Chapter 68: Dissolution
Xiao Zi felt a little close to such a third lady, but he also felt a little unfamiliar, indeed because of the powerful aura on his body, he didn't know what he should say until now, or what kind of state he should express himself here in order to have such a strong approach to her, but he still felt that there was something unreliable in his heart, he just couldn't tell what kind of thing this thing was? Or what kind of feeling is this feeling, to be able to express this feeling very truthfully, more he is just here Huairou's very puzzled expression, and then continue to start a conversation of his own here, but he does have a lot of regrets in his heart, and there are also a lot of doubts, he feels that if the third lady is to be detoxified, then the wedding with the prince will definitely be in full swing after coming back.
So at this point, he still felt some indescribable feelings in his heart, he felt that if the third lady didn't like the prince? What a man this is a desired, or is this a position of the crown princess that everyone desires? If he doesn't like such a position very much, and he doesn't show that he is too sad, in this state, then how can he face all this later?
Xiao Zi's responsibility is not only to protect the safety of the third lady, but also to hope that he can find his own happiness, because this is also more of a kind of expectation that Mrs. has for her, and Mrs. herself has also obtained such a kind of happiness, although it is said that in the end, Mrs. died unclearly, or because of the relationship between the old man and got such a result today, but he did not have any remorse in his heart.
More of his feelings for his grandfather are still the same as a lot of emotions in his heart constantly troubled, he feels that he is still very grateful to the other party, and can slowly go to the end with himself, the officer said that he just said that he would get off halfway, and then he could not accompany the other party to the end, but he was more grateful that he could have such an encounter, and he was also very grateful to the other party for this kind of feeling.
Xiao Zi is also in such a state because he is in such a state, and his wife is bound to win this kind of love, and this kind of mood of going to the soup has always been here, constantly influencing him, making him so sincere when he treats his feelings for himself, and then treats the person he likes.
Therefore, when he saw Ge Yuntian today and had the opportunity to crawl towards the place she wanted to go, he would constantly want to urge him at this time, and then he would continue to want to help him here.
Indeed, it is because he has such a capital, and after having such a springboard, then he can take a step closer to his dream.
When Xiao Zi thought of herself, she looked a little excited, he was indeed really in love with such a boy, but she didn't know what kind of mood that boy was in for him, but he felt that this kind of feeling didn't matter.
Because it can hope that you can feel it, he is also such a moment, he himself feels a sense of crisis, he doesn't want to lose all this, he just wants to face it well, and then make himself the best in all aspects, and then be able to do his best.
Xiao Zi is facing no trust in love, and there seems to be no expectation of life at all, when she dares to Miss San, she really has too many doubts in her heart, he is more with an expectation, but also with the expectation of others for them, and at such a moment, when he sees that the other party exists in such a state, so he wants to open such a question in his heart, and indeed there is a door in the heart of Miss San, Although he had opened a small part of it now, when he really opened the door, he wanted to be able to see what kind of thing was in the door of the third lady, which made it so indifferent to everything.
Xiaozi is indeed a little young in this matter, so she thinks that she herself can't sew Miss San here, but he did come with a mission, he wanted to know more about Miss San, so he couldn't help but ask a question here that he shouldn't have asked at all, and indeed she herself has always been very clear about her position, so he has always had his own grasp and measure, and he never said much in the middle, But today he himself feels a little different from his former self, maybe for Miss San, he has a different task in the middle, and he also has different emotions for it, in the middle, so when he is in the middle, he can't be as calm as now, and more she wants to know Miss San.
"Miss, when you told me these things this weekend, I felt very happy in my heart, tweeting proves that you really regard me as your dearest person, and my heart is also very sincere for your feelings, I hope you can be good, and it is very good, although I now know the toxins in your body, as well as your physical problems, it is worth your ability to do many things here, and a little frustrated about many things, But I think your state is still a little wrong in my opinion, because what I want is to be able to see a better one of you, but what I see now in your body, there is no hope at all, you seem to be doing nothing here, doing your own thing, and then it seems that you will go to your own study, and you don't have an object that you can pursue in the future, or a place that you want to pursue, so at this point, I have a question that I really want to take the liberty of asking, although I know what kind of consequences I will face after this question is asked? And for my opinion, you may have another personal opinion, because what you have always liked me most is my silence, and then I don't ask much, but now I am here listening to all the theories you just had, and when I hear all your expectations for life and the future, I can't help but want to ask you again here, this question is really not what I should ask, but I still can't help but want to ask you, do you love her? Do you love your future husband, Prince Shangguan Ye? ”
When Luo Qingyan heard Xiao Zi ask himself so seriously, he was indeed a little surprised in his heart, because he always felt that the other party seemed to have his own point of view on the side, and indeed he was very serious about what he did? But he didn't expect that when he asked himself this question here, he was really so serious about his own state, he knew that it must be bad, and if it was said that the people who had been following him would definitely be able to detect that there must be something wrong with it, so he must have also noticed that something was wrong with me, so how could he ask himself carefully at this time?
