1

The years are healthy and dull, and the long bright morning sun gradually dispels the last layer of fog.

After two years of marriage, Zhou Fengling was pregnant with a child, and his trembling hands were clenching a thin piece of A4 paper, this is the appraisal report, he is going to be a father.

The doctor congratulated them with a smile, Zhou Fengling gently stroked his stomach, leaned forward slightly, leaned into Lin Yuan's arms, and reminded him: "See, you are going to be a father." ”

"Hmm...... Uh-huh! Lin Yuan just nodded. Time flies, from childhood to today, it seems that I have only experienced one sunrise and sunset.

The river called Time flows quietly in the years, sometimes turbulent, sometimes calm and waveless. The river may be long, but it will definitely come to an end.

Time merges into the sea, blends with the experiences of countless people, becomes ordinary, and becomes the same full of ups and downs.

Unusual life began to become ordinary, and Lin Yuan called many friends to share his trivial and vigorous happiness with everyone.

Brother Yun also happened to announce a good news to him: he was getting married.

Just like the beauty of the spring breeze and the cool summer, no matter when and where, things like lights will always come, and luck will eventually come to everyone's head.

Lin Yuan was full of excitement and high morale, determined to open up a world for his family and truly shoulder the burden that belonged to a man. But before that, he has to say goodbye to the past completely.

Brother Yun's wife is a very quiet girl, with a smile and a smile very similar to Chen Nian who knew him back then, and it wasn't until halfway through the wedding that Lin Yuan found out that she was really Chen Nian.

People who were destined to have no drama a few years ago actually joined hands in the palace of marriage today, Lin Yuan was surprised and did not forget to sigh that there are no absolutes in the world, and it is really unclear what the future will look like.

Brother Yun's secrecy work is very good, from falling in love to getting married, for a total of two years, he almost didn't say anything to anyone.

Later, he drunk and said that the reunion with Chen Nian happened when he was working in Shanghai, when he had just worked for half a year, barely saved some money to rent a house, and one day suddenly wanted to find a roommate for himself, so he posted a post on the Internet.

The target quickly took the bait and made an appointment to meet, Brother Yun looked up after tying his shoelaces and saw that it was a pair of glasses, and when he stood up and looked again, it was her face.

Just like the destined encounter in fate, the two people found a glimmer of light that only belonged to them from the colorful lights in the huge city of Shanghai.

2

Every encounter and parting in life is full of chance and drama, as eternal as the rising sun and the setting of the moon. After friendly negotiation, Zhao Zikang and Zhang Xinyi, a well-known couple, broke up, and then found new happiness within a few months. Lin Yuan didn't care much about this, but he didn't forget to tell the child not to lose money when he was born, no longer one for two people, but two for two people.

Lin Yuan, who became a father-to-be, was in high spirits and went to the 4S store to pick up the car in full.

The manager Fang Yu who received him, this job can be regarded as his hard work, a long time ago Zhou Fengchi guaranteed him to go to work in her family's company, Fang Yu didn't do it, he had to find a job by himself. However, because the education is too low, I have repeatedly hit a wall, and I even have a previous record on my resume, and the road to starting a career is very bumpy.

Fortunately, he still has some research on cars, and this 4S store was moved by his sincerity and almost worn mouth, and reluctantly hired him. As a result, it began to shine in the first month, and the sales volume was the first in the store, which perfectly proved its value.

Gold shines everywhere, that's what he said.

It's just that no one told him that the boss behind this store is actually Zhou Fengchime.

After a year of unremitting efforts, Fang Yu became the manager of the sales department, and also bought himself a car, and gradually stabilized and talked about a girlfriend nearby, and recently got engaged, and his life was quite good.

The unbearable memories are gradually smoothed out by the long river of time, and the past no longer stings the nerves. Every rising sun is the beginning of a new story.

Everything is moving in a beautiful direction, like a beam of light that hits out, pointing straight to the clouds.

3

The gates of the prison were closed, and the towering walls on all sides enclosed another world, like the ancient walls of the cold and majestic imperial city.

He hadn't seen Jin Yongchang for many years, and Lin Yuan was actually very apprehensive in his heart, and at this moment, he actually felt a sense of homesickness. The restless heart was pounding, and I couldn't help but start thinking about what I should say in the first sentence after I met, and what kind of expression I should use to face him.

In fact, in the final analysis, no one owes anyone, and Lin Yuan can't tell why he is so timid, he just feels that this side must be seen.

The prison guard's uncle led him to the visiting room, and by six o'clock in the afternoon, there were not many people who came to visit, and Lin Yuan didn't wait long to see Jin Yongchang.

He walked on the opposite side in a wide prison uniform, his confident face was still as complete as before, it seemed that the time of captivity had not caused him psychological trauma, Lin Yuan relieved himself a little and picked up the earpiece.

There is a layer of transparent soundproof glass between the two people, and next to them is a gray-haired old woman crying and telling her son to be well. As for the meaning of this "good", it probably includes eating well, sleeping well, reforming well, and being a good person again.

There was a young girl next to her, laughing and chatting with the young boy inside, her demeanor was sweet and optimistic, but the sadness in her eyes could not be concealed in any way.

The myriad forms of life were revealed here, and Lin Yuan didn't bother to guess what crime they had committed, and began to say the first sentence.

"I'm sorry I came to see you after so many years."

"It's okay, it's good to stay here, it's all dirty on the surface, everyone is pretty much the same." Jin Yongchang smiled lightly and said: "When you fish it out of the mud, it's all the same turbidity, there can never be a lotus, and it's quite comfortable to get along with this kind of person." “

"Is it possible to reduce the sentence?" Lin Yuan said.

