Secret Forest
When the old man looked at the full moon in the sky, he unconsciously felt a little sad.
Maybe it's when I'm looking at the difference of the moon in the sky, and when I'm thinking about all the things he just said, I suddenly sketch out a lot of memories of the past in my head.
If he could, these were originally things he didn't want to recall, but now that they are slowly recalled, he will be more destined in the future, which is a determination of what he has done.
In fact, although he doesn't know the true face of the third lady, and he doesn't know what happened to it, but in terms of his own skills, he now understands all aspects of his body relatively clearly, and she herself laughs, he may have some kind of illness on his body, so when he was here, he has always been born from no ancestor, and if it was originally her physical condition, she was not allowed to go outside alone to find something. But he knew that he had a mission on his part when he went out, and he knew that he would definitely not want to run outside if he didn't have to.
And now when he himself proposes to go outside, then he must be physically unable to live in a small place, so when he is here, he is looking at the full moon in the sky, and when he thinks of the woman he loves the most, that is, when his mother died, he did tell himself again in his heart, that is, no matter how complicated the situation in the outside world is, no matter how difficult the situation is, as far as he is concerned, He had to do his best to give the third lady a safe place.
If the third lady exists, there is also when he keeps working hard every time, or when he keeps telling himself what kind of things he should do? It is true that he has his own motivation when he does these things, and the comfort of the third lady, and whether his future can become so good? For him, it's the most important thing for him.
So these things are like a magnifying glass, or like the most important thing, when they are placed in front of him, so that he is a little unable to do it when he is here.
And he is indeed always there, especially when he is alone, or when he can't sleep at night, or when he is drinking alone under the moonlight, he will always remember the words that the woman he loves the most said to him when he left.
Grandpa will always remember that when he walked to his wife's bed, at that time he had already worked hard, and all his strength gave birth to Miss Three, maybe before this she would blame Miss Three, if it wasn't for his existence, if it wasn't for the fact that she was born, it was not a particularly smooth thing, then her mother would not have lost her life because of this, so when he reported Miss Three in front of him, he even saw the first reaction of this little baby, He is a little refused, can be said to be very disgusted, it is because of the existence of this little baby, and because he appeared in his mother's life, so that the mother was removed from his own life so quickly, it is said that when he was here, when he was the mother's favorite person, and then she herself wanted to protect the person the most, he did have to say in his heart, once very refused, so he was in the state of seeing the other party, Then when he saw that the other party kept saying the last words to himself, he was like a knife, and then the whole person was about to explode, or the feeling that the whole person wanted to follow him was very real and existed.
And when this feeling appears in front of them, it does make his whole heart a little difficult, not accurate, maybe this feeling is only known to him is clearer, or in front of this feeling, he will let all his emotions be very concerned, in her mood, or at the moment of everything he does, he may become very excited, but at this time, when he is about to end himself, Or when he was about to give up on himself, it was indeed his wife who pulled him back at this critical juncture, perhaps when his wife saw the despair in his eyes, and when he was determined to follow him, he did feel that if he was a little scared, because if his father followed him, then what should the third lady they left behind? When the third lady was reborn, he didn't have any reaction for a long time, and when he saw that his eyes didn't look like the faces of other little babies, he was so sluggish, in fact, he knew his body, he knew that his body must have been attacked by these drugs, so the child born would be like this, and then because of the invasion of these drugs, he almost took her entire life when he gave birth to this child in such pain.
But it doesn't matter if the child is smart or not, but it doesn't matter if it's well-behaved or not, but no matter what kind of state it is? He will always be his favorite child, that is, he has been in his body for ten months before he comes out, a child, and when he sees him, he knows that this is the continuation of his life, so no matter whether it is liked or not, and whether he is a nerd treatment, he is his own child, no matter how much he looks at it, he loves it? It's just that when his mother sees the child at this time, and then thinks of her own body, little by little as if the light of life is about to be extinguished, the despair in his heart must be indescribable.
And more importantly, in this process, she herself is about to end, her own life, especially when she sees the man she loves the most, seems to be going with him, and when he leaves, he is also very scared in his heart, because he thinks he will be afraid that the other party will really move this mind, and then follow him so far away.
