1

The silence that followed the hustle and bustle was like a huge falling rock smashing into the hollow surface of the sea, and then sinking to the bottom of the sea.

Night buses shuttle the highway at midnight.

Outside the window is the rolling mountain forest ink scene, and the dim night lights flicker inside the car, illuminating the outline of everyone's body, and everything is blurry.

The winding road seems to have no end, and the darkness seems to be far away, but it is indeed close at hand.

Farther away, the tall buildings lit up with speckled light.

Like a star beneath the abyss.

I try my best to illuminate all the places in my sight.

The colored light blends into the moonless night, an abrupt beauty, out of place, but also magnificent.

2

It's like a dream from the past.

Memories coordinate with all emotions, weaving memories together, bringing sadness, and finally flowing into the mind.

It rolled up and solidified into a huge wall.

Blurred in the moonlight, the crystal look like amber.

It's too beautiful to climb over.

3

The more you cry, the stronger you get, or the more you cry, the sadder you get, it's all about it.

Lin Yuan was crying again, and the messy room was like a thief.

The clouds and smoke of the past swept along with the wind, the flames were extinguished, and the wind died down.

The bright future carefully outlined in the past is simply a fairy tale compared to today, and it is possible to believe it in a book.

Figures, stories, gradually faded, gradually magnified, and melted into a black mist.

Distorted, unbridled, turned into a blurry knife, piercing into a glass-shattered heart.

The "bang" knock on the door became more urgent, the empty corridor added more hollow footsteps, and the chaotic voices united and attacked the mind together.

The door was slammed open, and with the help of the voice-activated light outside, the outline of Brother Yun's hugging fire axe was clearly outlined.

Outside was full of dense crowds.

There are more than a few people.

Brother Yun was stunned when he saw the emaciated figure in the house, the axe "clanged" to the ground, Zhou Fengchime trotted in with high heels, and broke her foot, she gritted her teeth and took them off, and continued to run barefoot.

The five-meter run is like a 100-meter sprint at a school sports day.

Lin Yuan stared at them in a daze, thinking that the door would have to be repaired if it was broken.

Zhou Fengling Xiong hugged him, tears rained down, "We have been looking for you for three years...... paused, she went straight to the topic, "You listen to me first, the photo was sent by Li Xiaolei, and she has already been sentenced." ”

Lin Yuan's mind was empty, and he said hoarsely, "Oh, then what are you looking for me for?" ”

Zhou Fengling choked: "Then why are you hiding?" ”

Brother Yun excitedly tugged Lin Yuan's hand: "It's okay to let me find it, don't run away this time." ”

"You're trespassing."

"What do you want to do if you trespass?"

"I'm going to sue you!"

"You go sue, go quickly!"

"I ......" Lin Yuan's heart thundered, and his eyes rained.

"Everybody cares about you." Zhou Fengling whispered, hugging the person in front of him tighter.

Tears blurred the vision, and in front of him were many smiling people, Zhao Zikang, Liu Xiaofeng, Zhang Xinyi, many familiar old classmates, and a flat head stood at the end.

Lin Yuan's heart was very warm, he hadn't felt it for many years, the last time it was the landlord's aunt who came up and gave him a pound of fruit and told him to supplement more vitamins.

This time it was much warmer than that time, and I was so warm that I was sweating.

The heart that fell with a thick layer of ash was soothed by the spring breeze, and the ice began to melt, Xiao Pingtou walked over and said, "Lin Yuan, you are still so unproductive. ”

Lin Yuan was sluggish, this voice was too familiar, his mind was churning again, the two voices jumped and matched together, and he cried even louder: "Fang Yu, why the hell are you here!" ”

"The sentence was commuted, just a week after I came out, and I was forced to come to you before I was in a hurry." Fang Yu smiled and was dissatisfied, "Your uncle, stay away from my goddess." ”

Lin Yuan intensified, "You are dreaming." ”

The notebook and the photographs were reduced to ashes and trampled to the ground by the crowds.

Gray-black debris flew like a black snow.

All bad things should sink in dreams and pass away in memories.

The rest of them are beautiful, hugging each other tightly.

Good things and people should be one.

Loneliness is never something that people can get used to.

4

Fang Yu held back for many years, the first thing he did when he entered the hotel was to ask for wine, and he ordered a lot of white and red beers, Lin Yuan found out for the first time that he was also an alcoholic, and it seemed that he was also a drunkard when he thought about it carefully, after all, the first can of beer he drank in his life was given by Fang Yu.

