Chapter 69: Reason

Xiao Zi didn't expect that Miss San would have such an idea in her heart, he always felt that Miss San was a little stupid when she was uncomfortable before, and she couldn't see clearly for many things, so he never knew what kind of idea Miss San had in her heart, and he always knew that when Mrs. died, she would definitely not die so easily, and he knew that he must have experienced what kind of things to face such a situation. But now, when he saw all this, when the third miss calmly said that he wanted to avenge his mother, he was very worried in his heart, and his mood fell suddenly, because he always felt that the third miss might be a little dull in these things, and he didn't know how to remind him about this matter? Or in other words, what kind of more hint should be given to him in this matter, because he is afraid that he does not know about this matter, so when he hears this thing here, his heart is more of a relief.

And now, when he heard very clearly that Miss San had such an idea, it also made his heart have a bit of a coincidence in his opinion on this matter, for so many years, he has been lurking here, and then he has been by Miss's side, many times, he sees that Miss seems to be really a little stupid, and he is not very clear about many things, and when he lives so stupidly, his heart is really very intersecting, because he is afraid that Miss will not say that she wants to avenge his wife, And then if the young lady is really here, when she can't figure out anything, maybe at what time she was stabbed to death by someone else, it's impossible.

And now, when he heard the third miss so seriously, and said very firmly, this matter, so he suddenly had this worry in his heart, and he dispelled it, it turned out that the third miss who he had always thought was very stupid may have been pretending all along, and he constantly admired the other party in his heart, because in terms of the previous state, his state should not be pretended, and it seems that it should be particularly natural, such a very depressed state, but from the current point of view, It turns out that this third lady is actually very smart, so he really can't help but look at him in his heart, but he didn't expect that for so many years, he has been hiding his original appearance.

And in such a state, it really made him feel a great increase in confidence, and he also felt that such a small explanation, he could follow the person, and he could also work with him to fulfill his wife's last wish, and he could also go to justice for her husband together.

Xiao Zi was really touched in his heart at this time, he wanted to tell the other party his true identity immediately, and he also wanted to tell him that when his wife left again, he would give him that kind of explanation, because if he said it, he might let the young lady treat him more and more kindly in the future.

But when he was really faced with this matter, or when he was faced with such a change, he still felt that if he didn't talk about these things now, if he told Miss San too early, the specific truth of his mother when she left, and when he said some words when he left, it would be more of a psychological burden for Miss San.

Therefore, he reluctantly told him these things, and he didn't want to tell him about this here, the real places, what he just wanted to tell her here was that she wanted to complete this thing with him, and there was the determination to follow the facts.

Xiaozi, but when I heard the third lady talk about this here, there was still a lot of regret in my heart, because when he talked about his mother, he didn't expect that the impact on him would be so great that he was now treating his own feelings and his marriage with such a bold attitude, from his language and from his description of the whole thing, she didn't seem to have any emotion for others. And the whole person is a very negative emotion, although such a feeling and such an emotion, in the future married life is especially able to protect themselves, so that when they feel that the other party has any changes, they can withdraw well, and then they will not be damaged by anything.

But having said that, if it was really such a state, he felt that it was a very regrettable state, because he felt that people who lived like this were the kind of warmth that had no feelings.

And he always feels that there are still a lot of adventures in life, and there are a lot of feelings, to feel it himself, and there are also a lot of feelings to experience by himself, and only after experiencing these ups and downs and ups and downs, as well as gains and losses, then it can be said that such a life is really a more complete life.

Luo Qingyan is also such a very withdrawn attitude really makes Xiao Zi next to him feel that there are still a lot of things wrong in the middle, so when he is here, he still feels very distressed about him in his heart, he didn't expect his mother's matter to have such a big impact on him, he has always felt that he is in a state of detachment on the side, and he has always been in this state, and he should not be affected in any way. also thinks that his mother died of a disease, and his father is also very affectionate to his mother after his mother has been gone for so long, every time on his mother's birthday, and on the day of his death, I can really see that my grandfather's state is very negative.

Xiaozi can clearly know how similar the third lady and her wife are, although they are said to be two mothers and daughters, but each person has their own personality characteristics, and that is different, and the appearance that can be presented is different, but although these character characteristics are different, but their appearance is still very similar, especially when she wears her own wife, when she wears the clothes in front, it looks like she is swimming and Mrs. walked again, And when she saw it next to him, he could feel the change in the old man's mood.

