Essay.20
Tears are worthless, and they fall when they are said.
The more you care, the less you get.
The inferiority complex is innate and engraved into the bones.
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When she got home, Mother Lin was sitting on the sofa angrily.
She saw Lin Ruoli come in and said, "Where did you fool around?" Coming back so late? ”
Lin Ruoli ignored her, and then Jiang Liran also came in, and Mother Lin saw Jiang Liran's attitude change greatly: "Ran, are you back?" Hungry or not? ”
Jiang Liran said: "I'm not hungry. ”
Then he walked into the room.
That's it, Lin Ruoli remembered that she hadn't eaten yet, but she hadn't received her salary yet, so she had no choice but to go hungry.
"Don't talk when you come back? The temper is not small! How did I give birth to you this dog thing! Mother Lin pointed at Lin Ruoli and scolded.
"Dangling in front of me all day long, your head is big, you live in our house, it is already my greatest kindness! Don't forget, the rent is 1500 a month! ”
Lin Ruoli didn't speak, just stood in place, expressionless.
The more Lin Mu looked at her appearance, the more angry she became, and then stood up violently, walked up to her, and slapped her.
"The elders are talking to you, don't you understand?"
Lin Ruoli still didn't speak, just looked at her like that, her eyes were full of coldness.
Mother Lin became more and more angry, slapped her on the other cheek again, and said, "Don't look at me with such eyes!" ”
But this time there was no answer, and Mother Lin began to beat her hard, sometimes in the face, and then in the hair.
After a while, maybe she was tired, she stopped, and at this time, Lin Ruoli said: "Have you fought enough?" ”
Mother Lin may have been frightened by her question, but she didn't speak.
Lin Ruoli glanced at her, then went back to the house, and when she was about to go in, she said, "This is the last time." ”
Then he went in, and Lin Muleng stayed where he was.
Lin Ruoli locked the door, then sat down in the quilt, she buried her head in the quilt and cried.
She can't remember how many times she cried, it turned out that there was at least Su Yulan when she cried, but now there was no one beside her.
She's ugly, and maybe that's why she's always been disliked.
People don't understand her, and Lu Huanian also knows his secret, although he doesn't say it, he must be disgusted in his heart.
He won't be able to look at himself with those gentle eyes again, it's ridiculous and pathetic.
Crying and crying, the door slammed.
She quickly wiped away her tears, then got out of bed and ran to open the door.
She opened it and saw that it was Jiang Liran. Jiang Liran reached out and stuffed her with a bag of bread, a box of chocolates, and a bag of milk.
Then he put his hand in his trouser pocket and said, "You haven't eaten yet, don't be hungry." ”
Then she left, Lin Ruoli locked the door, she put the things Jiang Liran gave her on the table, and then got into the bed.
She curled herself up in a small ball, then hugged herself and began to cry.
Why, do this to her? What did she do wrong?
She cried very sadly, she really hated this, since she was a child, she has been trying to change herself in order to make her mother happy.
She forced herself to study, forced herself to be obedient, forced herself to be independent, and forced herself to work hard, but she was also a child, no matter how she changed, she couldn't change her frostbitten heart.
All her enthusiasm froze to death that day, that windy night.
This night, Lin Ruoli has been curled up in the quilt and can't sleep for a long time.
The next day, she got up early, she washed up, and saw what Jiang Liran gave herself yesterday, and then she ate bread, leaving chocolate and milk.
Today, her first day on the job, she is now in front of the mirror, looking at her ugly self, she smiles.
She tied herself with a ball today, wore a white blouse with a veil on the outside, denim shorts underneath, her slender legs exposed, and a pair of energetic canvas shoes, and then she took out cosmetics to cover the secret in her heart again.
The inferiority complex is innate, seeping into the bones.
She couldn't face the wounds in her heart.
Then she opened the door and went out. When she went out, she didn't alarm anyone, and it was just fine, silently, as if she didn't exist.
The dessert shop was downstairs from her house, so it didn't take long for her to arrive. She saw Lu Huanian opening the door.
"Lu Huanian!" She called Lu Hua Nian, then waved her hand and ran to him.
When she arrived, she was still panting, her little face was red, and her ball head, like a little white rabbit, looked very playful and cute, and there was an urge to hold her in the palm of her hand.
Lu Huanian was also frightened by her outfit, he looked at Lin Ruoli with a smile, and then the door opened.
And they went in. "Lin Ruoli, you are in charge of the cashier, and of course you make the desserts, so you have to change your clothes!"
"Huh?"
After a while, Lin Ruoli was forcibly put on a maid outfit, she never wore a skirt, and she became even more cute after wearing it!
There was no way, for the sake of work, she had to put it on. After a while, Su Yulan and Jiang Liran also came.
"Ruoli, you're actually wearing a skirt?!" Su Yulan was very surprised when she saw Lin Ruoli's outfit.
"Yes...... Oh, yes! ”
Su Yulan looked at her with a smile and said, "Well, it's not bad, it's worthy of being my woman, she looks good in anything, but your body will attract a lot of people!" I don't agree, you still have to do a good job at the front desk, I'm in charge of serving desserts! ”
"Hmm...... All right! ”
There were a lot of people who came to eat dessert today, and Lin Ruoli, Su Yulan and Jiang Liran were all too busy.
Although Lin Ruoli is the first cashier, she is very smart and learns quickly, and she will be able to do it after only a short while.
In this way, they were busy from morning to night, tired and out of breath.
"Ruoli, your job is really not good, but this day is spent with you, I am very happy!"
"I'm also very happy, this day is very fulfilling, is your homework done?"
"Huh?! No, I forgot about my homework, no. I need to hurry home and catch up on my homework! Bye-bye, see you tomorrow at school! After speaking, Su Yulan walked outside the store.
"Don't go, I'll send you!" Jiang Liran chased after him.
Lin Ruoli entered the locker room and changed back into her clothes, just as Lu Huanian also came out.
"Why don't you give me the phone? This way we can get in touch easily. Lu Huanian said.
"That's good!" Lin Ruoli said, and then they exchanged phone calls.
They walked outside the store together, Lu Huanian locked the store door, and then walked downstairs to Lin Ruoli's community together.
"Well, bye-bye, see you at school tomorrow!" Lin Ruoli said with a red face.
"Okay, see you tomorrow!" Lu Huanian replied.
Then Lin Ruoli ran away.
Probably, Lin Ruoli has made the most correct decision in her life, which is to come to work in a dessert shop!