So, do I love Zhang Ruolei?

I rolled over, and this turn caused him to be half asleep, and I took my arms around him, and I curled myself into his arms like two spoons stacked on top of each other. If you fall in love, really, don't ask if it's fate or calamity. His chin rubbed against his arm, and the corners of his mouth were satisfied and reassuring smiles. The heart is like the white moonlight outside the window, tranquil and comfortable.

How many times can you have in life? In the past, being with Huaihai was just living, and I never even thought about whether I loved him, and whether he really loved me.

Thinking of Xiao Han again, does Zhang Ruolei know her whereabouts! I don't know if they've slept together, Xiao Ye?

Xiao Ye's matter, Zhang Ruolei has never explained to me. What he promised me at the beginning, he would give me an explanation, and after all, it became a mirage. According to my old personality, I really want to make the door clear, what I can see and hear, who can guarantee that it must be true?

However, how many women in the world are like this, preferring to believe what they see and hear, rather than believe their own hearts. Sometimes, the body betrays itself, but in fact, the heart is loyal most of the time.

Tried that nothing or someone made us feel faintly uneasy, and then we did find something wrong. People sometimes like to deceive themselves and others, and like to hide their ears and steal the bell. I thought that I could escape from the ascension to heaven by thinking "invisible, invisible" with myself, but who would fate let go? Who have you ever let go?

Whoever will pay for their unbravery in the future.

I don't dare to face it, and in the end, I will always be a mess.

It's funny to think about. People say that if a woman wants to live a mysterious life, it is best for men to be incomprehensible, and it is better to live as a mystery. But it turns out that men have a sense of mystery, live as a mystery, and it's interesting to be guessed by women.

Isn't Zhang Ruolei like this?

I became interested in his past.

When you really fall in love with someone, you will only be interested in their past, because you are very sure that you will be with them throughout the whole process, now and in the future. What really draws you in is the past that you can't get involved in for the rest of your life. I feel so sorry, I met him so late, he is good, he is bad, happy or sad, without me, how did he get over for so many years!

I was taken aback by this idea, but I really thought of Huaihai again. I have been married to Huaihai for less than six years, and I think about the present and the future all day long, and I have never been interested in his past, and I really haven't asked, I haven't thought about it.

People don't lie to themselves, has he ever vaguely felt that he is not with me because of love? That's why the track that came out later was called a righteous and thrilling one?

At that time, I thought that I would never touch a man again in this life, and I would never meet love again. But who knew that "dangdangdangdang", she was late.

I chuckled, my shoulders shaking slightly.

Zhang hugged me from behind and asked, don't sleep? What nerves do you have? Go to bed.

"Nope."

I twisted myself from his arms, turned my face to face with him, and kissed him lightly on the mouth.

"What?"

He asked.

"me."

"Hooligans."

He muttered under his breath.

"Do you cooperate?"

"Give me a reason first."

"Save your energy from being too energetic and go outside to fight the autumn breeze."

He rolled over with a smile.

"The most poisonous woman's heart! I didn't expect you to be so vicious. ”

I hugged him, and I realized that the true definition of what I once had was fundamentally different from what I once possessed.

But now? Did we ever own or possess it?

No matter.

The old lady is the happiest.

When he got up in the morning, he refused to get up, saying that I had too much to ask for, and my desire was too full.

I sat in the dresser chair in front of the bed and said as I brushed my hair, "What's the matter?" No, I can change people. ”

Zhang Ruolei moved quickly and crawled to my side, hugging my waist and refusing to let go.

"Don't, I'm willing to die for you like this."

The Diamond Sutra says that the past mind cannot be attained. Some people hate the unbearable past, but without those unbearable, how can there be a rebirth of Nirvana later?

Destiny can still be fair, open and just.

Come back again, the small leaves are less and come again. I wondered, I don't know if Zhang Ruolei made another move behind his back. Sometimes when I think about it, I still feel a thorn in my heart. Is the child his or not? Zhang Ruolei can do this to Xiao Ye now, what if I am also pregnant? What will he do to me?

I once tested Zhang Ruolei and asked if we would have children. He pondered for a long time and asked me, what do you want?

I'm a soft woman, and I don't know how to answer him when he asks him that rhetorically.

yes, what do I think?

To be born or to fight?

What about Huaiping? What would he think? We are not married, so what should the identity of the newborn be?

Even if people's ideas are now enlightened, what about them? Who is not worldly? Who can truly detach themselves from the world?

I know it's not fun to be pregnant out of wedlock, but I still mind if he treats Xiaoye like that, and in addition, I want to know the truth.

Once, we met Xiao Ye while eating out. Xiao Ye is alone, wearing a professional suit, with diamonds on his nails, big red lip gloss, and drinking alone. I was about to go over, Zhang Ruolei grabbed me.

My heart sank, thinking, when did Zhang Ruolei avoid a woman?

