Actually, I'm a person who can't even be sorry for myself.

I don't know how many of them were, anyway, if someone introduced them, I went, and if I didn't dislike them, I would dating, unless the other party said it was inappropriate, I rarely looked down on each other.

It's hard for me to remarry the so-called love at my age, so what if I thought it was love when I first got married? I don't want to spend too much time on this matter, just find someone who is honest, relies on some scores, is willing to marry me, does not dislike my second marriage, and has the ability to let our mother and daughter drink a bowl of porridge without starvation, without being stupid and lacking in heart. It also broke off my non-part thoughts.

Recently, it is quite suitable, surnamed Yang, a little thankful, there is a small factory on the edge of the city, the output value is not high, but it is enough to be well-off in this line of cities, 13 years older than me, a little shorter, of course, there is no culture, but the person is real, with a kind face. With him, he shouldn't treat us badly.

The other party is also very satisfied with me, and he doesn't care about my objective conditions, but only asked about my physiognomy, I said it, he laughed, and said that our two physiognomy and fate are compatible, and I still want him.

Lao Yang came to pick me up after work, at the gate of the company, his fat body was also leaning on the car door, holding a large bouquet of bright red roses, and greeting people with exaggerated smiles.

I went out, and when I saw him from afar, I laughed. When I walked up to him, I saw that a layer of sweat was oozing from his oily face, so I took out a tissue and handed it to him. I took the rose, he wiped his sweat, and then we got in the car, and then he took me out to eat, Lao Yang is very good at eating, where the taste is right, where the dish is authentic, he is clear, he is a senior foodie.

Once we went to eat barbecue, the waiter helped us with an extra plate of sheep guns and sheep kidneys, Lao Yang's face turned red when he saw it, and then he quickly glanced at me, he stopped the waiter's hand to put the plate down, saying that we didn't order it, we didn't want it.

The waiter smiled and said, "Brother, that's right, this is yours, and a gentleman over there ordered it for you."

We looked up and followed the direction of the waiter's finger, and we saw Zhang Ruolei, who was wearing disposable gloves on both hands, and was gnawing on something with all his strength, alone, with a large glass of draft beer in front of him, eating a mouth full of oil.

Seeing that we saw him, he put down the food and got up and walked towards us, Lao Yang stood up with a confused face, and I also stood up to help them introduce. I said that this is my boss, Mr. Zhang Ruolei.

Lao Yang shrank his fat belly, bowed his broad back, and said, "Hello, hello, look up for a long time", and stretched out his hand to hold the second generation of Zhang.

Zhang Ruolei also smiled all over his face, held Lao Yang's hand with one hand, and slapped Lao Yang's broad shoulder with the other hand, saying Brother! Oh no, Mr. Yang, old brother, I can't call you brother, you are older than me, this plum in our family, people are good everywhere, but the age is not good, you are in your thirties, thirty like a wolf and forty like a tiger, how old are you? It's almost fifty! You have to make up for this age, don't be embarrassed, come, buddy, eat this, make up for the form, what you can make up for what you eat, otherwise you know, you can't satisfy the words of a woman......

Lao Yang's face was flushed with embarrassment, I was so angry that my face was flushed, I wanted to turn my face with him, but suddenly I cried, what should I do to turn my face with others! Xiaoye is still holding my pigtails. Who wants to bow to reality? It's not all a last resort! Tears rolled down one by one, and the horn clicked and dripped on the plate of sheep guns.

Lao Yang was stunned, and Zhang Ruolei was also stunned.

Lao Yang came to his senses first, Lao Yang glanced at me again, and turned to Zhang Ruolei. He stopped smiling and replaced it with a serious face.

"Mr. Zhang, you have taken care of her for so long, you will leave her to me in the future, and I can afford to support them if I don't go to work."

After that, Lao Yang turned to me: "Meizi, this is the first time I have called you that." I think your boss has the right to call you that, so do I. In this way, we are not young, I know you may look down on me a little, but my surname Yang vows: I will be good to you in the future, I can give you a down-to-earth life, not flickering, not feet not touching the ground, not a mirage. What others dare not give you, I dare to give you. ”

He paused and let go of Zhang Ruolei's hand. At that moment, I swear, he was the most handsome man in the audience. Lao Yang bowed down in front of me, and he knelt down on one knee: "Meizi, marry me!" ”

I couldn't help but exclaim, I would definitely promise him, what reason should I not agree to him! I seem to see the life of my dreams, the home of my dreams: the first floor, with a sunken garden, where I can only chop melons and vegetables. I wasn't a very ambitious woman in the first place, and I was willing to live like that.

I stretched out my hand towards Lao Yang, but Zhang Ruolei dropped a stack of photos before me.

"Marry me, I've seen enough anyway."

Those pictures are mine and his, I am naked, he is naked, and his whole body is pressed against me.

Lao Yang's fat face began to tremble, he stood up, and hit Zhang Ruolei's angular face with a left hook, the second generation did not dodge, and was beaten to a stumbling point, Lao Yang pounced on it, and opened the bow left and right. Someone in the crowd began to scream, I thought Zhang Ruolei would fight back, after all, he was agile, but he was lying like that, he didn't move, he didn't fight back, and let the fat fist like Lao Yang's casserole raindrop on him.

