But he's not having nothing now, I think he's insatiable, and he wants too much.

I don't believe that Zhang Ruolei will not take this green hat so strongly. How can you be sure that the specimen is his?

Moreover, why did he get the fetus in Su Bai's stillborn womb? When I thought about it, the bloody picture came to my head and face, and I felt sick.

I looked at Zhang Ruolei and looked at him like a stranger, I have known him for so many years, but have I ever really known him for a moment?

"You ......"

My voice trembled.

"How did you get that child's specimen?"

Zhang Ruolei turned his head, he didn't look at me. He's always like this, he turns his head away when he doesn't want to face me, and doesn't say anything, he was like this when Xiao Ye died, and he was still like this when Xiao Ye had a miscarriage, what did he have in his heart?

I stepped forward and grabbed him.

"Why don't you dare to say it? You cut Su Bai's abdomen? Do you know how miserable it is for people to die without a body? ”

Still without speaking, he turned away again.

I pedaled back, I didn't know him, he was so cruel, he wasn't the Zhang Ruolei I knew, I started to think that he was stupid, and then I thought he just wanted to fight for the right to speak within the family, and then I only felt that he was shrewd and clever. I never thought that he ...... He......

I retreated to the couch and sat down on the couch. I don't know how he can do it, after all, Su Bai used to be his woman, even if she had an affair with another man, even if the child in her belly was really not his, but a hundred days of husband and wife overnight!

There was a long silence. Recently, there seems to be less and less talk between me and him, we used to have endless words, he came to see me at night, stayed overnight, I lay on his chest, there was a match to chat, sometimes chatting, the body suddenly lala grass warbler flying. Sometimes chatting and talking, I fell asleep first, he looked at me motionlessly, I opened my eyes, and said why don't you sleep yet? He said to watch you sleep, you slept so soundly.

Of course, I later learned that he had severe insomnia.

Are those all fake?

He acted so realistically. Life really owes him an Oscar.

I was at a loss, knowing that he was so ruthless, I was even more at a loss, I knew that such a man was just a word to me, and it was not appropriate to stay here for a long time, but I was reluctant to let him go. So reluctantly.

Tears swept silently through the night, silently telling my helplessness.

Zhang Ruolei came over and sat down next to me, and he took one of my hands. As soon as I ducked, he shook the air, and he came up again. I said you go, I don't want to see you again.

He put his arm around my shoulder.

He said I had no choice.

I turned to him, "What's the last resort?" Why don't you say you're ruthless, you're absolutely ruthless? How could you do such a thing? Do you have humanity or not? Are you cold-blooded? Su Bai had already died sideways, and she had two lives, and she was dead. ”

I cried.

"She's dead, why don't you let her live in peace after she dies?"

"Did she give birth before she died?"

I looked at him.

"So you're jealous? So you don't allow other men to get their hands on your woman? So marry her in order to torture her and humiliate her in the future? So was Su Bai's death an accident? Or did you plan it single-handedly? ”

He looked at me: "I see, that's what you think of me. ”

"How else would I miss you? You really don't feel like you're wrong about the whole thing, don't you really know how excessive you are? The dead are great, she is big, she is dead, not to mention, what is the innocent in her belly? ”

Zhang Ruolei stood up and turned his back.

"The child in her belly is innocent, but what about ours? Her mom kicked my son to death. ”

I was stunned. Just because of this? I don't know how to continue this conversation. But even so, I still can't accept that she dissected Su Bai and then took out the dead baby from her belly, and then went to do a ghost identification.

I stood up.

"Zhang Ruolei!"

I was standing behind him, and in the light, his shadow on the floor was a little short, and I put my hand on him.

"It's all in the past. Killing people is not enough. It's already miserable that they lost their only daughter, so why do you have to kill them all? Does your dad know? I believe that he will not approve of you doing this, even if you take Su Bai's shares, but how much can it be, is it worth your this? Then you will also become the voice of the whole city, saying that you will do whatever it takes to get your possessions. ”

Zhang Ruolei got rid of me and stepped aside.

"You've gone here, I'm not here. For so many years, I only have such a child. ”

I'll go with you.

"What do you mean by having only one child like that? The ...... of that leaf"

He sat down in a huff.

"Xiao Ye's I said, it's not mine, it's you who don't believe it, what can I do? Why just won't you believe me? I've never slept with Xiaoye. ”

"I don't believe that Xiao Ye will lie, she has decided who is going to die, she hopes so much to keep that child, how could she lie to me?"

Zhang Ruolei picked up his clothes.

