Text Chapter 161 Endless Disputes

Since choosing to return to the city, these memories have surfaced one by one, exposed to the warm but harsh sunlight of the sky. Those feelings that had been sealed in her memory for three years also re-invaded her heart, which had long been scarred.

Iman heard that it was Yue Jingyan's voice, but she didn't want to see Yue Jingyan. I saw it, but I just talked about how bad she had been in the past few years, and she was just troublesome for each other.

Yan Guangchen, like Cheng Xian, hurt her. They had warmed Iman's most helpless years, but now they were left with only deep hurt. For people and things in the past, she instinctively defended herself, even Yue Jingyan, who was her closest sister.

But dodging was not the solution, and Iman kept his head up, but didn't move his feet.

Yue Jingyan and Cheng Hong walked over, she didn't know what happened to Iman just now, and she was still slightly happy to wait for Iman.

"Yiyi, I know you're going to be here."

Iman's whole person was in a daze, and he didn't react much when he heard this, but Mu Mu replied: "When the three of us played hide and seek, you and Qingyang could always easily find me, but I couldn't find where you were hiding anyway." Sister Jingyan, Qingyang is afraid of the dark and cold, do you know where he is hiding? ”

Yue Jingyan didn't expect to see Iman again in such a scene, after three years, why did Iman mention Qingyang, Yue Jingyan didn't know. But she saw the indifference in Iman's eyes, a bone-eating coldness, as if it was invisibly consuming all the memories and warmth.

"Yiyi, after all these years, you still can't let go?"

Put it down? If she could let go, how could she have all the pain and unbearableness she has today. Iman clenched the necklace in his hand tightly and stepped forward to hug Yue Jingyan, this extremely painful feeling tortured all her senses, and even made it difficult for her to breathe.

"Sister Jingyan, I'm really tired, tired."

"Yiyi, I know, I know, you have been alone outside all these years, it has really hurt you, let's go home. Uncle Iber, and my mother, Xiao Yi, they are all waiting for you. ”

Yue Jingyan also hugged Iman, she didn't know that Iman was so thin, and she could even feel her slightly raised bones. Such an Iman, of course, is easy to distress. Because she was so cute, so round, like a ceramic doll.

However, how many years ago was this "before". She doesn't even remember it very well.

At this moment, she really wants Iman to go home, she wants to take good care of this sister who she has spoiled for more than ten years, wants to give her a home, and wants to live an ordinary life. However, Iman rejected her, and resolutely refused.

"No, Sister Jingyan, sister."

Iman said this and avoided Yue Jingyan's arms, the matter has come to this, she never wants to come back, her heart seems to be dead again, so what are you doing here.

"Yiyi, Iberber thinks about you day and night, he only has one daughter, don't you want to be by his side for a while?"

"Sister Jingyan, you are more filial than me, even if it is without me, my father will be fine, right?"

Iman gripped the necklace tightly again, as if trying to find some spiritual support from it. But the more desperately she tried to find something to comfort herself, the more empty and pitiful her heart became.

She shuddered a little, and then she heard a familiar voice coming from her again.

"You unfilial daughter, I have supported you for so many years, are you so heartless, go, you can leave if you want! Just let me, an old man, starve to death and die of thirst! ”

Yi Lin Zhang shouted in front of the public, causing the people around him to turn their heads one after another. Those passers-by, some carrying large bags of luggage, some are light and simple, some are ecstatic, and some are in a hurry. No one knows what they're up to, and no one knows what they're staying for.

Iman looked at the pedestrians around him, and suddenly had a feeling of being in a different world, which was quite unreal, but extremely real.

She also asked herself, can she just leave everything behind. In the past three years, she has also regretted her original decision. But for now, it seems that her father is doing well. What's more, isn't there still Sister Jingyan?

Yi Lin Zhang looked at Iman, the little rabbit cub, and didn't speak, his anger came again, but now it was useless to be angry, he endured the resentment in his heart, and said with a pleasant face: "I waited for you in front of Qingyang's tomb for two days, but you didn't show up, I thought you didn't want me as an old man." If you want me to say, Yiyi, don't go. How nice it is for us to be together as a family. ”

It sounds good, but for Iman, who has a knot in her heart, if she can't let go of it, she will live in endless pain forever. She doesn't want the people around her to suffer with her, she can only walk as far as she can, and she can go as far as she can.

