So by the time he found out later, it was too late.

At that time, I didn't know if it was disappointment in him or for myself...... There was no unusual kind of ...... found in him Kick oneself.

So at that time, no matter what kind of excessive things he did to himself, she didn't stop him, and even sometimes cooperated with him.

Of course, he will also prevent him from mutilating living beings, probably because of this, so he took revenge on himself for all his cruel side.

At that time, her body was almost covered with bruises, and there was no good place, but even so, he still had no intention of stopping.

Maybe I was used to this kind of torture for a while, and I still felt some pain at the beginning, but then I was numb.

Later, I was a little skeptical, doubting whether it was right or wrong for me to follow him in the next life for the sake of his affection in that life.

Sometimes the two people who are separated in the end, perhaps, they don't love each other anymore, but they can't give each other the life they want.

It should be believed that they may still love each other. It's just that one doesn't know how to love, and the other wants to love but can't do anything.

You can't tell the reason for really loving someone, you just know that no matter when and where, whether you are in a good mood or not, you want this person to be with you.

The real relationship is that the two can stay together in the most difficult situation, and true love is not the same happiness, but the same suffering.

After all, feelings are giving, not just wanting to get. It's good to share weal and giving, but how many people can do it?

There is no right or wrong in the world of love, only love and unlove. But the world of love is too complicated because the people have given it so many things.

Fame, Lust...... All kinds of negative things are forcefully stuffed into the world of love, making this otherwise clean and pure world filthy.

No one can say it's right or wrong, because no one is qualified to judge, not even God.

In this way, day by day, day by day, his torture of me made me completely break the slightest trace of his relationship in his previous life that was about to break.

So although I left his side on the day my feelings for him disappeared, it was not that I was unable to escape, but because I couldn't let go of her, I was reluctant to leave.

However, once this reluctance is gone, I can turn around in style and let it all pass.

There is no trace in the dream, a few times the first lovesickness, the tears are priceless. It is difficult to hope for each other, and people are sad at the end of the world.

We met at the wrong time, but we didn't meet the right you, so we are destined to have regrets that we can't stay together.

Our acquaintance is destined to care for each other in this life, our acquaintance is destined to be constantly attached to this life, and our love is destined to be lovesick in this life.

But it all just happened ...... Before those things......

Since then, I thought that I had really achieved no desire, after all, that person had disappeared from my memory, even if it was his reincarnation, he would not be able to spoil me and love me like he did before, so I couldn't continue to lie to myself.

I thought this was the end for me and him, but then something happened that made me ......

I really regret it, I regret leaving his reincarnation......

After leaving him, I came to my small space, which can also be said to be my protective layer.

I thought my heart wouldn't hurt anymore, I thought my heart wouldn't ripple again, I thought I could be truly calm if I saw him again......

But all this is just what I thought, I thought, when I really encountered it, it was no longer what I thought I thought......

That day, I just felt that my heart hurt, it was really, very, very painful, even when I was reborn in Nirvana, I never felt so painful.

I almost forgot this pain, I experienced this pain once, it was when he, when the one who loved me left, I used to be so painful......

What is the reason for this time? Is it because of him? But don't I have no feelings for him anymore? Haven't my feelings for him been drained? Why is this still the case?

This situation made me feel a little scared, there was something important that seemed to be lost from my life, and if I didn't go, I might never find it again, so I followed my heart and went to visit him.

That time, I saw him, but ...... I'd rather not see him......

At that time, he was already gray-haired and on the verge of death, and he was really very, very, very ugly, compared to him last time, he was really uglier.

That time, I was a little afraid to step forward, I could feel my body trembling, even my heart trembling.

I asked him in a trembling voice.

"Why, why did you become like this?"

Normal death doesn't turn out like this, and the way he is now is really like making a deal with someone else.

And I happen to know about this kind of deal, but I'd rather not know about it.

The man smiled at me, like a child.

He said in his old voice: "I didn't expect you to come back in the end, but ah, I still lost, but it's good to be able to see you before I die, and in the future, you must live well without me, you must be happy every day, happy, you can rest assured, I will watch you in heaven in the future......"

I know that if he dies this time, he is really dead, there is no afterlife, and his soul will also disappear in the Six Realms, and it is impossible for him to have another life, let alone be in it

Heaven is watching me......

I know, I know, he must have made a deal with that guy...... And I probably guessed the content of the transaction.

That is, he wants to be reincarnated with his memory, and he wants to accompany him forever...... Stay with me...... He was really scared that I was alone, so he didn't want to have his memory erased.

But how could that iron-faced and selfless cold-faced Hades agree, unless...... There is a profit to be gained, or is it ...... Trade.

He didn't have anything, so he could only have made a deal with that person.

"You made a deal with him, didn't you?"

I didn't know how my voice trembled, and I couldn't hear what I was saying.

He smiled softly at me: "None of this matters, let's not waste time on other things, let me take a good look at you in the last days......"

He obviously didn't want me to know what the hell he had done with that person.

Until the time he finally left, I didn't get the answer I wanted to know from his mouth.

However, I looked at the little bit of starlight in my hand...... There was a hint of firmness in his eyes, since he did this, then he must still have a way.

So, I broke through the checkpoints laid by that person, because that person had a rule that if I wanted to meet him, I had to pass all the checkpoints he laid down.

And these levels he laid are all life-or-death, and he wants to break through all the levels...... It's really difficult.

But for a person bent on death, it's nothing.

Maybe God saw that the two of us were really pitiful, so he gave us a little favor, let me pass all the levels, and left the last bit of strength to come to that person.

The man told me as he wished, and the deal between them—he wanted to be with me for the rest of his life, with his memories all his life.

And the problem he gave him was - he wanted to know, if a person was very cruel to the person who loved him, would that person continue to love him?

That fool, of course, chose ...... Believe, because he believes in himself, no matter how cruel she is to himself, he will still love her.

So there was a series of things that happened after that, but unfortunately he guessed wrong, so, as a price, he would disappear into the Six Realms.

"You must have a way to save him, right? Don't tell me there's no way, since you made this matter, then you will definitely have a way to solve it? ”

It's her fault, it's that she's not firm enough, it's that she doesn't trust him enough, that he loves her heart and won't waver with his reincarnation...... It's all her fault......

But these mistakes do not make him pay, but she should be the culprit to pay.

"Are you really thinking about going to save him? Maybe it will cost you your life

This? Are you going to save him? ”

"Save, my life is already redundant, and after living for so many years, I have already lived enough, and now it is very worthwhile to be able to replace him and be reborn."

"But have you ever wondered if he will remember everything about you and him, and whether he will do anything when he knows the truth of the matter? It is said that the person who stays is miserable, don't you feel sorry for him? ”

What I was asked ...... Her heart hurts, he was right, the one who was left behind was the most painful, but if she watched him disappear into the Six Realms, she really couldn't do it.

"But I can't help it, I can't watch him disappear in front of me and do nothing, if he was really an ungrateful scumbag, I might not do this for him, but he is not......"

Watching your lover disappear in front of your eyes and doing nothing, is that still a lover?

If you can watch your lover disappear in front of your eyes and be able to do it without being sad or sad, is it still a lover?

(End of chapter)