Chapter 233: Ego
"How?"
Gao Tiancheng deliberately sold Guanzi, poured himself a glass of red wine, and took a sip. Ah Dong was also smiling on the side.
I thought hard to no avail, so I went to the low level to seek advice from Gao Tiancheng.
Gao Tiancheng grinned, "Have you ever watched the palace fighting drama?" He asked me, leaving a little wine stain on his lips, "What will the emperor do if the emperor's concubine is in love with the guard with a knife?" ”
"Break into the cold palace!"
I say.
"But Xiao Han has a child!"
Gao Tiancheng laughed.
"Oh!" It dawned on me. "Leave the child and drive Xiao Han away!"
"At that time, Xiao Han will be attacked on his back."
Ah Dong got up, and I asked, "Ah Dong, what are you going to do?" ”
Ah Dong didn't speak, took a thin black coat in his hand and went out.
"What did he do?" I asked.
Gao Tiancheng picked up the goblet, and the wine in it was amber and crystal clear. Gao Tiancheng raised his neck and drank it all.
"If he doesn't know what to do when we talk about it, that's ------."
"You mean -----"
Gao Tiancheng nodded.
Within a few days, rumors about Xiao Han and Huaihai were flying all over the sky.
Rumors stop at the wise, but it's a pity that there are few wise people in this world, not to mention that it is not about oneself to hang high, once it is about oneself, it is strange that the parties are not chaotic!
I don't know what means Adong used, within a few days, this matter turned out to be full of storms in the city, not only a few big families in the city knew, and it was a joke for a while, but also many ordinary people also knew the details, and they also pointed and poked after tea and dinner. How can the face of the person concerned in this kind of thing be hanged.
Su Yuntian couldn't hold it first, Huaihai was dismissed from the Su family, and then Xiao Han. It is said that on the other side, Su Yuntian was talking about what paternity test he wanted to do with Xiao Han's son, and on the other side, he released a rumor, saying that he wanted to bring Mrs. Su back from abroad.
Xiao Han didn't expect things to take such a sharp turn, presumably she was miserable for a while, so she had to disappear temporarily, and even Gao Tiancheng didn't know the whereabouts of her and Huaihai, let alone Zhang Ruolei.
I was a little anxious, watching the victory in sight, and I was absent-minded in the company, and the people sent out were not heard from for a long time. It was as if everything had suddenly come to a standstill, and those people had disappeared into thin air.
"I have an ominous premonition." I said to Wan Qian uneasily.
Wan Qian glanced at me and said that since I knew you, you have never had a premonition. Can you tell us more?
I didn't have the spirit to talk to her, and a piece of paper was poked and poked by me. There are several people's names scribbled on it: Zhang Ruolei, Xiao Han, Huaihai.
Where can these people go? That Zhang Ruolei is said to be still delirious, and they have a lot of inconveniences in moving with an idiot. The most important thing is whether they will jump over the wall in a hurry, and simply directly disadvantage Zhang Ruolei?
Gao Tiancheng said that it is unlikely, with Xiao Han's personality, all the goals are directed, she is not informal, and she will do everything to achieve it, she has been laying out her goal for so long, how can it be
Because of the slightest setback, it is good to give up.
"She must have a trick up her sleeve." Gao Tiancheng made up his mind.
Ah Dong knocked on the door and came in, and several people sitting around the sofa stared at the person with their eyes.
"Adong." Gao Tiancheng shouted. "Any news?"
Everyone held their breath, Wan Qian handed over a cup of tea, and Ah Dong took it and drank it. Wan Qian took out two more tissues and handed them over, Ah Dong took them without looking at them, wiped his sweat, and then sat down.
Several people surrounded him.
"There's news." Ah Dong said, and everyone breathed a sigh of relief.
"She wants to marry Zhang Ruolei."
I stood up suddenly.
"She wants to marry Zhang Ruolei?" My chest heaved and I thought it was unbelievable.
"Is she crazy? What's more, Zhang Ruolei is in this situation now! ”
Ah Dong glanced at me, "It's because this is the case that he won't vote against it." ”
I spun around a few times, and Wan Qian said to me afterwards that my eyes were full of tears, and I almost cried. Trembling with anger. Wan Qian turned her head to look at Gao Tiancheng again, and saw that his face was strange, so she reminded him carefully. But my mind is full of Zhang Ruolei, how can I bother with her? When she touched me, it added to my anxious mood, and I couldn't help but vent all my anger on her.
"What are you touching me for? What can't be said in the open? ”
Wan Qian's expression was shocked, her face turned red, and she opened her mouth, but she swallowed all the words silently. She looked at me aggrievedly, and then glanced at Ah Dong, and her eyes gradually turned red.
"What are you crying about? Haven't I cried yet? No matter how bad your life is, do you have my bad heart? I can't say two words, and now I don't know if you're the boss or I'm the boss. I have to look at your face all day long, and I have to coax you. What do you think I am? Love to do it, don't love to dry and pull down. ”
I broke down and cried, and turned around, I didn't want to cry in front of everyone.
Gao Tiancheng waved his hand, and Wan Qian and Ah Dong rushed out.
"You go out too!"
I shouted. Leaving only my back to him, I could feel my own back, uncontrollable trembling, tears kept flowing down my face, soon blurred my eyes, I tried my best to control, but my body was extremely honest, desperately fighting against my efforts, all struggling in the face of emotions defeated.
"Get out!" I almost roared.
