Chapter 036: Xiao Ye
I've always been uninterested in other people's private lives, and I believe that she doesn't need me to ask when she wants to tell me, not to mention that Xiao Ye is not the master who can be forced to ask her.
That night, Zhang Ruolei asked me for leave, and I said, explain, which little girl are you going to meet.
He said that he didn't like the little girl anymore, it was tasteless.
I pretended to be angry, I haven't been coquettish with a man for a long time, I like to be coquettish with him, for so many years, I have only been coquettish with such a man, only in front of him I feel like I have become a woman again.
I like, oh no, it's covetousness.
During this period, in fact, Zhang Ruolei's father came to me once, saying that he was talking about work. I didn't mention it to Zhang Ruolei, I didn't want him to carry more things than I did.
The old man called me over and asked me a few routine questions about work, and I knew that he was not drunk, but I never understood why he didn't make it clear later.
According to the routine of traditional dog-blood TV dramas, he should first lure and then coerce, at least write me a check with a large denomination, politely ask me to quit with dignity, or humiliation and ridicule.
But he didn't, I found that the men surnamed Zhang actually like to play cards without cards, does this give them a sense of accomplishment?
God knows, I don't know anyway.
When he came out of the old man's office, he looked at me thoughtfully, looked at me, and said thoughtlessly: People in our era couldn't help themselves, and now that the conditions are good, shouldn't we old guys learn to let go?
I was stunned, and I didn't know what to answer for a moment. But he looked at me with anticipation and encouragement, and I had to smile and say, "You are not old."
He was stunned, then smiled and waved, and I felt that my steps must have been much lighter when I came out of his office than when I had just entered. Zhang Ruolei quickly got the news, and asked me nervously what his father had told me.
I said, let me keep you in check, and don't let you go out old and be ridiculous.
Then I asked him, what's the matter, you, you're still widely spreading eyeliner in the company. Who can shake your place now?
He didn't answer me until he got off work in the evening, and he said daughter-in-law, you should go home by yourself first, my husband has something to do today.
That was the first time he called me a daughter-in-law, and he used to call me plum, dear, and "plum" when he was in love, or simply didn't call me anything.
I also once protested with him because he shouted "Mei", saying that like Cousin Mei in "Family Spring and Autumn", I said that she was a tragic character.
"Do you want me to live like her?"
I asked him naked under him, fingers running over his chin.
His mouth swooped down from above like a chicken pecking rice, and I always clucked and laughed like an old hen in the bed, but I couldn't avoid it.
Well, I admit, don't want to shy away from it at all.
We quickly hugged each other, and it was logical and flowing. In the past, I always felt that life was nothing more than this, I lived a hundred years empty, and sometimes I even felt that I didn't want to live, it was not a big deal, and I died early.
After being with him, I always wish that I could have another 24 hours a day, because there is no 24 hours with him in minutes, even if it is not in vain, it is not what I want the most.
At this time, I was looking at the line of information on my phone like a nymphomaniac, pinching the phone, and my face was red from the inside to the outside. Naturally, he scolded with disgust in his mouth, but in his heart he was so sweet that he was blended with honey.
I want to take a screenshot of this scene and send it to the circle of friends, I really want to announce it to the world.
It was only at that time that I was finally able to understand those masters who sprinkled dog food and showed affection. It's a show, it's a show, it's just to let the world know.
What is there in this world that cannot be hidden? One is coughing, the other is love.
When I get home from work, I feel like I'm walking against the wind.
I don't know which detail I once in a while I think of it, I will purse my lips and giggle there, attracting the sideways glances of oncoming passers-by.
Love, it turns out, can really change a woman.
It turned out that I understood why love would make a woman willing to smear her liver and brains. I used to think that such a woman was stupid, with water in her head and lack of heart. I used to think that I would never love again in my life. Once upon a time...... Oh, once upon a time......
Arrive home, eat, wash, sit on the sofa and wait for him. turned on the mobile phone, looked at his WeChat message, over and over again, as if he could swallow the words alive with his eyes, chew and swallow them.
That night, when he came back, he was very violent, and he called me over and over again, "daughter-in-law, daughter-in-law, daughter-in-law......"
"Am I your man?"
"Yes."
"Love me?"
That was the first time we talked about love, and I realized that it was more serious than I thought, both for me and him. We are like two middle-aged men and women who have been infected with the virus, but isn't love a disease?
I think I'm really sick and he's my medicine.
"Love me?"
His voice was hoarse, and his hands were holding my face hard.
How can you not love it! My enemy!
I straightened up, above was the abyss of desire, and I tried my best to reach out, trying to grasp everything in my hands, and wanting to leave everything behind and give up. It was rising and falling, and each moment seemed to condense into eternity.
