I sighed and came out. I remembered that Xiao Ye once told me one thing in the past, she said that you don't always sigh, sighing will find you unlucky. So she never sighed. She persuaded herself to see everything, and later, she died an unknown death.

Thinking of Xiao Ye, I feel sad in my heart. His eyes filled with tears again.

I tried my best not to let them fall.

Gao Tiancheng and I stood side by side, two huge humanoid shadows cast onto the office floor.

"Actually--- "My throat tightened, choking slightly, "I was a very ordinary woman. I'm not like you, not like Zhang Ruolei, and not like Xiao Han. Most of the time, I'm just a bit of a silly person. I don't know why fate would make such an arrangement, maybe only this can bring out your intelligence, life needs to be compared. ”

I wiped my face, but the tears came unexpectedly, so I covered my face and whimpered loudly.

"I didn't want that!" I cried and said, "I want to live my own life, just firewood, rice, oil and salt, and follow Huaihai for a lifetime, he is outside my lord." I don't have any ambitions. Woowoo....... Who knows...... Who knows...... Actually, this is not the life I want at all. ”

I couldn't go on, Gao Tiancheng hugged me.

At that time, I may have begun to understand that in fact, no one lives the life they want to live.

Later, I saw a sentence that said that the so-called tourism is a person who goes from a place where he has stayed enough to a place where others have stayed enough.

I think life is similar to travel. We envy the lives of others and feel that everyone seems to be better off than ourselves, but this is not always the case. Many times, we are also the envy of others.

People live for a lifetime, and they are probably laughing at others and being laughed at by others.

Envy and envy others, and then be envied and envied by others.

That's why you say that life is complicated and complicated, and simple and simple.

At night, Gao Tiancheng said that Zuodong was going to invite everyone to dinner, and I saw Wan Qian looking at me, walked over, and asked her, are you still angry?

She pouted and muttered there that she would send me a red envelope.

I didn't laugh, neither did she, and I saw that there were tears in those eyes. The two held hands together, and everything was silent.

I know that she is also bitter in her heart, and she knows that I am also miserable in my heart.

What is a confidant? This is called a confidant.

Confidant and confidant, the other party even knows what is going on with you better than yourself.

It is a confidant.

Dinner at the city's famous clubhouse, decorated with gold and splendor. I don't really like this kind of extravagant scene, but the Chinese people are very enthusiastic about it. It is no wonder that the environment sometimes shows its weight in the eyes of the other party, and sometimes we are not paying for the environment or luxury, but we are just paying for our own affection and the importance of the other person.

So I exaggerated Tiancheng and said that he was bleeding profusely, which shows the weight of our hearts in him.

He smiled but didn't say a word, the dishes were huge, the dishes were huge and exquisite, and the taste was not necessarily so amazing. But tired

After a day, it is inevitable that I will be tired and hungry, but then again, it is because of the unfinished heart that I will inevitably have no appetite.

Everyone talked happily and didn't eat much. In the end, the remaining tables full of cups and plates were not messy, and there was a dish that few people even moved a few bites. I beckoned Wan Qian to pack and asked Ah Dong to tell the maid that there is no need to buy vegetables tomorrow morning, and we will eat overnight dishes.

Gao Tiancheng said that it was not healthy, and I was obsessed with my decision. But the waiter came up to help us pack, and he stood up to help people hold their pockets.

The group walked out, and suddenly saw Su Yuntian, a beautiful woman beside him. Originally, I thought that Su Yuntian suffered the pain of losing his daughter, and his wife was seriously ill and went away, and finally had an illegitimate child, and it was almost justified to have an illegitimate child, this outer room is really beautiful, which is a good thing, but this outer room is a person who is not easy in the room, and a green green hat almost covered him from beginning to end.

He's still shining!

We went out, they entered the door, Su Yuntian's facial expression was not in harmony, Gao Tiancheng was also well-trained, Gao took the lead in reaching out his hand, the two deliberately made a noise, Su even came up with another hand, patted Gao Tiancheng's shoulder, and invited him to continue to sit for a while, saying that he had something to talk to him.

Gao Tiancheng politely refused.

Su Yuntian was exhaustive, looked at me and laughed, making fun of Gao Tiancheng for finally becoming a proper son-in-law in the Northeast, and now he has become a wife slave, and he slapped his head with a gesture, saying that he had just asked the wrong person for leave.

The two sides said goodbye decently. Only then did I know that Xiao Han had been laying out for so long, and his ambition might not be in Su Yuntian at all, and Su Yuntian's attitude towards Xiao Han didn't matter.

This reminds me of a saying that people who don't have money think of life as a battlefield, while people who have money think of life as a playground.

They play in it, like in an American blockbuster movie I once watched, where rich people make the rules of the game, and they watch people who don't have money fight their opponents for money, and they duel with their own humanity, and they get pleasure from it.

In a word, seriously, you lose!

"Zhang Ruolei only has so much of Su's shares in his hands, what's the point of Xiao Han coming? If she really gets Su Yuntian done, won't the entire Su clan be her world in the future? ”

Ah Dong pressed the car lock, and several mermaids got into the car. Gao Tiancheng sat in the back seat with me.

