This small room is less than twenty square meters, and the four walls are bare, so at first glance it looks even more shabby than Wan Huan's room.

I was observing, Wan Qian had already found out the clothes and held them in her hands.

"Look,"

She pulled out the uncut logo from inside. "I haven't had time to wear it yet, don't dislike it, new one."

I took the clothes, and Wan Qian led the way to the bathroom. Tell me that I don't need to wash all my clothes, including underwear, and that Aunt Wang does all the work, so I don't have to be embarrassed.

She turned around and went out the door, and when she was about to leave the door, she turned around and stuck her tongue at me mischievously.

"You have to go and accompany him, you can do it yourself, you won't blame me. When I play with him for a while, make him happy for a while, and when he sleeps, I will come over to accompany you. ”

I smiled and pushed her out, saying that I didn't realize that she was such a mother-in-law.

Wan Qian smiled and closed the sliding door of the bathroom, I opened the flower wine, tried it with my hands, the water was cold before, I turned on the bath bomb, and after a few minutes, the flower wine began to produce hot water, and the warm water poured slowly down along the flower wine hole of the faucet, falling on the skin and stirring up countless mist mist.

The bathroom quickly evaporated with a mist, because the bathroom is not large, so the whole space is warm and humid, even without a bath bomb, it seems that it is not cold. Because after all, it was someone else's house, so I had no intention of falling in love, so I hurriedly took a shower, dried my body, and quickly changed into the pajamas that Wan Qian prepared for me.

After going out, I heard Wan Qian giggling like an old hen in Wan Huan's room, I walked to the door of Wan Huan's room, only to see Wan Huan was expecting and impatient to accept Wan Qian's review, and Wan Qian was grabbing a large handful of toffee in his hand as a bargaining chip to ask him to cooperate.

Wan Qian kept dancing her hands, the whole person was fully engaged, and her little face didn't know whether it was because of excitement, anger or excitement.

"Look, look, look here, what is this? Sugar. Tell me what Aunt Wang taught you today? Raise your right hand, hey, yes, yes, it's the right hand, let's see our Wan Huan, hey, yes, lift, lift, sugar, don't you want to eat sugar? You can eat as much as you want. Fast! Huanhuan, Xiaohuan, the sugar is here. Look at me, do you want to? Right. ”

I kicked in and out of the door, and when I thought about it, the foot in the door gently retreated. Slowly pacing to the window, this community is located in the bustling, quiet in the middle of the noisy, although the building is not short, but it is better to be quiet, and the traffic is convenient. Years ago, it was supposed to be one of the best real estate in the city.

Was Wan Qian's younger brother born like this, or did he unfortunately encounter some accident the day after tomorrow?

I do not know.

I turned around sharply and hurried over to follow the source of the sound, only to see that in Wan Huan's room, Wan Qian swept everything on the table to the ground, and the toffee that was originally used to tease Wan Huan was also scattered on the ground. Wan Qian was crouching on the ground in pain, and her mouth let out a cry of pain like a small beast.

What's wrong with her? I hurriedly ran over and crouched down to support Wan Qian.

"Wan Qian, what

Finish? ”

I raised my head to face Aunt Wang.

"Aunt Wang, what's wrong with Miss?"

Aunt Wang's eyes were helpless, and she didn't answer my words, but silently cleaned up the mess alone.

I had no choice but to turn to Wan Qian again.

"Wan Qian, you ......"

"I'm fine."

She didn't look at me, she just waved at me.

"I'm fine, you don't care about me, I'll be fine in a while."

"Then let's go out first, and we have something to say."

I picked Wan Qian up, she looked at the ignorant boy on the bed in pain and despair, and then reluctantly went out with me.

The two of them arrived in the living room, the sofa was not big, the two of them sat together, there was a paper drawer box on the small table, I took out one and handed it to her, Wan Qian took it, wiped her tears silently, cried extremely sad and painful, kept sobbing and choking, and the tears kept flowing out as if they couldn't stop. She wears delicate makeup every day, because she hasn't had time to remove her makeup after she comes back, and that face now can only be described as "miserable".

At this time, no matter how much I persuaded or persuaded anything, it seemed to be useless, so I just silently took out the tissues from the tissue box one after another and handed them to her.

In the middle of the night, a hill of tissues piled up on the table, and Wan Qian's crying gradually stopped. She cleaned up her mood, and let out a long sigh in the night, the sigh was long and mournful, as if there were endless grievances and pains to confide in fate. She seemed to be about to open up to me tonight, and she seemed to avoid her tragic experience, intentionally or unintentionally.

After tossing a few things in my stomach, Wan Qian finally gave up, got up, and said hello to me to wash my face first, I nodded.

"Mr. Mei, if you are tired, go and rest first. Don't wait for me. ”

I smiled and spread my hands.