Therefore, even if Mrs. left early, and then left because of the persecution of some other ill-intentioned people, it can be seen that even after so many years, grandpa still misses her the same.

So he still feels that his heart is still touched a lot, and he doesn't want the third lady to be such a temperatureless, and he doesn't want to try it at all, such an attitude as a very normal person, or as the most normal feeling, he still hopes that the other party can appear in front of all people in a very normal state, and know how to enjoy every state in life, and he is now seeing the other party is very calm and rational, When he was in a very negative state, he still couldn't help but want to ask him again here, or try to comfort her on the side.

"Miss, when I heard your words, I was very angry, because you were by my side, I really saw you growing up step by step, and I have always been around you can be said to be inseparable, I have always thought that you are very indifferent to these things, and there seems to be no weak idea of your own in these things, because you seem to have been carefully doing your own things on the side, but I didn't think of it, The death of your mother and the fact that your father can't protect her have such a big impact on you that you seem to be very negative about any emotional problems here, I can be responsible, and I also feel a little embarrassed to say these things here, I just want to tell you, I really don't want to see you in such a state, because people in such a state are in an imperfect state, and it can be said that they don't really enjoy life at all. There is also a way into life, such a state, and the character in such a state is still a little distorted, although what I said is not good, but I am still here to say a very real feeling of mine, I hope you don't mind, and then I am really presumptuous here, I want to ask you, because if you say that the toxins on your body are removed, we come back from there, then I can be very serious, and I can also tell you very firmly, It is at that time that the prince will definitely want to marry you, and from that time on, you will have a lifelong relationship with him, and you will have a new identity to grow up in another family, and this is a very important thing for you, is it through this short contact that I want to ask you? And when you identify yourself as one, are you really so good? And the prince that everyone dreams of so much doesn't have any feelings? Do you know? This point of yours makes me feel incredible, you really fit everyone in here is too different, haven't you really seen people outside want to look at him, or want to sit next to him, such a thing can break the head? And didn't you find that when the eldest lady came out again today, the whole person's dress was very important, and the dress was as grand as a festival? So you know what kind of husband the other party is here, and if you have always been like this and have always been like this, thousands of miles away, I can tell you very responsibly that even if his freshness towards you can only be maintained until the beginning, but if it is such a feeling for a long time, then the other party may slowly feel more about you. You also know that if you are in this position in the future, your situation may be more difficult than the situation your mother faced at that time, and if you still want to find out the original things for your mother at that time, when you want to get justice for your mother, when you want to avenge your mother, but if you can't even stand in your own position, So how can you talk about revenge, here I do say these words a little embarrassed, but also feel a little happy, my own identity, but I am indeed the person who knows you best, and then the person closest to you gives you a hateful unrealistic question, that is, do you really love her? ”

What Luo Qingyan didn't expect was that it would ask herself so bluntly on the side, because she had always thought that the other party might be a little more subtle in this matter, and he also knew that if this person was mentioned here, this intermediary would also be ruthless, and although the place where they were staying in the middle was a place where no one next to them could enter, it could be said that any word they said here today was a word to be kept secret. And if he is a wary person who is suspicious of other people in this mansion, then his own situation will become very difficult, so when they are really talking about their innermost words here today, he still feels that he should control and pay attention to it.

Luo Qingyan did think of such a question, but she didn't want to deceive her heart, and he didn't want to deceive Xiaozi next to her, because he felt that the other party must be so sincere to treat herself, and it was because of such a state that she was right to say such sincere words to herself. Then it may not be the best in terms of the trust of the first two people.

Luo Qingyan replied very honestly, his own feelings, of course, he can't tell him that he is a blood charm, or he can only answer such a thing more in the identity of the third lady, in fact, when he talks about this, he is more one-sided, because she doesn't know, as a real third miss, what kind of feelings he will have for the prince, maybe if it is as a real third miss, maybe he will be very fond of the prince.

It's just that he is indeed more in charge of all this with his own thoughts now, so he can't tell the real psychological situation of the third lady here.