Therefore, Iman, who had been silent for a long time, only took out one sentence to reply to Yi Lin Zhang.

"Dad, I'm sorry."

Yi Lin Chang couldn't pretend to be kind anymore, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, what use can I have!" You're like your mother's white-eyed wolf, even if you take out your heart and give it to you, you still can't feed it! Let's go, let's go! I just think I haven't given birth to you, a girl who is not angry! ”

After all, it is a relative, and even if Iman is ruthless, he doesn't want to hurt his own father so cruelly. She no longer insisted as she had just done, but tried to calm Irin Zhang's anger.

"Dad, I'm sorry, after so many years, I'm still so unlucky. But it's not that I'm not coming back, I just want to be alone. Dad, you still have Sister Jingyan, she won't treat you badly. ”

Yilin Chang was really angry, and after a long time, Iman still insisted on leaving, and he didn't even want his father. He slapped Iman in the face, but it was extremely clear in this noisy noon.

Since he was a child, Iman has been beaten twice, once on the second day of Qingyang's departure, Iman came down from the upper floor with red eyes and rags, and sneered at Chengxian, whom he met for the first time. Yi Lin Chang slapped her at that time. And now, Akira Irin hit her again. Probably she's such an uncompetitive person. She will never be able to compare to that excellent Sister Jingyan. Everything she did was so dismissive in Yi Lin Zhang's eyes.

Iman didn't blame him, just a faint sadness. To be honest, this slap is what she deserves, she is indeed a white-eyed wolf as Yi Lin Chang said, no matter how others dig out their hearts and lungs, she is heartless.

"Do you have the face to say? Your sister let you do everything, and you pushed me, an old man, to her?! You said that if you could be half as sensible as your sister, I would be able to close my eyes when I died. Fooling around, hiding, are you still my daughter of Ilin Zhang? ”

What Irinaki said was the truth, but who could understand Iman's suffering.

She frowned slightly, but there was no trace of resistance, "You already know that I can't compare to Sister Jingyan, why do you force me so much?" ”

Yi Lin Zhang's expression became irritable, "It's not as good as your sister Jingyan, just because you have a mother who is also not angry!" ”

Iman's whole person was hit again. Yes, it turned out that she was such an unbearable person in the eyes of her father. And all her unbearable comes from this mother who is not loved by her father.

She has known since she was a child that the person who has been calling her mother in her heart does not know how to be a good wife and a good mother at all. Her jealousy and strife, her persistence and determination, her sorrow and resentment, all left a deep resentment on herself.

Later, she went insane and was sent to a psychiatric hospital by Yi Lin Chang for treatment. But Yi Lin Chang didn't pull with other women anymore. Iman didn't understand what kind of feelings they had between them.

Iman also went to see her mother, Ge Peiyun, who was irascible and often forced by the men who were strong enough to force them down and inject all the thick tubes into her body, and she gradually became quieter and fell into a deep sleep like an obedient baby.

At first, Iman is absolutely unacceptable, and she argues with Irin Akira and asks why the man is cruel to her mother. Yi Lin Chang said to her, Yi Yi, you are still young, and there are some things you still don't understand.

So now, after so many years, she finally understands that it is because of hate. Only when you hate a person deeply can you torture a person so hard.

Why is it hate, the young Iman didn't understand, and the grown up Iman still didn't understand. She felt that her head was very up, although Yi Lin Chang had been scolding her for being ignorant for so many years, how could he have slandered her and her mother like today?

Yes, her mother was just a psychopath, and she didn't even recognize Iman, but after all, blood was thicker than water, and Iman would never allow others to insult her. Even if this person is the father who has always loved her the most.

Iman raised his head, with three points of indifference in his eyes, "Yes, since you know that my mother is not angry, what did you do when you married her!" If you hate her, why did you give birth to me! I know that you have always liked Sister Jingyan, but I am like this, so willful, it's a big deal that you don't want me as a daughter from now on! ”

Yi Lin Chang was also angry, so he didn't choose to say: "Okay, well, since you have said so, I will not have you as a daughter in the future!" Anyway, I still have your sister to take care of, and I won't be able to die for a while. ”

Iman's heart is full of all kinds of bitterness, the twenty-five years of love between father and daughter, he said that if you don't want it, you don't want it, but it's really quite ruthless. At the same time, Iman also understood where his desperation came from, that is, from the man in front of her, whom she called Dad.