Chapter 107: Tarantula

One day, two people in love suddenly encountered such a cruel truth, and they were caught off guard.

As a result, we can only blame each other and hurt each other, thinking that accusations will make the other person realize that he has sinned heavily, correct himself as soon as possible, return to his own expectations, and love and get along with himself in the way he likes. We think that if we take the lead in attacking and hurting the other person, we will make the other person wake up, realize the anger of the other party and our own unbearability, and then compromise for love, reflect for love, and return to ourselves for love.

We have all forgotten that tyrants never cause loyalty, only fear.

So we see too many such couples and couples, who love and kill each other, turn their backs on each other, and spit on each other. Interestingly, the original intention of killing and scolding each other was to make the other party finally surrender to him, so that the two could return to the harmony and beauty they saw for the first time.

Stupid humans, stupid ways.

We fall in love stupidly and hastily, and in the end, we will stupidly and hastily separate.

We don't get love because most of us don't really understand love, and a person who doesn't really understand what love is doesn't actually deserve it.

However, none of the above is the point. The point is that Zhang Ruolei did not answer any of my questions directly.

For example, when did he get in touch with Xiao Han?

Also, since he knew that the alleged allegation of abduction against Xiao Han was not true, why did he never present it to me, and he also used it to make some arrangements?

Moreover, since he is so clear about the context of the whole incident, and since the truth is the case, then what he told me at the beginning was whether it was true or false that Xiao Han betrayed Huaihai.

If it was true, how could they negotiate peace in private?

If it's not true, why is Huaihai in prison?

I couldn't figure it out.

However, the emotions did get out of control that night, and maybe I lived in tension all my life, and the tension often made it impossible to keep a cool head. In the face of his profound, restrained and moving inner confession, I even forgot the question I wanted to ask.

At that moment, affectionate confession played a chemical role in my heart that was difficult for other things to inspire.

There is an animal whose teeth ooze venom, when the teeth cut into your skin, the venom seeps in, and the venom will travel along the blood of the prey through the entire body of the other party, first anesthetize their nervous system, once the prey is completely paralyzed, they can eat in large pieces, little by little slowly enjoy the food.

This is true of venomous snakes, as is a Cameroonian tarantula.

Am I my prey?

The most miserable prey doesn't even know where the deadly dangers around them come from.

Without exception, it may take a hearty bed love between me and him to reconcile completely, the body's exploration of the body, the exchange of bodily fluids with bodily fluids, the sound of wheezing one after another, the tangled and confused desires in the eyes, the burning skin, the boiling blood, and the lonely rush to the darkness of the night, where there is a carnival of prosperity that is enough to turn all beings upside down and make people forget

The suffering, the evil, the helplessness, and the helplessness of the world.

Then, the moment the passion falls, will everything in the world follow and follow like a demon?

I don't know.

After a long time, I finally understood a truth. You can't hurt the person who loves you, and you can't hurt the person you love in the name of love. The moment the nail is driven down, the damage is already doomed, even if one day the nail is pulled out, the hole is filled with cement and plastered with white lime, but the scar is still there, and the damage is still there.

The wound may be smoothed, but it will never be healed.

Everything is as it has been, like a flower blooming, in order. Small loopholes are not enough to affect the main theme, and we are usually taught not to lose big because of small things. This damn argument is really harmful.

First of all, what does it mean to be small?

Thousands of miles of embankment, collapsed in the anthill.

No matter how small a loophole is, it can sometimes become a breakthrough for a thousand miles of embankment to burst.

This is common sense, and we all know it. But there are too many women who dare not admonish themselves like this when facing marriage or love.

A woman will try to make things difficult for a man before she has a formal relationship. and will officially communicate with each other, without going down the line to endure and give in.

The small injuries, pains, and details that they deliberately ignored in many relationships eventually grew into fatal wounds in her future marriage. Some of them will even blow the parties to pieces.

For example, some men are small, and when their girlfriend says something to other boys, he will be crazy with jealousy, and women will think that this is a sign of love for her. Only a truly discerning woman knows that this is a sign of selfishness and cowardice. A selfish person has only possession and no love in his heart, he never loves the other party, he only loves himself, and what he minds is that his things cannot be snatched away by others. Even if that thing is no longer valuable to them, they are still unwilling to give it away, which really stems from human greed and selfishness, and has nothing to do with love.

But there will be stupid women who think that this is a manifestation of the other party's love for themselves to the bone.

