"But her son will be the heir of the Su family in the future, that is to say, if her wishful thinking can really be played, then the entire Su family will be in full view, and all of it will be hers."

The final focus of the discussion was on Zhang Ruolei's current mental state and the real purpose of his forced comeback.

"I insisted that I had to meet him alone, so we could make a judgment. If he really ......" the rest of the words were omitted in my throat. "Then I'll let it go, and I'll be willing. In fact, at first, I was afraid that Xiao Han or Mrs. Su would not be good for him. Since the situation has changed, I will not be too obsessed. ”

"Good!" Adong clapped his palms and stood up. "I'll figure it out."

That night, I couldn't sleep, and Gao Tiancheng went and returned, holding a bottle of wine in his hand.

"Send them away." He grinned toothily at me.

I opened the door and let him in, closing the door and asking him, "How?" Why don't you go back and get some rest early? It's forgivable that I can't sleep, what about you? There's no reason why you can't sleep. ”

"How come I don't have a reason?"

I could hear a muffled thud, the cork was opened, and I went to the kitchen to get the utensils for the wine.

He sat down, and the wine was moved from the bottle to an open red wine vessel.

"If Xiao Han succeeds, then my plan to swallow the Zhang and Su families will have to be put on hold. Such a big piece of fat, do you think I can sleep? ”

"That's just as well." I held two goblets, and they shone brightly and softly in the light.

"Do you need to wake up for a while?"

"Whatever the guest wants."

I picked up the bottle and studied the label.

"I don't understand this, I drink just to get drunk. Don't wake up. ”

"Okay." He gripped the neck of the bottle, and the amber liquid was poured directly into the glass. The two lifted and gently bumped into each other.

"!"

"!"

Drink it all to each other.

Gao Tiancheng held the bottleneck again, and I saw the blood-colored liquid flowing down the goblet, and the two of them raised it again, gently colliding with each other.

"!"

"!"

I put the cup down.

"You know what? My first marriage. ”

"I've heard a little." The wine was in the glass again, and we raised it, and the lips were stained with wine when we were done, but neither he nor I paid any attention to it.

"At that time, I was with Huaihai-------- and now Xiao Han's follower, I originally thought that I would be with him for the rest of my life, I don't even know when he changed his heart, I don't know where I didn't do well enough."

"It's done."

Gao Tiancheng said. I raised my glass, only to hear a grunt in my throat.

It's fucking cool!

The glass was filled again, and I picked it up, squinting my eyes to study the liquid, which rippled slightly with the movement of my hand, and I spoke into it.

"I -----" I tilted my neck, and the cup bottomed out again.

"I can change it." I let out a sigh of relief, and the glass was placed heavily on the coffee table, and the bottom of the glass collided with the top of the coffee table, making a crisp sound.

"I can really change it. But

He wouldn't give me a chance. I still don't know where I'm not doing well enough. You know? Gao Tiancheng, the saddest thing for a woman is to live like me. Xiao Han, I also blamed her, pour wine! ”

Gao Tiancheng filled my wine glass again, and I took it up and drank it all.

"Later, I finally understood that in fact, even if there is no Xiao Han, there will be Wang Han, Li Han, and Zhao Han. He doesn't love me anymore, it's not a big deal at all, but I just can't get out. I don't know who to hate, I know it's not worth it for a man who has never taken me seriously, but I just like to pour wine ------- me. ”

I commanded.

Gao Tiancheng didn't speak, but silently carried out my orders.

"There's no right or wrong in love, huh?" I asked suddenly, but I wasn't quite sure what I wanted to say to him.

"Is there love?" I asked him as I adjusted my sitting.

If there really is, then the greatest sorrow of a woman is to live in the evaluation of the other party. Do you know that being abandoned is not a big deal, and breaking up, divorce, and cheating are not a big deal. It's not a big disaster, but do you know what the biggest disaster is? ”

I leaned close to Gao Tiancheng's face and asked him, and he looked at me and shook his head slightly.

"Self-denial." I took the wine jar and saw that there wasn't much wine in it. I stood up and ran into the kitchen, "I still have." I smiled excitedly at him and raised an eyebrow, "I still have it!" I shook the two bottles at him. My inventory was originally intended to be used to celebrate Zhang Ruolei on the first day he came back. ”

I sat down and took the corkscrew, but the oak cork that had been drilled for a long time did not move, and I was so angry that my whole face turned red. Gao Tiancheng silently took the wine bottle and the corkscrew together, and I only heard a "bang". I can smell the wine.

"It's good wine, too!" I hugged the bottle, "I don't understand, but I know that you get what you pay for, and I bought it at a high price." "The wine is in the glass, and it makes a wonderful and beautiful sound.

The two of them raised their glasses, but he didn't persuade me to drink two less.

"By the way, where did you just go?" I asked him with an empty cup.

"Self-denial." Gao Tiancheng replied briefly.

"Yes, self-denial. People are suddenly not confident, they are at a loss, and they don't know what to do. ------"I stared into the void, and I don't know how to describe the feeling."