Luo Qingyan only heard what he was asking about the matter between the third lady and the crown prince, and the nervous mood in his heart suddenly seemed to become much easier.
Because he has always been a little scared, because she knows that although her body is in the body of the third miss, but more he is definitely not the third miss, there are two people in her body, and then many times he exists in the image of the blood charm before, then her Miss Shanxi and her thoughts must be different, it can be said that they are completely opposite, and if his thoughts exist in the body of the third miss, Then it is certain that if you know Miss 1.3 a little, you will definitely feel that there will be something different about him, or something very strange to him, and if this is the case, she will also betray her own identity.
So when he didn't appear in the image of Miss San unconsciously, but more in the image of another person, he himself felt a little worried, because when she was outside, in front of people she was not familiar with, he tried her best to say these words with the taste of Miss Three, and as much as possible with Miss San's thoughts, but maybe she trusted Xiao Zi too much here just now, and then when she talked about these topics here, she herself felt a little worried. couldn't help but forget his identity a little, so here, when he said these words, he was also a little carried away, and he simply forgot that the person next to him was the most familiar person around the third lady, so he was carried away here, and when it came to his attitude towards life and all these things, he forgot that this person who was once the most familiar would definitely have a gain in his heart, because he would feel that he would be different in many places.
Xiao Zi then raised such a question here, which is also understandable, but he himself feels that he is a little different from before, so in a moment like today, when he sees that the other party is also a new attitude, then it is also necessary for her to have such a question.
Of course, Luo Qingyan will always be afraid in his heart, because when she was really talking about these things just now, she was a little carried away, and she was also a little too underestimated, he unconsciously took out another state of his own, and in the future, he will definitely feel that such a person is a stranger, so there will be a big question mark in his heart, but when he is under this big question mark, he himself is indeed a little afraid of his identity, and what I am looking for was debunked by the person next to him, and if I talk about my identity,If I find it, then when does he have this song of the third lady on his body, but on his body, as his own umbrella, he can't protect himself at all, and he also knows that he himself has not completely disappeared, for another world, the world of his true identity, he is a very unsafe existence.
And in that world, those who are suspicious of themselves and jealous in their hearts, hoping that they can leave, and then those who can leave must know that they themselves have not completely disappeared, and then know that they are attached to other people, they will definitely do everything possible to come here and find themselves to give themselves a new round of persecution.
Luo Qingyan said that when he thought of these things, the whole person couldn't help but be very afraid, he was also afraid that his identity would be completely exposed here, and when he said these words just now, he really didn't notice the kind of identity he should have, and he didn't notice the emotions that he should have controlled just now, and if he should eat as the third lady in this capacity, then he wouldn't be exposed so quickly, but he knew, The person next to him is very smart, and from the conversations she had with her just now, he was also refreshed, and he had always felt that he was silent and angry about his new understanding.
But through the conversation just now, and his judgment of many things, it also refreshed his new understanding of her, it turned out that the other party was such a smart person, and his cleverness really made him a little overwhelmed sometimes.
And now, when all these things are in front of him, when he sees the other party's acting like this, or the eyes of the other party, he is indeed a little nervous in his heart, because he can be afraid that his difference will be noticed by the other party.
When Luo Qingyan was together again, he was indeed a little careless, but because he was in the state of caring most about people, and also because he was also concerned about the people next to him, he was afraid that she would encounter the same thing as himself, so he couldn't help but say more things here, and the result of saying more things here was the attention of the people next to him.
And now, when Luo Qingyan really saw the other party looking at him so suspiciously, he was really very nervous in his heart, how could she explain this matter to others? Although the other party is the person he believes in the most and the person he trusts the most, at this moment, then at the very beginning, it is impossible for him to tell him his true identity very bluntly here, because if his true identity is revealed at this time, then everything in the future is very passive, and he has to say what kind of mood the other party is for himself, and more importantly, he feels that this experience makes the other party feel a little unbelievable, and thinks that he is a liar. And he doesn't want to tell the other party about this, because it can do it, the other party's sincerity to himself, if he tells the other party all these things, then undoubtedly it is also an extra ideological shackle on the other party.
Luo Qingyan said that when she saw the other party looking at her so suspiciously, the tension in her heart really felt that her heart was about to jump out.
But when he heard the other party's group, it turned out that he was asking whether he had feelings for the prince, and then whether the person he loved was the prince, he suddenly felt nervous, or the big stone hanging in the air fell down all of a sudden.
