My name is Qingyang, and my mother said that Qingyang is the green rising sun. Cyan is the most vibrant color in the world, and the morning sun is pregnant with endless hope. Qingyang is the most vital and hopeful existence in the world. However, I have never seen what the blue morning sun looks like.

As a child, Iyi once joked to me that my name was too feminine and less masculine, but rather like a girl's name. I didn't care if the name was more girly or boyish. As long as Yiyi says, I will listen carefully and cooperate with it to the greatest extent. She said I was like a girl, so I would play with her in the girls' pile and be her best friend.

The fate between me and Yi Yi comes from my father's generation. Iberber and my father were good buddies when they were younger, they got married on the same day, and agreed to have children in the future, with the same sex as brothers or sisters, and the opposite sex as husband and wife.

Perhaps many people think that this is the unreasonableness of the feudal family, but it is this unreasonableness that has created the love between me and Yiyi for eighteen years.

When she was a child, Yi Yi was very cute, her face was very fat, and when she laughed, she would pull the flesh on her face. She was very childish when she called me "brother", and I knew that she would call me that because she wanted to buy toys again. At this time, I, like a big brother, took Yiyi's fleshy little hand and left, to buy her favorite toy.

I don't know what liking is, and I don't know what love is. But I know that as a man, my greatest obligation is to make Yi happy. When Yi is happy, I am happy.

I was only three days older than Iyi, and we ate in one bowl, bathed in one basin, slept in the same bed, and never blushed. Iberber likes me, and my dad likes I. Our affection seems to be arranged by God.

But when she was four years old, a five-year-old girl named Jingyan came to Yiyi's house, she had the same big watery eyes as Yiyi, but she was very shy and hid behind Aunt Yue and refused to come out. Ever since I had this girl named Jingyan, I realized that my mom didn't like Yiyi that much. Every time Yiyi came to our house, my mother always gave Yiyi's share of food to Jingyan. But Yiyi didn't care about this, when I was upset for her, she even pulled me aside and whispered to me, "Sister Jingyan doesn't have a father, it's very pitiful, Qingyang, we can't fight with Sister Jingyan, you know?" ”

Yi is so kind, I've always known it. Even if someone else snatched her things, she was still so kind.

As I grew older, I went to kindergarten and elementary school with Yiyi. These quiet days lasted until the age of eight. A lot of things happened that year, including Dad spending a lot of money to give Yiyi a priceless necklace, and Dad going to prison.

Dad likes Yiyi very much, and he really treats Yiyi as a future daughter-in-law. That's why he spent a lot of money to customize a necklace for Yiyi and named it "One Meter of Sunshine". Dad said, "I hope that Yiyi's life will always be full of sunshine."

However, in the sunshine of the future, the haze is coming. My dad was jailed for tax evasion, and I don't know how long I won't be able to see this person who shelters me. I only remember my mother's old age at that time, and Iber's sudden coldness.

At the age of eight, when many parents were still pestering the family for toys, I had already learned to take on the responsibility of the family.

Life and Yi Yi have become the most important things in my life, and perhaps it is because of these things that I can continue to live well without any sadness and regret.

From then on, however, Iberber began to refuse to see me, and he looked at me like a plate of flies, with great disgust.

I don't know why his attitude has changed so much. But as long as my Yiyi is okay, I don't care about anything else.

I thought it would go on until I was eighteen.

Yiyi's grades were not good, and he chose to drop out of school in the year he graduated from high school. However, my grades have always been very good, and I could have applied for the best universities in the country, but in order to be by Yiyi's side, I chose to give up.

Yi Yi is headstrong, and I'm afraid that she won't be able to take care of herself when I'm not by her side.

We had a very comfortable life, but maybe it was fate. By chance, I heard the truth from Iberber about my father's imprisonment.

His tone was so indifferent, without a trace of remorse.

Anger crept up in my heart, but he was Yiyi's father. I like Yi from the bottom of my heart, how can I bear to make her sad. If she knew that her father was so unbearable, how could she stand it with her temper.

I don't want to get entangled with Iber, I just want to forget the truth of all this. But even if I wanted to forget, Iberber wouldn't necessarily let me go.

I also suddenly understood that the reason why he didn't want to see me for so many years was the emptiness and guilt in my heart. He is ashamed of my Chen family, probably every time he sees me, he will think of that unknown past.

