Chapter 045: Nightmare

This battle, do you want to make a TV series? Am I so sought-after? You'll have to take a good look in the mirror when you go back. Do you want to send another letter to the prison post, thank you Huaihai for kicking me back then and no longer living with me?

I couldn't help laughing, but Zhang Ruolei looked serious. Lao Zhou still smiled and said nothing, and turned his face to me.

"I'm going to pick you up from work and have a meal together?"

I was about to answer, and Zhang Ruolei began to answer again.

"I'm sorry, she asked me out for the night. Or together? How else will we invite you another day? ”

I looked at Zhang in horror. Is there a difference between tonight and the two of us eating with him the other night? Isn't it all the two of us plus Lao Zhou?

Lao Zhou obviously heard the clue, didn't say anything, and smiled slightly. Stretched out his hand and handed the flower to me, Zhang Ruolei took the lead again.

That's for me, okay? What's the matter, you have to let me have a good time, so many years, including when I was in love, Huaihai has never sent me such a hypocritical thing, now someone can send it back, you Zhang Ruolei will be more and more blistering......

Lao Zhou then met and said goodbye. I watched as his car sank into the road and disappeared into traffic. Zhang Ruolei shook his hand and said, what? Haven't seen enough?

I looked up at him and reached for the flowers. Zhang Youlei flashed and avoided my hand: I haven't seen flowers! I haven't confiscated it! It's not productive.

I nodded like pounding garlic, and trotted all the way to follow: "Yes, yes, yes, I really haven't confiscated it, it's the first time." Oh my God, you said someone else sent me flowers, you said this old Zhou, tsk,"

I want to go over to grab the flowers again, but Zhang Ruolei just won't give them.

"What are you doing? You said this Lao Zhou, don't say it, he is really discerning. ”

Zhang Ruolei stood still, rolled his big eyes and glared at me without speaking, and there were employees next to him who passed by and crossed the minefield, and a female employee even slipped past us on tiptoe.

stared at it for a long time, but there was nothing to say. When another employee passed by, his hand suddenly stretched out diagonally, startling the employee, and the bounce was high, and it was directly bounced back.

Zhang Ruolei turned around with a dark face and said to the man: What are you afraid of? This is up to you. Take.

The man looked at Zhang Ruolei and at me, daring to take it but not daring to take it. Zhang Ruolei's face sank, and the man took the flower tremblingly, and ran away with a smoke.

I sighed: "That flower, you get a lot of money!" Someone gave it to me. ”

Zhang Ruolei pursed his lips and did not squeak. I really don't know this man, since he was with me, he was a black face when he lived with me all day long, and I really miss the time when we were fighting each other from time to time, sometimes he was pitted, and sometimes I was clever again!

On second thought, isn't this man a scumbag? What do you want to do with all that? With my current relationship with him, he will never put me in any danger again, at least, if he can.

Huaiping has news that he is coming back. He still has a lot of plans for the future, and when he told me, I didn't say no, let's talk about it when they come back first. He actually said that he wanted to go to some seminary and help more people. I think this kid has quit drugs once and has quit eating fireworks in the world. I wanted to educate him on the spot, a good man has ambitions in all directions, and a man has to make contributions. I gave birth to him, raised him so big, and endured so many years of hardship, just so that my son would become a monk in the future?

I don't! Let's come to Purdue Purdue first.

Later, my head suddenly remembered the whole drawer of unopened letters that his father had written to him. Oh no, I haven't had time to change the lock yet.

I want to talk to Zhang Ruolei about this, and now this has become an instinct of mine. I always want to report to him about everything, and I also have trust and dependence when I am with Huaihai, and I will tell him if something is broken at home, and he will repair it at first, and then he will say that you will take a child at home every day and find someone to repair it! I'm not a jack of all trades, and I'm tired when I get home.

I think he was right, and now I think that his life plan should have changed significantly.

Thinking of Huaihai, I unconsciously removed my fingers from the computer keyboard. Will he? Zhang Ruolei? Could it be like Huaihai, who thinks I'm troublesome, and will make trouble for him even the slightest little thing?

Just Xiao Ye came, Xiao Ye came to send the new season's offer, the new season's contract. Xiao Ye became more and more silent now. I told Zhang Youlei, Zhang Ruolei said, I don't feel it! I said yes, sometimes she was distracted, sometimes she sat across from my desk, and there was a long, large emptiness, loneliness, and confusion in her eyes.

I had asked him very vaguely if he had threatened her again.

Zhang Ruolei turned around and saluted me for a long time, until my gaze fell inch by inch under his gaze, and turned into a dirt grandson and burrowed into the ground.