At the dinner table, everyone joked with each other, revealed the shortcomings of the past, and laughter filled their hearts.

One person may not be able to influence one person, but a group of people can.

A pleasant atmosphere can make people forget all sadness for a while, but there is one thing that can evoke: wine.

Fang Yu was drunk, laughing while drinking, laughing and laughing, and shedding tears.

He wiped away his tears and said with emotion, "But the is out." ”

"It's good to come out, it's good to come out." Brother Yun probably knew the situation, and drank a sip of wine with a smile.

Lin Yuan lowered his head and looked over, Fang Yu had indeed changed.

He wasn't like that before.

He used to express his emotions on his face, but not anymore.

He was obviously sad, but he was laughing.

Lin Yuan suddenly understood that there was an emotion called laughing and sadness.

People who are not willing to be hypocritical will choose to laugh and be sad.

I don't want to spoil the atmosphere, but I can't hide my sadness.

But now it's not a big deal even if it's hypocritical, Fang Yu, you cry generously, no one looks down on you. Lin Yuan tried to convey words with his eyes.

Fang Yu couldn't comprehend, tears dripped into the wine glass, melted the wine and was drunk by him, maybe after a while, this tear would be volatilized into tears again, and then flow out of his eyes.

"Drink if you want?" Zhou Fengling picked up a bottle of liquor that had just been opened, poured half a glass, and pushed it in front of Lin Yuan.

Is this an exhortation? Lin Yuan picked up the cup, thinking that if he drank it under the table, he would have to consume manpower and material resources, and the gains would outweigh the losses.

I was going to drink it in one gulp, but my strength didn't allow it, so I took a sip and put it down with a frown, Lin Yuan complained: "This wine is not good." ”

Zhou Fengling smiled faintly, took Lin Yuan took a sip of wine, raised his head and drank it all, his face did not change: "I have been waiting for you for so many years, be my boyfriend, don't wronged you, right?" ”

The voice was uncontrollable, everyone heard it, and the party turned into a confession scene in an instant, and the friends reacted quickly and shouted: "Promise her!" Promise her! Promise her! ”

Lin Yuan was stupid, shouldn't he be the one shouting next to him? When will it be his turn to be the main character?

Looking up at Zhou Fengling, his eyes were firm and his face was cold, not like he was joking at all, Lin Yuan chuckled, and hesitated: "I ......"

He plucked up his courage: "Actually, I am not worthy of you." ”

It was completely expected, Zhou Fengling was not flustered, "Excuse, I know you are still thinking about Lin Yinyin, but she is gone, can you be single for her for the rest of your life?" Wake up! Since you are still alive, it is time to start a new life, the old carpet is thrown away, and it is time to replace it with a new one. ”

Lin Yuan continued to stammer: "Actually, ......"

"Actually, your sister, in fact, those things used to be a swamp, and you can't get out if you fall in, you see, so many people want to pull you out, do you still want to go inside?" Zhou Fengling lay one leg on the dinner table and waved his little hand, "Okay, a happy word, I've waited for you for four years, I've been looking for you for three years, and I'll wait for two more years if it's a big deal." ”

"Don't get excited." Lin Yuan took a deep breath, he didn't know where the bear-hearted leopard gall came from, "I've also figured it out in the past two years, people should be as tenacious as Xiaoqiang when they live, I have borne so many blows, and I shouldn't give up on myself at all." ”

Zhou Fengling looked at him expectantly, Brother Yun swallowed his saliva, Fang Yu vomited, and the rest of the people applauded and helped, and finally under the watchful eye, Lin Yuan spoke: "I wanted to say just now, but I was always interrupted by you." ”

"That...... This kind of thing shouldn't be done by you girls, so I'll be straight and be your girlfriend! ”

Lin Yuan was extremely embarrassed as soon as he spoke, and quickly changed his words while the onlookers did not laugh at his relatives and friends, his face was as red as the sunset, "Phew! Be my girlfriend! ”

The Chinese women's volleyball team won the championship and everyone rejoiced, and the successful landing of Shenzhou 6 on the moon was celebrated by the whole country, and relatives and friends cheered one after another, feeling roughly the same.

Zhou Fengjing nodded, tears of joy flashed with crystal light in his eyes, and the braid tied with pink leather bands flicked one after another, Lin Yuan felt as if he had returned to the classroom in his first year of junior high school.

Curtainless windows, old ceiling fans, torn desks.

He went to close the window, and when he turned around, he saw Zhou Fengchime's side face.