"It's like ------" I searched my stomach but couldn't find a proper adjective.

"It's like------ I sat upright, not looking at him, my eyes landing on a spot across from the coffee table. "It's like I'm really a scumbag that no one wants. And then what are you afraid of, scared, afraid of? I tilted my head, as if I was thinking deeply. It's just that I'm afraid that others and people all over the world will know that your value is worthless, and it's the most promiscuous woman in the world, you strip naked, post it upside down, beg others, and people don't want you. It's so cheap that you can't even sell it! ”

I lowered my head and told myself I couldn't cry

, cry and lose.

Gao Tiancheng took the wine glass in my hand, and the sound of wine entering the glass penetrated into my ears, and he touched my hand with the glass until I held the glass. He said, "Come, drink." ”

I looked up, and we both drank it down.

"Don't you think I'm a failure?"

I looked up and asked him when I calmed down.

"How do you think so?"

"You know how I could think that." I staggered to my feet, the wine was a little up, and halfway through I gave up and sat back in my place.

"One is like this, two are like this, I think I am especially like a fool, it is the joke of the whole city, I have lived for so long, and suddenly I find that I -------" I felt a little pain in my head, and there seemed to be something surging outward in my heart, I held the cup in my hand, and raised my eyes to look at Gao Tiancheng.

"I want to slam this glass on the opposite wall." I lowered my eyelids, "but I sadly found that this was an even more foolish idea." A woman who has made such a mess of her life, and you say, "I look up at him," what right does she have to embarrass a cup? Or the walls of your own home? And then go and clean up? Piercing your own hand for this? ”

"Look at me, I can always make my life worse."

Gao Tiancheng smiled, "You didn't smash the cup on the opposite wall now. He sat down a little, took the glass from my hand, and filled it with liquor.

He raised his glass at me, "That's progress." Cheers to your progress. Remember what I told you? Don't let emotions dominate you, when you can become the master of emotions, your life will win half of it. Now that you've won a quarter, you didn't smash the cup against the opposite wall. That's a lot of progress. Because you finally find out that anger doesn't solve the problem. ”

"Anger doesn't solve the problem." I repeated this sentence unconsciously, as if my brain couldn't react for a while.

"Yes. A person who doesn't express his anger without excesses, and you say you've failed? ”

He smiled and filled the two empty glasses in front of him.

"Come, drink."

As if hypnotized, I passively raised my glass.

"When some pain can no longer make you feel pain, it can't make you feel that you have been hurt a lot, then it is no longer an injury. Today I feel like you're finally showing signs of healing. ”

"Signs of healing?"

He leaned back on the couch and put his side face at me, didn't he know how charming his side face was? This guy, especially on such an ambiguous night, and a lonely middle-aged woman who is facing a psychological breakdown.

"It's my pleasure to make you happy." He said. "Of course, I'm not talking about purely sensual things, I'm more concerned with my own woman's heart, which is completely mine and of course her own, from the inside out, from body to mind. In that case, I would feel like I was in a relationship with a normal person, two separate individuals uniting. Instead of ------- "he shrugged" a pile of carrion,

Or a mutilated and dark soul. ”

He put down the cup and took it from my hand as well.

"You are who you are." He looked me in the eye, and his handsome, angular face was approaching me little by little. He lifted his lips and touched mine. "It's not Huaihai's, nor is it Zhang Ruolei's."

The four lips fused together.

Waking up in the morning is inevitably embarrassing.

He hugged me naked from the quilt, his skin warm to each other, silently conveying an inexplicable message. Last night, scene after scene quickly returned to its place, flashing in my mind like a movie film, I was a little embarrassed, but pushing him away seemed a little hypocritical, and someone called in when I was in a dilemma.

I stretched out my arm and picked it up to take a look.

"Adong." I say.

"Adong," I sat up with my upper body tightened, and Gao Tiancheng lay back beside me with his eyes closed.

Ah Dong was concise and to the point, only said the time and place, let me not go alone, he said let me tell Mr. Gao, it is better for the two of us to go together, because it is a relatively formal occasion, let us also appear as husband and wife, so that if the situation really changes, it is easy to deal with it.

I think he has a point, but I really mind what he said, 'Please tell Mr. Gao', how would he know that he was with me? Before the phone could be left on my face, my face burned into a large piece, and Gao Tiancheng lay beside me and looked at me with his eyes open and smiling.

"Please, I didn't go back last night, and he knows I don't have a problem sleeping in the willows. Where else can I go but with you. ”

I ignored him, took out his pajamas from the quilt and put them on, and then went to the living room to pick up his clothes one by one, and threw them into the house one by one, and he was still lying under the covers.

"Look, tsk, yesterday's scene was really intense."

I scolded him for talking too much, but he suddenly lifted the quilt and jumped in front of me, I just opened the curtain in the living room, what kind of system did he become, my heart skipped a beat, and I hurriedly scolded and threw myself in front of the window to remedy.

(End of chapter)