Chapter 119: Flee when you say you want to run
Liang Shumei's evasion made Yan Yu feel even more worried, but he had to be wary of Zhao Kehan, because this Zhao Kehan wore the mask of a mysterious murderer and only admired strength, even if he hurt the innocent.
In fact, Yan Yu also knows that Yan Yu is him, and Zhao Kehan is also him, or a part of him, that is to say, advocating strength, even at the expense of hurting the innocent, it is also him Yan Yu, maybe it is just the evil thoughts in his heart, like everyone, he has a dark side, but the evil thoughts of normal people will always be restrained by morality.
Zhao Kehan seemed to be very disdainful of Yan Yu's thoughts, and as soon as Liang Shumei walked on the front foot, he appeared in front of Yan Yu.
"Do you know what you hate the most?"
Yan Yu was upset, maybe this was also the reason why Zhao Kehan was able to appear at will, his emotions were so unstable that this sub-personality gradually took the initiative, coming and leaving whenever he wanted.
At the beginning, only when Yan Yu fell into a coma and lost control of his body, this sub-personality would appear, but now he has come and gone freely, which also reflects that Yan Yu's condition is getting more and more serious.
"You are too indecisive, not straightforward, and still bound by the so-called benevolence and morality, these can only weaken you, except for false fame, you will not get anything, and when you understand, you will no longer need me."
Yan Yu didn't want to reason with Zhao Kehan, because Zhao Kehan was born by him, so Zhao Kehan must understand these truths, and it was in vain to say it.
"Looking ahead, timid, caring about this, worrying about that, what can you do?" The more annoyed Zhao Kehan was, the more silent Yan Yu became.
Zhao Kehan also seemed to have discovered Yan Yu's intentions, and at this time he no longer mocked, but said to Yan Yu: "Do you believe that I can help you get the film?" ”
"What do you want to do!" Yan Yu suddenly became alert.
Because Zhao Kehan wants to find a film, he must control his body, and every time this sub-personality controls Yan Yu's body, nothing good happens!
Zhao Kehan let out a sinister laugh, and the golden light on the mask was wriggling, as if emotions were expressed through the fluctuations of the golden light of the mask.
"Don't be nervous, I'll sneak out while you're sleeping, don't you think you're capable? Don't fall asleep tonight, if I do, I'm going to go out and kill......"
After Zhao Kehan finished speaking, he waved his hand at Yan Yu and disappeared.
Yan Yu didn't want to reason with him, but Zhao Kehan wanted to get the film, and he didn't know how many things he was going to cause, he wanted to persuade him, but Zhao Kehan seemed to see through Yan Yu's thoughts, and he hid it directly.
Yan Yu couldn't take the initiative to summon Zhao Kehan to appear, although he tried very hard, but he couldn't do it at all.
According to Liang Shumei's explanation, dual personalities have dissociative identity disorders, and different personalities will periodically dominate and will not interfere with each other, and will not be aware of the existence of the other personality.
But Yan Yu now knows the existence of Zhao Kehan, and he is also clearly aware that Zhao Kehan is his sub-personality, how to explain this situation?
Sometimes Yan Yu even thinks that Zhao Kehan is not a sub-personality that he has split at all, but rather a character he has imagined, and there is a difference between paranoia and split personality.
After Zhao Kehan disappeared, Yan Yu was always vigilant and didn't dare to fall asleep easily, the nurse came over to unfasten his fasting mask, and after feeding him, he escaped as if he had been amnestied.
He was forcibly restrained in layers of clothes, and he was still wrapped in seven or eight belts on his body, and he could only lie down, and he couldn't move, and earlier he felt itchy and uncomfortable.
But after gradually adapting, the restraint clothes are like a hard and clinging shell, and they are getting warmer and warmer, and the sleepiness continues to erode, and Yan Yu can only beat the spirit.
Maybe Zhao Kehan is making trouble from it, or maybe the environment is too quiet and boring, people will inevitably think about it.
Murphy's Law says that the more undesirable things happen, the greater the probability of them happening, just like a novice pedaling a bicycle and seeing a pit in front of him, he keeps shouting in his heart not to fall into the pit, and eventually falls into the pit.
And in psychology, there is a similar principle, called the white bear effect.
To put it simply, it's like a quote from a movie: don't think about an elephant.
When you have this thought, your mind has already begun to imagine an elephant, and the more your brain doesn't let you think about it, the more you will unconsciously think about it.
At this time, Yan Yu was tormented by this psychological effect, the more Zhao Kehan wanted him to sleep, the more he didn't want to sleep, but the more sleepy his body became.
The more he doesn't want to think, the more memories come back to his head, and he will fall into a vicious circle, making himself more and more sleepy.
Yan Yu didn't know when he fell asleep, and when he woke up, it was already night, and a 25-watt incandescent lamp hung on the roof, which looked a little dim.
He was lying on a plank bed, covered with a small blanket, surrounded by wood and tools, filled with the smell of wood.
What surprised him was that he was completely awake all of a sudden, the restraint clothes on his body were gone, and Zhao Kehan took control of his body and escaped from the mental hospital!
Yan Yu wanted to sit up, but the shoulder joint hurt so badly that it was dislocated, and both shoulder joints were dislocated!
Yan Yu also thought about how to get rid of the bondage clothes, but he didn't expect Zhao Kehan to be so ruthless that he actually dislocated his shoulder joint to escape the bondage clothes!
