"It's also a great kindness!"

Wan Qian didn't know whether she was crying or laughing.

"That's a big deal! Mr. Mei. What is the great kindness? It is you who have been kind to me. The most important thing is that I will look at people, I know you, I know too well what kind of person you are, you are the person who can dig out your lungs with others, I follow you, you will never treat me badly. ”

"Yes!"

I patted Wan Qian's face.

"Yes."

I cupped Wan Qian's face with both hands.

"If one day I do you badly! Wan Qian, let me die a good death. There would be no me without you, and there would be no me without you. ”

Wan Qian shouted from another chair.

"I, Wan Qian, swear to heaven here, if I am sorry for you, I will not die well. Without you, there would be no me. ”

Wan Qian's phone rang, the substitute driver had arrived, the man knocked on the car window with his finger while listening to the phone, Wan Qian rolled down the window and pressed the car door,

"The substitute driver is here."

She said to me.

"You haven't told your story yet."

I yelled.

"What is my story? It's all a fucking accident. It has been the scene of an accident since childhood. My dad ran away with someone, my mom got away with someone, I took my younger brother since I was a child, do you know what I did for my brother's life? ”

"What have you done?"

I asked.

"I must have never slept with anyone, so I won't do it, I'll sell blood."

She hugged me and cried, "I was thirteen years old that year, have you watched "Xu Sanguan Selling Blood"? I sold blood, and I sold blood until I was halfway through and plunged into the moat, and I almost died. What else have I sold, you know? You can't imagine it! I'm telling you! ”

Wan Qian put her lips to my ear.

"Sell babies."

She looked at me with a look of color.

"Sell babies! No one noticed me. You can't sell blood, shhhh ”

Wan Qian put her index finger to her lips.

"Man eats man! Man eats man! People have to do everything in order to live. ”

She cried so hard that snot and tears rushed out of her eyes.

"It's not okay to sell blood, Sister Mei, it's not that I don't want to sell blood, I sell blood until I'm dying. What if my brother dies? I know that I am not virtuous, and that I will be punished sooner or later. But I can't help it. Sister Mei. ”

She put her arms around my neck and wept uncontrollably.

"It's not that I don't believe in cause and effect, Sister Mei. But if I believe in cause and effect, I can't support my brother and me, and I don't believe in cause and effect, at least the two of us still have our lives. How do you let me choose? How do you let me choose? ”

Life! Who has ever really had the choice and the right.

The driver was sensational, and the night was blurry outside the window. Wan Qian and I were both crooked in the car, not sure if we were really lethargic or if we had our own agendas. The driver sent us to Wan Qian's house, and the two went upstairs, and I was the first time to her house, a small three bedrooms.

Wan Qian rang the doorbell, and someone inside opened the intercom door. I went upstairs with her, and the door was opened by a middle-aged woman.

"Aunt Wang."

Wan Qian briefly introduced it to me.

"How is my brother today?"

"It's fine."

The middle-aged woman who called Aunt Wang replied.

"Hello Miss Mei

。 ”

"Hello!"

We nodded to each other.

The middle-aged woman followed behind us, and Wan Qian seemed to be fully awake at this time, and without greeting me, she went straight to a half-open door.

I followed her into the room, and the furnishings were not complicated, a double bed, next to the double bed was a small single bed, and in addition to a long table with a lot of bottles and jars, all of which looked like medicines.

There was a teenager lying on the double bed, who looked to be seventeen or eighteen years old, his complexion was unhealthy white, his two eyes were obviously disabled, one eye was a little whiter, the other eye was hanging upward, the black eyeballs of the two eyes were obviously not on the axis of symmetry, the left side of the body was still healthy, all the parts of the other side of the body were obviously pumped, the quality was not up to par, the right arm was as thin as a bamboo pole, the skin was old, wrinkled goosebumps, and the skin was about to be separated from the bones and flesh. On the other side, the thighs and calves are almost as thin and thin, and the calves and thighs are loose and sloppy like cloth bags.

However, the bed was clean, there was a long nasogastric tube on the nose, and a urine bag hung over the edge of the bed.

Wan Qian walked over and leaned down slightly.

"Brother, how is today?"

Wan Qian is a cold beauty in front of ordinary people, but she is gentle like water in front of her younger brother. She gently pulled her brother's hair to the side with her hand and smiled at him.

The young man, who was called his younger brother, was always glazed over, the corners of his mouth drooled from time to time, his legs shook involuntarily, and his head sometimes shook involuntarily.

I stood by the bed, I knew that Wan Qian had a younger brother, but I never knew that she had such a younger brother.

"Today's sister ......"

Wan Qian couldn't say any more, and her voice was choked in her throat. She turned back to me and smiled apologetically, "I'm sorry. ”

I walked over and patted her on the shoulder.