We ate that meal neither salty nor light. When I went out, Zhang Ruolei pulled my hand, although I did not refuse, but I may have expressed my indignation for me. That night, back home.

Look, at some point, I think it's the two of us' home.

Was it because he had the intention to hide Jiao in the gold house? Or did I inadvertently lure you into the urn?

When I got home, he asked for joy, and I pushed it halfway. Knowing that I was uncomfortable, he tried his best to defeat the battle, panting and holding me down. Say: One day, I will give you an explanation. You believe me.

I looked up at him, crying and laughing. He deliberately wants to please me, and he cares about me. said that he was angry with him, but he couldn't bear it, and he said that he was not angry with him, and he was unwilling.

No matter how many turmoils there are in life, one heart is always there. Neither is the left, nor is the right. The left also wants it, and the right wants it too. Tell you the truth, you are troubled, hide it from you or make trouble. Tell you the truth Sometimes women go crazy and say why don't you lie to me for the rest of your life? If you don't tell me, another woman will make trouble, saying that I won't blame you if you are honest with me, and I will carry it with you.

To be honest, there are some things and some things that you will lose if you really believe in a woman; There are some things and some words, and if you really believe in a man, you will also lose.

People say that life is a process, don't care if you win or lose. But when I came, I wanted to win the world, and no one said that I wanted to lose all and go back naked.

When people come, they are forced to be the commander of the light pole, and when they leave, they want to eat and take, they want to have as many funeral goods as possible, and they are eager to bring everything they have and don't have in this world to another world.

When people come, they can't help themselves, and when people leave, they are forced to leave. When he came, he cried, and when he left, he wept silently. When you come, you may think, "Who TM kicked me from behind, I don't want to come!" When they left, they all painted in the same style, and the subtext in their hearts was: "Lao Tzu hasn't stayed enough, why did you kick me and drive me away?" ”

Okay, pinch his face and tell him I'm not angry.

He said I didn't believe it.

I said what else is going to happen.

He smirked. He used to laugh at me, and when he laughed like this, I wanted to roll him into the Pacific Ocean with one kick, drown directly in the Pacific Ocean, and never appear in front of me again in this life.

Now, when he laughs like this, I think how much pain is behind this laugh, but I can't touch it.

The more Zhang Ruolei laughed, the cheaper he became, and said that his daughter-in-law was ......

I turned my head, I was really afraid that he would come up with some kind of initiative, and there was hearsay about it, but I didn't want to try it myself, and I didn't want to, it's perverted.

Love is the joy of two feelings, and it is easier to achieve the unity of body and mind on this basis. The joy of reaching the pinnacle does not come from how unpredictable the posture is.

But people say that men have animal nature.

"You take the initiative once!"

I looked at him in horror, I looked at him for a long time, and I saw that he was almost embarrassed, and this was a hungry tiger pounced.

Zhang Ruolei shouted: "Don't! ”

He ran, I chased, so naïve.

In heaven, earth, sun and moon, we are actually always children, why pretend to be old?

I just didn't expect Lao Zhou to start pursuing me. No, everyone in the circle calls him Mr. Zhou. Mr. Zhou Da had a clear banner and did not hide it, he ran to Zhang Ruolei's place and made a big fanfare. Everyone looked at him, not like the slightly bald old Yang before.

Lao Zhou has a faction, and if you go there, it will be the old version of Yushu Linfeng.

He said to the doorman, I'm looking for you Mr. Mei, I'm his boyfriend.

When the doorman heard this, he didn't know whether to let it go or not, so he went to ask Zhang Ruolei first.

Zhang Ruolei came down one step ahead of me, and saw Lao Zhou holding flowers in his hand, a big handful, which was enough to make every woman he saw covet. The two confronted each other through the air, and countless people instantly degenerated into dragons--- their eyes seemed to be unmoved, but they could grasp the movements of the audience.

I walked over to them, I hadn't experienced much of this before, a bunch of men like me? Hahaha. Lao Yang came to me to live a good life with me, it was a trade-off of interests, conditions, and objectivity, as for me and Zhang Ruolei, it doesn't matter what the reason is.

What kind of mess is this old Zhou here to add!

I don't understand.

He didn't say he liked me, besides, he was so old than Zhang Ruolei, and he was also very popular in society, so he must have never lacked women!

This year, the peach blossoms are really in full bloom. If you knew this was the case, why did you get married so early?

When I think about it, I smile unconsciously. Zhang Ruolei stepped forward one step earlier, the two walked side by side, and he took my hand.

Lao Zhou is cunning and turns a blind eye.

"Mr. Zhou."

Zhang Ruolei stretched out his hand.

"It's a big deal, it's a long way to come."

Lao Zhou adjusted his gaze from my face back to Zhang Ruolei's face, and smiled indifferently.

"It's not that I'm looking for you, so there's nothing to welcome from afar, and you shouldn't be welcome."

Zhang Ruolei didn't wait for him to finish: "Just like her, she is my woman." ”