Chapter 118: Something Else
Liang Shumei may not have thought that Yan Yu would ask such a question at this time.
After a brief period of consternation, Liang Shumei planned to respond to Yan Yu seriously, because she did not want to destroy the rare trust between doctors and patients.
"The situation you said does exist, but this can only be regarded as a dual personality, and there is still a difference between it and a dual personality, if you think about it seriously, it doesn't even count as a dual personality, it can only be said that I like to focus on something."
"I haven't talked to you properly, since you asked, let's talk about it first."
As Liang Shumei was talking, the radiologist knocked on the door a little impatiently: "Many people are still waiting!" ”
Liang Shumei glared at him, and the doctor could only mumble and walk back to the operating room, not daring to disturb again.
"Do you know why you are so easily hypnotized?" Liang Shumei took the lead in throwing out such a question, and Yan Yu shook her head.
"Because it is easy to be hypnotized, it is also a trait of dual personality patients, and this trait is related to a key factor, which is called dissociative identity disorder."
"As the name suggests, dissociative identity disorder refers to the inability to identify the separated subpersonality, taking you as an example, you have isolated the subpersonality of Zhao Kehan, but you don't know where he came from, let alone what he was thinking, and you didn't know what he did."
"Dual personality is having two sub-personalities that are relatively distinct and separate from each other, hysterical dissociative psychological disorder, and I know what I'm doing in the hospital and what I'm doing at home."
"I say that, do you understand?"
Yan Yu didn't want to raise the bar with her, but Zhao Ke and Han Shicai's hints were too strong, and Yan Yu inevitably wavered.
Yan Yu didn't know how to respond for a while, but Liang Shumei seemed to feel that Yan Yu hadn't let go of her worries, so she continued to explain.
"So, I've already diagnosed you as a dual personality, so you shouldn't have any doubts about that, right?"
"So how do I judge? There's a standard here, and I'll tell you about it too. ”
"First of all, you have two different personality states, and if you don't believe my notebook, then the audio cassette can testify to it, and I can show it to you if necessary."
"Of course, it is not ruled out that you have a third personality, or even more, but from the results of the current observation, the two personalities have been confirmed."
"The next characteristic is that you can't recall important personal information, you don't know what Zhao Kehan did, and the two personalities take turns, or periodically, control your behavior."
"The third one, and what I'm going to do next, is what I'm going to do."
"Generally speaking, this symptom is not caused by the direct physiological effect of a substance, such as the influence of a drug, let alone a general physical disease."
"There are several reasons I deduce, one is a traumatic life event, combined with the facts, it is possible that Jiang Huijie was hurt and stimulated you."
"Or the increase in defensive ability in the process of growth, when you are unable to protect yourself and lose external support, it will give birth to a stronger sub-personality to protect yourself."
It was the first time that Liang Shumei explained her condition so seriously and in detail, and Yan Yu felt a little down-to-earth.
"I know that you are having a hard time, even painful, and it is normal for you to have mood swings, but as long as we trust each other and work together, we will definitely be able to get through it, and if you still have any doubts, you can tell me now."
Yan Yu pondered for a moment and smiled at Liang Shumei: "No, thank you, Doctor Liang." ”
Liang Shumei also smiled, supported Yan Yu's back, let him lie flat on the CT bed, and walked out.
The machine was running, the roar was more obvious, but Yan Yu's tension was eliminated.
Although he was still a little uneasy in his heart, he still felt that the machine could swallow him up at any moment, but there was not much resistance.
The process was not long, even a little short, when Yan Yu got used to it, the nurse had already come in, put Yan Yu in the locker room, and wrapped Yan Yu in layers of restraint clothes.
After putting on the fasting masks, the nurses were like being amnesty, sweating one by one, and they didn't know how much panic they were undergoing.
Looking at their performance, Yan Yu felt a little uncomfortable.
Once upon a time, he endured his loneliness and tried to integrate into society, whether he was disguised or pretended, he became an amiable teacher, especially the children, who loved him very much.
But now, everyone regards him as a monster, and this kind of psychological gap, if you can accept it calmly, it is simply a lie.
Not long after returning to the ward, Liang Shumei came back with the report.
Her face was not good-looking, and she said to Yan Yu: "I have preliminarily watched the film, and you have a space-occupying & lesion ...... in your brain."
"Mass & lesion? What is it? ”
Liang Shumei frowned: "It is very likely to be a tumor, but what is the nature, it is necessary to do a craniotomy to confirm ......"
"I have a tumor in my brain!" Liang Shumei's words were like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and they made Yan Yu's scalp tingle.