At that moment, he vaguely understood that people really had their heartbeats inexplicably faster because of someone else.

Fang Yu laughed happily, as if he was happier than anyone else, the ground next to the chair was already filled with many empty wine bottles, and he was completely carried away. After vomiting and drinking, I vomited after drinking, drank until I became delirious, and drank until my stomach bleed.

He was still laughing when he was lifted, like a deflated ball.

Lin Yuan was able to stop, but Fang Yu was extremely happy, and the crowd hurriedly sent him to the hospital, and the comedy almost turned into a tragedy.

In fact, Lin Yuan didn't need wine, he just needed to care, and Fang Yu was different, he needed a lot of wine, preferably enough to wash away the past, wash everything thoroughly, wash it so that he couldn't make out what it used to be at all.

When he was hospitalized, Fang Yu pulled Lin Yuan and said, "I don't regret it at all, I exchanged my youth for a scumbag for a lifetime." ”

He really doesn't regret it, he just feels sorry for his youth.

Regret and distress are, after all, two different things that can exist at the same time.

"Do you still want to play professionally?"

The fine light filtered through the blue curtains, overflowing the entire ward, and the stripes on the curtains were reflected on the quilt one by one, cutting the white quilt cover into four pieces, Fang Yu shook his head and said, "It's completely useless." ”

Lin Yuan asked, "Then what are your plans for the future?" ”

Fang Yu replied: "I don't know, this has just come out, let's talk about it when we understand the times." ”

Times are changing, and people can only change with them, Lin Yuan nodded and walked out of the ward lightly.

5

At the end of June 2019, the early summer morning breeze was as cool as sprite, and the sun was warm and evenly sprinkled on everyone who got up early.

Fan Shigang held Lin Yuan's hand, and he was already angry: "Xiao Yuan, Xiao Ling, are you married?" ”

Lin Yuan smiled and said, "No, it's coming." ”

Fan Shigang said: "No, it will end tomorrow." ”

Zhou Fengling nodded: "Okay, then tomorrow." ”

Fan Shigang smiled with satisfaction: "That's good, that's good, it's a pity, I can't see it." ”

Lin Yuan held back his tears and said, "You can, you can." ”

Fan Shigang shook his head and said, "Xiao Yuan, Xiao Ling, why aren't you married yet?" ”

Lin Yuan burst into tears, "It's over, it's over." ”

"That's good." Fan Shigang squinted his eyes and smiled, the wrinkles on his face were like ravines, "Have a child as soon as possible and live happily." ”

The old man's hand suddenly hung down, and there were weepings in the room.

Fan Shihong was the strongest, laughing with tears in his eyes, and said: "My brother is ninety and six this year, and he is dying of life, and he has not been in any pain. ”

6

In August 2019, it was the height of summer and the sun was blazing, Lin Yuan took out the diamond ring he bought secretly and told the cold drink clerk to put the ring in it first when making drinks.

This was Zhao Zikang's idea, he said that this trick was unexpectedly good for Zhang Xinyi, and it must be the same for Zhou Fengchi.

The plan entered the last step, Lin Yuan handed over the cold drink with excitement, Zhou Fengling didn't think about it, he drank it after intubation, and Lin Yuan waited quietly with sweat.

Time passed minute by minute, Zhou Fengchi drank a few sips, and threw the empty cup into the trash can, Lin Yuan was horrified and threw himself into the trash can to pick it up.

"Alas, today's girls are too ruthless, and they don't even want to leave the foundation for other boys, because they are thirsty." The aunt pointed and passed by, with a sad face, and by the way, she gave the young people a critical education.

Zhou Fengchi is inexplicable, he is actually so thirsty?

Lin Yuan tore open the empty cup and poured the ring on his hand, revealing Lushan's true face. As the sun shines down, the diamonds shimmer brightly and dazzlingly.

Zhou Fengling was stunned, the plan failed, Lin Yuan didn't stop doing it, took two steps forward and knelt on one knee, with a sincere face: "Marry me." ”

Life may fail, but you can't give up, change your mind in time, and miracles will always be born in this life.

There are a lot of people passing by in front of the mall, the marriage proposal scene is layered, the hot summer, the vigorous life, the masses are about to witness the happiness of young people.

Zhou Fengling's clear eyes flashed with diamond-clear light, condensed in the deep gaze, and turned into joyful love, she nodded and said solemnly: "I do." ”

Even if it's a dark abyss.

It will eventually be filled with light.

It's like ...... The starry sky turned upside down.