"I understand, like me. I am, I chose to marry Huaihai at the beginning, and then I chose to marry Zhang Ruolei, which is destined for my current life. If my life wasn't mixed with these two men, maybe I would live an ordinary life now, firewood, rice, oil and salt, my children would be angry with me when they went to school, they would hurt me, my husband and I would quarrel, and I would be reconciled. There may be no love between us, but it will slowly evolve into family affection, and we may not want to continue to live together, but we will definitely grow old together. But now ......"

I'm also throwing out my hands.

Wan Qian's hand reached over and grabbed me at the right time.

"Life will take some detours. No one's life is going to be easy. ”

She said. The two stood hand in hand in front of the window, not feeling tired at all.

"The fate of me and Wan Huan was actually predestined long before I stretched out my hand towards that Ultraman."

Wan Qian's chest rose and fell.

"It was only later that I realized that the woman had been staring at me like a fly on. Yes. ”

Wan Qian looked at me with a very serious and determined expression.

"She's a fly, I'm, in fact, none of us is more noble than the other."

Wan Qian said.

"I want to find Wan Huan, at all costs. But I don't know what price I can pay to make Wan Huan reappear in front of me. When the woman found me, she was still smiling like that. I was the one who was most afraid of laughing from that point on. A person who smiles at you in front of you is actually far more frightening than someone who cries in front of you. She's that kind of person, she only smiles, she only smiles at me, and the expression on her face is like the smile of the Mona Lisa, which is enigmatic, but it doesn't make people feel beautiful. I looked at her, hoping that my eyes would grow sharp canine teeth, and I hated to break her body into pieces. She said that no one had ever betrayed her, and that she might make my life worse than death. I wasn't convinced, but she did, then, even before, she did, she had already made me live a life that was worse than death. ”

Wan Qian tried her best to suppress her choking.

She said that I would work for her for another five years, and in five years, I would be able to reunite with my sister and brother. Do you think I have a choice and a place to rebel? ”

She turned to face me, as if asking but not asking for an answer.

"Nope. Not at all. ”

She spoke to herself.

"But I've been working with her for many years, and it's not like I've learned nothing. I learned to bargain with her, and in the end we came to an agreement: three years. So, she smiled at me again. She said to me word by word: Three years is three years. How ridiculous do you think I am? ”

Wan Qian asked me.

"I would have believed that her kind of person could keep her promises. Three more years! I am sixteen years old and Wan Huan is 12 years old. At the age of 16, I vowed to earn clean money from then on to pay for his schooling. And he is only 12 years old, and everything is still in time. But I didn't expect ......"

Wan Qian lowered her head, tears falling and dripping dust. She raised her head again, her eyes blinking rapidly, obviously not wanting her tears to flow too easily.

"In the past three years, although I have been enslaved by her, enslaved by her, and have been doing those hurtful things for her. But I've also kept an eye on my brother's whereabouts. What I didn't know was that my brother was doing the same thing in another city under her coercion. ”

Wan Qian's eyes narrowed slightly, and she smiled bitterly.

"Three years ago, I never imagined what kind of brother she would give me three years later. My own brother, who smokes, takes drugs, sleeps with women many years older than him, wears designer clothes, and doesn't recognize me. ”

Wan Qian lowered her head and choked speechlessly.

"When I saw him, not only was he unrepentant, he didn't feel that he was wrong. Instead, he persuaded me to follow him. I looked at him in disbelief, I didn't know if it was my dearest brother ever. I asked him, saying that you are doing such a lack of virtue in your eyes, have you ever thought about what your parents' spirits in the sky will think? How sad will they be? But you know what he said? ”

Wan Qian turned her head to me again.

"He asked me, did you ever think about what our dead parents would think when you were on the first vote? He left me speechless, and I didn't know how to answer. I just looked at him, and tears flowed down my eyes, like a river. He looked at me like that, laughing at my cowardice and hypocrisy, and said with no mercy in his mouth, saying that I now want to pretend to be a virgin, why did I go earlier? ”

Wan Qian covered her face, tears did not stop coming out of her fingers, I turned around and walked to the coffee table, took the tissue box from the small table, took out one and handed it to Wan Qian. Wan Qian didn't take it, but just wiped it on her face with her hand. After wiping the palm of her hand with the back of her hand, she wiped the back of her hand with the palm of her hand again, and the palm and back of her hand were all full of tears, so she wiped it on her pajamas.

"Don't do that."

I handed the tissue over again.

