But life is like this, this is the truth. A lot of things, a lot of people, just don't ask whether it's worth it or not.

The atmosphere between me and the second generation became awkward, and the whole company knew about it. They are good at talking behind their backs, no matter how you forbid it, they don't talk openly and secretly, they don't talk about eye contact secretly, the two of them have a pair of eyes, and then smile knowingly, and it's not easy for others to say anything when they see it.

Zhang Ruolei came to work, and people became silent. Sometimes we met in the company, and he couldn't take his eyes off me. He's really sick, he won't think I'm serious with him, he won't really think I'm daydreaming, I really want to marry him.

Why does he want to be like that, like he has drawn a line with me and never got along?!

Afraid I'll hold him back? Afraid that I will ask him for fame or results?

It's ridiculous.

I also ignore him, I intersect in business, I can make phone calls, WeChat without face-to-face, and I can let others pass the word and no one will come to the door in person.

He never joked too much with me again, didn't grin at me again, showed a mouthful of small white teeth, and said, "You're murdering your own husband." ”

I didn't continue the blind date, and all of a sudden I was in a hurry. I think that at this time, I will go on a blind date and start with someone again, Zhang Ruolei should not have any more convulsions. But I don't know how, I just don't feel that kind of interest anymore.

Xiao Ye's rebate arrived on time, I took the rebate bill, looked at the numbers that seemed astronomical to me before, and smiled bitterly, I was a beggar holding a golden rice bowl and asking for food. I thought about returning the money to Xiao Ye, but Xiao Ye didn't follow it, saying that since you know it, and know that I am his person, you should also know that without Zhang Ruolei's explanation, how dare I make my own decisions?

Zhang Ruolei's methods are clear to her, he is a small capitalist, what is the essence of a capitalist? Eat people without spitting out bones!

Xiao Ye's charming eyes slipped back and forth, and her soft and boneless waist twisted around on the chair, afraid that she was going to be broken by herself.

She said, "I don't want to be the enemy of this little Zhang. Just rely on him to make some money, sleep when you're happy, I don't lose, and when the old lady earns enough, the old lady will find a good person to marry. ”

She said "too". I looked up at Xiao Ye. Xiao Ye was straight, such a smart woman, she almost immediately knew that she was gone, stretched out her white little hand to cover her small mouth, and "spitted" on the ground.

Her neck was white and long, and she stretched out towards me like a swan, muffling her voice.

"Sister, you and the second generation...... Did it work out in the end? What the hell is going on with you two? ”

I said: "If you don't take this money, no, I'll go directly to your boss, I won't believe him and won't accept it, I will see if you can stay in the unit at that time?" If you can't get it right, you will lose your wife and lose your soldiers. ”

Xiao Ye was stunned for a moment, then turned around again, and the small waist board was S-shaped and tightly attached to the back of the chair.

"Sister, I'm not afraid. There is Zhang Ruolei in charge of this. Besides, if the company gives kickbacks, our boss doesn't approve of my dare to act? ”

I rolled my eyelids and glared at her fiercely, Xiao Ye naughtily stuck out his tongue at me, picked up the coffee in front of me on the table and took another sip.

She stretched out her big white goose-like neck towards me again, in a very mysterious way.

"Sister, I heard that Zhang Ruolei slept with a tender model last night. It's only a teenager, tsk tsk, rich people really fucking play. I said that he would ignore him the few times I looked for him! Alas! Only newcomers laugh. ”

Yes, only newcomers laugh. In the past, I knew exactly who Zhang Ruolei slept with, where he slept with him, and what brand of condom he used.

I said, "Xiao Ye, you help my sister think of a way, my sister wants to leave." I'll return the money to you, I don't care how you arrange it, I don't want the money anyway, it's really not good, just let him sue, I'm going to jail. ”

Xiao Ye's eyes widened, looked at me in horror, and then smiled ambiguously, took the pair of big breasts to me, threw flattering eyes, and said, "Xiao Zhang is not reluctant!" ”

One day, Xiao Ye's reply and money appeared in my office again, Xiao Ye was wearing the latest season of a big-name professional suit, the cut, her waist and ass were outlined just right, and the two lumps of flesh on her chest trembled slightly, such a stunner, if I were a man, I might not be able to control my lower body.

I smiled at Xiao Ye, and Xiao Ye also grinned and said, "Sister, you are so!" ”

I gave her a blank look and made a breast-hitting gesture to her.

"Come out every day, come out to make waves, come out to make a commotion, how can a man stand this figure?"

"I hope Zhang Ruolei can't stand it the most!"

When I heard this, I lowered my eyebrows, and Xiaoye pursed my lips.