There was silence behind him, and after a while, Gao Tiancheng's footsteps extended to the door, and the door was gently opened, followed by the sound of the door closing. The moment the door was shut, I couldn't help but take a deep breath, fill my chest, and spit out. I crouched in front of the window, clutching my knees, not understanding where I was getting so much sadness. Like a bottomless ocean, I felt suffocated, as if I was about to be submerged in it.
Tears were no longer uncontrollable, running down their faces, and the defeated guerrillas were scattered and undisciplined. There was no one in the room but me now, no one would hand me a tissue, and I wiped my snot and tears on my clothes.
This kind of self really disgusts me.
I don't know how long I cried, but the crying gradually stopped. I stood up because the squat was too long, small
My legs seemed to be pricked by countless fine needles, and I couldn't help but stumble, expecting to fall, but I was unexpectedly supported by someone, and I turned back in astonishment.
"Gao Tiancheng? You're not -------."
I looked back and saw that his shoes were neatly arranged by the door, and the door was closed, like a friend who could keep secrets best.
He handed over a tissue, "Wipe it well." ”
I took it without a word. "Just -------"
Gao Tiancheng smiled generously, I lifted my feet, and found that my feet were still numb, he carried me to the sofa and sat down, squatted down, and gently rubbed my calves.
"No, no, no." I'm a little embarrassed.
He pulled my hand away, and the hand that lay on my calf was moderately strong, flexible, powerful, and warm. I joined in, and soon the blood in the calves was unobstructed so that they could quickly resume their functions.
"You can't do that." Gao Tiancheng came to such a sentence inexplicably. But I saw that he looked serious, and I think I knew what he was saying.
"Wan Qian is loyal to you. Of course------" He reached out to stop what I was going to say next, and sat down across from me, his hands crossed, his elbows resting on his knees.
"I know what you're going to say. She's a subordinate, and of course you have the right to lose your temper------ if she doesn't do it well. On top of that, if you lose your temper, you'll end up with an emotional label. No one likes to be around emotional people. What's more, you're in charge of such a big company. You've read the books, and you know that one of the most important qualities of a leader is that he doesn't feel like heels. ”
He looked at me earnestly. That look was so serious that I decided to swallow all the rebuttals or explanations back into my stomach and process them again. So when I blurted them out, they became like this.
"Yes. I just ------"
"No, no, no." Gao Tiancheng waved his hand anxiously. There was an honest light in his black eyes. "I'm not reproaching you, nor am I teaching you to be human. I'm just -----" He tilted his head, pondering the wording. "Just hope you're doing! You are able to face the world independently and at ease. What do you think? This is a skill, first of all, not everyone has the courage to face the bleak life. Yes, in fact, everyone's life is bleak. It's just that some people face it head-on, some people evade it, some people avoid the important and take it lightly, and some people even deceive themselves. We all have troubles, we all have bad moods, and we all face frustration. Actually, these ------"
Gao Tiancheng spread out his two hands. "It's not a problem. Everybody encounters it, and it's just a matter of seriousness. If you really think that some people are in the spring from birth to death. Then you are wrong. However, it is very unfortunate that there are many people who have the perception that they are the worst in the world, and that everyone, even the ants on the ground, live more freely than them. Actually-----" Gao Tiancheng pouted very chicly. "No----- that's a misconception."
He looked up at me, and there were deep forehead lines on his forehead, one by one lying on his forehead like earthworms.
I pursed my lips,
Nod your head gently to show your approval of him.
He, the teacher, was so confused that he thought I had taken it all, so he smiled with satisfaction and relief. It's been common to see him laughing lately, he's got a poker face, and he's really happy and angry, and honestly, I really admire that.
Xiao Han is too, but Xiao Han's heat is finally worse. Xiao Han is the kind of exposed woman who is frustrated, you may not be able to see the despair on my face, but when you are proud, you will definitely be able to see the smugness on her face.
"It's over! Where did I go? He suddenly slapped the door of the head, and I was relieved, and the two of them looked at each other, and they both burst out laughing.
After laughing at me, I never said anything to him, maybe what happened today was too sudden. Or maybe I really don't have too many people to talk to.
I said to him, "You're right, I should keep my emotions in check. I once heard a saying that it is instinct to let out a temper, and it is called ability to suppress a temper. Sometimes we don't quite recognize ourselves, we don't understand ourselves very well. Do you know? I believe in Buddhism, but I only believe in the surface. There is a Buddhist term called self-grasping. We are all right to cling to ourselves. It's pretty scary. Therefore, if there is a slight difference in the outside world, our mind will not be at peace, and emotions will arise. What are emotions? It is helplessness to the outside world, but also annoyance and anger against the outside world, and even more hatred of everything in the outside world. Everything goes well is not life, I know. But the partial life can't see through and can't let go, and the body and mind are always in this maze, and they can't get out. ”
I stood up and walked slowly to the window. I like the floor-to-ceiling windows, the view of the floor-to-ceiling windows is excellent, sometimes I am depressed in this office, there is something I can't think of, I will go to the floor-to-ceiling windows by myself, stand quietly for a while, watch the people coming and going outside, watch the traffic flow non-stop, look at the sky high and the clouds are light, and watch the birds flying in the sky. Sometimes looking at it, people's hearts are relieved and relieved. But in fact, I know very well that relief is never true, I always advise myself to forget it, step by step to compromise, but sometimes there is no way back. What do I do when I can't get back?
(End of chapter)