As a child, she learned to be indifferent.

She puts on the mask of hypocrisy and becomes another her.

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On this day, Lin Ruoli had insomnia again, she was lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling, she was used to it, whether it was insomnia or life, she didn't care.

Even when she was asleep, she always had nightmares, in which she was bullied, she was laughed at, beaten, like a toy, at the mercy of others, and it looked so pitiful, but only she knew that it was just her own powerlessness.

"Hehehe......." She sneered, she just felt that it was all so ridiculous now, and sometimes she really wanted to end it all! But she couldn't die, even for her grandmother.

Grandma worked hard to pull her up, and if she died, she would be so sorry for grandma. Perhaps, she is an abandoned child, but grandma has never abandoned her, and grandma is the only person in this world who really treats her well.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but cry.

When she was young, at the age of ignorance, she learned to be ruthless and ruthless, and from childhood to adulthood, her purest love was given to her mother, the unattainable person.

But her mother hated her, beat and scolded her, and over time, all her beautiful hopes for her mother were shattered.

Later, she understood that no one in this world could be relied on, only on her own, so she learned to be independent.

In fact, she still misses the time when she lived with her grandmother, when she was free, not restrained, and not pretended, that feeling was really good.

She sat up slowly, wiped her tears, put on her clothes, and then she sat on the edge of the bed and put on her shoes.

She stood in front of the mirror, looked at her face, touched the scar on her neck again, and smiled, it turned out that it was the only one who had accompanied her for so many years!

Perhaps, if she had no scars and her mother had not abandoned her, then she must be like any other child. Live a happy and beautiful life, but unfortunately, it always backfires, and the reality is completely different from the imagination.

Today she wore a high ponytail and looked like a woman, and then she did the same thing as before, putting on makeup.

After dressing up, she went to the bathroom to wash her face and brush her teeth.

After freshening up, she walked to the desk, picked up her phone, opened it and looked at 5.57, it was still early. Then she saw the chocolate and the milk again, and then she picked up the chocolate and took a small bite, and it tasted pretty good.

She gulped down and touched the wrapper to the garbage basket.

Then she packed her school bag, took out her textbook and started reading in the morning!

Generally, the arrival time of Yuhua Middle School is 7.10, and she starts reading early from 7.10 to 8.10, but this hour is not enough for Lin Ruoli, plus she always has insomnia, so her morning reading time is generally more than others, and she is earlier than others.

She reviewed to 6.20 and was about to go out, she packed her schoolbag, took out her headphones and plugged them into her phone, and then she clicked on Netease Cloud Music and began to loop Hua Chenyu's song.

She put on her school bag, put on her headphones, and was about to go out.

When she walked to the living room, Mother Lin was cooking in the kitchen, Mother Lin heard the sound of opening the door and thought it was Jiang Liran, so she came out of the kitchen, but when she saw that it was Lin Ruoli, her face immediately changed.

"You're going to school now?" Mother Lin said to Lin Ruoli.

"Hmm."

Then Mother Lin didn't speak, and went to the kitchen to cook again. At this time, Jiang Liran came out of the house, and he had already cleaned up.

Then he shouted, "Mom, I'm not eating!" ”

Mother Lin came out of the kitchen again when she heard the voice, "Ranran, you're not eating?" ”

"Yes."

"Did you take the money? You can't skip a meal in the morning, but don't go hungry and get sick to your stomach! ”

"I took it, it's fine." After Jiang Liran finished speaking, he went out with Lin Ruoli.

When he arrived downstairs, Jiang Liran grabbed Lin Ruoli and said, "Sister, you are not familiar with this piece!" Or I'll take you to school!" ”

"No, I'll take the bus myself."

"Oh well! Be careful yourself!! ”

Then Jiang Liran rode the electric motorcycle and left.

Lin Ruoli walked slowly, and then she walked out of the community, but at the gate of the community, she couldn't find the bus stop sign no matter how she looked for it!

Just when she regretted not taking Jiang Liran's car, she suddenly remembered that she could check Baidu, and then she checked Baidu before finding the bus stop sign nearby.

Lin Ruoli is now at the bus stop, looking at the bus itinerary, she saw that there are 3 buses, 88 buses, 101 buses, 9 buses, and 23 buses all going here, but she doesn't know which bus goes to school.

So she looked at all the car trips, and then she realized that she could only take the 101 route, so she stood there and started waiting.

With music by her side, she is not alone, whenever she is alone, she always takes out her headphones, plays and listens to songs, and immerses herself in the ocean of music.

After waiting for a while, the bus came, she got on the bus, took out 2 coins, and threw them into the coin drop.

She sat in the last row, then opened her bag, took out her English book, and memorized the words.

It was a beautiful feeling for her to enjoy the scenery outside the window while carrying a book.

And just like that, it didn't take long for her to arrive. She got off the bus and walked to the school gate.

She unplugged her headphones, stuffed them into her bag, along with her phone and English books, and zipped them up. When she walked to the gate, Luo Baiyu was on duty.

Lin Ruoli smiled at him, and then walked in the direction of the class. When she walked to the door of the class, someone patted her from behind, and as soon as she turned around, she saw Su Yulan who was smiling.

"Ruoli, I wasn't by your side yesterday, did you sleep well? I had insomnia yesterday, I can't sleep without you, it's so annoying! ”

"I'm still the same, I can't sleep all the time!"

"Okay, then you have to pay attention to rest, you woke up within a few hours of sleep every day, how can this work!"

"I know my sleep best, you don't have to worry." Lin Ruoli looked at her and said.

Su Yulan smiled, and then took Lin Ruoli's hand and walked into the classroom. Lin Ruoli walked to the place and put down the schoolbag, and then Su Yulan ran to the place and put down the schoolbag, and then ran to Lin Ruoli again.

Lin Ruoli looked at her and said, "What are you doing so fast, and there is nothing urgent." ”

"Yes! Who said no! We're going downstairs to raise the flag today! ”

"Huh? How I didn't know! ”

"Of course you don't know, you're a good student, you don't even go to the toilet much after class, how can you read the notice posted on the class bar!"

"Hurry up, let's go, didn't you notice that there was no one in the class?"

Lin Ruoli looked around and found that it was indeed empty, and then said, "Let's go!" ”

Su Yulan pulled Lin Ruoli and ran downstairs, and when they arrived, the old class was standing at the back of the team, staring at the team with a serious expression.

At this time, Lin Ruoli said: "Report!" ”

Lao Ban looked back and saw that it was her, so he smiled and said, "Join the team!" ”

Then Su Yulan pulled Lin Ruoli and stood behind He Mingjun casually. Boys and girls don't stand together, but they can stand side by side with the boys.

Su Yulan pulled Lin Ruoli excitedly and said, "Look, it's my Junjun ahead!" ”

Lin Ruoli shook her head helplessly and said, "You, you, you're still such a nymphomaniac, when will you be more reserved?!" ”

"Then I guess it's impossible in this life!"

Lin Ruoli was speechless, her mind was still full of English words and Chinese texts that she had memorized in the morning.

She didn't like raising the flag the most, she felt that raising the flag was a waste of time and boring, so she looked around.

But she saw Gu Qingchen again......