"Silly girl, why are you telling me this?"

I also have a little tears in my eyes, there is no easy person in this world, no one can really live what he wants.

"I didn't expect you to ......"

I don't think Wan Qian's heart will be less bitter than mine, but I never thought that her life would be so uneven.

"Your brother ......"

Wan Qian tilted her head, trying to control her tears. She didn't answer me directly, but turned back and leaned down to look at her brother.

I really can't imagine how Wan Qian has come over all these years, just think about that scene: her family is poor, she depends on her young brother for her life, she has no life, she can only rely on herself for food, clothing, and use, but Wan Qian was just a child at that time.

I walked up to Wan Qian, which can be regarded as a silent encouragement and support for her, and I hope Wan Qian can feel it.

It was only then that I finally understood why things gather like and people divide into groups, why people should have kinship and make friends, and this world, this fate is cruel enough for each of us, so sometimes we need to be mutual

Only by relying on, helping each other, and encouraging each other can we go on.

The middle-aged woman named Aunt Wang came over and added a thin blanket to the lying young man, but the young man disagreed, squeaked, and made an ominous cry like a beast in his mouth.

Fortunately, Wan Qian hadn't had time to change out of her clothes to go out, Wan Qian reacted quickly enough, the young man's sharp beast-like teeth were embedded in Wan Qian's sleeves, and the young man's throat made a vague "woo" like a little beast-like sound, biting his sister-in-law's clothes, shaking his head constantly, and holding on desperately, but he refused to let go.

I was wondering what she was doing when she didn't hurry to appease the young man at this time, when Aunt Wang swirled in like a whirlwind, and there was an extra food in her hand, and if you looked closely, it was just sugar.

Aunt Wang took the candy and faced the boy.

"Xiao Huan, Xiao Huan, look here, see what this is?"

It turned out that the boy's name was Xiao Huan. Wan Huan?

Wan Huan still didn't say anything, the white canine teeth flashed with cold light, and he clung to his sister's sleeve, but his eyes kept shaking his head with Aunt Wang's hand, looking at it, a string of crystal saliva flowed straight out of his mouth, Wan Qian immediately withdrew his sleeve, and Wan Huan kept sticking out his tongue at the piece of candy in Aunt Wang's hand like a dog that saw bones, and his eyes showed a pitiful color of begging.

Aunt Wang peeled the sugar, revealing the milky white sugar, Wan Huan's saliva flowed even longer, if it weren't for relatives, this scene might make people feel disgusting. He stretched out his thin arm, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't lift it, and he only let out a pitiful roar of "woo woo" at Aunt Wang.

Aunt Wang handed the sugar to him, and his two inflexible, stiff fingers, which were almost shrunk to the point of being left, were pierced like firewood and grass, and it was difficult to make use of it, and Aunt Wang quickly stuffed the sugar into his mouth.

I saw Wan Huan whimpering and cheering, like a stray dog that had got food, while smiling flatteringly at Aunt Wang, while sucking and chewing the candy with all his might, he closed his eyes slightly, completely intoxicated by the sweetness of the toffee, and even his eyes became gentle.

"Miss, go and sit outside with the guests, I'll come here."

Aunt Wang let me and Wan Qian out, the latter's eyes gently landed on her own brother's intoxicated expression, I saw a trace of pain and helplessness flash on her face, and then quickly hid under her cold and hard appearance, she sighed, and then turned to face me.

Said "Mr. Mei, let's go." ”

I silently followed her out of the door, the living room was also very simple, there was not even a TV, only a small sofa for three people, a small few, although there was a TV background wall where the TV should be placed on the opposite wall, but there was no TV.

Wan Qian saw the confusion in my eyes and smiled at me in response.

"Wan Huan can't tell the difference between reality and virtuality at all,

When he sees food on TV, he thinks it's all real, because he's smashed three TVs because of that. Anyway, I didn't watch much TV in the first place, so I didn't buy TV at all. ”

"You wait for me."

Wan Qian turned and entered a south-facing bedroom.

"I'm going to find you a change of pajamas, which haven't been opened yet, so you can put together and wear this one today. No, I'll accompany you to the street tomorrow or go online to buy a new one. After taking a shower, I slept well in a new set of pajamas. ”

"No need, Wan Qian."

I shouted after her and followed her into her boudoir. I thought that Wan Qian in private must be a person who pays attention to the quality of life and taste, I don't want her bedroom to be much different from her brother's, the floor, wallpaper are the same color, even the style of the bed is the same, Wan Qian's bedroom has no bathroom, no cloakroom, no dresser, in addition to the bed, there is a style, workmanship, material are ordinary large wardrobes.

(End of chapter)