"You don't want to be her?" Gao Tiancheng thought, "You have to be careful when you go in and out, although this person is a woman, she has always been ruthless and can do anything." We ruined her good deeds, and she didn't have to think about dealing with me, I was afraid that she would secretly poison you. ”

I fastened my seatbelt and nodded. But we all know that this fact is hard to prevent. After all, if you are not afraid of thieves stealing, you are afraid of thieves.

"Ah Dong," I asked Ah Dong, "have you found out, where are they staying now?" ”

I looked out the window, and walked freely outside the window at night. Suddenly, I remembered a certain year of the New Year, the old New Year in the north, commonly known as the New Year, before the New Year, to sprinkle and sweep, clean up the house, buy New Year's goods, set off fireworks, one year for the New Year, Huaihai asked me to help him buy underwear, he wanted a special brand, cold days, I turned a lot of buses to find shopping malls

, look for the brand he wanted. Freeze yourself into a dog.

In this life, I have worked hard to be a good wife for him.

But the other party didn't buy it.

Now, is he working as hard as I do to be a good husband and lover, and pray that God will give him a good result.

After all, this person, I will never care anymore.

He was so far away from my life, so far away that I used to forget who I was and how I was supposed to be myself.

is still the same sentence, a woman who doesn't love herself, you don't expect a man to love you like a jewel.

Everything is fake, only oneself is true.

Thinking of this past, I couldn't help but sigh. But after sighing, I thought, what are I doing now? Is it fate that has already arranged the script for me, and I just acted according to it, or is it actually that everything is to blame, there is no way for good and evil, and only others invite themselves?

I do not know.

Gao Tiancheng's hand covered the back of my hand, giving me a moment of comfort and warmth.

People are sometimes too greedy, and it would be nice to have someone give you a moment of warmth and comfort, and you don't ask for anything to last forever, because the person who gives you can't live forever.

People want to be themselves when they come, and they forget who they are when they live.

Most of the time, we don't live the way we want to be, and we don't quite live the way others want us to be. We are nondescript beings, but we think that fate is not too unfair to us.

There were not many cars at this time, and it didn't take long to arrive outside the gate of Wan Qian's community. Wan Qian said goodbye to me, I looked back mechanically, the night wind lifted Wan Qian's long hair, and I remembered the first time I saw her in pajamas with the Ultraman icon, her hair wet on her shoulders. I smiled and said goodbye to her, and when the car door closed, the car was started again, and under the dark street lights, Wan Qian's thin back disappeared at the entrance of the community.

And a few of us reached an agreement in the car that we would only sleep tonight and not discuss state affairs, family affairs, and world affairs. Please talk about it early tomorrow. Anyway, the troubles of life are endless, so it's better to live as a car.

A good night's sleep, we also talked a few words of gossip, the two of them were wearing pajamas, full of old husbands and wives, we talked about Adong and Wan Qian, talked about Wan Huan, and after talking, we only avoided talking about Xiao Han and Zhang Ruolei. I realized that it was a minefield between the two of us, and when I got tired of talking, we crossed our fingers and shook hands.

When we woke up the next morning, the two hands were still tangled and tied together, as if they could be in the middle of nowhere.

Xiao and Zhang have not yet finished their business, and I heard that Mrs. Su has returned to China. It was a big surprise to me, and she was able to walk and was mostly back to normal with the help of a small wheelchair.

That Mr. Kang personally sent her back to China, maybe Su Yuntian seemed to feel that his wife was still old. married as husband and wife, love is not doubtful. They fought, Mrs. Su did everything to get him and keep him, she betrayed and even killed people in the world, but she was loyal to Su Yuntian.

Su Yuntian welcomed the old man home with flowers in his hand, of course, waiting for her at home

has the home she used to have, and there is another stranger who has always made her linger----- the illegitimate son of Su Yuntian and Xiao Han.

The child was no longer young, he was already an adult. It is said that the personality is a bit withdrawn, not very talkative, often gloomy facial expression, and rarely smiling on the face. He is not like her mom and his personality is not like his dad. This gave Su Yuntian quite a headache, but he also knew his experience and heart for so many years. I had to wait silently, hoping that it would get better in time.

I heard that the child did not have a special impression of his biological mother, but was a Buddhist teenager. As soon as the paternity test came out, Su Yuntian asked him if he wanted to follow his father or his mother. He replied indifferently: Yes.

"Oh?"

Su Yuntian was more puzzled than satisfied with this answer.

"I've been alone since I was a kid."

When Su Yuntian heard this, his heart ached, and he felt that everything could be forgiven.

As people get older, everyone and everything is easier to understand and forgive.

He felt quite empathetic, and heard that he had promised Mrs. Su something for this. These details are unknown to outsiders. But after returning, it is true that the relationship between Mrs. Su and Su Yuntian has gradually eased.

He has played openly and secretly all his life, he has slept with countless young girls, he has vented his male hormones in them, and he has never been obsessed with his wife. A thousand sails have passed, and he may finally try to get ashore.

From this point of view, he and Mrs. Su should be grateful to Xiao Han.

Like, in a sense, I should also thank Xiao Han.

Of course, these are all afterwords.

Mr. Kang's visit was quite unexpected to me. I was busy in the company that day, and the secretary said that someone was visiting, and I asked whom? She said her surname was Kang.

(End of chapter)