It turned out that he was wondering about this matter, although he also knew that he might be a little different, because he was as smart as he could not see the difference, but she herself may not know how to describe this matter, or did he not have too much of what she was surprised about, so that she felt that there was a difference in the middle? So when he heard the other party ask so seriously, he suddenly relaxed a lot, about this question, he must know the answer, that must be disliked, but how to describe this matter to the other party?
Luo Qingyan felt that he had to answer such a question, and he felt that he was a little too proud, because he knew that everyone here was dreaming of it, and they all wanted to come to her side, and the one next to him was not because it was always empty, so she herself became the imaginary enemy of many people, including the eldest lady and eldest lady who are now at home, and the most resentful problem for him was also this problem, and they all hoped that he could hand over this position in his hand. Then let the people next to him feel a kind of sincerity of him, and if he called this mosquito out, maybe he himself would not have ushered in so many blows.
Luo Qingyan didn't want to admit defeat like this, although he didn't like the other party, and he wasn't very greedy for the position next to him, but he felt that he could weaken others, or that he could protect himself from this position on himself, whether it was the third young lady in the past or today's blood charm!
They all know very well that if they want to have the capital to survive here, or the capital to keep moving forward, or to have a protective umbrella on their bodies, then this position is their most powerful protection.
Xiao Zi said that when he asked questions here, he really couldn't say a question in his heart, and he could only ask this matter with this kind of question that he felt was very objective and very marginal.
Luo Qingyan looked at the other party so cautiously, and asked himself, of course, he wanted to give the other party a satisfactory answer, but he himself just showed that he was in a state of no nostalgia for love and life, if he concealed his identity on the side, and then concealed his emotions and imposed his love for the other party, wouldn't it be inconsistent? And he didn't want to be a deception to the other party.
In fact, in terms of his true identity, she wanted to hide this matter, but for other things and his other true emotions, he still didn't want to hide Xiaozi beside him.
"Xiaozi, maybe it was the state I just had that affected you, or maybe the state I was in just now made you feel a little surprised, I didn't expect that I was such an indifferent person, and I didn't think that I was a person who felt a little unbelievable when I saw anything, so when you heard you ask me this question, I wasn't surprised at all, maybe you have always had such a big question mark in your heart, and now when you say this big question mark, when you throw this question to me, I don't want to deceive you, I really don't have too much affection for him, I just stand by my side like a stranger to him now, I just know that he is my future husband, that is the specific step where the two of us will go in the future, or whether we can go smoothly and the most important thing? Will I ever come back alive? If you can be with her with a healthy body, all this is unknown, maybe you will have a lot of doubts in your heart, that is, it seems that I have not experienced all this, and I don't seem to like anyone, why would I express it? What about the disappointment, or lack of interest, in this matter? Indeed, what I'm telling you very honestly here is that I may be because of the influence of my mother's affairs, and I also know that my father loves my mother very much, and my mother also loves this father very much, but it is such a kind of liking that my mother has attracted the disaster of killing, although I don't have any evidence now, and I don't dare to check any evidence for so many years, I also know that these evidence must be hidden, but if I can stand up again, I must find out all this evidence, so because of this kind of love to death, my mother will get such a result, indeed, my father loves him, but my father is not omnipotent, and he can't take his mother with him all the time, when he can't see it many times, or when she sees it, she can't do anything? So I can only see that my mother left us ahead of schedule This thing is a blow to me, or the impact on me is too great, let me know things, if I am not strong enough, or if I can't control myself madly, and let a person next to me, especially a person who makes many people extremely expectant, treat themselves like this, and when I am not blessed to suffer this love, what I get is more and a blow, so here, I always think about my mother's kind of experience when I have things in my heart, and then my mother's anxiety and really keep reminding me that especially next to this kind of glamorous people, or next to these people who have too many people want to get, what we should keep is that kind of calm state, especially when I feel that I don't have the ability to have all this, if we are here to occupy the magpie's nest, And even when I say that I enjoy such a relationship, then I may end up in the same state as my mother, and you also know that there will be people in this family who look down on my position! There are indeed more people out there who are thinking about this position, so how can I face all this in this situation? I can only keep myself very sane and then face a time when everything can be laughed at, then I will have the right, and the ability to control all this, and if I can't control it, then I will get the same result as my mother, don't you think? Am I in such a state? Is it a better state? ”
When Luo Qingyan said these words, he tried his best to say all this in the tone of the third miss and the way the third miss thought about the problem, especially when he brought up his mother, I believe that the little purple on the other side had nothing to say.
This is the most painful thing in everyone's hearts, I usually don't mention her, but today I took it out so bluntly again, it is also a reminder to myself, to remind the people next to me, this is a big responsibility! And it is my duty to seek justice.