Wan Qian turned around and hugged me, "Do you know what it's like to be betrayed by your own relatives, your dearest and dearest relatives?" Sister, the heart is like a knife, the heart is like a knife! What am I for? Didn't he know? I myself can live any way, if it weren't for him...... Woowoo...... I didn't expect him to say that about me! I have paid so much, I have done so much effort, I can even spare my life for him, for him! ”

She hugged me. After so many years, how many grievances has she had in her heart?!

I put my arms around her and gently patted her on the back as a sign of comfort. But who in this world is likely to really comfort anyone?

"I'm sorry."

After a long time, she was relieved from her ups and downs, Wan Qian slowly lifted her face from my arms, and looked at the tearful beauty under the light, the beauty is not people, nor tears. I've always been disgusted by the word tear beauty, and I don't understand what is pitiful about pear blossoms with rain. A woman cries because she is unhappy, her life is unsatisfactory, her feelings and life are tormented and difficult, she is not being bullied, but she is being deceived.

When you don't have a difficulty, a sad place, or a broken bowel, who wants to cry in front of people?!

A woman who sheds tears is not beautiful, and the pity of others is worthless. One

If a woman's value is only to be pitied, when that pity passes, she will be even more worthless.

Wan Qian's mood calmed down for the most part, and she stood silently in front of the window again.

"The people who can hurt you the most are often the ones who love you the most. If you don't care about someone who doesn't love you, how can he hurt you?! Wan Huan is the person I care about the most in this life, and the person who hurts me the most, but at the same time,"

She sighed again.

"Probably, I was also the one who hurt him the most."

Wan Qian smiled bitterly and chose a thread on her sleeve.

"The cruelest thing about fate is that the love we think is not necessarily true love, and the hatred we think is not absolute. I thought everything I was doing was for his good, and he ......."

Wan Qian lowered her head.

"I don't really know what to say. That's when we had a heated argument. For the first time in my life, I suddenly felt strange to him, he was no longer my dearest brother, and I even thought ---- he was my enemy. I was so angry that I shuddered, and for a moment, I hated to kill him. Kill him! Let him live again, and I will live again. ”

Wan Qian's eyebrows are like daisies.

"I scolded him and beat him, but he didn't listen to me at all. He's so muddy that he wants to do it with me. I can't believe it, I never thought about my brother who was almost single-handedly brought up by me-----Do you have a brother?" ”

Wan Qian suddenly changed the subject and asked me in a daze. I really didn't know why she asked, so I just shook my head ignorantly.

"The eldest sister is like a mother. If you really have a younger brother, you will know, especially in the case of us, in fact, he means more to me than just a brother, he is more important than my son and my life. ”

Wan Qian stretched out her arms, her arms slender and agile.

"But in my brother's mind, I'm not necessarily a sister. I grabbed him and told him to come with me. He shook me off and said, 'Where can we go?' I was very angry, I said that the world is big, where is there no place for our brother and sister? When we go to work for others, how can we not live? He didn't listen to me, he said I was too naïve and unrealistic. I don't know where I'm saying it's unrealistic. We quarreled, 80,000 times, and we quarreled until we were exhausted. I didn't know how to convince him, so I scared him and told him that if he did it again, I would call the police and let the police arrest him. He said he wasn't afraid,"

Wan Qian shook her head in despair.

"He said he wasn't afraid, once I called the police, but I didn't call the police to call someone to steal the child, I saw that he was going to do it and called the police and said that someone was fighting, he saw the police from a distance, I saw that he was all over the pile, and the police walked towards him, one step, two steps, three steps...... He's still too young to see this kind of battle, he's not like me. I was covered in sweat, I could hear my own breathing, and I could clearly hear my own breathing in the air like a bellows full of wind. What to do? What do you think I can do? What happens if you don't make a move? His look will inevitably arouse the suspicion of the police, and then they will be questioned, and then he will ......"

Wan Qian's throat began to grow astringent again.

"I took a few steps and hurried over. Blocking the view of one of the policemen, he happened to bump into the other man, who was wearing high heels with particularly pointed tips, like Chaplin's shoes. With heavy makeup, I expected that she would not be able to speak, and then she would quarrel violently with me, and Wan Huan would have a chance to ......"

"Sure enough."

Wan Qian was extremely excited.

The woman shouted sharply, and the sound pierced the sky like a sharp knife. It scared both cops. Everyone's eyes were successfully drawn to us. The woman grabbed me, refused to give up, and said, 'Little hoof, you have blinded your dog's eyes, do you know how much my shoes are, and can you afford to pay for them?' If you don't compensate me today, if you don't find your parents, see that I don't tear your skin. ’”

(End of chapter)