felt that I was living more and more alive, and my IQ was catching up with the old lady.

Aunt Zhang was happy to see it, and often smiled at me with a deep mouth. However, there are still hidden dangers in playing with the old lady, for example, one time we played cards together, I won her, she was not happy, she actually raised her hand and slapped me, and I was stunned, and the slap was quite hard, and I covered my hot cheeks and cried and laughed.

Aunt Zhang hurriedly came over and asked me if I was in pain?

I smiled and said it's okay, but Aunt Zhang turned around and blamed the old lady again, saying that if you lose, you will beat someone, and people will be able to play with you next time?

The old lady looked at me, thought about it, it seemed to be like that, said that it was too late, it was too fast, raised her hand and slapped herself very loudly, I was completely stunned by her actions, stunned on the spot, Aunt Zhang couldn't cry or laugh, the old lady said: "Let's get even, are you still playing with me?" ”

I said, "Follow, follow." ”

Every afternoon, at a fixed time, the old lady will put on makeup, dress neatly and sit in front of the window, the sun carves her silhouette in front of the window, elegant and graceful, and I don't know how upside down people were when I was young. The old man looked at it, and then he would stand up, cloud hands, water sleeves, babbling and singing, always singing a paragraph, tactful and soft, the voice was like crying like a complaint, although he often listened, often drunk, he did not feel bored.

In the blink of an eye, more than half a month has passed, Zhang Ruolei has come once, rushed for a weekend, dusty, thousands of miles away, and always walked with stars and moons when he left, and drove back and forth for a few hours by himself, I couldn't bear it, let him not come, he only smiled and didn't speak, and asked me how my body was.

I said how can I do it? It's all fat.

I pinched the flesh on my body and showed him, he only smiled, measured my fat with his eyes, it was not enough, and then he made a move, I blocked him, and he picked it up, and I said at this time, you get away from me.

He was tired of holding me, saying that he really missed you, and he thought about it everywhere, and he didn't know when it would be done.

I knew what he was talking about, and his face was red for most of the day. is lingering and greasy, the old lady came in, the old lady is sober at this time, asked him if he eats, asks him whether he is hot or cold, holds for a long time and does not let go, he accompanies him, followed by some marginal words, full of warm pictures of mother and son enjoying together, people see the hot mouth, I think of Huaiping again.

always wanted to take the time to ask him about Huaiping's whereabouts, Zhang Ruolei always looked left and right to talk about other things. I don't know why, I can always have inexplicable trust in him in my heart, thinking, if Huaiping really has something, he will never stand idly by. What's more, since you can't get any news from him, it's better to put it down for the time being. If you are entangled in things that are useless but want to be entangled, you just can't get along with yourself.

Don't be stupid!

Be a man, you can be crazy, don't be stupid. Crazy one flower one world, one leaf one Bodhi, he is the whole world.

But the foolish person knows in his heart that he is suffering from sin and suffering, and he sees himself suffering, but he can't do anything. More painful.

Counting the hospitalization, although it has not been a month, I think I should be able to return to the city. I called Zhang, and he only said that it was better for me to stay honest and take care of a minor illness than to have a mistake.

I insisted, and he didn't argue with me.

Zhang Ruolei did a really good job in this, he never argued with me. When living with Huaihai, we occasionally have conflicts, and Huaihai has always been bound to win, and we must win. I just said that he was competitive or a little childish, because people always say that men mature late, sometimes like a child.

I think it's justified, but it's always me who stops. But Zhang Ruolei no, he will never fight with me for anything to win, where will there be a conflict, I was just about to get angry, but he admitted his mistake first, otherwise he would avoid his edge, or he would change the topic, let me punch the cotton bale, I don't hurt, and it is harmless to the other party.

But in hindsight, I always felt that I was overreacting at the time, and I always felt embarrassed.

After being with him for a long time, my temper has changed a lot. After the marriage, I was withdrawn and extreme for quite a long time, and I hated myself at that time. But I can't control my temper, sometimes I don't want to shout, I don't want to cry, I don't want to be in a hurry, but I can't control it. But after being with Zhang Ruolei for a long time, he is like a palm of bones, but invisibly dissolves many knots in my heart and dissolves a lot of anger.

Later, I saw a sentence that said, what standard is used to measure whether a marriage is good or bad, is to see whether the relationship has fulfilled you and made you better, or whether it has made you more unbearable and unhappy. If it's the former, you've met the right person, and if it's the latter, it's the opposite.

If you think about it, it makes sense.

"Does it have to be a month?"

I asked.

I said I still wanted to go back.

Zhang Ruolei said well.

The sweetness of this word is too high, and it makes me want to be a child for him and be good again.

Myolie Wu said, thanks to the current one, he is the only one who let me be a child again, so I married him. The others are all ex.

I think I want to marry Zhang Ruolei, whether he is black or white, right or evil.

He is black, I am black with him, I am willing to lick the blood for him; He is white, I am white with him, and I am willing to have children for him.