The result was the Cold War. Later, even the children could see that Chen Nian remained silent, and Mason was not so easy to deal with, and he asked me what was wrong.

I said no, why are you asking?

Mason smiled, you quarreled with my dad?

No.

I felt a little embarrassed and deliberate in my laughter, but I laughed anyway.

How so? Hahaha, how did you have such a strange idea?

Macente looked at me calmly and said to me calmly: "How can you have such thoughts?" Mom? How can you still treat us like children? My brother and I are talking about this in private, and you adults think you can whitewash the peace. Why do you have such naïve thoughts?

I was dumbfounded by him.

Adults have no way to answer children's questions, and there is a one-size-fits-all answer, which is: you are too young to understand.

Mason often respised his response to such answers, but once I heard Chen Nian and the two of them arguing quietly about something. I quietly approached and listened, and it turned out that the two of us were discussing who each of them would go with after the two of us divorced. Chen Nian said to follow me, and Mason said that if you follow your mother, I will follow your father.

Chen Nian said why, my mother needs to be taken care of more, and my father is not so fragile.

Mason looked at Chen Nian shyly, saying Brother, are you stupid, I look at him so much. After the divorce, our dad is even the fifth diamond king, how many girls have to pounce on him, I have to watch a little bit, so that he can make mistakes.

After listening to it, I really have mixed feelings, and I also lamented that children are now indifferent to the existence of their parents' marriage. I wonder if they know how to love themselves more, have a more free and unrestrained mind, or become stronger than we were back then, or just more indifferent and detached. My generation is obsessed with intimacy, and the new generation is more self-focused, but there is often no clear difference between self and selfishness.

I found that I was starting to get anxious again, and people who thought too much and too deeply were often insecure in the real world. They tend to exaggerate their imaginary unsatisfactory situation, which may affect their entire emotional state and even their state of existence.

The Buddha said: If you are not afraid to read it, you are afraid of being late.

All thoughts that can be perceived can be properly placed by us.

There is no fear of any consciousness, but what is terrible is that we will be bound by certain consciousnesses and will not be able to extricate ourselves.

Gao Tiancheng and I are still in a cold war, and later everyone around us can see that there should be something wrong between the two of us. Xiao Han asked me, what are you doing? You're so old, you don't have this person, you can't get married.

Which one wants to remarry?

I scolded her.

Xiao Han glanced at me and was silent. The next day was the weekend, and she and Ah Dongfei were going to take Chen Nian and Mason out to play, and it was not without this situation before, so I naturally gladly agreed.

I also know that they are well-intentioned and want to give us the two of us time and space to be alone, so that we can solve the midlife crisis in our marriage. Speaking of the midlife crisis, there is a crisis. We both

The relationship between them is in danger, and the other girls and boys have a chance.

I told Xiao Han that she did this a bit too much, so many girls who dreamed of getting something for nothing, I wonder if the sisters had any daydreams of Prince Charming and Prince Charming when they were young? I give up a place, and maybe a girl will realize her long-cherished wish of flying on the branches and becoming a phoenix.

Xiao Han smiled and said, hey, don't say it. If the two of you are left alone, at least you can save two ambitious young men and women, and the man will take you down, you are like a wolf and a tiger age. And the woman can naturally take him down, and the uncle with a slight sense of vicissitudes is now more marketable!

Take time, phew, look how high-sounding this is. It's really not about taking any time, it's a time when I deliberately went to Zhang Ruolei and my old house. After so many years, Chen Nian is in his teens, and Mason has also watched him grow up, dreaming for ten years, and with a flick of his fingers. It's gone too fast, I don't know what state Zhang Ruolei is in in his hometown, what kind of woman he is conquered by, and what he is busy with every day.

The room was uncleaned, no one had been cleaned, everything was covered with heavy dust, and the dust danced in the sunlight when the door was opened, and the naked eye could see it very clearly. At this time, there is actually no beauty, but it still makes me sigh that life is like a dream of Huang Liang, and it is not just like this old house.

The scenery has been silent, it has been lively, it has also been prosperous, and now it is deserted, and there are huge wedding photos of me and him in the master bedroom, and I still think of the twists and turns that happened when we took this frame of wedding photos, and it is strange to say, these past events, or I don't want to, when I think about it, the details are vivid, and it really seems to have happened yesterday.

The years are too fast, time has finally left us ordinary people behind, those who thought they could compare with the years, all the high-spirited and high-spirited have now become sharp. Everyone has become losers, or at least they have learned to be obedient.

After sucking a belly of ashes, I returned to my own home, and I had a different taste in my heart.

Let's say, in the afternoon of this day, Xiao Han suddenly called, I could hear the panic in her voice, and said, something happened again, it was Chen Nian, who was not careful, Chen Nian fell from a height, and now he is in a hospital, and he urgently needs a blood transfusion. Chen Nian is a certain type of blood, special, there is no blood bank in the hospital, ask me what to do?

What to do?

I just want to faint immediately, and swear that I will never let Xiao Han take my two children out again in my life. Gao Tiancheng also heard it on the side, he took the phone and asked Xiao Han what was going on.