Until one day, this love finally evolves into their own killing machine, some of them may wake up, or some of them may still be obsessed with it. They will naively think that they died at the hands of their lover at the hands of a certain year, a certain month, and a certain time, and they may have regrets in this life, but they do not regret it, because no matter what, they have received extreme love from a man who loves you so much that he wants to kill you.

Zhang Ruolei discussed the date of registration with me, and I remembered that he had already made a record with Su Baidung, and he said that he must find a good day, such as May 21, or 1214.

I've only heard of 1314, so the meaning is well known, what does 1214 mean? I asked him, and he wrapped his arms around my waist from behind, his warm breath beating the delicate fuzz on the back of my bare neck.

"One love for one life."

He said.

It dawned on me.

It's autumn now, and there are not a few months left until December 14th, not to mention that the wedding preparation is also quite a big project. And until now, our wedding house has not been settled. We've also mentioned this as well

On one schedule, my suggestion was to buy another set in the community where I live now, and leave this set to Huaiping if he came back.

He'll be back someday.

I said to him.

Zhang Ruolei echoed my opinion, and said that I want to buy a villa, with a sunken courtyard, preferably three floors, not townhouses, but single-stored.

I said I don't like it, three floors, who cleans up the house, and then hire someone because of this, it's not cost-effective.

Zhang Ruolei joked that I would live.

I spread my hands at him.

"There's no way, whoever let us have a small family hasn't seen any big market."

He said that the villas farther away from the development zone are not expensive, and the land in the center of the city is still a prime location, and the price of the mansion in the center of the city is now much more expensive than the villa in the distance.

I don't know much about the real estate market and don't have any research, Zhang Ruolei said you have to study, now real estate development is the most profitable, the state has no regulation, you can also borrow money, I have negotiated an agreement with the hurricane, after the hurricane shares, the first project is likely to be real estate development.

I looked at him and thought to myself, although I don't know much about this, but at least I know that if you want to do any real estate development, you have to take the land first, and if you have the familiar land in your hand, you can develop it when you get it. Now that the real estate market is in full swing, the prospects are very good, so many heavyweight, national brand developers are no longer ready to go, and people in the city are generally a few linkages, early handy.

"Why don't we do what we're good at?"

I proposed to him.

"This money comes quickly."

I glanced at him and robbed him.

"Killing people is more expensive and money is faster!"

"That's a crime."

He laughed back.

"I don't do anything that breaks the law."

"That's right,"

He said.

"My dad told you to go back to dinner."

I looked up at him.

"Why did you notify now?"

I know that this dinner can't be postponed, the old lady has spoken, and I can't refute his old man's face. But somehow, since the last time the driver deliberately took me to the city sunshine, I was reluctant to go to their house again. I think that thing must have been instructed by Zhang Fusheng himself, otherwise the driver would not be so gossipy, let alone so much. The old lady was an unfathomable man, and he let me know that there must be something behind it, but I still don't know the essentials.

I don't feel that I am inherently stupid, so I still haven't understood the inner mystery and feel deeply ashamed or burdened, I just think that such a scheming person, if he also has the heart to calculate me, or to put it simply, simply does not want his son to marry me, and wants to make me regret my marriage through such a thing, then I will be a little thick-skinned when I enter the house again.

I know that life needs acting, and there are some people you don't like and you have to face them. The old man must know this better than I do. But deliberately pleasing people who are not friends or foes has never been my forte.

So I had the heart to shirk it, but Zhang Ruolei didn't insist, saying that he was slow to see you and didn't want to

me, I'll push it for you.

He shook my hands.

"Don't worry, if you marry me, you won't have any problems that you don't get along with your in-laws, etc., etc., etc., etc., and those problems need to be faced. That's all things that you should solve, my family, my father, my mother, you can go if you want, and if you don't want to go, we won't go. There's nothing about filial piety or disobedience, they have servants, and they don't need us to wait at the moment. I don't need it in the future, you and I are not professional in waiting for people. If you are dissatisfied with everything and unwilling, I will not advise you to think about the overall situation of bullshit, and you must suffer a little grievance first. I think my daughter-in-law is happy, our husband and wife, the little couple is happy and happy, this is the overall situation, and everything else is a small section. ”

He squeezed my hands tightly, and with heavy force on his hands, he touched the ground on one knee, looked up at me, and added very seriously:

"Everything I said is true."

(End of chapter)