"Forget it, I don't want to quarrel with you, in your mind, I've never had a good time, you always prefer to trust the world than me. Sometimes I don't know if you love me as much as I love you. ”

He walked to the door, changed his shoes, and opened it, and the door slammed shut behind him with a "bang".

For a long time, I have not faced this night alone. After he left, I stared at the door for a long time, I don't know what I thought, whether it was because my heart and eyes had nowhere to put it, or if I wanted the next second, he pushed the door in again.

He was gone, and I was very lost, as if my own people and hearts had gone away with him.

This feeling reminds me that once a woman is in love, she will lose herself one after another once she falls in love.

That's not the life I want, I once lost myself for Huaihai, I finally got myself back, I don't want to sink into the sand again with another man.

The room was so quiet that there was no sound at all. In the past, I lived in an old house with Huaiping, all the furniture was old, the clock in the hall was spent more than 20 yuan in the stall, every night in the dead of night, it raced against time to go forward with the sound of ticking, ticking, sometimes I really can't sleep, I think it is noisy.

After moving here, I threw away all the old furniture in the house, and the clock hanging in the hall was silent, and there was really no sound at all.

I sat on the sofa and was stunned for a while, thinking about whether I should call Zhang Ruolei. But I don't know what to call him for, to admit my mistake to him, to beg him to come back, or whatever?

I once begged a man not to abandon me, not to leave me.

Of course, he didn't even agree to die.

After that, in this life, I don't think I will ever make the same request to any man in this world.

But I miss him, I miss him for a while after we are separated, alone in this empty room, I fidget, I feel as if I have been abandoned by the whole world, my mind is also chaotic, and my thoughts are flooding in, one moment is Xiao Ye, one moment is Su Bai, one moment is Su Bai was disemboweled, the child came out of her white belly bloody, and then Su Mu again......

I really want to talk to someone, to talk, even if it's just to say something innocuous about this long period of solitude, someone to spend with me, I'm such a person who is afraid of loneliness. When Huaiping was around, I sometimes liked to be alone, and then he left, and then there was Zhang Ruolei, I originally thought that loneliness and loneliness for me had long been a common thing, but, are you used to it?

I'm used to having him around.

This will not work, my road with him is not destined to be easy, and it will not even lead to results. I should have re-accustomed to my own life trajectory as soon as possible, and being with him now is a bit of a drink to quench my thirst.

Touching the phone, putting it down, touching it, putting it down again, clicking on WeChat, seeing if there is any information about him, putting it down again, clicking on it again, and putting it down again, I want to call his phone, press his number out one by one, and then press it back again and again, and so on. I laughed at myself for being unproductive, I used to think that I wouldn't love anymore, and I didn't want to love anymore It was still a virtue, and I couldn't pick it up and put it down.

The most important thing is that the longer I spend with Zhang Ruolei, the deeper it seems that he will be poisoned.

I let out a long sigh, at this time, the door "clicked" open, Zhang Ruolei poked his head out from the outside, looking left and right like a thief, I looked back at him, obviously happy, but instantly lost.

I'm glad that he's back again, and the loss is that I'm so untimely to think that in the future, if one day we will be separated, will I feel the pain of cutting the flesh and peeling the skin again, as I did before?

He was holding a takeaway box in his hand, the one I liked, and the packaging was exquisite. He changed his shoes and undressed, was silent the whole time, put things on the coffee table, and silently handed over the tableware, which were two sets of cutlery, and it turned out that he hadn't eaten either.

He opened the takeaway box and was about to eat, but I stopped him and handed him a glass of water: "Drink saliva, eat as soon as you come in." Go wash your hands, you haven't washed your hands yet. ”

He picked up the glass of water and took a sip of it, a gurgling sound coming out of his throat.

"Wash your hands."

He put down his chopsticks and went into the bathroom, where the faucet came from the sound of water, and after a while, he came out of the bathroom with his slippers on his feet, sat down in front of the sofa, and turned on the TV casually.

"This, you love to eat."

He opened one of the other boxes.

"And the soup, you see, they sealed it, and they didn't spill it at all. Wow, it's still hot. Quick, drink fast. You like to drink hot soup, and people say that gluttonous people love soup. ”

How annoying this person is, at the moment, I feel that even if he is really evil, even if he is really heinous, I don't want to part with him.

"What do you like about me?"

I pinched my chopsticks and turned my head to ask him.

He looked up at me as he worked.

"Who says I like you anymore?"

Naturally, I should be angry, he was busy playing the round.

"Eat quickly, eat quickly, it'll be cold for a while."

He took a bite of rice, took a bite of the dish, chewed it while eating, and then said something without a head.

"It's not good. Fate. ”

I stopped with my chopsticks, maybe, yes!