"What is tired or not, being alive is tired, and if you don't die, you still have a chance."

She smiled wearily at me, and her thin, delicate body made her way to the bathroom. After a while, there was a sound of rushing water in the bathroom, and after a while, there was a stoic and suppressed whimper from the sound of water. Aunt Wang also cleaned up in and out early, her expression was calm, as if she had seen too much of this kind of scene earlier.

Someone is in the world. There are people in the world and their hearts in purgatory. All the time is not an infernal hell.

What good is it for people to live? Just to come and suffer these afflictions for the sake of suffering? Suffering from these endless, seemingly endless sins?

I turned back into the night, remembering that I hadn't been to the temple to worship the Buddha for a long time. The most recent occasion was a New Year's puja, where an old Dharma teacher ascended to the altar to give a lecture. It is said that life is a sea of suffering, and turning back is the shore.

Saying that human beings are stupid, how many people are addicted to reincarnation, obsessed with desires, and lingering. Ordinary people will surely fall, and only the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas can reach the other side.

I clasped my palms together and prayed silently into the night. And all of a sudden, I felt that there was nothing to pray for. If it is a cause, if it is an effect, if it is confused, if it is stupid, every encounter we suffer should not be for no reason.

Wan Qian appeared behind me, her eyes slightly red and swollen. Hair drenched, a set of pajamas with a cotton print cartoon pattern. I don't want Wan Qian in private to be this kind of image and dress.

Wan Qian Bingxue is smart,

See my mind at a glance.

"Xiao Huan likes it,"

She paused, and I knew she was trying to calm herself.

The two stood side by side, and in the twilight, the two of them were silent for a long time, and after a while, she spoke faintly again.

"At that time, he was poor, and like other children, he liked the armored warriors and Ultraman, but if it wasn't for him, I didn't know that there were so many kinds of armored warriors and Ultraman. I wanted to buy it for him, but I didn't have the money at the time. ”

Outside the window, the light of someone's house reflected in her eyes. Wan Qian adjusted her speaking speed again.

"I really don't have any money, not a penny. You don't know how poor I am, people who haven't experienced it can't imagine that they are poorer than those who are shown on TV. ”

Wan Qian narrowed her eyes into a slit, and her cat-like pupils glowed dimly in the darkness.

"My biggest wish at that time was to buy him a new Ultraman."

Wan Qian sighed and continued.

"Once I went to the children's ward and saw so many children with new Ultramans, I wanted to steal one. I wander there every day, wander there every day, to see who has Ultraman. The child's parents are both ...... Rich. His parents' friends came to see him and bought a lot of brand new toys, none of them I had ever seen, I didn't know what they were, and some of the toys had foreign characters printed on the packaging, and I couldn't read any of them, I could only understand the patterns on them. ”

Wan Qian lowered her head, her snow-white neck was full of hairs under the light. I reached out and put my hand on the back of her hand and patted it gently. At that moment, it seemed to comfort her past.

Wan Qian choked in a low voice, and two lines of tears silently came out of her eyes, snakeing on her cheeks.

She paused for a long time before she looked up slightly.

"It's a lot, really, Sister Mei, you don't know, I thought at that time, he is so happy, if I can be born in someone like that......"

She bowed her head again and choked, I felt that I could not comfort, in the face of other people's suffering, sometimes what kind of comfort, how appropriate persuasion will make people feel that they are talking cold words.

No one can replace your suffering, and no one can really persuade you to suffer. In the end, everyone's suffering can only flow back into their hearts, and no one is spared.

Wan Qian once again calmed her emotions and continued to tell the story.

"I was there every day, helping the hospital cleaners. Just wait for an opportunity, the little boy's parents, seven aunts and eight aunts, any relative or the woman who looks like a nanny can leave for a while, even if it is a small moment, a small moment is enough. ”

Wan Qian frowned, as if the scene from many years ago appeared in front of her again, and the bones, flesh, tendons, and nerves of her body were all tense into a line.

"Finally, one day, I got this opportunity."

Wan Qian's eyes flashed with extraordinary excitement.

That day, the little boy's mother received a phone call. The little boy was probably sleeping, my heart was pounding endlessly, maybe the signal wasn't very good, it wasn't there at the time

A few people took the mobile phone, she fed it twice, and then walked out while feeding, I saw the opportunity, a loach fish slipped into the high room, the Ultraman toy has not been opened, I have a burst of ecstasy in my heart that you can never experience, I myself can not describe, I took three steps and made two steps, covered in sweat, I know that those are all nervous sweat, the other layer is joy, it is an indescribable surprise, I seem to see that my brother Wan Huan has already got the Ultraman, has got the new toy, He raised his little face and asked me where I came from, saying that he liked it so much, and I could imagine the light on his face, which was the most beautiful and moving smile in the world. ”

Wan Qian was extremely excited.

(End of chapter)