Sometimes youth is a bright sorrow、、、、、、

After a trip to Bihu, everyone returned to their place, each busy with their own affairs, the Mid-Autumn Festival has passed, the school is going to organize the mid-term exam, every student is very busy reviewing, but there is only one exception, that is the star, the star came back from Bihu, and has been absent-minded, she has really been guessed by me, always asked me if I have Ouyang Ze's number, I told her no, in fact, it's not that I don't want to give it to her, but I really don't, and my brother won't give it to me, hey, looking at such a star, it's almost midterm exams, she doesn't know how to be busy, Writing Ouyang Ze's name on scratch paper all day long, we are annoyed to read it.

No, she started again, and I was very angry and said, "Star, you're crazy, I'm really upset when I see this, there's nothing wrong with liking someone, but you have to know that you have your own tasks." Xiaomei said, "Yes, if you don't study hard now, how can you pursue him in the future, he is so good." Xiaomei knew that it was impossible, but in order to comfort her friend, she could only say this, she thought that after a long time, the star would forget.

Xing looked at us, stopped the pen in her hand, and said seriously, "Sisters, I have decided, from today onwards, I will study hard, I will be admitted to a good university, so that I will have the opportunity to meet him in the future, from now on, he is the driving force for my struggle." Xiaoping and I nodded helplessly, although we all know that this kind of love is too far away, but sometimes, it is good for people to have a goal to strive for.

I don't know if it's because of the weather, or what, Xiaoping has been shouting headaches recently, when she was in class, so close to the podium, Xiaoping still felt that she couldn't see clearly, we thought she was reading novels, and her eyes were broken, so we persuaded her to read fewer novels at night. Our campus life is ordinary and monotonous, every day is to go to school, after class, there is endless homework, the weather is getting colder and colder, in a blink of an eye, the midterm exams are coming as scheduled, the students are busy going to the examination room to occupy a seat, generally go to occupy a seat Those students are children of rich families, the first middle school is bought with money, the school does not care about their learning base, only cares about money, the school is very smart, they will choose some people whose family background is not good, and people with good grades, give those students tuition-free, for accommodation, Let this part of the students to make a name for themselves, and when it comes to the school, I think I'm going far.

After a while, the good seats in the examination room were all occupied, I walked into the classroom, sat in the middle of the first row, for me, sitting there is the same, I took out the test tools, today is the test of Chinese, the question is not very difficult, before the time to hand in the paper, I handed it in, I heard some students whispering, "Will she not understand, just pay so fast." "I never cared about these people, I put the paper on the desk, the invigilator picked up the paper, smiled at me, I nodded at him, and then walked out of the classroom, I just went downstairs, I heard the stars calling me, "Worry, you also came out, I thought you didn't come out." "It's the stars who speak. The three of them were in another exam room, why did they still come out together, and I asked, "How did you do in the exam?" Xiaoping said it's okay, let's go to the campus.

I went to the lawn of the campus, lay down on the lawn, chatted, hummed a little tune, very leisurely. The lawn in front of the music building became our secret base, and whenever we had time, we would go back there and talk.

Xiaomei and I lay together, I looked at her with a trace of sadness in her eyes, I think it's because, Brother Haoran, to be honest, I feel that I get along with her, I have an inexplicable pressure in my heart, I think a good friend likes a boy who likes me, this relationship is a bit complicated, whether it's good or not, I can't even be a friend, I obviously feel that Xiaomei is alienating me, so after knowing that Xiaomei likes Brother Haoran, I refuse Brother Haoran's good, I'm afraid that Xiaomei will misunderstand.

We just lay down like this, no one spoke, looking at the clouds in the sky, thinking about our own thoughts, suddenly, Xiaoping broke the silence, "Hey, let me ask you a question." If you had an incurable disease, what would you most like to do? Looking at Xiaoping's serious expression, Xing said: "Xiaoping, you are very strange, why do you ask such a question, we are all fine." Xiaoping said calmly: "I mean, if it is, it's not true." "In fact, I heard from her words that she had something on her mind, and I had a very bad premonition that this winter would be very weird. I smiled and said, "Xiaoping, what are you going to do?" Xiaoping hesitated for a moment and said, "I want to spend the rest of my days well and leave a little memory for my last life." She paused and continued, "Actually, if a person has an incurable disease, of course she is not reconciled, but what can be done?" Xing interjected: "Xiaoping, why are you talking so sadly." Xiaomei and I also said, "That's right." ”

The wind in late autumn is not like the early autumn, it becomes very cool, the wind blows on our cheeks, blows the branches around us, the autumn leaves also dance with the wind, after a while, it falls on my face, it makes people feel very depressed, I always feel that something is going to happen this winter, my feeling is very accurate, I seem to smell the breath of death、、、、、