Chapter 23: The Breakdown of Friendship (3)
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The petals in the air are constantly flying, spinning, spinning, I don't know when, I also have a sad side, unconsciously, there is something called liquid slipping from the corners of my eyes, salty, when I raised my head, I saw Brother Haoran standing in front of me, when he came, I don't know, I was busy wiping away the tears from the corners of my eyes, and asked, "Brother Haoran, when did you come." He quipped, "I have been here a long time ago, and I saw a little flower cat crying here, and reciting poetry very elegantly." Looking at Brother Haoran, who was always smiling, I pretended to be angry and said, "Who do you say is the little flower cat, I didn't cry, this said, I am sad for Lin Daiyu, is it good to be compassionate." β
"Yes, yes, yes, that's compassion." Brother Haoran couldn't tell me, so he had to say that, and I asked, "Brother Haoran, how do you know I'm here?" "It's very simple, I happened to pass by here, and I happened to see you under the cherry blossom tree, and I saw you looking at the cherry blossoms so intently, so I came quietly." Looking at Brother Haoran under the cherry blossom tree, a white T-shirt, it seems that he is more hearty, clean smile, people like a spring breeze, I am also wearing a white dress, I like white, I think white is the purest thing in the world.
On the opposite side of the cherry blossom tree stood two beautiful girls, they happened to pass by Mu Xiaomei and Qiuxing here, and the star said, "Xiaomei, look, aren't the two people in the cherry blossom tree Sorrow and Haoran seniors, what are they doing there." Other people passing by also saw it and said, "You see, Jiang Wuwu and Haoran seniors, they are so compatible." A girl said her words casually, and then someone answered, "I heard that Senior Haoran and Jiang Wuwu have known each other since childhood, and Senior Haoran has been pursuing Senior Sister Jiang Wuwu for many years, but she just didn't agree, it seems that Senior Sister Wuwu likes Senior Haoran." β
When Xiaomei heard this, she felt very uncomfortable, "Why, every one of them likes Jiang Wuwu, why?" The star on the side saw that Xiaomei's face was not good-looking, so he said, "Xiaomei, don't think too much, don't let those things that are not worth it affect the friendship between us." Xiaomei listened to Xing's words, and felt even more uncomfortable, she always felt that Xing was eccentric, what was not worth it, so what was worth it. She asked rhetorically.
Xing knew that Xiaomei was prejudiced against herself, and if she said something at this time, Xiaomei would be misunderstood.
The afternoon sun was particularly mild, and my brother and I were chatting under the cherry blossom tree, and my brother suddenly asked me, "Worry, what do you think of me?" "How? Why do you ask that? I looked at him with a smile. He was silent for a while and said, "Me and you, Brother Zifeng, the three of us grew up together, I think Brother Zifeng is hostile to me, he cares about you very much, and can even give up everything for you, all of us see this, in fact, I have always wanted to ask you, in your heart, is Brother Zifeng just an elder brother?" β
Facing Haoran's brother's question, it was difficult for me to answer for a while, and I didn't know my brother's position in my heart, I thought about it and said, "My brother is a very important person to me, from childhood to adulthood, he has been very good to me, sometimes, I think my brother is very lonely, he doesn't like to laugh, his laughter is only for me, I am very happy to have such an brother." It was as if with him by my side, I didn't have to worry about anything, and I felt safe. β
This is my answer to Brother Haoran, who looked at me and said, "Worry, I understand." He thought in his heart, "Silly worry, he loves you, not only treats you as a relative, it seems that I have no chance, in fact, I also know my feelings for you, when I was a child, I only regarded you as a sister, but when I grew up, I found that my emotions changed, I don't seem to be able to just treat you as a sister, I found that I like you like an angel." Li Haoran thought in his heart. Worry, I know that Xiaomei likes me, when you match me with her, do you know that my heart hurts? The two of them under the cherry blossom tree didn't speak, and after a moment of silence, I said to Brother Haoran, "Brother Haoran, in my heart, you and my brother are the same, you are all my relatives, my favorite brother." β
"Brother, it seems that it's not bad to be an older brother." Brother Haoran said to himself.
