Chapter 160 The Price Payable

Under the spray of the sun, Iman wanted to cry, but she couldn't. Her nose was stuffed, and her eyes were starting to redden, but she couldn't shed a single tear. Even today's extreme pain can't make her cry. She has always hoped to be a person without tears, to be an invincible person, but now that she has really become a person without tears, why does her dead heart still hurt!

Iman finally took the "One Meter of Sunshine" tremblingly, and the feeling of holding it in his hand was still so real. Her mind ran back to when she was eight years old, and she was still wearing a white gauze dress and a princess's crown, sitting on a small bench. Qingyang was still so low, so carefully helped her put it on her chest, and told her the vow of love.

"Yiyi, this is what my father ordered for his daughter-in-law, and if you put it on, you will be from my Chen family."

Iman was unashamed, "Yes, yes." Then he turned his face to Chen Jiangui and his wife and said, "Thank you, Uncle Chen and Mother Yu." By the way, Qingyang, since I am already your daughter-in-law, should I change my words to follow you to call 'Mom and Dad'? ”

The sound is still there, and the person is unknown. Seventeen years have passed in the blink of an eye.

And Qingyang (. After leaving, Yu's mother didn't allow Iman to see him, so she took off the chain and put it in Qingyang's ashes. In this life, Qingyang can't accompany her to old age, and she can't accompany Qingyang through Huangquan Road, so let this inch of sunshine accompany Qingyang to the end.

But it turns out that even if you die, you will not be at peace.

Iman held the hand of "One Meter of Sunshine" tightly on his chest, and did not feel the breath of Qingyang's existence, but a cold to the bone. The chill of death spread through her heart, almost enveloping her entirely. She closed her eyes tightly, trying to forget all the pain of all this, and it all became clearer.

The sunlight stung her eyes fiercely, and Iman saw Xiong Xiong's panic uneasily, and she suddenly understood why Xiong Xiong hated Yan Guangchen so much. Even if the cooperation between Yan Guangchen and Ribs made her lose the man she had loved for several years forever and leave her, she didn't need to be so bitter and hateful. It's Iman, Xiong Xiong has long known that Yan Guangchen dug Qingyang's tomb, and she is complaining about Iman. She gave Iman advice again and again, and targeted Yan Guangchen, because she knew it all.

The devouring cold attacked, Iman's whole heart was empty and pitiful, she glanced back, and saw Yan Guangchen's departing footsteps. He walked straight, but he walked very slowly. As if waiting for Iman to catch up with him.

In the past, Iman always felt that he was ashamed of Yan Guangchen, even if he received Yun Xiao's kick, Yan Guangchen's kindness to her was not enough. But now, is he still the Yan Guangchen who makes her grateful.

No, he's not! He is clearly a person like Chengxian, who is unscrupulous in order to get it. Iman is stupid, really.

She walked a few steps quickly, grabbed Yan Guangchen, and reached out to slap Yan Guangchen.

"This slap is what you owe Qingyang."

There was a "smack" and another slap.

"You owe me this slap."

Yan Guangchen shook Iman's hand, "Then how do you pay what you owe me?" ”

Owe? At the beginning, he was willing to pay, but now he keeps asking Iman to pay it back. At this moment, Iman felt that she didn't owe Yan Guangchen at all. Everything between her and Yan Guangchen has long since deteriorated with the passage of time.

She raised her face to meet Yan Guangchen's eyes, without the slightest fear, "From now on, I will never owe you again, and what you owe me will never be repaid." ”

Yan Guangchen relaxed the strength in his hand, "Manman, I never thought of asking you to repay anything, the reason why I let you know these things I did was just because I was unwilling. You've been so calm with me, as if you've forgotten me as a person. I begged you, begged me to give me another chance, but there was no response. In fact, I am also a proud person, and I also have my own dignity, but I am willing to give up these hypocritical things for your sake. But even if it were, you wouldn't give me a second look. ”

"What the hell am I not as good as Cheng Xian, Manman, you tell me that I will definitely try to do better. He hurts you, and I try to warm you. You know I like you, but you don't allow me to say it, okay, Manman, for your sake, I don't have to say it. I'm willing to approach you in such a way. But you'd rather just leave than let me take care of you. ”

