I say sexual harassment.

He walked up to me with a wicked smile.

Say you'll let me harass me again.

I raised my hand to slap him, what did he do with me? I have dignity.

Zhang Ruolei grabbed my wrist and said that I really love you!

I smacked him and asked him if you were talking about this.

He didn't answer, and the sound on the TV drowned out the sound of our hand-to-hand fight in the living room.

I feel like I'm getting more and more shameless.

On the first night of Zhang Ruolei's wedding, we were still together.

It's unusually big, and some of the men and women in the world are always perverted, and they prefer to engage in a lot of forbidden love, and it just so happens that Zhang Ruolei and I will become a forbidden love every other day.

What's more, if Su Bai is really pregnant, their cave room candle night is nothing more than a fictitious one.

This makes me very excited, I used to hate Xiao Han very much, and now I hate myself occasionally.

I think I finally became a woman exactly like Xiao Han, like a in heat, passing the life and life by messing with men.

It made me feel like I had some kind of pathos with her.

This point was blatantly alluded to the improper sexual relationship between me and Zhang Ruolei, which made me more open.

Once Zhang Ruolei said that he didn't know if he was me or me.

I closed my eyes, gasped for breath on him, turned on the light, the white light hit my skin, and it hit his skin, we all worked very hard, very devoted, the pores of the sweat all over the body evaporated a fine layer of sweat, the light hit us, we were like a pair of Zhou body was covered with a layer of wax.

Sometimes when I open my eyes, I see him like that. With his eyes slightly squinted, his lips slightly open, and his head tilted back slightly, he was a very good-looking, delicate bronz, and he was not white.

When it was over, he put his arms around me, and we didn't speak, and at first we just gasped, and when the panting was even, he went down and poured water.

It's like this every time, because I've been touched by this, and I think he really loves me, although there is no way to verify whether he is so considerate after falling in love with other women, men, and women.

But this time, I grabbed him and told me to go.

He said no.

I said it's okay, I'm going to go to the bathroom anyway.

I went to the bathroom, in fact, there was no or urine at all, I just pretended to press the water tank, and then came out and poured two glasses of water, one for him and one for mine.

I'd love to say to him when the glass is handed to him, why don't we have a drink.

But I didn't say it, I felt that what I said and did was cheap and unproductive.

So he didn't say anything.

We each poured ourselves a large glass of boiled water, and then hugged each other and fell asleep. It was actually nearly midnight at that time, and he should have left, because he had to greet his relatives early tomorrow morning, put on makeup, and have to be well prepared, so much to do.

We both knew very well that I didn't keep him, but he said to squint for a while before leaving, and I didn't object, he put his arm around me, the lights weren't turned off, and we fell asleep.

After he fell asleep, I got up and looked at him quietly, my fingers from his face, from the forehead to the eyebrows to the eyes to the nose to the lips to the chin, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't sleep for a long time, there were sleeping pills at home, tonight, I just wanted to put a piece in his cup, but then I felt that the amount might not be enough, so I put another piece.

I can't tell what the purpose is, when a woman meets a man, sometimes she is chaotic, her body is confused, and her heart is even more chaotic.

When a woman messes up, she will be in trouble, and she can do anything.

I don't know what Zhang Ruolei will arrange for me in the future, Mrs. Black Market? Mistresses? Little three? Bondage? What form of existence is it? Even if I agree, can Su Bai and the entire old Su family tolerate me?

I'm just unwilling, and of course, I'm a little unhappy.

What's not happy? None of them took me seriously. Zhang Ruolei is getting married, and I am the last to know the news. The surnamed Su actually used me as a bargaining chip to negotiate terms with Lao Zhou without my knowledge.

This makes me very unhappy, and I feel that I am sometimes a pawn in the eyes of the rich and powerful, and I have no ability to resist.

No one cares about my face, and no one cares about how I feel. In the face of their own needs, others are the others. You don't need to be cared for. Including Zhang Ruolei, he kept saying that he loved me and could do everything for me.

But in the face of his own desires and so-called plans, I can be sacrificed in a grand manner at any time and place. Last time it was contraband, this time it's a woman. Oh no, this time the situation seems to be more complicated, this time there is also a child mixed in--- the child in Su Bai's belly.

Could it be that he is for the so-called family property? Zhang's father forced each other with this? Only with the next generation can the Zhang family's industry be revealed to him? Or the Su family? After all, Su Bai is different from Xiao Ye, Zhang Ruolei and the entire old Zhang family have no ability to make people have an abortion.

Thinking of this, I think of Xiao Ye again.

People are poor, and if they don't have a backer, their lives are cheap.

Xiaoye is, and so is the child in Xiaoye's belly.

When Xiaoye died, Zhang Ruolei and I were in love, going to bed every day, getting tired of being together every day, and hating to be a conjoined baby. Sometimes I met in the company, and when there was no one around, he would push me down against the wall. It's only been a few days, rich men are tricky, women are to them, just like toys are to children, clothes are to women, they are fresh when they start to get it, they can't put it down no matter how they look at it, and they can't overdo it, but after a long time, they are tired and tired, and they always want to throw it away and change it.