"Worry, do you know, in fact, what I want to say to you on the day of your accident is that I like you, I don't know when I like you, not the kind of love that my brother and sister like." "Oh my God, Brother Haoran is confessing to me, I know that this layer of paper will be pierced one day, but I didn't expect it to come so quickly." I smiled and said, "I'm your sister, of course you like me." β
"Worry, you listen to me first, okay?" Brother Haoran begged. Looking at such a Haoran brother, my feelings are very complicated. He continued, "Worry, do you know, when I was a child, everyone bullied me for being fat, some people, don't love and play, which makes me feel very inferior, in fact, when I was a child, I bullied you, not sincerely, in my heart you are like a little angel, I am afraid that others will snatch you, so I deliberately bullied you to get your attention, very ridiculous." At first, I just treated you as a sister and just wanted to protect you, but then Brother Zifeng appeared, and he stole your attention. I found out that I am not a simple brother and sister to you, I know that you are in Brother Zifeng's house, they are very good to you, although you have always been optimistic, but I know the pain in your heart, I know all this, worry, do you know? I know you, when you are matching me and Xiaomei, my heart is really uncomfortable, you don't know that feeling, the person you like, pushing yourself to other women, it really hurts in my heart. β
"Perhaps, Sorrow doesn't know her heart yet, but I really want Sorrow Er to be happy, after the last 'that incident', I think Brother Zifeng is right, I have no ability to protect you, that time I really caused you to lose the most precious thing in your life. Later, I realized that liking someone is not to restrain her, but to give her a wider sky and let her fly freely. Worry, I will treat you as a sister, as long as you are happy, I hate to be happy, and I will protect Sorrow'er's happiness. β
Looking at such a sincere brother Haoran, my heart is so moved, how fortunate I am, let such a good boy like it, to me so, my eyes are wet, I walked over, hugged him and said, "Brother Haoran, thank you for your like, in my heart, you have long been my brother, do you remember when you were a child, from the moment you said that I was your sister, in my heart, I decided that you were my brother, and Aunt Li and Uncle Heping are my relatives, how fortunate I am, I have such a good relative, thank you brother, We will all be happy and hungry in the future, and I will protect my brother's happiness. Brother Haoran smiled and said, "Look, it's almost a little flower cat, and it won't be beautiful if you cry again." As he spoke, he wiped away my tears with his slender fingers and said, "I think it's good to be a brother and sister, at least for a lifetime, if it's a lover, it will break up." Li Haoran comforted himself.
Not far away, there is a girl who clenches her fists angrily, she is Xiaomei who has been standing under the cherry blossom tree, and the star doesn't know what's going on, it seems that soon there will be a rumor on the campus, the scandal between Sorrow and Haoran. At this time, Xing was worried about Xiaomei, Xiaomei originally liked Senior Haoran, and now she saw this situation, she felt very uncomfortable.
Xiaomei ran under the cherry blossom tree and said angrily, "Jiang Wuwu, you are good at acting." "At this time, I forgot, we are at school, how could Xiaomei appear, I was completely shocked, I don't know what to do, Xiaomei, she must have misunderstood me and Brother Haoran, I let go of Brother Haoran, Brother Haoran looked at Xiaomei, knowing that Xiaomei had misunderstood, I hurriedly explained to Xiaomei, "Xiaomei, listen to me, it's not what you think." "Hmph, it's not what I think, they all hugged each other, and I want to explain, I like Senior Haoran That's right, I don't know who encouraged me to pursue Senior Haoran, and now I'm with Senior Haoran again, Jiang Wuwu, you really can do it, play with everyone in the palm of your hand." Xiaomei said sneeringly.
I know what I say at this time, she won't believe it, I reluctantly said, "Xiaomei, you misunderstood, it's really not what you think, Brother Haoran is really just my brother." As I spoke, I glanced at Brother Haoran, hoping that he could help me explain it to Xiaomei. He seemed to understand my eyes, and said, "Sorrow, that's right, I don't need to explain this to you, but for the sake of Sorrow, I have to say, I know your mind, but in my heart, you are just a friend, you have no right to blame Sorrow, do you know that Sorrow has endured a lot for you?" That's her friend who cares about you. β
After Brother Haoran said so many words in one breath, he took my hand and said, "Don't worry, worry, everything will be fine." "Xiaomei's face was ugly, I saw hatred in her eyes, and I thought Xiaomei must hate me to death.
Xing ran over and said to us, "Worry, Xiaomei, let's go back first, we are all friends, we have something to discuss." "At Star's persuasion, we went back separately.