So what are me and him, what about me and Xiaoye? What's the difference?

I stood up.

What can I do when I stand up? I sat down again, Xiao Ye shrugged his shoulders from crying, and there was already a pile of crumpled and wet tissues in front of him.

When I saw that she had no intention of stopping, my heart became even more confused and annoyed. My head kept intertwining him and Xiao Ye, me and him, and I suddenly felt annoyed with myself.

What am I?

What am I counting him?

I finally understand why women are obsessed with fame.

Why be with him?

I had a deep and stubborn doubt about myself, how different would the way he looked with me be to the way other women looked with him? Or is it no different at all?

I couldn't sit still again, and a thin layer of sweat crept up my skin.

Hot, I reached out and pressed the air conditioner, the cold air blew out, the layer of undried sweat creeping on my skin, a large piece of cool and slippery after a while, fierce and crazy gnawing at my pores, as if I wanted to freeze my internal organs to the cold.

Someone came in and reported to me, and I asked someone to put things on my desk.

Xiao Ye also raised her head at this time, she tried hard to suck her nose, originally she only had swollen eyes, but now her nose is also red and red, so red that it can be broken, and it can be punctured with a gentle poke.

I suggested going out for a bite to eat. Xiao Ye thought about it and nodded.

As usual, if we don't have lunch together, he or I will definitely inform each other. I pressed my hand on his WeChat profile picture, but eventually retracted my hand, I didn't want to talk to him, although I knew it would make him feel inexplicable, but I just didn't want to talk to him.

We went out, but Zhang Ruolei greeted us on the other side. He looked at me as if to say. I'm about to have lunch with you.

I lowered my head and pursed my mouth in a straight line. Walking straight past him, he thought I was embarrassed and shy, and gently touched me with his arm.

But at the moment when the clothes of the two people were about to touch, I quickly dodged, and the traces of my hiding from him were very clear and straightforward, and I felt that he seemed to have a stiff expression, but I didn't want to care, and my heart was not very tasteful.

What am I? What the hell am I? What is the difference between me and Xiaoye? He has so many women, and Xiao Han, I don't believe that she disappeared for so long and came back to him just to inform him that she was divorced, what did he want to do? Zhang Ruolei and his people seem to be seen now, he is a scheming person who takes every step, he is so sudden as me, is there any ulterior motive behind him?

Xiao Ye said, sister, drink some?

I said drink a little.

We didn't speak, and the three side dishes were also ordered randomly, and basically no one moved on the table.

"Boss, two more bottles."

We frequently raise our glasses, and there is no such way to drink at noon in the whole restaurant, so it attracts the attention of many diners, but who cares? Who cares?

I don't care anyway.

I raised my hand.

"Boss, two more bottles."

No one moved, we felt like we had a grudge against wine, and soon there were many bottles on the table, which were scattered in all corners of the table in an orderly manner, and they were silent as if they had a huge ulterior motive.

At first, we clinked glasses, and later we poured our own drinks. I don't know that the two guests happen to share the table.

When Xiao Ye leaned her neck again and drank it all, she covered her mouth and arched her body to retch, and with that sound, she quickly got up and left the table crookedly.

I looked up, didn't follow, held the glass in one hand, and squinted at her back. Xiao Ye, this guy has lost weight in the past few days, but his butt is bigger. I pursed my lips, smiled, and tilted my head to drain the wine.

I don't know if Zhang Ruolei is more happy when he hugs me or when he hugs her.

I scold myself, slut! Why do you want to block yourself?

Xiao Ye's amount of alcohol is not good, she was not drunk in the past, when I was in the same unit with her, at the annual meeting, all the men and women on the table let her drink under the table, and she was still sober.

Wine into the sorrow, more sorrowful!

Draw the knife to cut off the water and the water will flow more.

I narrowed my eyes, raised my hand to grab the bottle, and poured myself another glass. At this time, it was past the end of the meal, and the people in the restaurant were about to disperse, a few waiters shuttled in to clean up, and a few waiters stood on one side and waited, as if they were watching coldly.

What are you waiting to see?

Waiting to see two down-and-out women in the red dust?

Whatever!

Xiaoye still hasn't returned.

Someone screamed, the crowd ran in one direction in a panic, and someone ran towards me with an even more panicked look.

"Hello!"

She gasped, she gasped so beautifully.

"Your friend slipped in the bathroom."

I glanced at her and replied lazily.

"Slip and fall, let her get up by herself, otherwise, you, you, help me lift her up."

"But she's bleeding, naked."

I was excited, put down my glass, and ran to the bathroom.