He wanted to bury all the secrets, and now I have insight into everything.

When I returned home, I found that my home, which was already depressed, had been ransacked. The mess and overwhelmed family was even more stressful than when I was eight years old.

Before that, no matter what difficulties I had, my heart was positive and positive. And now, I only saw the desolation of the room, and my heart gradually sank into darkness.

Yi still came to play with me as usual, and when she saw all this, she was furious and kept asking me what was going on.

What can I say.

had to endure the grievances and replied, "Probably a thief." ”

Yiyi has a straight temperament and has always broken the casserole to ask the end. Her talking apricot pit eyes slid and rolled, "There's nothing at home, what are the thieves coming to steal?" ”

Even Yiyi, who was a little lacking in her eyes, could see that I was perfunctory to her, but she couldn't think of the story behind it anyway.

I've always regarded Yi Yi as a treasure in the palm of my hand, but at this moment I began to dislike her innocence. She doesn't understand anything, she can't even tell the difference between good and bad people, so she always treats such a fool as such.

Even, when I was unhappy, she never realized it. Not to mention comfort.

I said impatiently: "It's not a thief, no one can take revenge on me!" ”

Yi Yi didn't know what to do, and said seriously: "Maybe that's it, Qingyang, have you offended anyone recently." See how my aunt and grandmother clean them up. ”

The more Yi said that, the more impatient I became.

When I realized the change in myself, I was shocked. This feeling of asymmetry slowly grows, which means that I see Yiyi more and more lightly in my eyes, and I take my own feelings more and more seriously.

"Yiyi, you go back first, I want to be alone for a while."

I have to admit that the most hypocritical refusal is ---- the phrase "I want to be alone for a while".

Although Yi Yi was not happy, she held back, and before leaving, she comforted me not to think too much.

Her kindness is as good as it was at the beginning.

However, the matter did not end there, and Iber, like a ruffian, simply tore his face and looked for those hooligans all day long.

I was so angry that I finally chose to go and explain it to him in person.

Jingyan is also there, but Yiyi is not, and she goes to do nonsense with her good sister ---- Xiongxiong.

"Iber," I said straight to the point, "I will not expose you, and I hope you will not send anyone to harass me from now on." ”

Iberber didn't speak, he was silent for a long time before he said, "I can give you a peaceful life, but you must make sure to leave I. ”

This is the mind of a merchant, and he took the same terms in exchange for what I offered.

In vain, I have treated him as the kindest elder all these years, and I don't want to be just such an unbearable person.

I held back the anger in my heart, "Uncle, don't push people too hard. Yiyi and I have a marriage contract, and it is impossible to separate them in this life. ”

Iberber sneered, "Marriage contract? You think you're in the old days, as long as I don't admit it, this marriage contract can't be taken seriously. ”

He looked at me as if he were looking at a clown, "You don't take out the mirror to look at yourself, where are you worthy of my daughter." I've turned a blind eye all these years, and you still think about stinky toads eating swan meat. ”

My fists clenched, and my anger ate away at reason, nearly engulfing me.

At this time, Jingyan opened her mouth and said: "Uncle Yi, don't talk about Qingyang like that, Qingyang is careful and considerate, Yiyi has an upright temperament, and only being with Qingyang is the most suitable." ”

I've always known that Jingyan has a crush on me, but I've always seen Yiyi as a sister in terms of affection. Now that I've come to such a situation, Yi Yi can't help me, and she is the only one who stays by my side and thinks about me.

I don't know what this subtle change of feelings is, but I can clearly feel that my feelings for Yi have changed.

While I was still trying to sort through this jumbled mind, Akira Irin began to speak again.

"What are you talking about, get out!"

Jingyan's rare stubbornness, "I don't go out." ”

Iberber has always regarded Jingyan as his pride, and now his pride is against him. He must have been heartbroken.

His face was a little unbearable, but after all, he calmly said: "Yi Yi is not sensible, are you not sensible?" How do I teach you on a daily basis! ”

Jingyan puffed out her mouth and stopped talking.

After a long time, just when we all thought that this conversation would end in such silence, Jingyan spoke again.

"I just think Qingyang is good, if you don't want Yiyi to marry him, I'm willing to marry him instead of Yiyi!"