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The old man looked at the lady as if she was in his arms, and fell asleep.
At first, she didn't dare to make any noise, because she was afraid that if she made any noise, she would wake the other party up.
And if once the other party is woken up, this matter will become a lot more complicated, so he himself must be in a very deep sleep state, then he can do his own thing, and now he can see everything, as if it is under his control, and the other party should not have any small relationship, so here, when she sees the other party in this state, then he has also made up his mind in his heart, and then for the next thing, He also quickly left one of his plans.
It's the data that the rich man has just had, what he can't be sure of is the degree of his sleep, and now he has reached several levels, and he doesn't know if he has reached the level of deep sleep now, so when he is here, even if the other party has entered a state of sleep, but when she herself falls asleep next to her, she doesn't dare to move lightly, he knows that Mrs. is alert, which means that he is very virtuous, and if he wakes up the other party at this time, it can also be seen that his motives at this time are not pure, Or if he wants to do something else with ulterior motives, then it is not easy to complete this thing completely at this point, and then there is a way to get rid of it.
So at this point, when he was doing these things himself, and when she herself was constantly working hard for these things, what he could feel was the throbbing in his own heart.
The old man at this time was because she didn't dare to be so easy, he also slept here deeply, when he wanted to come here, he just squinted, he didn't dare to let himself go into a deep sleep, and he was indeed a little tired, but he knew that if he also went into a deep sleep at this time, then she still had a lot of things waiting for him, and if he went to sleep, he couldn't guarantee that he would wake up a little earlier than his wife the next morning, If he couldn't wake up earlier, then all the efforts he had worked on tonight, and then when he kept running and telling each other for all this, and when he kept planning all this, all his efforts could be said to be in vain.
Therefore, in this state, her mood is really an unpredictable regret.
It was because he didn't dare to fall asleep, and then at this time he couldn't help but lie on the bed and look at the round moon that his wife said, and when he was lying here, when she looked at the full moon through her body, and then through his perspective, he could indeed feel that the wild in your garden was also very bright, and when it was lit up in such a night, everything seemed to be coated with a layer of white moonlight, and because of the time when it was plated with this string of prayers, Everything seemed to be very beautiful, and in this very tranquil, and everyone was very happy, when he fell asleep, in fact, his heart was stirring upside down.
At this moment, he couldn't think of why his reaction was so bland when he knew everything just now, although he knew that his bland reaction was deliberate, he knew that now was not the time to settle accounts after the autumn, and now was not the time to provoke all the incidents, it was because of this state that he was trying to suppress his emotions, although all this was forced by God, but more he would feel that if it was not forced by this form, It's just that in his own heart, when he feels the most real feelings, he actually hopes that he can suppress his state.
And when he was in this state, when he suppressed all his emotions again, he really thought about a lot of things in his heart, but when the things of the past were in front of him, and when he remembered them vividly, he would feel that he might have been indifferent to everything today, and when Madame talked about the thing she had done wrong here, then it would think of doing everything again, and it would feel so natural.
If there is something that he can't know, or something that he can't control, then it's his own sincerity, maybe he will have a kind of guilt, or he is also constantly introspecting, and he knows that all the roots are actually from herself, and it is her own mishandling that will cause a series of consequences. Or if it were more tactful when dealing with these things, it would not have caused such a situation, although it had scolded itself countless times at this point, but tonight, when the other party told him cruelly that the source of all this, he still felt guilty about himself at this moment, and for hatred, he would spit on himself even more.
So when she was looking at the full moon in the sky at this moment, he not only remembered the bits and pieces he had experienced, in fact, Mrs. said there that he didn't like the full moon in the sky, and when his grandfather looked at the full moon in the sky at this time, he also didn't like the full moon in the sky, because at the beginning, he would like this moon very much, because often he and the person he loved the most would sit under the moon and talk together, and then write poems and songs together. And then the two people will often argue about what to say, and more often chase the state between the two of them under the moon, just like an adolescent boy and girl, in the face of their favorite person, or the person who is in love for the first time, the feeling is exactly the same, they will be very selfless chasing at that time, and in that state, the two people only have each other in their eyes.