It's not because of this tumor, but because before the CT scan, Zhao Kehan had already reminded Yan Yu that Liang Shumei's words at this time were exactly what Zhao Kehan said!
Yan Yu was sweating, his vision was a little blurred, he couldn't hear a word of what Liang Shumei said next, only saw a vague black shadow appearing behind Liang Shumei.
"What did I just tell you? You should believe me this time, right? ”
"Not only do they say you have a tumor, but they also cut open your skull, cut open your skull! Idiot! ”
Yan Yu's heart was still denying it, and he asked Zhao Kehan: "No, why did she harm me?" What was her purpose in cutting open my skull? ”
"Do you finally want to get to know this woman? You fool just believe in women too much, otherwise you wouldn't have come to this point, just like my father, if it weren't for women, he wouldn't have come this far! ”
"Don't talk nonsense!" Zhao Kehan is already slandering Yan Yu's parents, where can Yan Yu endure it.
Zhao Kehan also knew that it was enough to stop, and no longer stimulated Yan Yu, but tempted and said: "If you want to know what kind of person she is, you must escape from here first, otherwise you won't be able to do anything, as long as you want, I can help you get out of here!" ”
"Get out of here?" When Yan Yu was placed under residential surveillance by the supervision team, he had such thoughts, because the murderer was still at large, Qin Dayou and Daxiao Shuang's lives were in danger at any time, and there were too many things that he needed to investigate.
But after the "rampage" hurt people, Yan Yu also calmed down.
There are still others to investigate the case, but once he gets out of control and hurts innocent people, he will never accept it.
At present, Zhao Kehan told him that even Liang Shumei was not a good person, and he felt that everyone he knew had other plans and wanted to harm him.
"No, it's supposed to be just a coincidence, I don't believe it!" Yan Yu was denying it in his heart, but Zhao Kehan sneered.
"If you don't believe it, you can verify it yourself."
"Verify? How do I verify? ”
Zhao Kehan put his hands on Liang Shumei's shoulders, sniffed the hair on Liang Shumei's ears, his expression was quite intoxicated, and he had a long aftertaste before he said to Yan Yu.
"Why didn't this woman take the film, but just a report?"
"Because the report can be written casually, but the film is a real result! Now you ask her for a film, see if she is willing to give it to you, and everything will be clear. ”
Zhao Kehan's words were like iron nails, hitting Yan Yu's brain, and Yan Yu couldn't resist it after all.
Liang Shumei was still talking about something, but Yan Yu suddenly asked, "Doctor Liang, can I watch the film?" ”
Liang Shumei was slightly stunned, and seemed to be a little surprised: "CT reading is a very rigorous and professional thing......
"I'm afraid I won't understand? You can explain it to me, can't you? Yan Yu heard Liang Shumei's pushing, and he was even more disappointed in his heart.
"I can indeed explain it to you, but the results of the report have come out, and they are in my hands, so I can show you now, and the report is clear at a glance......"
Yan Yu still shook his head resolutely: "I still want to see with my own eyes what is in my head......"
Liang Shumei hesitated for a moment, and finally nodded and said, "Okay, but this is a mental hospital, and the film has been transferred to Director Liu of the Oncology Department of the City Hospital. ”
"Transferred out so soon?" Yan Yu thought so in his heart, but he didn't say it in the end, he just smiled at Liang Shumei and said, "Then trouble Doctor Liang." ”
Liang Shumei nodded slightly, but Yan Yu could see that her mood was not very good, and she was a little stupid and wanted to leave.
Yan Yu looked at her back and asked again: "Oh yes, didn't Dr. Liang say that my dual personality is not caused by a physical disease, so what is the clinical significance of taking this brain CT?" Is this really necessary? ”
When Yan Yu said this, Zhao Kehan's shadow was standing beside Liang Shumei, and he seemed to be very satisfied with Yan Yu's actions, and gave Yan Yu a thumbs up, as if to say, you idiot is finally on the road!
The appearance of Xu is Zhao Kehan has changed Yan Yu's temperament, and Liang Shumei has become more and more uneasy.
She didn't answer Yan Yu directly, but said perfunctorily: "You have to believe me, everything I do is for your good, it is very necessary, you want to know, this is also normal, I will explain it to you slowly." ”
"But not now, I'm going to go to the consultation first, I know this news is difficult for you to accept, you better rest first and do some psychological construction."
After Liang Shumei finished saying this, she left without looking back.
In Yan Yu's opinion, her actions are not much different from running away from the wilderness, and looking at Zhao Kehan at this time, Yan Yu feels that the existence of this sub-personality may not be a bad thing......