Xiao Ye still likes to wear red and green, and makes her whole body look like summer, enthusiastic and unrestrained, and still likes to make her nails red and purple with rhinestones, and still likes to wear red lipstick. She only looked bad all the time, and at first I thought it was surgery, she didn't rest enough, and her body recovered slowly. But after half a year, her face is still getting worse day by day. Once she came, sitting, and was chatting, her whole person suddenly emptied, and after a while, she woke up from a big dream and seemed to look at me, leaning her body forward, facing me, and whispering to me.

She said, "Sister, do you know?" One night I woke up in the middle of the night, went to the bathroom, and looked in the mirror after I was done.

She touched one cheek with one hand and continued softly, her gaze hollow and straight, as if looking at me and at something unknown.

"I went to look in the mirror, and I found that my face was yellow, like a ghost."

She paused.

"Sister, you believe in Buddhism, you say, is there really a ghost? I can only sleep at night by taking sleeping pills, first half a pill, then one pill, now two tablets, and people say that the pill will cause dependence and addiction. Sister, do you say is it possible that one day I take medicine and can't sleep, take another tablet, still can't sleep, take another tablet, still can't sleep, eat another tablet, eat another tablet, eat like this, I will fall asleep forever, and I don't have to worry about insomnia anymore?! I won't have nightmares, sister, do you know how terrible my dreams are! ”

She rested her hands on her chest, her eyes looking over my shoulders, as if she were palpitating, and she spoke like a dream.

"Xiaoye."

I leaned forward and gave her a push. She woke up like a dream, and glanced at me, and then at the two arms she had raised. She lowered her head, revealing a thin layer of white skin on the back of her neck, and when she looked up again, I noticed that she was crying. Xiao Ye stretched out her hand, didn't pick up the paper towel I handed over, didn't go through the bag and find the paper towel from it, she gently wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes with one index finger, and then wiped the other side with the back of the same finger, after wiping, she lifted her nose, sucked back twice, and then raised her head and smiled at me.

"Postpartum depression, I maybe."

She said, lowering her head again: "But it doesn't affect the work." ”

I don't know what to say, cold lips and teeth? It doesn't seem to be. Sympathize? Nor is it appropriate. Resentment? Eat one's heart out?

I can't say it.

Xiao Ye got up to say goodbye, but I always felt that she was still there, her eyes were empty and dazed, and tears fell in strings, she would say that I was fine, but we all know, including herself, that she has something, a big thing. But what is it? Is it the nostalgia for the unfinished baby? Or are you deeply resentful of your fate that you have been forced to helpless? Or did you really fall in love with Zhang Ruolei......

I stood up, opened the blinds, and saw Xiao Ye's thin waist swinging in the air, her ass was bigger, more round and tight, many times I was worried that she would not shake her ass out of her clothes, and be exposed to the air like that white and seductive.

In that case, few men can stand it.

Leaflet.

I don't think she should be such a person who can't pick it up and put it down! How did she end up like this? She told me in person at that time, and at that time she was still persuading me, saying, Sister, people like us are self-aware......

Who and what made her whole person change so drastically from the inside out?

Xiao Ye pressed the car lock, opened the car door, twisted his hips to let his body into the cockpit, sat down, came out again, and faced my window, my hands trembled with fright, like I was the culprit who killed her. The blinds were restored, and my heart was beating a little tightly, and I was sweating slightly on my forehead.

What am I nervous about? What am I doing wrong and what am I missing? I looked at Xiao Ye for a long and focused time behind the blinds, although I wondered, could she see me clearly?

But Xiao Ye raised his hand towards me as if he could see me, and waved his hand lightly to me.

Should I respond to her? Just as she hesitated, she turned around, twisted her waist like a water snake, and the whole person got back into the car. I seemed to hear her start the car with a painful and exhilarating scream like a horse, followed by a "boom".

I want to talk to Zhang Ruolei about this, and now this has become an instinct of mine. I always want to report to him about everything, and I also have trust and dependence when I am with Huaihai, and I will tell him if something is broken at home, and he will repair it at first, and then he will say that you will take a child at home every day and find someone to repair it! I'm not a jack of all trades, and I'm tired when I get home.

I think he was right, and now I think that his life plan should have changed significantly.

Thinking of Huaihai, I unconsciously removed my fingers from the computer keyboard. Will he? Zhang Ruolei? Could it be like Huaihai, who thinks I'm troublesome, and will make trouble for him even the slightest little thing?

Just Xiao Ye came, Xiao Ye came to send the new season's offer, the new season's contract. Xiao Ye became more and more silent now. I told Zhang Youlei, Zhang Ruolei said, I don't feel it! I said yes, sometimes she was distracted, sometimes she sat across from my desk, and there was a long, large emptiness, loneliness, and confusion in her eyes.

I had asked him very vaguely if he had threatened her again.