When the shoulder joint is dislocated, it can greatly increase the angle and space of movement, so as to break free from the restraint clothing, but normal people want to dislocate themselves, even if they have the courage, there is no way, how can Zhao Kehan do it, Yan Yu can't think about it at all.
It's no wonder that Yan Yu suspects that Zhao Kehan is not a subpersonality, because if he is a subpersonality, he should take care of his body like Yan Yu.
But even if the nails of the fingers have just been picked off, now in order to escape, even the shoulder joints on both sides have been dislocated, which is too much.
Yan Yuben just wanted to sit up, but he didn't expect his shoulder to be dislocated, and under the pain, he rolled out of bed.
He didn't know what this place was, and he didn't dare to call for help, so he could only struggle to sit on the ground, leaning on the edge of the bed and panting.
Fortunately, the ground was full of sawdust, but he didn't fall, Rao was like this, and under the pull, his shoulder joint was also so painful that he grinned his teeth.
Yan Yu has endured too much hardship, and this level of pain can still be tolerated, but being able to endure it does not mean that it is not painful, not to mention, Yan Yu is still worried about whether Zhao Kehan has hurt others in order to escape.
However, now is not the time to think about this, except for the dislocation of the shoulder joint, there seems to be no other blood stains or traces, which also makes Yan Yu feel a little relieved.
"Is it Weng Riyou's home?"
This old man is engaged in root carving skills, there are so many wood and tools here, and there are sawdust everywhere, I think it should be Weng Riyou's house.
It can also be seen from this that Zhao Kehan can share Yan Yu's information, and he knows what Yan Yu knows!
This once again violates the standard that Liang Shumei once explained, the two personalities should be independent of each other, and there is an identification barrier, but Zhao Kehan can extract Yan Yu's knowledge and information, but Yan Yu doesn't know what Zhao Kehan is thinking.
There was a moment when Yan Yu even suspected that Zhao Kehan was the first personality, and he was just a split sub-personality, otherwise there would be no such situation.
But this means that Yan Yu is the villain Zhao Kehan, and now this Yan Yu is just a split good guy subpersonality.
This is a question that will go crazy when you think deeply, and it must not be touched, Yan Yu decisively withdrew his thoughts.
At this time, the door creaked open, but it was not Weng Riyou who came in, but Fu Zhuoyu!
"How could it be you?"
Fu Zhuoyu was also angry: "I still want to ask you!" What the hell is going on when you come to me in the middle of the night! ”
"I heard you've been put in a mental hospital, you're ...... now"
Yan Yu was relieved after thinking about it, because Zhao Kehan was a shrewd ghost, and Fu Zhuoyu was a doctor, so he would definitely be able to help him deal with the problem of dislocation.
"Don't talk so much about it, help me connect the joints."
Fu Zhuoyu hesitated for a moment, and asked Yan Yu, "You won't do anything to me, will you?" If you want to do it, I won't take it. ”
Yan Yu smiled bitterly: "Okay, I can't breathe now......"
Fu Zhuoyu glanced at Yan Yu's fingers, thinking that he had also checked Yan Yu's condition, and he would no longer be verbose at the moment.
He walked to the front and said to Yan Yu: "Generally, shoulder joint surgery requires at least two people to cooperate, triangular force, and reduction through traction, now I am alone, I can only use the old man's local method." ”
Yan Yu didn't have to pick again, just nodded in response.
Fu Zhuoyu took off his shoes, grabbed Yan Yu's forearm with both hands, stood on one foot, stuck his other foot in Yan Yu's armpit, and said to Yan Yu, "Take a deep breath." ”
Yan Yu breathed according to his words, but Fu Zhuoyu suddenly exerted force, pulled his hands back, and pushed his feet into the armpits, and with a click, the joint head slid back like this!
Yan Yu's whole person was relieved, and after resting for a while, Fu Zhuoyu followed this method and reset the shoulder joint on the other side as well.
"Wait here." Fu Zhuoyu dropped a sentence and went out, and brought food after a while.
Yan Yu ate a lot of liquid food in the mental hospital, his teeth were about to loosen, and at this time, he saw hard vegetables and white rice, and his eyes were also shining, although his ten fingers were injured and wrapped into radish heads, he still ate it happily.
While eating, Yan Yu asked tentatively: "Do you know how to watch the film I brought?" ”
Yan Yu also assumed that Zhao Kehan got the CT film, but he didn't expect Fu Zhuoyu to just have a cold face, and it took a long time before he moved his buttocks: "I'm your servant or how ......?"
Despite this complaint, he went out and came back with a bag.
"If I hadn't seen your film, I wouldn't have bothered to pay attention to you......"
When Yan Yu heard this, he also chuckled in his heart, did he know that he had a tumor in his brain, and he couldn't save himself before he could pity himself?
"What do you mean?" Yan Yu was a little nervous, but Fu Zhuoyu relaxed: "There is nothing abnormal in the film, at least it can show that your brain is fine, otherwise I dare to take your arm back with peace of mind?" ”
"Nothing out of the ordinary? No tumors? Yan Yu thought that he would be surprised, but when he thought about it seriously, he was not surprised at all, but became angry!
Because this proves Zhao Kehan's words, Liang Shumei is deceiving him Yan Yu!