I ran into the bathroom, someone was on the phone, someone was about to pick him up, someone was around, someone was shouting, "Did you call an ambulance?" ”

The blood was bright red, and under the incandescent lamp, Xiao Ye's face was as white as the lamp, as white as a piece of paper, without a trace of blood. I pounced.

"Xiaoye."

"Sister."

She smiled weakly at me, tears rolling down the corners of her eyes.

"Xiaoye."

I choked.

She supported the ground with two hands, and the ups and downs on her chest were still turbulent, but she could no longer make people feel the slightest charm or Meng Lang.

I put my hand under her armpit, and most of her weight pressed down on me, stumbling under my feet and almost falling to the ground.

I gritted my teeth and competed with her weight, and I couldn't let her fall. Her blood was still gushing out of her body. Bean-sized beads of sweat rolled down my forehead.

"Xiao Ye, Xiao Ye, don't be afraid, it's okay."

I looked up.

"Did you call an ambulance? Please any of you who help call an ambulance. ”

My voice is a little out of tune, but I don't care about that anymore, who can notice these details anymore?

"Heavy bleeding? Or is it a miscarriage?"

I glanced at her blood-soaked clothes.

"How so? Leaflet? How so? You just fell a little, how can this be? ”

Xiao Ye glanced at me weakly again, she wanted to laugh, she pulled the corners of her mouth, that insignificant smile seemed to exhaust the strength of her life.

"Don't talk anymore."

I began to tremble violently, and my hands shook like chaff. Here it is again, that terrible feeling, like to swallow me, I don't want to face this world, Xiao Ye won't die.

Die!

I used to think there was nothing to fear in the face of it!

Why should I take her out to eat, can't I take a bite in the cafeteria? Can't you order a takeout? Why should I bring her out?

She is expecting.

It's obvious.

Why didn't I think of that? Whose? It looks like the kid can't be saved.

I'm in turmoil. I'm from here, shouldn't I be able to tell she's pregnant? Or did I see it, so I deliberately took her out for a drink, and now this situation is the ending I want to see the most?

"Sister." The small leaf is like a gossamer.

"Xiaoye, I'm sorry."

I cried and I put my head on her shoulder blade.

Xiao Ye smiled at me again, and the blood had already spilled to my feet. The leaflets breathed long, each as if a century had passed.

What the hell are ambulances doing? Why hasn't it come yet?

"Call again, call again."

I cried and shouted.

Someone brought me a white towel and handed it to me, but where do I want to block it, can I block it? I took the white towel and trembled and didn't dare to start, and a person who was slightly older than me next to me said, wait for the ambulance, don't move her, we are not professional doctors, we don't actually know what she needs.

I was holding that towel and was undecided, I didn't know what I could do to really help Xiaoye. I cried and looked into the crowd, how I wished that in this, in the midst of these strange faces, someone could give me a correct answer.

The ambulance is finally roaring, sometimes it brings life, sometimes it only takes death. Several emergency paramedics rushed over and asked about the situation. I said she was drinking and she might be pregnant.

"What do you mean by possibility?"

"I don't know."

"Are you still awake? What is your name? ”

Xiao Ye nodded and smiled at them.

Leaflet!

I covered my face, tears streaming down my fingers, and I wiped my face.

"What?"

"Upper Guardianship"

Xiao Ye was carried onto the emergency bed and got into the car, and her body was instantly filled with criss-crossing threads, can those threads really save her and the child in her belly?

What if it's Zhang Ruolei's child? Even if she marries Zhang Ruolei because of this, what can she do? It doesn't matter, as long as she's okay.

I held Xiaoye's hand, and the doctor was still asking.

"Did you know you were pregnant?"

Xiaoye nodded weakly.

"Do you know how many months?"

"It's been almost three months."

"Did you go to the bathroom and slip? How did it fall? ”

Xiao Ye shook his head.

The doctor holds the ear close to the lip of the lobule.

"I didn't slip."

Didn't slip? I was stunned. Did someone push her down?

The doctor continued to ask.

"What happened? So how would you? ”

"I took my medicine."

"What medicine?"

"Medical abortion."

Xiao Ye said, tears sliding down the corners of his eyes again.

"His dad said no."

She gasped like a cow.

"Which hospital? Are you sick? I'll take a look. ”

Xiao Ye pouted at me and pouted at my bag, I was stunned for a moment, and immediately hurriedly took her bag and flipped it up. I took it out and handed it to the doctor.

The doctor looked at it and frowned.

"And still out? And that still drinking? ”

Leaflets murmured.

"Doctor, I want it! I want this child! ”

"Don't think about it so much."

"Contact the family, surgery may be needed in a moment, can you sign?"

Can I?