In the dark night, the lips and teeth are entangled, the sweat and breath are intertwined, and the warmth of the flesh against the flesh seems to have a happiness that seems to make people despair.
He let out a high-pitched scream, and I was limp in his arms.
Love is not asking whether it is worth it or not. His hand ran over my skin, and wherever he passed, there was no grass, and the grass grew and the warbler flew. In the past, I was so afraid of the night, afraid of the dark, afraid of being alone and facing the stars.
Now, every night is alive and vibrant, and there are no stars in the sky of this city, and he is my star. There is no moon in the night of this city, and he is my moon.
Sometimes I look at him like the Greek mythology of Castus who fell in love with his own reflection in the water, and I can't get enough of him. I think he is too, I don't know if that's a delusion on my own. It was a strange feeling that was different from being with Huaihai, starting from the body and ending with the soul. Every time it turns the world upside down, every time it goes to heaven and earth.
I sometimes feel like I'm a little depraved. Fallen to this.
Zhang Ruolei held my body every time and sent me to the clouds over and over again. He said, let's fall together, I want to go to hell with you.
I gagged his mouth with my fingers.
"I don't want to go to hell with you, we're going to be in heaven forever."
I gasped, the air tangled with the complicated smell of lust. Like the lotus flowers blooming in the lotus pond in summer, the pieces are dripping with the freshness of water.
He looked at me, his eyes were full of me, as I looked at him, as if he wanted to collect every hair of mine into his memory.
"Zhang Ruolei."
I murmured softly, like two nestled house swallows between the beams.
He opened his mouth and put one of my fingers in his mouth, and his little beast-like teeth gnawed lightly.
"Zhang Ruolei."
I'm like a dream.
"Call husband."
His lips were close to my ear.
"Husband."
I felt his arms tighten a little tighter around me, and it was almost suffocating pleasure.
"Husband!"
I shouted.
The next morning, we went out hand in hand.
We are like two insatiable children.
It's still all nonsense, but I never get tired of hearing it and never getting tired of talking about it.
"Why?"
"Miss you."
"What's wrong?"
"Hooligans."
He didn't answer anymore, I thought he was busy, and I didn't want to be just ten minutes away, and he would come up single-handedly. Close the door and pull down the blinds.
I got up from behind my desk and said, "What are you going to do?" ”
Before I could get out of that "what", he had already blocked everything I was going to say later.
I struggled.
"It's the company."
He blushed and put his eyes in focus with my face at close range.
"We are unmarried, and we are unmarried."
I kept my head down, and my chest followed one after another.
"You don't."
I pushed him, but he cornered me.
"No, I do."
His hands snaked like snakes under my clothes.
"Daughter-in-law."
His eyes began to dim when he looked at me.
I think he must be crazy, no, I'm crazy too, we're all crazy.
But then he heard a knock at the door. I pushed him, his face was annoyed, we didn't move, holding each other's breath, I rolled my eyes and looked at him in disgust. He looked at me and pursed his mouth and smiled sheepishly.
The knock on the door was persistent, and it rang again, "Da Da Da".
I pushed him away, he sat on the opposite side of my desk, my phone rang, picked it up and looked, it turned out to be Xiao Ye.
I looked at Zhang Ruolei and said, "Xiaoye." ”
Zhang Ruolei frowned and said to me with his mouth: "It's annoying." ”
I smiled and went to open the door.
Xiao Ye suddenly appeared at the door. At first glance, it scared me a lot. Is this still a leaflet? The woman who is always amorous and exposed to the sky? What the hell happened to her?
I didn't comb my head and face, I didn't wash my makeup, my eyes were swollen like a peach, if it wasn't for the big thing that the sky was falling, this kind of appearance would make her go out would be tantamount to asking for her life, I closed the door, didn't rush to ask, first went to find Zhang Ruolei with my eyes, Zhang Ruolei was also startled at first glance, but the surprise was hidden behind the pupils in an instant.
Xiao Ye didn't expect to meet Zhang Ruolei here, but she was really taken aback, and immediately turned her back.
Zhang Ruolei stood up.
There is no silver here to say that you talk, and that's it.
I sent him to the door, and he squeezed my hand secretly, which made my face instantly red again.
Closing the door, Xiao Ye began to cry, tears fell one by one, I put the paper in front of her, I knew that people could not be persuaded at this time, I had to wait for her to cry enough, I had to wait for her to stop by herself, I had to wait for her to open her mouth to speak.
But in my heart, I also guessed that such a crying method for a woman seems to be difficult to speak, nothing more than love.
But she won't be because of Zhang Ruolei, she said that she has always been clear about her position.
What about her and him......
I suddenly became irritable.