It can only be said that he tried his best, if he said it too much, then it would be really difficult for him to let the third miss be here after he left this body in the future, so when he didn't know what kind of situation the third miss was, he still tried not to make all the situations particularly embarrassing, and he didn't want to get everything into the Jedi.

And he can only try his best to face such a thing with a very tolerant mentality, or a very tolerant state, which makes him feel incredible.

Of course, the blood charm is very grateful to the third lady, and he also wants to help her from the bottom of his heart, although he also knows that it is because of the other party's body, let him remember it himself, and then let her soul continue to circulate.

So because of such a kind of sojourn, he can continue to want to complete his own things here, and also let the third miss have a new and stable, the same process, and he knows in his heart all the joy and joy that the third lady bears, and he also tries his best to let the other party feel it, and he also hopes that he can give the other party a very good state when he leaves, and then come to enjoy the beauty of this world.

"Xiaozi, I do not want to deceive you in this matter, I am very light on his feelings, although after experiencing so many things, and also through these two meetings, I know his feelings towards me, I don't deny his sincerity for me, even if I also know that I am saying these words now, you yourself feel a little unbelievable, it is true that he is a very high-profile man here, and if anyone stands next to her, The feeling of the same Zhu Mu and the beast's attention must have been able to get a lot of satisfaction in my own heart, and such a marriage should not change for us, so it is such a gain, but it is really a place where I can't get any very joy, I can only tell you honestly that I haven't found the point where I like him now, and I haven't found the shining point from her that I think I can, because I haven't found it myselfTherefore, I can only say that I am very calm with all kinds of enthusiasm for him now, and I can only say that in the days to come, if I can remove the toxin this time, and then I can come back to a new identity, and a new body to start over, all this, then at that time I will face it again, and then face all this with a new attitude and identity. So when I see you worrying about me so much, I still have to tell the teacher that my feelings for him are really zero now, maybe there are too many things between my mother and father that give me a disturbance here, and then I don't dare to report these things sincerely, and then face all these feelings with a very rational attitude, but if it is really in the future, when I can control all this, or the toxins in my body are removed, When I can start in a new state, then maybe at that time I will enter into married life in another state, or my own emotional life, it may be that at that time I will not be so pessimistic, nor so rational, if I feel at that time again, maybe that kind of enthusiasm makes you feel a little incredible and unbearable, so I can only face his good to me in a very calm state and a very enjoyable state now, but you have to rest assured that although he is good to me, there is no wave in my heart, but I will definitely not have any changes, or any cold words that make him feel unbearable, I will give her a good step, and then try to get along with him, because I believe that after a long time, or my own state has completely changed, this will be a new beginning, and I am very much looking forward to that kind of moment, and if I am here now a little sincere, So in the end, my reading can get rid of myself, and I can only leave them here, so I pay my heart here, and it is myself and the other party who are hurt, you said what I said, right? Therefore, instead of crying bitterly at the last time, or when the other party is not unforgettable at all, it is better to treat each other very rationally now, so that each other's feelings for each other are not particularly deep before they can face the pros and cons in the future, and if they can't part in the future, then come to show their sincerity at that time, wouldn't it be better? ”

Luo Qingyan also admired himself very much, although he said that he didn't think like this in his heart, but he still wanted to comfort Xiaozi, and then quickly sorted out his feelings here, and then narrated this matter as the third lady, although these things are to comfort others, and more of an emotion that he is making up in his heart, but he understands all this in his heart, and he also feels that if he can control all this, Then when he sets out with a new identity, then when he faces all this, it will be a different state of mind.

And when he himself feels that all this is really beyond his control, when he is falling in love here, or attaching his hope to a person he can't cling to, isn't this also embarrassing himself and others?

Luo Qingyan So, when she had a new understanding of this matter, and she was also very rational in the face of all this, she also hoped that her reason could affect Xiao Zi next to her.

Because he could obviously feel that Xiao Zi next to him was in such a moment, and at such an unknown moment, he was completely in that state of going to the soup.

It made him very envious, and he couldn't help but think of the kind of feelings he once had, but he was also a little afraid in his heart.

Because he is afraid that the other party will repeat the same mistakes as himself, and then let the person he loves the most, or the person closest to him hurt, it can be said that he is completely angry with himself or himself and death.

So, instead of doing this, it is better to put yourself in a very calm state.

Live each day seriously.