The cold winter is frightening, everything is withering, and the breath of death is revealed everywhere、、、、、

At the end of autumn and the beginning of winter, the weather is getting cooler and cooler, from time to time, there will be some drizzle in the air, and the green belt of the campus has become withered and decayed, just like human life, I sometimes feel like a broom star, saying that the good does not work, and the bad ones have been fulfilled one by one, Xiaoping's health has been getting worse and worse recently, her eyesight has declined sharply, and the whole person is not the same, after the doctor's diagnosis, she has brain cancer, which is already in the advanced stage, what a sad thing, looking at Xiaoping with a strong smile, my heart is really not a taste, She seemed to be much stronger than anyone else, and she still smiled every day, and she still came to school, and she said to all of us, "She wants to go through the last days with our friends, and wait until she reaches heaven, so that she can have something to remember." ”

The maple leaves on the campus have almost fallen, we walk on the maple leaf avenue, chatting with each other, always feel a little sad in our hearts, I don't know when the maple leaves no longer become beautiful, the autumn breeze is no longer cool. Xing, Xiaomei, and I don't want to mention Xiaoping's illness, and all we can do now is to accompany her through the last days of her life. I walked like this, suddenly, a broken maple leaf fell, it seemed to indicate that something ominous was about to happen, the leaf just fell on Xiaoping's body, and then slowly slid to the ground, Xiaoping bent down to pick up the mutilated maple leaf, held it in his hand and looked left and right, as if thinking about something.

A trace of sadness crossed Xiaoping's eyes, and we felt distressed, I knew how unfair and cruel this kind of waiting for death was for a sixteen-year-old girl. But Xiaoping has never cried in front of us, never shed a tear in front of us, even in front of her parents, she tries her best to be strong, I know the pain in her heart, the struggle in her heart, the fear in her heart, and suddenly she was sentenced to be terminally ill, no one can do it without complaining, not sad, just those who are strong, it is not easy to show it, they bury their sadness in a certain corner of their hearts, and slowly lick their wounds.

As if time had stopped, Xiaoping continued to observe the leaves she had just picked up from the ground, sighed, and said, "People, that's it, only when you lose it, you know its preciousness." She held the maple leaf in the palm of her hand and let the cold wind blow it away, Xiaoping looked at the leaves blown away, and said a very profound sentence, "Maybe I am the same as the maple leaf, and the other side of the sky is my best destination." Her words made us feel very sad, and Xing and I took his hand and said, "Xiaoping, everything will be fine, didn't the doctor say that there is 10% certainty?" As long as there is an opportunity, we should not give up. Xiaoping smiled slightly, "Everything is fate, I think the most important thing now is to enjoy life and talk about love, I believe that the kiss before death is the most beautiful." You say no. “

Xiaoping is a resolute person, once she decides something, she will do it, our poor Xiaoping, the first goal is to find a boyfriend at the end of her life, and then take the best kiss of life before dying.

Every day after that, we went to various communities in City A with Xiaoping, and as soon as Xiaoping met the young boy, she said, "I can only live until this winter, when my two-month boyfriend is good, and oh, I have healthy corneas for sale here, I count you as 20% off." At first, Xiaoping was scolded as "neurotic", and later when those people saw her, they all took a detour. "We think Xiaoping's behavior is a bit thunderous, it's really not easy to find a Nanpu, who would want to find a dying person as their girlfriend, we friends, and we don't dare to say it in front of Xiaoping, we don't want her to worry.

I don't know why, in recent days, after class, Xiaoping went to the flower square, to see a stupid boy to buy words, the boy is about twenty years old, seems to be a student of the national middle school, every day after class, he will go there to buy lilies, five yuan a flower, Xiaoping went there after class today, she went alone, don't let us follow, Xiaoping as usual, blankly observed the boy, the boy also noticed, these days there is a girl observing himself next to him, he is muttering in his heart.