So under that kind of moon, they often play under the moonlight, very happy, but more under the moon also witnessed many of their beautiful moments, so at that time he liked the moon very much, and in the later years, especially when the teacher is getting more and more serious, especially when the lady's health is getting worse and worse, but the last time he saw him by the bedside, and then saw his whole state, He couldn't forget that the woman he had always liked was lying on the hospital bed? It's completely a person who is sick or tortured by some unknown reason, people who don't look like people, ghosts don't look like ghosts, he feels in his heart that he is going crazy completely, so when he sees it here, he will have a very strong sense of strangeness in his heart, and at that time, when he tried all the ways to pull the other party back from the hands of death, or when he wanted to go back to the beginning with him, and then reborn with him again, when chasing the happy time together, He would find that these times were long gone, so when he saw it here, the more he wanted to hold him, but he would find that the more he wanted to take it out, the more he couldn't hold him.
So here, when she herself was in a state of madness on the last night, when his house was near, she whipped herself alone under the moonlight, and she also went to practice martial arts alone on the moonlight side, wanting to vent all her emotions, and that night, when the person she loved the most left him and left him a little baby, he saw the full moon in the sky at that time, which was also round.
The feeling he felt at that time was exactly the same as the feeling that Mrs. had just said in despair, she had always liked the full moon so much, and she had witnessed too many things between him and the woman he loved the most under this full moon, so when he was here, when he saw the distance, he could only think of a very sad feeling, because he always remembered the madness and despair of his whole person that night when the other party had completely left him.
And he and his wife have the same feeling that when he sees it here now, he will feel that Yuan Yue is also a kind of irony for him, and he feels more and more that when he sees these states, it is a great irony for him, and the irony is that his protection is not enough, and the irony is that he will only talk about it here, and it is ironic that although he is said to be the head of the family here, he can't even protect a person he likes the most, so at this time, he is looking at the full moon in the sky is more and more, when it is bright, it is even more bleak to stand under the moon.
So from that time on, he also didn't like the full moon, every time she saw the full moon under the moonlight, he would feel more that under the full moon, she couldn't see her true self, so after the person he loved the most left, he never went to poetry and songs under the moonlight, and never went to the moonlight to enjoy himself.
More often than not, there is no darkness that can be seen, and there are times when others can't see it, he is sitting alone under the moon, just quietly drinking, and his alcohol is getting better and better, as if these wines are completely just a decoration for him, or just drinks, and when he drinks here, it seems that he is more just to quench his thirst, and he can't get drunk at all.
So when he was a long time, he sat alone under the moonlight, and then he could only drink quietly, only when he was drinking, and then when he looked at the full moon, he could think of the person he loved the most, but he had always been very courageous in his heart, and the last look, maybe in her inner subconscious, because of a recognition of her own inability, he didn't dare to recall the last scene, and that scene was for herself, All of her work seems to be automatically blocked.
So when he was here, when he realized that all his efforts, and all the things he had done, were a kind of self-comfort, he never dared to look at the full moon in the sky quietly anymore.
And when he was here, because of the special time tonight, and these special arrangements tonight, he was here to look at the sky and the full moon, he would feel that that feeling was another feeling, and that kind of thought was another kind of imagination.
Maybe when you're here, everyone has told the secrets in their hearts, or when everyone is here, they no longer hide their truest state, and they are all facing each other in their truest state, and at this time, he is also in his mind, and he also thinks of the woman he loves the most, and the last time, this is really the moment when he feels that he should give the other party an explanation, he has been deliberately avoiding this state, He has always deliberately not wanted to think about this state, so it is because of these things and all the efforts he has made that his heart is more and more reserved, a very excited, and more sober state.
So now that she is in this state, and while he is working hard to do this, more of him is looking at the person in the sky, and when the moon is full, she also gives the other party an explanation, and she also wants to give herself an explanation.
He must have his own attitude towards this matter, and he must also have his own way of dealing with it, and only if he deals with it seriously, and then gets a reasonable arrangement and solution, for all, it is also an explanation, especially for the third lady, and his mother, that is, he gave them the biggest explanation, in fact, his heart has long been desireless, if he waits for the third lady to marry very smoothly, and then see her happy, in fact, as himself, The task of his life and staying in this world, the last task has long been completed, he has always felt that he is stealing his life, and his life every second of every day is a more luxury.
So when she was here, when she saw every different moment, and when they were here for life, and for the secret they were pursuing, she kept wanting to leave everyone's heart, but when he kept working hard, when he put the biggest secret in front of him, he also looked at the full moon in the sky, and his heart was like a mirror all of a sudden.
If in the past, he did everything and had some scruples, then now when he knows all these things, then she will do everything in the future without hesitation.