"Sister, don't make him look like your own old man, rich people are like that, these days, you listen to my sister, you can catch it, you can be happy, don't think about anything else. A person like him is destined to be the husband of a big guy from birth. Look at Wang Sicong. Who's who's husband, they're all temporary workers. Since that's the case, I want to open a little, the world is so big, who will I show it seriously?! ”

She sat down in the chair across from me, her chest trembling vividly. I smiled, looked at her 36D, and said, "Girl, are you called moving like a rabbit?" ”

Xiao Ye covered his mouth, smiled wildly, and said, "Sister, you are evil, you have more potential than sister." ”

Her chest rose and fell violently again, and her round shoulders wrapped in her clothes shrugged as if she had been dislocated. She rolled her face and placed the card on the table.

"Sister, he said, you take the money, and you can leave at any time."

I held the card and lowered my head, but my heart was in turmoil. Xiao Ye sat across from me, and stopped talking a few times, but finally gave up again.

"Sister, I've thought about it, let's go! You take the money, I don't know if Zhang Ruolei is good for anything else, but he is a gentleman in terms of money, and he spit out to you, so it is impossible to and sit back. ”

Xiao Ye leaned forward, and the little hands that could make countless men fascinated by the touch were really soft and boneless.

She smiled and sat up straight to meet me in the eye.

"Sister, you can go. We are all cheap, and we can't live ordinary lives anymore. You're different, you're forced to get involved. Take the child with you, far away from here. The farther away the better! Those of us who are all drunk today and drunk today, are all unscrupulous for fame and fortune, and we have no limit. Outsiders look at us as glamorous, but who of us doesn't have a slaughterhouse in our hearts? Don't have a big manure tank? ”

I didn't think that one day Xiao Ye would talk to me, my heart was hot, I didn't feel a little tearful, I sent her to the door, she turned around, hugged me gently, the corners of her eyes were slightly wet, I didn't expect it. When I looked closely, she leaned down and hugged me, patting me on the thin back of the shoulder with her hand.

"Sister, it's not easy for a woman. If you're gone, make yourself happy and take care. ”

I was also very sad in my heart, and I wanted to stop her and say a few more words, but she turned around and pushed the door and left.

A woman who lives so drunk and dreams and doesn't care about anything, a woman who is high-spirited and delicate in business, I used to think that there is nothing to make her sad except money, but it turns out that she is also sad.

I stood for a long time inside the large glass door of the company, watching her figure fade away before my eyes. Turning around, this huge hall was decorated decently and magnificently, for a moment, how many years have I been working here, for a moment, how many years have I known Zhang Ruolei.

That year, my ex-husband Huaihai split his legs, I committed suicide twice, and then I returned to the workplace, what career planning is nothing, making money, raising a son, supporting myself, and living, that used to be my biggest goal in life.

Ten years of personnel several new times.

Back in my office, I began to think carefully about the work at hand, handover, wrap-up, and resignation. Zhang Ruolei has also agreed verbally, and Xiao Ye has conveyed this meaning, but the resignation letter still has to be there, and everything is in order.

There are really no secrets in China. Soon the news that I am leaving will be known to everyone, and some people will laugh when they see me, and the smile will be fake, and ask me where I want to go in the future, and don't forget them when I am developed. Some people began to distance themselves from me, and in the eyes of these people, I no longer had the need to stammer and invest.

Naturally, rumors are indispensable, and if you don't listen to it, it turns out that the weather is cool and autumn. You can't control the crowd, but you can keep your ears from listening, and your heart from thinking.

People must live, and they cannot always live in the eyes and mouths of others.

I've grown up, and I'm so moved that I almost want to cry.

It was also like this that I found that I really had a lot of things, and I also found that there was a lot of work at hand, and I couldn't finish explaining and arranging. Sometimes I'm still busy after work, everyone outside is almost gone, and the empty and huge office area is the only one left in the office with the lights on.

I am a nostalgic person, I was divorced, I looked for a job, and then gradually got on the right track, and revisited the old place several times, back to the former residence with Huaihai, where my youth was buried, and I once thought that it was the best day of my life. Of course, the most unhappy happens there. I originally wanted to never touch the old scene again in my life, but whether I passed by again or deliberately, I saw it again, and it was not all hatred.

A few times, I was so busy that I passed by Zhang Ruolei's office on the way out, and saw that he was also alone, sometimes he was concentrating on something, sometimes the computer was on, he was smoking, and his legs were on the office board in front of him. I thought about saying goodbye to him, even if it was out of politeness. But another voice in my heart told me, why bother! Why bother! Do you really want to say goodbye to him so simply?

I think so, what's the point of finding a beautiful excuse!

Walking through the large uninhabited office area, the lights in his room were suddenly and lonely on. I thought of the Supreme Treasure in "Journey to the West", he said to Zixia to Zixia who had transformed into Sun Wukong, look at that person, it's so strange, look at his back, does it look like a dog?