"You say you're ruthless, but you're a very soft heart. I know that you can't forget the pain of the past, so you subconsciously don't want to intersect with people in the past. But, Manman, your heart is too quiet now, to the point that I can't accept it. I'm really scared that one day I'll fade out of your life, and then you won't even remember who I am. As for Cheng Xian, you will never forget him, because he hurt you so deeply that you can't forget it if you want to. ”

Iman shook off his hand and sneered unconsciously, his heart filled with a burst of pain, "So, you just want me to remember you because you want him to hurt me?" ”

Iman got closer to Yan Guangchen again, she stood on tiptoe and approached Yan Guangchen's face, her breath hit Yan Guangchen's face, and his handsome face was a little red. Iman slowly approached Yan Guangchen's ears, and his eyes flashed with ruthlessness that he hadn't seen for a long time, "Maybe you also have a hard time, but you shouldn't disturb Qingyang!" ”

The sharp knife in his hand had already stabbed Yan Guangchen's chest, and stabbed it inch by inch, "I used to be too cowardly, and when others bullied me, I knew how to dodge." But no matter how much they bully me, I can bear it. You are the only one who hurt Qingyang, I want you to pay for his life! ”

Since Iman left here three years ago, she has lived a life of fear despite her dead heart. She was extremely insecure, afraid of the people around her who were good to her, and suddenly changed her face. So, she kept the knife in her pocket every day. She didn't know if she was going to give people a knife when they were unprepared, but with this knife, she was at ease.

And now, the knife that reassured her was inserted into Yan Guangchen's chest. There was no fear in Iman's eyes, but he was still ruthless.

Yan Guangchen looked at the extremely strange Iman in front of him dumbfounded, is this still the timid brain-dead girl he met in the ward? Is it still the hearty girl who is quite proud to block the wine for him one by one?

No, neither is she! She has clearly become a person who is cold to the bone.

He looked at the knife in his chest, it was a light knife, and although it was stuck in his body, it was not enough to kill him. He drew the knife and threw it on the ground, the blood from the wound staining his white shirt and splashing onto his black suit. He didn't even cover it with his hand, and looked at Iman fixedly.

"You hate me so much?"

There was no more look in Iman's eyes, "Hate? I don't hate you. It's just that this is the price you pay for harming Qingyang. Chengxian killed Qingyang, and he will repent in prison for the rest of his life. I'm showing mercy to my subordinates. If you still feel unwilling, you can sue me in prison as well. But even in prison, my heart is still happy. I can finally give Qingyang an explanation. ”

Yan Guangchen never thought that things would evolve into the way they are now, the current Iman is certainly painful for him, but he is more distressed. So his words softened, as if it wasn't Iman who had given him a knife.

"Why do you say such things when you know I won't let you go to that kind of place? Let's let go of our past grievances and start over. ”

Iman looked at Yan Guangchen in front of her, she was a little puzzled, she couldn't understand what Yan Guangchen's gentleness was for. Love, the last thing she is likely to believe in her life is the word "love". What interests do she have to talk about when she is so down. She was tired and didn't want to live in this entanglement anymore, and she didn't want to figure out other people's minds anymore.

So what she said was undoubtedly cold to the bone.

"Start over? How did you and I ever begin? ”

It never started, so I didn't even have a chance to start over. Compared with those grievances and hatreds, he has never even owned.

For a moment, Yan Guangchen couldn't speak, he only felt that the pain in his chest was getting heavier and heavier, almost to the point that he couldn't think. He endured the discomfort and spoke.

"Manman, I'm willing to tell you about this, just to make you sad, but also to make you remember me. Qingyang's thing is that I did it wrong. You treat me like this, and I deserve it. But I want you to remember me, is that wrong? ”

Wrong? If everything in the world were measured by right and wrong, the world would not simply be understood by a three-year-old. Iman also used right and wrong to speculate on people's hearts and love, but what did they get in the end. It's a hurt, a fatal injury!

Facing the man who was as naïve as himself as he was three years ago, Iman felt calm. She was twenty-five years old, long past the age of dreaming. Maybe she still has a heart, but she has long died in these people who hurt her in the name of love. Died again and again.

Iman didn't speak again, she knew that the relationship between herself and Yan Guangchen, which could not be called emotional, had come to an end. She was not sad, nor was she despairing, and before she left the city, she broke off all feelings again.

She turned away, to leave the place that had made her die again and again. At this time, I heard a familiar call, "Yiyi, you are really here." ”