"Old Yang, stop!"

I pounced.

Lao Yang raised his hand and pulled me away.

"Old Yang, stop. Stop. ”

But Lao Yang's eyes were red, he just didn't stop.

I had no choice but to pick up the beer bottle on the table I don't know which one, and when the bottle went down, I saw beautiful flowers blooming on the back of Lao Yang's head, red, and extremely bright in the light.

Lao Yang finally stopped, and his fat body staggered to his feet, blocking the large light above his head. Then he turned to face me, and he looked at me, looked at me, and smiled.

Blood was pouring down his head, blocking his view, had he really seen a woman until now? Lao Yang wiped a handful of his face with his hand, and another handful, someone called the police, someone called 120, and the scene was extremely chaotic.

Zhang Ruolei was lying on the ground, his face was better-looking, green and swollen, panting heavily, looking at me, looking at it, but laughing.

Two cars of 120 came, I helped Zhang Ruolei to walk towards one of them, Lao Yang sat lonely under the bright incandescent lamp of the barbecue restaurant, his eyes were empty and scattered, he never looked at me again, the doctor in the white coat helped him bandage, he was like a stone Buddha motionless at the mercy of others.

Before getting on Zhang Ruolei's ambulance, I tried to walk towards him little by little, and as soon as I took a step, Lao Yang waved his hand, and my tears flowed down my eyes, I pursed my lips and said, "Lao Yang!" ”

Lao Yang didn't look at me, his hand still standing upright in the air.

I choked. Shout him, "Old Yang!" ”

Lao Yang slammed his head down, his hands still standing firm in the air.

The doctor in the white coat turned his head and shouted inside, "Who are the family members?" ”

I looked at Lao Yang, then at Zhang Ruolei, and walked towards Zhang Ruolei's 120 ambulance. The car door closed, and I covered my face and cried so much that I couldn't help myself. The doctor said it wasn't a big deal, it was just some skin trauma. Zhang Ruolei stretched out his hand and put it on my sitting knee, I pulled it down, he covered it again, I pulled it down again, he covered it again. I gritted my teeth and shouted at him, "Get out!" ”

He grinned, and smiled beautifully, his teeth were still so white, and the corners of his mouth were pulled up first when he laughed, which was both literary and rogue.

Zhang Ruolei grabbed my hand into his palm and clenched it fiercely: "Do you feel sorry for your husband?" ”

I struggled, but I didn't break away, but he grabbed tighter. I strained again, and he bared his teeth and gasped.

"What's wrong?"

"It hurts."

"Where does it hurt?"

"Here."

He reached out and pointed to his chest.

The doctor had an embarrassed smile on his face, an ugly and ambiguous smile. I sniffed, his hand was in his hands, and I turned my head away, and the lights were shining outside the car window, and there were occasional pedestrians and cars in the empty streets.

Zhang Ruolei made a record in the hospital, and Lao Yang told the police that I must be held responsible, and he even went to the public security hospital to do a good evaluation. The police summoned me and asked me if I confessed, and I said yes.

I signed the transcript and put my handprint on it. The police said that the other party did not want money and did not accept the adjustment.

I looked up and asked, how many days do I need to be detained in this case?

The police said within 15 days.

I said, "Okay, I'll plead guilty." I take the responsibility that I should bear. "The police asked me if I needed to talk to someone who I knew each other, preferably a settlement.

I put my wrists inward against each other and reached out to the police, and I said, "No." ”

At this time, Zhang Ruolei came over with a lawyer like a pig's head, his face was still green, one eye was swollen and his throat was sealed, Lao Gao, and the skin was supported so brightly that it could be blown up.

Zhang Ruolei said to the police, I'll go talk to Lao Yang, you wait.

I stubbornly insisted, I didn't look at him, and I said, "No." ”

He touched my head and said, "Obedient." ”

Again, I insisted, "No. ”

He looked at me more stubbornly than I was, "You wait for me." ”

I sat up straight, my neck bowed, and didn't look at him

"No, you don't."

Zhang Ruolei suppressed the fire, "I won't let you in." ”

I sneered, "Have you forgotten?" It's not like I haven't been in it. ”

The lawyer didn't know where to put his eyes, Zhang Ruolei looked at me, staring at my eyes tightly, as if he wanted to melt me with his eyes. I turned around, and suddenly I felt that the air conditioning in this police station was very good, neither hot nor cold, just right.

That day, I waited for Zhang Ruolei in the police station all day, and at about 4 o'clock in the afternoon, someone came to pick me up, saying that the other party had agreed to settle and would come to sign the settlement letter tomorrow.

I asked the visitor for details, and the visitor couldn't tell me clearly. The next day, the lawyer accompanied me to sign the settlement letter, and Lao Yang's head was wrapped like a simplified mummy, and I wanted to apologize to him and say sorry to him. But Lao Yang didn't even pick at me, he finished signing. Only then did I realize that Lao Yang's characters were written beautifully, and they didn't match his people at all.

Am I missing out on a good man? People say that words are like their people, and a man who writes so manly and so atmospheric, his person should not be far behind.

Unfortunately, I lost him forever.

And is this loss worth it!