When Xiaoye was buried, I thought before her grave whether it was possible that today's Xiaoye would be the plum of the future.

I didn't expect this day to come so quickly.

Is this retribution?

I do not know.

Lifting the curtains, the night outside is as dark as water, and the ink-like night shrouds the speechless earth, in which there are red men and green women, all living beings, we laugh and scold under this dome, love and hate, and always persist, entangle, and fight as if we can live for a hundred lifetimes, we always think that this world is ours, but only to live and live to find out how ridiculous this idea is.

The world of iron beats us, and we flow water.

We are passers-by of this world, this world is this world, and it never belongs to anyone.

Turning around and pacing back to the living room, there was still a phone number between me and Zhang Ruolei on the coffee table, and the WeChat prompt tone of his phone kept ringing, which made me feel confused. I don't know if I'm going to shoot myself in the foot, or what the actual point of doing so is. I heard that Zhang Ruolei and Su Bai have already received their certificates, and now, even if there is no wedding, she Su Bai is also Zhang Ruolei's legal wife in the legal sense.

I'm here to make such a play, it's ugly and embarrassing. What is it? Jealous? Or is it deliberately blocking others? Or do you want to try how many catties and taels you occupy in his Zhang Ruolei's heart? Are you unwilling?

But even if you are unwilling, can you use it to play so big? Everyone is an adult, whether it is a man or a woman, a man or a woman marrying, or acting on the spot, or being involuntarily, what else can't be seen or understood?

Do you have to end up with a whimper like a leaf?

After all, those who know the times are the best ones.

Raised his hand and turned off the phone with him. There was his cigarette on the coffee table, picked it up, pulled out one, lit it. The smoke curled up from between my fingers, and it was a scene of the sea leveling. Circling and detouring, walking as a car, and finally diffusing into the quiet air of the living room.

My heart is full of chaos and confusion. Suddenly, I thought of Su Mulai, the white and chubby old woman who looked very rich, in the café full of light spots, she pointed at me: "Hahaha, you look at the young people now, I don't know when they secretly came back to sleep together, and they are not ashamed." ”

What is there to be ashamed of! In these years, only those who have slept in vain should blush more.

I thought about the engagement banquet between Zhang Ruolei and Su Bai back then, and the whole city was watching, and I had no distractions at that time.

If the current year ...... But who can go back to the past?

Next to the floor-to-ceiling window of the living room, a huge green plant, under the light, the leaf veins are clearly visible, casting a huge shadow of bluff in the shadow of the lamp.

Looking up at the wall clock on the wall, after midnight, people said that the groom and the bride would not be able to sleep the day before the wedding, and they were happy, excited, and looking forward to it.

I also worked as a bride, but unfortunately, due to the constraints of the year, it was too sloppy. It's a blur when I think about it, and I don't even have a little bit worth remembering.

I wonder if Su Bai is asleep now? I don't know how she and her family will feel when the groom doesn't pick her up tomorrow morning, and I am afraid that they will have the heart to kill me, skin me and eat my flesh.

What about Zhang Ruolei?!

I walked into the room and gently pushed the door open, and the light from the living room squeezed in through the crack in the door. He slept peacefully and snored softly. If it is not noisy, Huaihai will sometimes snort loudly, which will wake me up, and I dare not push him, for fear that he will not sleep well, so he will lie next to him and dare not move, and he will sleep very tired.

Zhang Ruolei is different, he can't snore, and sometimes when I move, his arms come up.

But after tonight, he became a husband, and I became an abandoned wife.

He sings every night, I can't sleep at night, and I am alone with the lonely lamp. used to be such a good companion, I thought it was really good, a person is sometimes too lonely, there is such a person, there is body temperature to the touch, it is hot; When I was lonely, I talked together, he could understand what I said, and at that time I didn't even think it didn't matter why I was married or not, I thought I could see it and let it go, and I used to think that no one could separate us in the real sense, and I thought about it......

My nose is sore, what was I thinking? I never thought I'd be with him for the rest of my life. I know that we can't do it, but when a woman faces love, she is stupid because she knows that it is impossible and will still plunge into it without hesitation.

Like Xiaoye and me, we are all dreaming of the boundless Cinderella's spring and autumn dreams.

Now that I wake up from my dream, all that remains is bitterness and desolation.

Xiao Ye, even his life is gone.

Love, what is love?

Love wants men's bodily fluids, but it wants women's lives.

In comparison, Zhang Ruolei treats me kindly.

He closed the door with his backhand, reached the edge of the bed in the dark, climbed onto the bed from the other side, lifted the quilt, and touched his warm body temperature.

"Wouldn't it be good to give me a home?"

I cried. Ever since I knew that he was going to marry Su Bai, I had never shed a tear in front of him.

"Let's get out of here,"

I choked.

"Okay? Find a place where no one knows us, start over, sell this house, the two of us work for people, go out together at work every day, go home together after work, you ride a bicycle to pick me up, and then we go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables and come back to cook, okay? ”

I asked him.

"Okay?"