It's really one of the things that he is most afraid of in his life, or in the whole process of her life, if it weren't for this incident, then his own whole life would seem much more complete, if it was to go with the person he loved the most, and this person was willing to give his life for it, and then give up his happy or unhappy days in the future, and then look for it with herself, this is all in her own heart. It's very comforting.
But he himself can't be so selfish, especially when he sees this not very intelligent daughter, if his husband follows him, then there is a lonely child left, and especially not very smart, and his mother and father are like this, then if he is the only one left in this world, then how should she survive? If it is a smart child, then in such a complex environment, he must have his own way of survival, whether in good times or in bad times, she can grow up quickly, and no matter the outside world's test of him, or the outside world's clarity about him will be so godly, but he himself knows that in order to survive, she must be strong, and he himself has taken out all the weapons he can take out one by one.
But it is because of his own feasibility of himself, and his understanding of himself is very strong, so in this process, and he is in all these states, he knows what he should do?
And so at this time, when she knew the bits and pieces of all these things, he let himself have a strong heart in this aspect.
And in this process, there is also his constant hard work, in this process he is in the whole process of letting everything he have, is a very active situation, so in this whole process, and when he himself is constantly fighting, he is more thinking of his daughter, so before the hospital bed, in the last moments of his life, what he said to the man he loves the most is not about the unusual things about what he knows behind his back. Or the subtlety of this matter, these are no longer the most important things for him, the most important thing now is about the third lady, and the bits and pieces in the future are the most important things in his mind.
If life is deliberately continued, if there is a possibility of rebirth here, he will reincarnate himself in this third lady, and I have such words, so that the master or his beloved can have some sustenance, so he is in front of the hospital bed, and then in the last moments of his life, he originally wanted to tell his reluctance to his grandfather, and there is a kind of advice for his future life, but more for the sake of his daughter, Most of what he said was about Miss Three.
Therefore, even after so many years, when the third lady is about to get married and become another wife, when grandpa is at this time, looking at the clouds in the sky and talking, he remembers the past vividly, and then the things that come up with in his whole head are about the bits and pieces of the beginning.
And at this time, what she will always remember is the advice of her favorite lady, before she died, to the third lady.
This is a great mother, at the end of her life, every word she says, and this mother in the last time to leave, there is no trace of tears in his eyes, only more reluctance, on the one hand, reluctance is reluctance to her husband, reluctance to this favorite man, but more is also reluctance to her daughter, when her daughter has just come to this world, she herself is going to leave in this way, even in this world, There is no more chance to stay with him for a while, more possibilities, so at this time, his eyes are also showing a despair about this matter, and the whole tears are also flowing in his eyes.
The old man said that he always remembered the despair in his whole heart when he saw this moment, this scene, if it was a situation that could, he also wanted to end his life as a compensation for this matter, or the only remedy he had done, but he knew that he could not do this, because what his wife said to him next would affect him for the rest of his life, and he would be completely in an opportunity to stealth and snipe for so many years.
Yes, this is a great mother, telling about her reluctance to her daughter, and this is also a great mother, telling a kind of expectation for her daughter's future, no matter what it is? Those words really affected him, and for so many years, so when he looked at the moonlight in the sky at this moment, the whole thought seemed to have been spreading, and at this time, this energy in the sky may also be a perfect call for him, and when it has carried out everything to this point at this moment, he feels as if he is getting closer and closer to his wife, because this plan in his heart does exist as well, When he has completed all these things, and when he has handed over the third lady like this, and it is very good, then he can completely end his life, and then go to the place that belongs to his wife, so at this moment when she is looking at the full moon, he seems to be looking far away and seems to be living inside, it is his wife beckoning to him, that is also his wife smiling at himself, maybe for so many years, his wife has been in the sky, In that round of Yuanyue, he has been watching his own life, so he really wants to relax a lot of times, and she also wants to give up, but the string in his head seems to have been tightened.
It's because it's so tight, and then he doesn't dare to relax a lot of times, and because he collapses so tightly, she has been silently reaching the state she wants to achieve the most, and she is constantly trying to work hard.
Therefore, when this string of his own cannot be broken at all, he has indeed been there, constantly working hard, and then has been silently planning all this, with his efforts, all these are the words left when Mrs. left, those few words are just Mrs. said very lightly, and it is also a very calm few words, but the last few words have always been imprinted in his heart, so that he himself will devote his whole life to work hard for it in the future.