Xiao Han repeated eagerly, Gao Tiancheng said I'll go.

Xiao Han said, what's the use of you coming? I know Meizi's blood type, and it can only work if his own father comes, and the hospital says that there is no blood in the blood bank. What to do? No, hurry up and post on the Internet for help, and hurry up to post on Moments. Maybe Zhang Ruolei will come back to save his son when he sees it.

Gao Tiancheng shouted into the phone, I am his father, I can save him.

Joke! Is he his own father? This matter will also deceive Chen Nian.

Xiao Han said Lao Gao, what are you kidding, this is a matter of life and death, Chen Nian is still waiting for rescue in the operating room, hurry up

Post.

Gao Tiancheng didn't even look at me and said, what are you kidding? Who's free to joke with you? You wait, I'll be there right away, how much is needed, draw my blood. I'm Zhang Ruolei. I had plastic surgery.

I couldn't be too shocked, looking at him, and naturally watching him run out in slippers in my gaze, and now he was not lame. This man is sick, mentally healthy, and emotionally indebted. Isn't it fun?

However, I didn't have the heart to pursue this now, and ran away after him, and I asked him on the way what was the matter?

He holds the steering wheel in his hand and looks ahead.

I was reluctant and didn't dare to come back, so I went to get a facelift. Don't you notice that we sound alike? Or our back? Your IQ may not be online, but you have never doubted it. And the first time I was with you as Gao Tiancheng, don't you think that feels familiar? You don't have any at all! ”

I looked at his face in disbelief? Facelift? How can it be? His back or something, yes, sometimes I feel a little familiar, but I never dared to think about it.

Not to mention......

"I don't believe it." This, I say, is almost the most instinctive, primitive reaction.

"Believe it or not." He said that the car got on a viaduct, "At home, in my safe, there are my full set of plastic surgery procedures, as well as those videos taken after plastic surgery, you can also test my DNA, but these will be discussed when Chen Nian's matter is over." ”

Not surprised? Surprised?

I simply ..........

When he arrived at the hospital, Gao Tiancheng ran in slippers, it seemed that he was really in a hurry, and the slippers were later run away by him. saw several familiar figures in the hall---- Adong, Xiao Han, Wan Qian, Chen Nian, Mason, and Wan Huan.

Gao Tiancheng gasped and stopped, he was so smart, he naturally realized that he was in Xiao Han's way almost immediately, but he walked straight towards his son Chen Nian, half-squatted, and then looked Chen Nian up and down, stroked his son's forehead, nose, eyes, and chin with his broad fingers, and then tightly hugged Chen Nian into his arms.

"Chen Nian, you're fine." He rubbed his chin against his son's head, "It's great that you're okay, tell Daddy you're okay." ”

I then caught up and saw such a scene, and I also ran over to see Chen Nian first, making sure that he was okay, and then my eyes swept over Mason, and then Xiao Han.

I asked Xiao Han, when did you find out that he was Zhang Ruolei?

Xiao Han smiled, attached it to my ear, and said softly: Did I say it? I've slept with all your men?

"It's you who is unresponsive."

Adong also knew about it earlier?

When I saw Ah Dong's eyes dodging, I knew that he knew it too. Hide it from me. Am I that stupid?

I threw the slippers on the ground, Gao Tiancheng, oh no, Zhang Ruolei obediently picked up the slippers, and I said to Xiao Han and Adong: You take the children home first, I have something to talk to him.

But if you really replace the two of us, the world is going the same way, what is there to say?

Love?

Don't love?

What is Love?

Really want to sprinkle dog food or pour chicken soup on my readers?

I don't know.

I can forgive him, and to this day, I may still forgive him for getting involved with other women in marriage, but I just can't completely let go. I'm good, he's good. Maybe he couldn't be completely relieved himself, so he went to plastic surgery. We have two children, both of them are well-behaved and sensible, we don't have to worry about anything, we have a complete and slightly unassuming career map, there is a seemingly compatible form and God, it seems that all the good things in the world are so close to us, so what is not satisfied?

Life is short, forgive if you should forgive, he and I don't have much stored value for the rest of our lives, what can't we be together?

After that day, we were completely separated, he regained his identity, and I moved to the old house, where everything was still the same, even the pot of greenery in the middle of the living room was full of business, and the desk I had pried into the flat house, and the locks on the drawers were still broken.

I began to turn around to major public welfare activities, anyway, Zhang Ruolei did not restrict me from spending money, Xiao Han came to me, saying that the reason why he would expose him was to let you get back to the old good, not to see you end up like this. The two of you are both over 100 years old, what conflicts do you have to use marriage as a bargaining chip?

Using marriage as a bargaining chip?

I didn't.

I just feel a little tired, a little tired, marriage or love for me now, just like the chicken essence for seasoning, yes, maybe fresher, no, I am also happy to enjoy the original taste of life.

That's all.

I couldn't make myself completely forgive him, so I chose to separate, maybe by the time I was eighty, I could finally convince myself to forgive him completely, and then I would talk about it.

The rest of my life is so short, I don't want to suffer an hour of grievances.

(End of chapter)