Chapter Ninety-Three: Don't Believe His Native Love Words
"Later, according to my brother's words, it was probably the good fortune cultivated in my previous life that I had cultivated in my eighty lifetimes, so I would have the experience of being 100% jealous when I said that."
Mo Nian continued to recount her past experience to Ji Shisheng: "It was January 2, 07, and it happened to be the second day of New Year's Day, so I remember that on that day, my brother and I were adopted by a distant relative on my father's side. ”
When Ji Shisheng heard this, he was silent.
Mo Nian always remembers these days so well.
Perhaps, the days of tossing and turning for more than a year were not as easy as Mo Nian thought, even if she lost her feelings, it was still a very hard time in her subconscious.
"Adoptive mother—actually, I'm used to calling her mom, whether it's my biological mom or the mom who adopted me and my brother, she's been very nice to us, so there's no estrangement between us."
Mo Nian's calm appearance made Ji Shisheng not know if she didn't feel it before she said this, or if the adoptive mother was really good to her.
"Her name is Moshu, a book of books, but my mother told me and my brother that the 'book' in her name should have been the Shu of the female Jiazhu, and the meaning is also very good, a beautiful woman, but because there was a mistake when she was registered, she wrote the wrong word, so she was called Moshu."
Mo Nian said again: "Originally, my mother complained a little about this matter, but my brother said that this name is very bookish and very good, and then my mother never mentioned the fact that the name is not good." ”
"My mom did a lot for me and my brother after she adopted me."
Mo Nian didn't think about anything, she always remembered these things, and when she was asked at this time, she said directly: "At that time, because I changed places to live everywhere, the recovery situation was not good, and my parents' compensation was limited, in order to let me receive good treatment, my mother sold the house in the city center and went to the suburbs to buy a cheap house, and the difference was used to treat me." ”
"My brother said that if I hadn't met a good person like my mother, I wouldn't have a chance to be cured in the future."
Mo Nian's injury at that time was not optimistic, if she didn't feel about it, it would be impossible to say it lightly like this.
"Isn't there any objection from your adoptive mother's family?" Ji Shisheng couldn't help but ask, it wasn't that he was maliciously speculating, but according to the general situation, most people might only choose to adopt a healthy Mo Chen, instead of taking the seriously injured Mo Nian home.
If you have a rich family, you can still consider one or two.
But listening to Mo Nian, Moshu sold the house to have money to treat her, and Ji Shisheng could guess that Moshu was probably not a rich man.
Mo Nian mentioned that Moshu seemed to be a college student, and college students were not common at that time, and Moshu probably relied on his own struggle to get out of his family.
"The elders in my mother's family left early, and she was in charge of the house alone."
Mo Nian said: "There are relatives who are far away who persuaded her to send me to an orphanage and let the state fund my treatment, but she refused. ”
"Who persuaded her?" When Ji Shisheng heard this, he couldn't help frowning.
"Forget."
Mo Nian said: "Even if you remember, you won't say, Ji Shisheng, don't do bad things." ”
Hearing this pure tone, Ji Shisheng suddenly felt embarrassed, he snorted coldly, and wanted to cover it up: "Who said I was going to help you?" Less self-inflicted in there! ”
"There's nothing special to talk about after that."
Mo Nian continued to talk about the previous topic, "My brother and I are just like ordinary children, we go to and from school normally, and I occasionally go to the hospital for treatment. ”
This made Ji Shisheng even more embarrassed, he wanted to explain that he didn't think about it that way, and he was afraid that he would talk too much and get darker and darker, so he could only shut up and continue to listen to Mo Nian.
At this time, the only thought in Ji Shisheng's mind was-
Mo Nian, what his nemesis!
"Is it ......" Ji Shisheng found an opportunity to speak, and casually responded with a sentence to ease his embarrassment.
At the same time, he was relieved.
Fortunately, Mo Nian didn't suffer too much.
It's just that this thought just floated, and Ji Shisheng felt that he was useless.
Fourteen years of resentment was resolved by Mo Nian in just a few words, which seemed to be very ...... what he had done before
Immature!
It's like a gambling child who doesn't say anything before and after, and can slap himself in the face at any time.
"What about you?"
At this time, it was Mo Nian's turn to throw the topic to Ji Shisheng: "After that, how are you doing?" How did Ji Qingmo appear? The purpose of you looking for me is for Ji Qingmo, right? ”
Ji Shisheng said so much before, although the topic was off track, Mo Nian still deduced the reason why Ji Shisheng was looking for her from a few words.
"Yes."
Ji Shisheng didn't deny it, he was going to tell Mo Nian this, and there was nothing to hide at this time.
"I later ...... It's like you, suffering from illness while learning to live like a normal person. ”
Ji Shisheng said calmly, but his complicated tone also revealed that the things he experienced were not as easy and simple as those words.
"As for Ji Qingmo...... It was when I was eighteen years old, because he refused to communicate about related issues, so neither I nor Dr. Li knew the reason for his appearance, and Ji Qingmo was not as good as he was. ”
When Ji Shisheng said this, his tone became more serious, he stared at Mo Nian, and said in a deep voice: "Mo Nian, even if Ji Qingmo says that he was born for you, the meaning of the name is to send love to Mo, don't believe it." ”
It seems that Ji Shisheng is very dissatisfied with Ji Qingmo's name.
Just like Ji Qingmo doesn't like Ji Shisheng's name.
Mo Nian thought in his heart, and nodded to Ji Shisheng: "Got it." ”
In fact, she didn't fully believe Ji Qingmo's words, after all, she hadn't met a few times, who knew what kind of person the other party was?
"Did anything special happen to you when you were eighteen?"
Mo Nian asked again: "At that time, it has been six years since the fire, right?" ”
"Most of the memories of that day are very vague, I can barely remember the events of the day, and I can't remember the events of the night clearly."
Ji Shisheng said: "The doctor said that it was probably because of the nightmares I had about the fire scene in the past six years, which caused the situation to deteriorate, and it happened to break out on that day that Ji Qingmo was born." ”
"Ji Qingmo has been around for six years, but you don't seem to know what he looks like at all."
Mo Nian saw something, and she said, "Your psychiatrist seems to be the same. ”
"Because he refuses to communicate, from before to now, you are the only one who can communicate with him for so long."
When Ji Shisheng said this, he exhaled lightly, and finally got to the point: "Mo Nian, before I tell you the purpose of my search for you, I have to remind you of another thing-Ji Qingmo, it's very dangerous. ”
"The reason for his appearance is unknown, his ambition other than wanting to be the master personality is unknown, he has memories that were abandoned by you like me, and his attitude towards you is unknown, in short-"
Ji Shisheng and Mo Nian looked at each other, and he said seriously: "I can't be sure if he has malicious intentions towards you, whether his previous performance towards you is a disguise or not, and I can't guarantee whether you who come into contact with him will be safe." ”
It was precisely because everything was unknown and out of control that Ji Shisheng pushed Mo Nian away from his side.
He hated Mo Nian.
But it doesn't mean that he can use Mo Nian as a tool for his own healing, pushing Mo Nian into a dangerous situation.