Chapter Ninety-Four: Ji Shisheng: Don't Flip My Black History Anymore (╯‵□′)╯(┻━┻
Mo Nian understood what Ji Shisheng meant, and suddenly thought of the first thing Ji Shisheng said when he met her, "Mo Nian, do you want to stay by my side?" ”。
If this sentence is placed at other times, it is easy to mistake people for thinking that Ji Shisheng is arrogantly asking himself, whether to ask him to stay by his side.
But after listening to Ji Shisheng say so much, Mo Nian understood that Ji Shisheng's words were asking her wishes.
Is he willing to stay by Ji Shisheng's side, or is he unwilling.
"Ji Qingmo has appeared for so many years, and his attitude towards everyone is no different, only for you, but this is different, no one can be sure whether it is a disguise or a real one."
Ji Shisheng said again: "If it's true......"
"Is it possible for you to be cured?" Mo Nian said suddenly.
Ji Shisheng was stunned, but he didn't expect Mo Nian to have guessed it.
"Yes."
Ji Shisheng nodded, "We don't know, whether it can really be done, we can only try." ”
He didn't mention what Dr. Li said, Mo Nian was his only chance, and he didn't want to put pressure on Mo Nian, that would be too despicable.
"Need my help?" Mo Nian said, "Stay by your side? ”
When Ji Shisheng heard this, he was silent for a while, and said: "If you stay with me, the previous transaction will be invalidated, and if you don't have the five million to go abroad for treatment, are you willing?" ”
He looked at Mo Nian, as if he wanted to see through what thoughts were hidden under Mo Nian's calm face.
"There's nothing you don't want to."
Mo Nian said calmly: "Even if you don't give it to me, my brother and I can earn that money." ”
Ji Shisheng understood the meaning of Mo Nian——
Mo Nian was willing to stay by his side.
Even if there is no money and no pay, he is willing to face those unknown dangers to help him.
"Why ......"
Ji Shisheng's voice trembled, "Even if you don't have feelings, you should be able to see that this matter is not good for you, right?" ”
"Do you want to kick me away?"
Mo Nian was vaguely aware of Ji Shisheng's intentions, and after she listened to Ji Shisheng's confession, she couldn't help but think, if she could save Ji Shisheng, why did Ji Shisheng let herself resign and leave?
Don't you want to bother her?
Ji Shisheng also said that Ji Qingmo is too dangerous.
If so, it all makes sense.
It's just that Mo Nian, who doesn't understand feelings, doesn't understand, Ji Shisheng's fluttering pupils reveal that he doesn't just want to drive Mo Nian away, but also afraid that he will be shaken by Mo Nian.
"I just think I should let you know that this thing is not good for you." Ji Shisheng's tone was complicated, "I don't understand why you agreed to stay—no, it should be said that I never seem to have understood you." ”
What Mo Nian was thinking, why he did it, he never seemed to guess correctly.
And what he thinks and does, Mo Nian often guesses.
Compared with frustration, Ji Shisheng's heart is more of a subtle and indescribable feeling.
"I know it's no good, but ......"
Mo Nian thought for a while, and then said, "The reason for this, in words that ordinary people can understand, is probably 'atonement'. ”
Ji Shisheng was stunned.
"Didn't I throw you on the fire? I didn't go to you afterwards, no matter what reason I had to explain the story behind these actions to you, but the truth is, no matter how helpless I was, I couldn't erase the harm I left you. ”
Mo Nian looked at Ji Shisheng, looked down, and said, "It's not just Ji Qingmo, your leg is also because of the sequelae of that fire, right?" ”
Assistant Bai said that Ji Shisheng couldn't stand up because of his psychological shadow.
Maybe Ji Shisheng saw something falling in the fire, and mistakenly thought that it hit him, so he thought he was crippled.
The feeling of not being able to walk was terrible, and Mo Nian had experienced it for a while, so she understood how hard Ji Shisheng had been over the years.
And all this is because of her.
Although she also has her difficulties, Ji Shisheng's injuries are also her responsibility.
Staying by Ji Shisheng's side and helping Ji Shisheng treat her split personality is also an opportunity for her to pay off her "debts".
Mo Nian doesn't understand how people with feelings will deal with these things, she will only use her own code of conduct to judge and draw conclusions.
"Before the age of thirty."
Mo Nian said again: "According to the plan, my brother and I will send me abroad for treatment before I am thirty years old, no matter how long your schizophrenia takes, I can only give you the time before I am thirty years old, and before this time comes, I will stay by your side to help you." ”
She changed her words: "I know you're worried about me, but you don't have to think of Ji Qingmo as terrible, I believe that he is good to me without pretense." ”
Ji Shisheng frowned: "How can you be sure?" You and him...... I've only seen it once, haven't I? ”
"But I've been with you for a while, and I trust you."
Mo Nian's answer was unexpected by Ji Shisheng, "He is you, so I believe him." ”
"Mo Nian, you may not have fully understood what I said before."
When Ji Shisheng heard this, he said in a deep voice: "Ji Qingmo is different from me......"
"But there's a lot in common, right?"
Mo Nian's tone was indifferent: "Although I have only met him once, I have also seen a lot of things, he will say many of the same things as you, do the same thing, and...... You guys are an attitude towards people you hate. ”
Ji Shisheng was stunned, "What?" ”
"Don't you hate me too?"
Mo Nian said: "Your dislike for me has never been disguised, it is all on your face. He too, he didn't know that I was Mo Nianqian, and I was like that. ”
"But......" Ji Shisheng wanted to refute, but couldn't find anything to refute for a while.
"You are different, but the similarities cannot be erased."
Mo Nian looked directly at Ji Shisheng, and she said seriously: "I believe that since Ji Qingmo is you, then he will definitely not do anything despicable, if he hates me and wants to take revenge on me, he will definitely show his hatred for me in a dignified manner, instead of approaching me with a smile on his face." ”
When Ji Shisheng heard this, he couldn't help but think of his feelings when he first knew Mo Nian's identity and was ready to leave her by his side to take revenge on her, and couldn't help but say: "Even if it's me, I won't necessarily be upright......
"You will."
Mo Nian shook his head and retorted to Ji Shisheng: "At least after knowing my identity, you also wrote your hatred on your face, didn't you?" ”
Ji Shisheng choked, he always felt that Mo Nian was mocking him.
But where could Mo Nian do such a thing?
It's just that he is a thief himself.
“…… Is it that obvious? Ji Shisheng couldn't help asking.
Although he didn't pretend to have a liking or dislike for Mo Nian, he didn't expect it to be so obvious in Mo Nian's eyes.
"Hmm."
Mo Nian nodded: "You are much stricter with me than with others, when you see others, you are cold at most, and when you see me, your face will be very bad......"
"Alright, don't talk about it."
Ji Shisheng felt like a prisoner who had been publicly executed and read black history in public, and couldn't help but interrupt Mo Nian's analysis in shame, he said, "It's still ...... Let's go back to Ji Qingmo. ”
If you continue this topic......
He really can't hold his head up!