"You don't look at who I killed." Jin Yongchang shook his head, "The reason why I ran in the first place was because I was worried that I would be killed directly outside. Later, I hired a top lawyer with 500,000 yuan and fought for 20 years. ”

"Is it worth it?"

"It's not worth it, it's not my money anyway."

"I said was it worth it to pay for yourself?" Lin Yuan felt that his heart was being grabbed violently, and he began to speak insincerely, "Just for the sake of someone who is already dead?" ”

There was a cold smile over there, "I said you don't understand, you just don't understand." ”

"Do you think you know a lot?" Lin Yuan retorted to him, "For the sake of a person who is no longer there, I really can't understand your reasoning. “

"Don't be stupid." Jin Yongchang lightly buttoned the glass surface, and a well-defined face approached little by little, "It's not the first time I've killed someone, a person like me is suitable for dying in prison." ”

"What do you mean?" Lin Yuan leaned back, Jin Yongchang's eyes suddenly became cloudy, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a weird smile.

"My dad, I killed it." Jin Yongchang covered the microphone with both hands, "My mother, take the blame for me." ”

Fear leaked through every crevice in the body, night fell, and fluorescent lamps took over the sunlight to fill the room.

The prison guard urged them to hurry up, and Lin Yuan looked to the side and found that he was the only outsider in the visiting room.

"I killed someone before I was ten years old, and it was my own father who killed me, where do you think a person like me should be suitable to live?" Kim Yongchang continued. It should have been a sad and indignant word, but his face was shining with pride.

"I'm sure I don't blame you." Lin Yuan had no choice but to accept the reality, and the second Jin who accompanied him in his childhood was actually a murderer.

Although he was too young to convict at that time, he was not strong enough to be of character. But after all, there was human life on his hands, and the smell of blood adhered to the pores, no different from parasites, which could not be washed off no matter how much he washed.

"You really don't blame me." Kim Yongchang smiled even deeper, laughing silently, like a madman.

And he said, "Let me tell you one more thing." ”

Without waiting for Lin Yuan to answer, he squinted his eyes and said the follow-up, "My dad is a person, in fact, he used to be fine, but because of one thing, he was completely ruined." ”

"He has a friend who cheated out all the money from our family and started a business with that money, and our family can only watch his business get bigger and bigger, but he said that no matter how much money he makes, it has nothing to do with us."

"My dad started to be confused from the day he had no hope of asking for money, then he drank heavily, he started to give up on himself, he started to be irritable."

"I don't need to say much about the rest, I know you're not interested in learning about my family past, I just want to tell you that my dad's friend is called Zhao Wanjin." Jin Yongchang scraped the mirror with his fingers, and the handcuffs made a sound of metal clashing, "My revenge is not for the bullet, but actually for my father." ”

"I think he's all to blame for all of this."

"I tried my best to trick the bullet to help me get revenge, and even used the four-wheel drive car that my mother left me, but I completely underestimated him, he had every chance to kill Zhao Wanjin, but he didn't want to do that, and he died."

Breathing was suddenly short, and the sound of heavy breathing was accompanied by a violent heartbeat, and only Lin Yuan himself could hear this strange sound mixed together. The body becomes cold, as if falling into an ice pit, and it is not clear whether it is summer or winter.

His mind was so chaotic that Lin Yuan didn't want to stay here for a moment. Without saying a word, he was about to get up and leave, but found that his legs were softened and he could not exert his strength. Kim Yongchang's playful voice came from the earpiece again.

"I took 1 million from you, used 500,000 to find a lawyer, and the rest of the money, guess where it went." He came up with math problems, and from the surface of the questions, it seemed that elementary school students could answer them.

But Lin Yuan was completely stunned.

He didn't know how to answer. Spent? Or is it a gift? Or is it a donation?

It's possible that this question came out weird, but he was very curious about the answer. He is the only one who may be willing to know the answer.

"Let me tell you, I bought many, many printing presses." Kim Yongchang asked and answered himself as a matter of course.

"What do you buy a printing press for?" Lin Yuan sat upright, his spine straight.

"Printed photos." Jin Yongchang stretched his neck, like a child whispering, "That's a nude photo, it's piled up all over the room." ”

"Whose nude photos?" The taboo words were brought up again, and the hollow in Lin Yuan's heart suddenly opened, and the sweet surface layer was broken, revealing a deep pit full of holes.

"You only know that the photo was spread by Li Xiaolei, don't you wonder where he came from?" Jin Yongchang smiled, smiling darkly, this may be the real him, and he is also buried in his heart, "You guessed that I will tell you too, that's right, the photo was given to her by me." Seeing Lin Yuan's expression change from dazed to sad and angry, he seemed to be very useful.

"It's just a pity that my unborn child also died with her." He looked distressed again.

If there is a demon in the world, it is.

The demons that walk in the world use light as a cover to dispel the darkness that is not endless.

Lin Yuan stood up suddenly, his eyes widening.

The earpiece hangs down and hits the wall. Lin Yuan was speechless, judging from the movement of his lips, he was asking why.

Kim Yongchang also put down the earpiece.

Why, what?

The scar that was about to heal was torn apart, and then the sharp pain of being repeatedly rubbed by the sandpaper. The shock and pain in my heart flowed all over my body, the light seemed to become cloudy, and the person in front of me seemed familiar but extremely unfamiliar.

Why?

He trembled and picked up the earpiece, and Kim Yongchang continued to smile and say the last word.

"If you're gone, don't think about it in this life."

It's like falling into a black hole of boundlessness.

I tried to hold on to something, but there was only darkness in front of me.

What is in front of you becomes hollow. Suddenly, the space began to distort, forming a huge crack that shocked people's hearts.

It turns out that sentence is really not just talking.

Why?

All three of us are the same, why are you having the best life.

Perhaps, this is how the "why" in his mouth is explained.